non-lucid

Bold is me, italics is a wolf girl I ran into..





I guess I have no choice do I? *Sitting down on what appeared to be a stone bench in a cabin*

Of course not. *walking toward me to sit beside me*

well you obviously notice I'm not normal so I guess I have to confess.

We've known each other for months now, Why can't you tell me?

Well because I thought if I did, You might claw my insides out.

Is It that bad?

It could be to you.

It won't be

It might

Tell me please, I saw it. Whatever you did back at the village was definitely something none of us have seen before. Is it really that hard to te-

Anathema. *I stand up slowly*

What?

I am an Anathema.

Bu-But impossible, those people are-

*I turn around and look at her. She looked in my eyes. Apparently they were different then before. Everything grew much more clear.*

H-How? I thought....They were extinct...

Not all of them. My family still live. However only me and my sister remain now.

I just..don't know what to... *The look on her face, confusion, and a tinge of anger*

I know my people...they slaughtered most of your kind years ago. So I understand your rage... I understand you want to now grip my neck and rip my throat out.

*she looks up at me with her eyes glowing an alarming yellow. her teeth showing. She wants to*

I want to...You lied...

I know.

WHY!? *Jumps up from the bench, with tears in her eyes.

To protect you, I didn't wan-

All you did was corrected my thoughts! Your kind....All they do is cause pain! What did my kind ever do to yours!? What did we do to deserve such mass genocide...

*All I can do is just look at her. Her eyes giving tears, her voice cracking in each scream she let out into words.*

TELL ME!

I don't know, I wish I knew...But let me ask you a question before you sink your claws in me.

I don't want to listen to your questions. I just want you-

Do you think someone like me would commit such things like my people?

*Long silence*

WELL! Because obviously your quick to blame your best friend! This is why I did not want to tell you. I knew even if you were close to me, You will still find somewhere in your heart to resent me because of the past. Something I wasn't even born in, I only knew about it! So how can you think of killing me!? Do you now just see me like them?

No, I just-

Forget it! I'm wasting time. Len and Griffith are still back in that war. I have to leave. *Walking away from her*

No please...you'll die.

Isn't that what you want. For me, an Anathema, to cease to exist finally?

NO!

Either way, I need to know if they are okay. *Opening a door*

NO NO! I wont let you go out there, You know you won't survive! Why do you choose to do these irrational actions!?

Cause I'm the only that can survive this!

You won't survive against Enon! You know that! Stop being arrogant!

*She continues to grab my arm to pull me back. There is so much intensity and fiery tension, even then, I almost walk out until...*

You know your saving an Anathema from certain death.

I know.

Why?

Why?

Yes.

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! I can't kill you because I adore you! Even though you are an Anathema, you are still someone I care about! Im sorry okay, I just let my emotions slip out! do you know what it feels like to lose so many friends to-

*I just grabbed her and kiss her. She hesitates to reciprocate at first but soon follows through and holds me as well.*

I just wanted to hear those words....Cause I wanted to love you this whole time, Because I'm sure everyone you use to love is gone. So I just...

I...need you. I don't want to go out there. They will be fine, I'm sure of it. *Her head on my chest. The amount of emotions I'm feeling is just...*

I still need to.

But...

I promise...I will be back here. I won't be long.

.....Just get back as soon as possible, please

I will.

*I kiss her forehead. and then the dream fades.*


For a non-lucid, this was such an emotional and intense dream. I only wrote down the dialogue because that was literally all I cared about. Just the amount of feelings that were going off, and I just felt such a connection to this beautiful wolf girl, like we been through thick and thin. I had no idea about the plot or any of the names mentioned, I felt like I was watching, but from a First person perspective. I woke up just feeling so sad, cause I think I really left her and I will never see her. I could just tell her bond to me was very sincere. It seems short, but trust me, it felt way longer.

Either way, It was a very memorable and great dream.

Outside looked different, the clouds seemed to have morphed clouds into different shapes every minute. While this is happening, me and a couple of kids were in my neighborhood causing a bunch of random mischief. I was walking down the street to meet up with somebody, finished that, and I began walking toward another part of town when one of our friends decided to break something in a house. He runs out laughing and I turn to see Hey Arnold. We walk towards my house and we notice the clouds changing colors and morphing into star shapes, cartoon heads, and hearts. I still hear in the background my friends still doing random happenstance.

Next thing you know, we are in a large white stone mansion in a forest. The kids were still with me in different outfits and now there are two girls. A tall old lady comes in the lobby we were in, wearing a Sun hat and Victorian dress. Apparently we were held here for causing mayhem. She leaves and my friends began doing different and one even begins to smoke. I start looking around this beautiful stone palace a very obvious exit which is pretty much a gaping hole in the entrance, almost like door was put in. The old lady returns and tells us to knock it off but one of the girls run away at incredible speeds. The lady somehow catches her outside, while I walk down the stone steps. Its pretty much a forest.

I help the girl out and lady decides to try and smack me but I flip away. End of the dream.

Another dream of being in these houses which are very close together like a villa of sone sorts. There was this particular item that people wanted and a young lady which looked like a teacher, gave it to me. People groan and some go on the Fritz. A young girl comes up to me and kisses me out of nowhere and we began sexual intercourse on the spot for s few minutes. Turns out she wanted the item in exchange for it and she got it. I began walking and notice a fat guy and other people, even a dog, was chasing me. So I run accordingly.

I came across an item in a open house which looked like a stoplight remote. I pick it up and it activates and nothing. Until I continue to walk past my ex and apparently I changed in appearance to look more handsome to people. (Well then) we lock for a few seconds and I walk up some steps to which looked like her house. I turn around to notice my 2 drunk pals are trying to taker her somewhere without her consent, so I go and stop the commotion and they try to fight me.....so I beat them up and I take her hand and we walk inside her house.

Outside looked different, the clouds seemed to have morphed clouds into different shapes every minute. While this is happening, me and a couple of kids were in my neighborhood causing a bunch of random mischief. I was walking down the street to meet up with somebody, finished that, and I began walking toward another part of town when one of our friends decided to break something in a house. He runs out laughing and I turn to see Hey Arnold. We walk towards my house and we notice the clouds changing colors and morphing into star shapes, cartoon heads, and hearts. I still hear in the background my friends still doing random happenstance.

Next thing you know, we are in a large white stone mansion in a forest. The kids were still with me in different outfits and now there are two girls. A tall old lady comes in the lobby we were in, wearing a Sun hat and Victorian dress. Apparently we were held here for causing mayhem. She leaves and my friends began doing different and one even begins to smoke. I start looking around this beautiful stone palace a very obvious exit which is pretty much a gaping hole in the entrance, almost like door was put in. The old lady returns and tells us to knock it off but one of the girls run away at incredible speeds. The lady somehow catches her outside, while I walk down the stone steps. Its pretty much a forest.

I help the girl out and lady decides to try and smack me but I flip away. End of the dream.

Another dream of being in these houses which are very close together like a villa of sone sorts. There was this particular item that people wanted and a young lady which looked like a teacher, gave it to me. People groan and some go on the Fritz. A young girl comes up to me and kisses me out of nowhere and we began sexual intercourse on the spot for s few minutes. Turns out she wanted the item in exchange for it and she got it. I began walking and notice a fat guy and other people, even a dog, was chasing me. So I run accordingly.

I came across an item in a open house which looked like a stoplight remote. I pick it up and it activates and nothing. Until I continue to walk past my ex and apparently I changed in appearance to look more handsome to people. (Well then) we lock for a few seconds and I walk up some steps to which looked like her house. I turn around to notice my 2 drunk pals are trying to taker her somewhere without her consent, so I go and stop the commotion and they try to fight me.....so I beat them up and I take her hand and we walk inside her house.

Hello

Haven't been on in a couple months, mostly because of new beginnings in my life and stuff, and starting to change myself into becoming better. This also lead me into not practicing Lucid dreaming so now I'm a novice again, trying to get it back.

Last night, it was a non lucid, however, this one hit my heart. It was a nice short dream that I like to share for how cute it was.

It started with me on a school bus heading back to a school. It was a very long ride so I'm just looking out the window listening to music. I look around to see people moving from seat to seat. I take headphones off and begin to see what's going on. kids are tasked to get partners to which I thought it was grouping for a activity. It was actually, loving partners.

So I get up and stretch and a girl across from me stares at me. She was a beautiful blonde girl with a colorful outfit. I sit next to her to say hi and she just gives a cute smile. The girl, her friend, and I begin to talk and the friend wants to know why I just sat next to her. Naturally I'm a sociable person so I just used that as a excuse. Mainly, however, I just wanted to know what was happening.

Me and the girl began to talk about anything and just having a good time. After figuring out the whole "activity" I told her I just wanted to talk to her and not for the whole partnership thing, to which she smiled. By this time, a lot of people were partnered up, except for several. As we began to get closer to our destination, the girl asks can I be her partner, and gives me a diamond. I said yes and we hugged.

for the bus ride, we just cuddled and talk while her friend just gives cute remarks in excitement. apparently a lot of guys asked this girl and she said no. She told me I genuinely conversed with her which is why she asked, and the diamond was to represent our new found relationship for eternity. The dream gets sort of hazy towards the end but I just remember arriving at that school, realizing her school was merging with mine, and they were an all girl school and mines was all men. The teachers wanted us to have "love" as to get along, where as me and the girl were in love. I remember us holding hands laughing as we approach the doors.

It was beautiful and cute. It was mainly seeing this build-up of me getting close to this girl and slowly developing this intimate relationship. It felt great when this "human communication" (I use quotes cause it's a dream lol) was taking it's course naturally. It was a nice dream for a change as lately, most dreams have been chaotic. It was just nice to see a normal loving dream

I'm going to personally try to be on more often this time and record dreams. I hope you liked this one.

This was a peculiar but awesome dream nonetheless.

I woke up and I just new something was up when I felt an odd sensation in my left arm. I looked at it and the veins inside my arm were glowing a bright cerulean blue. I looked at it for few seconds just grasping its color and beauty. I go outside and find a guy who strangely looked like Justin Timberlake for Whatever reason and starts explaining my mysterious phenomenon in my arm.

It's called Deretium (Der-e-shi-um) he said and it was a mineral that grows inside particular people have the body strong enough to contain. He had it too in both of his arms. He was standing next to a very large deposit of this rock saying touching it charges the rock which in turn gives you power, but also spreads the minerals all over your body. He sits there and watches me mess around with this power and I try to charge it which gives me a heated, glowing welcome.

Next thing you know I'm inside looking at now my two arms glowing with this stuff and this beautiful Russian girl walks in with this boy, speaking angrily in her native tongue. The guy says she had a bad day and then tells me to watch her. He walks out my room and I look at her, she looks at me, and I notice her hands have these crazy looking markings on them. She tries to frantically hide them and I smiled her and showed her my arms to which she was amazed by it's brightness.

She shows me her tattoos (which looked freaking awesome) and says it's demonic and destructive. She exclaims that she is shocked to meet anyone with a power of Deretium since normally it destroys the body later on. I explain about the guy I met and what he told me and she lays her head on my shoulder as we sat their in silence. The boy runs in screaming saying someone crazy is outside and next thing you know, half of my house is gone, and I'm outside in a city.

This guy who has all of his body filled with a special type of orange Deretium starts randomly attacking and we start having this long battle (can't remember the greatness of the battle sadly but I do remember it being a light show, me hiding between tall skyscrapers and coming behind him for an ambush.

I ended up defeating him with what was left in me. (I was torn up lol) and I go back inside to see a note. The Russian girl wrote and it said "Thank you for being the only one interested in my curse" to which I smiled.

I wake up after that whole dream running to my parents with the Deretium still in me and they exclaimed aweness at the site of it. My mom brings out a charge stand and i stand on it to charge (what?)

This dream was very long and there is actually a big chunk missing I can't remember. But anyways yeah unique old fashioned vivid non-lucid. Had to question if I was awake lol

On a starry night, there was a large party near a bridge where tuxedos and dresses were a thing. I was in there enjoying with a group of people when I hear an argument where this Asian guy was down talking this beautiful girl on how ugly she looked and he thought she was thinking to high of herself. So I went over there to help this girl out.

I went to the guy and said that the girl was beautiful and he must be blind or something. The guy was upset and tried convincing me she wasn't and I said, nope she looks great, in fact, I'll date her to take her off your hands if need be. (Que in clapping and shouting lol) I looked at her face and she looked down red and embarrased but smiling.

After that whole thing, I was talking to her and we were having fun even though I cannot really remember the conversations but it did end with me saying I liked her and she smiled and said that when we wake up I will tell you my answer. (missed chanced of lucidity lol) and the guy yet again started another conflict in another group. I hear an announcement of a swimming race and ran to push the guy into the water and which I did. Me, the girl, and everyone else was in the water swimming around the bridge just gladly having fun and the dream fades

After many short dreams later, I had my 4th lucid dream (yaaay ) and it was pretty cool. it was about someone called the million dollar man who was invisible who steals and causes a lot of mischief and he had a million dollar bounty. He was in my house throwing stuff and the minute I walk into the kitchen and plug my nose...I could breathe, the game was on. I spawned in sonic from my last short dream to help me (Sonic Boom) to which he gladly did. he was throwing furniture and sharp objects everywhere and I was catching and tossing back while sonic got close and tackled him and the million dollar man suddenly vanished.

Me and Sonic tried to find him and the dream began to get fuzzy, I try to stabilize it to last as long as possible but of course the dream the fades out eventually.

It all started in a nice old house with me and a couple old friends I knew in waking life. we were all just talking about anything and fooling around. even if it was non-lucid. I could tell it was very heart warming just to be around these people. As usual, it was mostly girls since I guess it's my dream sign to have more than one girl as sort of the main plot of the dream.

As time goes on, weird things started happening in the house such as moving objects and one of my old friends (we will call her Ally) goes missing. I go to find her while everyone stays in the room to be safe. I find her with this guy

So I end up fighting him and at first lose horribly because he's strong as hell. And as he was about to drop her off the house, I turn to near the equivalent of half man half wolf with blue skin and dark blue hair with hairy sideburns and sharp teeth, Claws and all. I charge at him with such ferocity that even he was surprised. We have this true big battle while the others come in to see me changed and they become worried and shocked.

As time goes on, we become so weak that it starts to get very hard to continue. However, as muscular bound as he is, he finds the strength to pick me up and drop me on his knee, finally putting me out. Ally runs to me but the beast tries to take her. However, the others all take him on, and since he is so weak he cannot deal with them all at once so slowly but surely goes down as well. Everything fades out.

Next thing you know, I wake up with my head on Ally's lap with everyone with pure glee that I'm okay. I see the bandages on my stomach and Ally hugs me and everyone happily watches. I sat up afterwards and I began to make it comical again. We all start talking in funny accents and we then decide to leave the room. The dream then finally fades out.

Next dream was short, bitter, and sweet. It started with me and the same friends as before at my house in a cookout. We were downstairs playing games and seeing who can best each other. Ally, had to go up stairs to see her mother and the others decided to go with. I stayed downstairs and I think I started to meditate. In a short while, her mother starts screaming and hollering at people for hanging around a bad crowd (us ) and I go up stairs and see my mother watching and others began to cheer up. I head back downstairs and sat on a chair, and soon after (we will call this girl Kitty) and the others come down stairs along with Ally. Ally plopped on my chest still kind of crying saying it was horrible. I began to cheer her up and Kitty wasn't surprised that I heard all of that.

I told Ally to wipe her tears and before the dream fades out, she gives a nice smile at me.

This dream was sort of nice but sad. can't really remember the details but we were in a school building I guess and people were leaving or graduating. One girl in particular that I knew (Yuki) was leaving and me and her had a very long hug. she looks at me and kisses my cheek and heads out with her parents. I go to the bathroom to see my boys in the bathroom talking how one of them had sex with this awesome looking chick. (The hell did that come from?) meanwhile I'm sitting there kind of saddened by Yuki leaving and the dream fades out

The last dream I was lucid for only a minute and I shouted clarity and everything was clear. I plugged my nose and I could breathe. sadly I could walk a few steps before it dissipating.

Very heartwarming dreams. kind of made me happy and sad because these were high school friends I hunged out with a lot and miss. But yeah, hope you liked the read