My Randomness

19.08.2010

Shooting (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was pretty vivid at first, but it gets foggy near the end. it starts in my house, theres someone dangerous nearby, like a robber or killer. i have a revolver in my hand, but its empty. i started at home, in the livingroom, so i headed towards the office, i think i was walking backwards, i never took my eyes off of the livingroom once. when i got into the office, i started to make the motions of reloading the gun (i wasn't really loading it, but somehow the bullets got in there. i didn't see anything as i was still looking at the livingroom). when it was loaded i did the cliched spinning and walked back to the livingroom. then suddenly a man jumped out from somewhere in the livingroom, i was still in the dining room. i didn't hesitate, i aimed and emptied the gun into his chest. he hit the ground as i walked into the livingroom, and i started to leave the house. but when i looked back, the dead man was replaced by a seductive woman, half naked, silently beckoning me to her. i started to have sex with her, but for some reason, she was transforming into someone else. i stopped it by visualizing her, it was weird, i was controlling the dream without being lucid. then, i suddenly heared someone coming downstairs. i hurried and got dressed, and the woman was no longer there. before i had heared someone coming from upstairs, i had the feeling that i wasn't actually having sex with anyone, that it was just my imagination. when my stepdad came downstairs, the woman was gone, and i was dressed, thinking to myself "phew, that would have been awkward, someone walking in on you having sex with no one" lol. then my mom came down, and they were accesing the damage of what looked like a robbery. everything was turned upsidedown and flipped everywhere. my stepdad kept stating obvious hints that it was all my fault. what a douche

19.08.2010

Store with aunt (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one is just bits and pieces in the beginning, but it gets better in the end. it starts in a store, i think one similar to Walmart, but i never saw any signs. im with my aunt and some of her kids and some of my cousins, all little kids. we were all shopping together, thats all i remember of the beginning. then, somehow i got around five dollars, maybe more. i was walking around a certain section of the store, looking for a fish to buy, as a present i think. the fish area was enormus, it had fish tanks stacked up to the ceiling left and right. the fish were all too expensive unfortunately, they all were $6 and up. my dream wasn't like other dreams, everyone always says they can't read text in dreams. i could clearly see every price tag, they all had a price next to it and said "per Lb", completely normal. anyway, i continued my search for a fish, leading me into this underground, museum type aquarium. there were some people from school there, it was like a field trip or something. i remember leaving the aquarium and returning to my aunt fishless. thats all i remember.

19.08.2010

HAAAAAAA!!!!! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was funny. i was at a school, i think it was after school hours, because there was an after school group setting up for a meeting. i saw a man standing at a podium, he looked scary, i think he looked like the main character off of "Burn Notice". it was a religious group, i looked at a sign, and it appeared that the group was called "HAAAAAAAA!!!!!!" lol. strange name, i know. i sat down in one of the chairs, apparently i was in the group. after a long memory gap, im outside the school, sitting outside a smaller building, at the top of some steps. there were two people with me, people from the group, they were giving me stuff to look over, information i needed to know or whatever. one of them was a girl, i knew her from my actual school. she gave me what looked like a bible, and told me to read it and look over the notes on the sides. after another memory gap, im sitting on the same steps, reading the book she gave me, then some people pull into the parkiong lot in a black car. thats all i remember.

19.08.2010

Restaurant (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out in a restaurant, im at the front, about to get a table. theres a guy who had just walked up to me standing there, he was a friend of some sort. he was waiting for me to get a table, but (somehow i knew) he was fretting over me seeing who he was eating with. he took me anyway and i followed him to his table, where i saw my neighbor eating with him, which i couldnt care less, im not sure why he was so nervous about me seeing her with him.

16.08.2010

Poisoned at the Farmers Market (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was strange. it starts in my stepdads truck. im with him and my mom, and were pulling into what looks like a farmers market, maybe a peach farm. anyway we get out and go into this house. then after a memory gap, us and a bunch of people are gathered around the living room, eating some sort of food, i think it was some kind of cobbler, possibly peach or cherry. then all of a sudden, all of the adults in the room doubled over and died, except my parents, and this one blonde woman, i remembered seeing her earlier in the dream. there were several kids in the room also, and they weren't screaming, which was weird. then, the woman said to the kids "ok, you're free!" then she said something else, i don't remember. i then asked the kid next to me if he was gonna eat his food, he gave it to me, i then asked the woman if it was safe to eat. it was. apparently she poisoned nearly all of the adults there, like they were evil or something. thats all i remember.

16.08.2010

School 2 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one was a long one, but i don't remember much of it. it starts in this cafeteria, but it was different, almost like a fast food place. i kept going up to the counter to buy stuff, the cashier lady was cool, she liked me. the only time remember actually going up there was to get some milk. when i got the milk, the lady pointed out that someone had taken a drink of it and put it back with the others, it was a plastic bottle, with a lid. so i went back and got another one, a full one. then after a memory gap im in a bathroom. its a very big bathroom + locker room, complete with shower section. im in there, but theres a girl in there too, a friend i think in the dream. we were talking, but she had to go take a shower, so she left. i was gonna follow her, because she was hot, but i decided not to after hearing her scream and seeing a fat, hairy, naked guy walk past her (they ruin all the fun ). there were other people in the showers as well i think, mostly men, so i left. then after another memory gap, im outside, theres a lot of people out there, waiting for something to happen. theres a guy sitting next to me, doing some homework, then he asks a girl near me to help him. im like "hey, why not ask me? i know math..." but he ignored me. to be fair, i did sound a bit stupid when i said that. then, the display started. it was a bunch of cheerleaders being thrown in the air, wearing some sort of fat suit, it was weird. thats all i remember.

i only remember bits and pieces of this one, i had to wake up with an alarm, and i didn't try to remember any dreams. it all takes place at school, the first bit is me being in the gym. theres a bunch of other people there, standing around goofing off. then they tell someone to come over, a dude in front of me. they have the door open when they say it, and when the dude came over, they shoved him outside and locked the door. everyone started laughing lol. the next bit i remember is being outside of the school, it's not my school on the outside. i went somewhere to get a box for something, but i didn't want to go back into the school. i wandered around the school, wasting time. the next bit i remember is being next to a teacher and a set of stairs leading into the school. i asked the teacher what was going on and she said that some kid i didn't know died of cancer. a bunch of people were coming to the school to honor him or something. i tried to feel bad but hot people from my school kept showing up in slutty clothing, and then walking up the stairs right next to me lol. thats all i remember.

lol i cant believe i actually did it. it started in a regular DILD, i couldn't WILD this morning, i think it had to do with when i went to bed last night. anyway where i remember, it starts out in a house, theres an evil menace with me, i had thoughts about leaving the dream, but then i was like "nahh, and miss this?" so i grabbed a ruler and tried to turn it into a sword, didn't work. the evil dude summoned his minion, who just happened to be my neighbor lol. he came at me, i kicked him in the stomach really hard, he doubled over and i ran. i ran towards the door, thinking if i could get outside, i could fly away. i got outside, and flew upwards just as my neighbor tried to grab me. i flew up into a tree, and laughed at them because they couldnt get me. i then floated down a bit, and saw a girl in the next yard over, walking towards the yard i was in. she was blonde, somewhere near my age, maybe younger. she kinda looked like Annasophia Robb, but with wavy hair.

Spoiler for my new dream guide!:

i was like "ehh, wat the hell, ill ask her..." i floated down onto the bed of a truck under the tree. as she neared i said "hey are you my dream guide?". she was like "yea"...
lol i was so happy, i was barely suspicious at all. i asked her, "ok then, tell me something that only you know about me...". she said i was gay lol. i was like "o well, i wont be gay in conscious life, im religious" (no offense to gay people, im baptist). she then jumped up on the bed of the truck with me. i said "hey can we go somewhere quieter so we can talk?" it was really loud, people were running around having fun. she was like "aww, i wanted to have a mud fight!". i said "we can have a HUGE mud fight some other time. you'll have to help me out with the whole lucid thing ok?". she agreed. she took my hand and said "ok just walk backwards..." so we did and jumped off of the truck and fell off the scene i was in, and landed in a different one. it was a quiet place, it had two levels, with a pond in the center of both levels. the floor and walls were beige, the entire area was enclosed in walls. here i drew a picture:

Spoiler for a quiet place:

we landed on the red square, i looked around and jumped down onto the green square (neither squares were in the dream, i just put them there for reference). i then asked her "so what can you do?" she then did this really cool looking Avatar move, with airbending, it was awesome. i think i then started to lose lucidity, everything started getting weird, talking about sex and marriage lol. thats all i remember. i finally found my dream guide! i just hope shes not a fake

WHOOOOO! i WILDed on my first try! well, technically my first try, i had tried to WILD several times before going to bed, but they were all doomed to fail so they don't count. i woke up at 8, took the dogs out, then went back to bed and tried to WILD. i tried on my left side, back and right, finally settling on my right side. i waited a while, and i had this extreme uncomfortable feeling, like i really wanted to move. i didn't realize it till afterwards that it was my body testing to see if i was awake. unfortunately, i don't remember actually going into the dream, i forgot the beginning, which was probably a minute or two. i do remember cars, and a road though. where it does begin however, the detail was amazing. it was the most clear and realistic lucid ive ever had, i didn't loose lucidity once. it "starts" on a busy street, im standing behind this SUV, and i was gonna try something. in real life, ive always wanted to ride on the roof of a car, holding onto the rails where you attach the bikes lol.
it kinda looked like this:

maybe a darker green. anyway, i wanted to lay on the roof, and ride it lol. but in the background was a enormus city, like a futuristic city, it was really far away, almost fading into the atmosphere. i started to fly, i was either gonna fly to the city, or fly up into space, but i thought to myself "nahh, i fly all the time" and landed. i then grabbed the rails of the SUV, as soon as it started going. for some reason, my feet just kinda dragged behind me, i never got to ride on top. then it turned into this parking lot outside a building, and my feet stayed where they were, but i kept going. it was weird, like my legs were stretchy or something. after that, i got off, and remembered my ultimate goal: to find my dream guide. so i went inside, it was like a Chinese place, i think it was like a nail salon or something, it had very dim lighting. i saw a DC and decided to ask her where my dream guide was, i think she was an employee or owner. this was how the conversation went:
Me: "hey, you wouldn't happen to know where my dream guide is would you?"
Her: "whats a dream guide?"
Me: "well, it's kinda your subconscious, like in a DC"
she then said something like "well, your subconscious is a very complicated place, you could find her anywhere..." i think she said more, but i don't remember. then this blonde woman walked past me, i walked up to her and asked "you're probably not my dream guide. are you?" she said "no", to my disappointment. so then i followed her upstairs, and did some other "stuff", not gonna go into detail on that . i then woke up, but i stayed still, and then after about 10 seconds, my body started vibrating, and started to DEILD. my eyes were closed, but i could see my window. there was a lot of trees outside my window, with oval shaped leaves, right outside my window, which don't exist in real life. i was trying to decide if i recognized those types of leaves, not even thinking about the trees themselves lol. i sat up, almost deciding that it was a dream. then the damn phone rang. my parents have the phones set up so that they can ring the one outside my bedroom whenever they want me to come here. it rang in the dream and i immediately sprung up and ran downstairs. i found my mom standing in the office, telling me to start mowing the grass near the pantry. i was confused, i visualized my backyard, and estimated where the pantry would be. my mom asked "are you ok?" i think i said yes, not sure. i then woke up for real, and kicked myself for not becoming lucid. thats all i remember.

this one was just a fragment. im standing in sand, im near the beach, surrounded by grey rocks on all sides. im talking to someone, theres several people there with me. thats all i remember unfortunately.

no its not as bad as the title sounds . me and my sister were outside this building, i think we were looking for a place to sleep. on the other side of the building there was this open area where you could get a motel room. there was a rack with keys on it, made of concrete, the keys were brass colored. they all had numbers on them, but we chose number 13. but there was no one there to buy it from, i guess the motel was free lol. then, after a memory gap, its morning, and im sitting at a dining room table, although it was more like a folding card table. then some other people came in from the other side of the room, a family i think. they had this pet rat, it was about the size of a small cat lol, but it wasn't nasty looking, i actually liked it. i sat on the couch, and it jumped up and started sniffing me, putting its wet nose all over my face. i was laughing because it was tickling me . i was playing with it, i think one of the other people commented on how the rat took a liking to me. then, after yet another memory gap, im outside, near this tree, i think the rat is outside too, and im still playing with it.

lol this one sucked, until the end. like all of my other lucids lately, i cant remember how i got lucid, or even when. i do remember doing a finger through palm RC though. it was different from the other times i did them, i could actually feel the inside of my hand, even bone, and it didn't hurt, it was cool . i was inside a house, i think it was my grandmas old house. i was in a room, thinking of what to do, i was gonna go do some element bending, but then i remembered "dream guide!" and set off to find it. i remember walking toward a door, a bedroom door, thinking "well if its a "dream" guide, then it must be in a bedroom!" lol. i opened the door but no one was in there. so then i walked toward the bathroom, and told myself "my dream guide will be on the other side of the door". when i opened it, something weird happened. there was a bathrobe, leaning against the wall next to the shower, as though a person was just in it, and had disappeared. i was like "crap!" and walked out. i tried this several times, to no avail, until the last time i did it. when i opened the door, there was a small latino girl standing in front of some shelves, looking at me. she wasn't pretty, but i was like "thank GOD, are you my dream guide?". she said no.
lol i was so disappointed. i don't remember much of our conversation, she said something about my dream guide though, like "she couldn't make it" or something, gasping after, i don't think i was supposed to know what my dream guide was, like it was a surprise or something. i was like "she? sweet!" lol. i think thats all i remember

all i remember is being assigned an important duty, almost a sacred duty.

this one is kinda personal, im not gonna go into much detail. im in the shower, not at home, im in a different bathroom. for some reason im trying an unconventional way to WILD, which im not going into. also i remember someone walking into the bathroom and talking to me.

this one was pretty cool. it starts out in this creek, its a big creek, maybe 30-40 feet wide, and theres trees and rocks in the middle everywhere, like the creek is running right through a forest. me and a group of a few kids were going down the creek, jumping from one big rock to another, trying not to get wet. im in the lead, and i come across a rock that is flat, and the surface is just below the water. then i get a sudden memory, of coming across the same rock, and discovering that it was covered in water, and being disappointed. i jump onto the rock anyway, and continue down the creek. then theres a stretch of water between me and the shore, lined by a stone dock type structure. if i remember correctly, the creek got a lot wider, opening up into a lake. i run across the stretch of water, coming to the stone walkway, and resting on a broken stone. then i see someone coming up beside me, with a person in his arms. he lays the person in the water, a kid, and says he drowned. i look at the kid and the he releases some air bubbles, i quickly jump and get him out of the water, to try and prevent him from drowning. this was a very strange case of drowning. he was entirely conscious during the drowning, but he couldn't talk or breathe, just look at me with a "help me!" look. i start giving him CPR, and giving him mouth to mouth. it works eventually, i think. it was very weird. thats all i remember.