non-lucid

I was with my girlfriend in a public restroom. I think we were trying to have sex in there for a thrill. When we left the cubical in the restroom she was alot shorter then normal. I even thought wow my girlfriend is really short. There was someone in the bathroom.

I was at a high school and the fire alarm went off. I was going out with this girl named jade. I thought eww why in the hell am I with her, she is so ugly. I didn't wanna touch or even get close to her. The closer I looked the more ugly she became.

Me and brother were about to do some mushrooms. Someone offered these to us and said if you really wanna become lucid take these. Then I told gavin that when they kick in watch a video of the karmapa so he can never let you go.

Me and my friends from work decided to smoke some weed. I think I smoked about three joints.

I was at a hindu temple but I was kind of in the back ground. I about how close I was to buddha.

I saw a lady I know at this place called seven salsas.

My guru appeared smiling at me and then I got scared thinking this is his wrathful image. I woke up feeling blessed directly by him.

I bowed to khenpo kathar rinpoche. I thought he is chenrezik! I started to tear up and gavin asked me what is wrong. I said nothing I am just really happy at the moment. He seemed to be the buddha directly.

I was held captive by these three scary looking guys. I like there intention was to take over the place. I explained myself to them how I had to go for some reason, like I'm to young to die. They let me go and I walked around quiet houses until I came to a mexican taco restaurant.I asked them to use the phone I lost everything some how. I told the people working there that this was the worst day of my life. I tried to call my girlfriend to help me.

I was telling a group of people that the only way we are going to survive is if we all come together. Most of the people there did not take me seriously.

I was in this magical forest like area. Things were floating around as if I was in the coral reef. This girl came to protect from the many unfamiliar creatures. I thought wow this place is so vivid and has so much clarity as if the place it self were shining. I got into a car with a group of people. The driver drove off a stair set we flipped but that girl again prevented us from flipping on the roof.

I met up with my friend andre who was skating at the time. I told him the reason I came there was to skate. He said hell yea dog, then proceeded to get my board out of my truck. He said offered me weed and said that it made skateboarding a lot of more fun. I said sure why not. He gave me a half a joint in a bag. He told me yea man just keep that for your self im gonna roll me another one. So I smoked that almost the whole thing. I felt pretty high in the dream.

My girlfriend was talking to this redneck white guy. It seemed that they were into each other. I noticed how they looked at each other and how my girlfriend signaled me she didn't want me around at that moment. I put it in the air by saying hey I can feel something going on between you to. Then at this point they both agreed there was something. I snapped and started to kick the dudes ass. Later in the dream I noticed he was half black and white like me. I said thank you I never know of known my girlfriend wasn't for me if you didn't show me.

I was somewhere thinking why haven't I been lucid in a while. I started to practice dream yoga be thinking everything is dream life but I wasn't lucid. I said maybe I should ease off a bit giving my self some space.

I am in a room were people from the future are all coming to together to chant vishnu over and over. I thought is exactly so special about vishnu. There seemed to be a very happy feeling in the room. I look over to the shrine slowly, what I saw were deep blue walls with a beautiful statue of vajradhara. I thought that doesn't look like vishnu but whatever. There were tall tormas and pictures of lamas setup everywhere. One I noticed looked like the 16th karmapa. The statue and the shrine were incredible!

My ex step mother was planning to move to the country. I didn't agree with this at all.

Some old asian lady invited me to some meditation teaching. I got up and went so fast that I left her and didn't have the directions to get there. I looked at the ad to give me the address. I started to get upset because I couldn't remember it long enough to put it in my gps. I ran into jerrette at a coffee shop. He said he was going to a teaching as well. We thought we were going to the same place until we realized we both had different addresses. I thought do I really need to receive another empowerment from a teacher I dont know and a lineage I know nothing about.

I was hanging out with a old Japanese lady in japan. I was suppose to be in this area because I didn't appear to be homeless so it was not safe for me. This homeless guy seemed to attack me but later I was told that he was just trying to sell me a knife and he scares everyone. I got on a train and call allot of people I know telling them the bad news. I called people I haven't thought of in years and my parents.

I was at some bar or party. This lady came up to me saying that her daughter is sorry about something. Her daughter came up and said thanks mom like she was embarrassed about something. I felt like I was in a awkward spot so I tried to avoid them for the rest of the party.

This beautiful girl that was a top model wanted to go on a date with my teacher lama dudjom dorjee. I thought wow all the best things of the world comes to him, but he didn't seem to want any of it. I wondered if he wanted some of it or not. When I asked someone about his marriage to figure out if he was going to go on the date or not. The person I asked said he standing right behind you. Then lamala started being really nice to me saying all these great things about me. I thought he is always so happy I don't get it. We gave him a ride home and talked about this guy at the dharma that went to jail and came out insane. We were riding down 75 at night talking about this. The person I was talking to is not real person in waking life

I am at a chinese temple with my teacher. I notice old buddha statues that were uniquely shaped. I walked up to my teacher and said I really love this place. Me and my brother were amazing on how this place really lights up your awareness. We also talked about how people go there daily to pray. I thought they must be lucky to always have a place to come to like this.

Pip my dog was really pissed me off and I was ready to put him in the house we have for him.

Some indian girl texted me saying that she will be at a local bar and to flirt with her.