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I met a group of skateboards. I was impression by this one black guy that did a huge 180. It was funny because he was kind of a gangster. I started to be cool with the whole group. They wanted to start chillin with me but for some reason I felt wrong about hanging out with that crowd. Even tho they seemed like good people bad things seemed to follow them where ever they go.

I saw my friend montre at the gas station. He was on the phone with his wife. When he said hi to me I could tell his wife didn't like his attention on anything else. He got off the phone with her that nothing was wrong. I told him yea my girlfriend does the same thing to me.

I told my mom that this group of friends that seemed like bad company wanted me to quit my job and live with them. I told my mom that I don't wanna live with those niggas. I was laughing about it because I thought it was funny.

I woke up in the middle of a bright city on a sunny day. Everything seemed to come directly out of my mind and I saw this directly. Then I thought this is the mind of my guru. Some how at the time I thought this was funny and started to laugh very hard, I joyful laugh. Things appeared in the sky as a stood in one place. All my energy seemed to be center in my throat I could almost see the red ah. Then I started to chant om practicing a guru yoga. Everything went black all that was left me saying ommmmm with a intense feeling of happiness and then ah and then hum. I chanted so loud in the dream I thought maybe I was actually talking in waking life. The effects carried over in the waking state.

I woke up this morning to attempt attaining lucidity. I use the wbtb tech in combination of mild. No lucid dream but I did dream of visiting a fortune teller that attempted to read my future. For some I knew what she has to say would be positive and I thought even if it is not true it would still help to expect something positive in the future.

Lamala wanted me to chant with him. He started to chant mentally and I aloud. I started to feel bliss flowing down from my crown. As we all chanted the tashi prayer it felt that I was chanting the wrong thing.

This bunny started to chase me down the street someone I was really scared of this harmless bunny. Then I was talking on the phone to megan and she asked me if I wanted to live with amanda when she came back. I said my girlfriend would not like that.

I was going out with Allyce but all of a sudden she started to give off really bad vibes. She told me she loved me and then cheated on in the same night. I thought how could someone do this and be like this. I could I trust anyone.

Montre was acting really professional and I wondered why.