non-lucid

- I was back in Toronto with N (went last week), and we were heading to the hotel we stayed at. When we got there though, there was some sort of event going on, and it cost $12 to get in. It didn't look anything like it really does. There was a lineup in front of a white booth where you paid this woman to get in.

We got up there and learned the woman was the new owner. She said it was going to be $12, and I asked if that was for each of us or for both, but she didn't answer. I realized I only had a 10 so I asked N if I could borrow the rest (lol as usual). As we were talking I set my backpack on the floor and tried to give the woman my $10, but she refused to accept it. I asked why, but she was just making strange gestures and I couldn't understand. Then N said "we can't go in, your backpack is too dirty." I looked down and there was a bit of greyish dirt on top of my backpack. I thought this was ridiculous but we had to leave.

Once we got out, N told me there was another way into the building. We went around the back and found the room we had stayed in, then climbed up the wall and into a space between the top of the wall and the roof, which led directly into the room. We emerged into the room and I looked down. We were really high up and I was afraid to jump down. N assured me it was fine and jumped right down onto the rolling desk chair right below us which was somehow okay. I was still scared but managed to find a way to hang down from the ledge and slowly climb down.

We both ended up on the floor between the bed and the fireplace, and there were a bunch of grocery bags full of snacks around us that I knew were ours somehow but we hadn't brought. There were lots of empty bottles and cartons on the mantle that looked exactly like the ones we'd left there for a while, lol. There was also a small bottle of makeup remover there, and I found a ziploc bag containing three travel sized fancy skincare products. I wanted to take them but I didn't know whose they were.

We found it funny that we actually made it, and I quickly got up and locked the door, but I was a bit loud. The door was a bit further forward than it really is. I sat back down, but suddenly we heard the owner lady outside the door. We started talking loudly in different voices so she would think there were guests inside and not come in. After a minute I realized N was talking about us smoking, and I was like 'wait dude you probably shouldn't say that'. The woman stopped outside our door and said something like, 'oh, those are cute voices you're using!' and I heard keys. We were like 'shit' and started trying to figure out a plan that also involved bringing all our snacks. Then I heard the door open, and...I woke up to my mom opening my door. :|


- I went back to sleep after, thinking about the dream, but instead ended up in another one at my grandmother's house with N. I was in the living room and I knew he was in the playroom. There were a bunch of older people around but I didn't recognize any of them. I was trying to get some snacks because we had discovered that in the back of the playroom closet, there was a door with stairs that led to part of a massive secret underground lair/community of some sort, and we were going to go explore it.

In front of the living room window there were all these bags of food, but I felt awkward taking it since it wasn't mine. Most of the bags were empty, but I grabbed a bag of what I thought were mini Coffee Crisps. I squished the bag a bit and it felt like something all crushed up was inside, but I took it anyway. As I went to the playroom, this blond hippie looking dude with dreads and round glasses who for some reason I knew was 19 followed me. He was all 'heyyy where are you going? who's that?' and we were trying to get away. I got there and opened the bag of coffee crisp, but it was full of tiny gravel. :| Explains the texture.

So I went back to the living room with it, and realized when I got there that there was a hole in the bottom and it was trailing bits of gravel. One of the people got mad at me, but I was like 'it wasn't my fault!' I grabbed a handful of ruffled bbq chips from a bag and went back again. The hippie dude followed me in exactly the same way. When I got there I said "this is all I could find" and held out the handful of chips, and N took them all and ate them immediately. We were just about to finally head downstairs when I woke up. What a waste of time getting snacks lol.


- Also this was from earlier but I forgot about it so I'm putting it here. I was at someone's house and I left a bag of weed next to the fridge. I dunno what we were doing but there was this weird floating worm creature, possibly on a skateboard and wearing glasses, that everyone was just treating normally but was slightly annoyed by. Then it told my mom I smoked weed. I was like 'wtf what did you do that for' and it was like 'lol'. My mom was like 'we need to have a talk when we get home', but we eventually went home and there was no talk, so everything seemed fine.


These dreams had so much potential but just ended up being boring lol

I was in a hotel or something with a bunch of people including XOXOLexiBee off twitter, who I follow but have never spoken to, lol. We all went into this huge elevator that's more like a fancy room, with dark red and gold decor and carpet and stuff. As we're moving it suddenly started shaking around and flipping upside down everyone was getting flung around, I was just like "wheeee". Then it stopped and everything was completely dark. Someone said to press the help button, so someone else did, but it didn't do anything, and everyone was like 'oh shit'.

I had Lexi's phone for some reason; it was an iPhone 4S, but it had a little LED light in the bottom right corner like the one on my phone. I was using her phone to iMessage N (even though I can't?) but all punctuation would turn into a weird little box symbol. She didn't know I was using it, but I knew she would see the conversation. I thought about telling her I'd used it by accident on twitter, and I thought she would be annoyed.

- I was in line at a store behind N buying a 3DS, a cake, and a small container of sauce. I had a piece of paper from the store saying it would be $700 total. Then I realized I couldn't afford that and went to put it back. I started telling N about how I only had x amount of money for the trip and stuff and he got kinda annoyed.

- Then I was watching someone play a new version of a computer game that didn't really make sense to me. In the old version you had to catch falling shapes, in the new version you would bounce off things and go as high as you could. It had a chiptunes kinda soundtrack, and the whole thing was oddly creepy.

- I was on a trip to the states with N. We went to a really big Hot Topic, but somehow we lost each other in there, and I couldn't find him for the rest of the day. We were supposed to go to a rave called 'EDC' that night, just the acronym, except it had no connection to actual EDC, it was just called that. But I ended up going without him.

I wore my PJs, had no bag or kandi or anything and was kind of sad that I hadn't worn my pants and stuff and was kind of confused about why, but had the faint knowledge in the back of my mind that it was only a dream, so it was okay. No lucid though.

The party was held inside a bank, which was absolutely massive and had nothing in it for some reason. There were a lot of people but it wasn't too crowded, and there were orangey lights over the whole thing. I ended up finding this kandi making place which was on this odd structure that reminded me of an arcade machine, but wooden and painted turquoise. There were shelves in it though and I hopped up and sat on it so I could get at everything. There were plastic containers full of beads, plus a few singles people had already made and left. There was also tons of normal and coloured elastic. There was one single that was red/gold/black and had these really cute black cat beads with a gold outline and red eyes. I took it for the beads. There was another single that had these really tiny pastel bunnies (in kinda the same shape as a bunny button I have) as well as tiny plastic pastel spheres. I took that one too. Then there was a container with these cool round bright swirly beads, so I grabbed a couple. I also took some pink elastic.

I ended up meeting some cool people, and I was all awkward but they were nice and we sat in a circle and talked. I don't think I ended up actually making anything, though I intended to since I'd forgotten to wear any.

When it was over I was sad N hadn't been there and felt like maybe I should have tried harder to contact him, but I tried again and still couldn't reach him. Someone was there to pick me up, but they didn't know what was going on and I didn't want to tell them where I'd been. I got in the car, then told them to hold on, ran back into the bank and grabbed more beads lol. I came back to the car and the person asked me why on earth I got beads at the bank. I had no answer to that.


- I can hardly remember any of this one now, but I was with some weird guy, and I wanted to cut my hair but I wasn't allowed, and then he took my phone. There was some sort of plot though I think.

Okay I don't remember most of the details of these ones (dreamt all this on 5/10 but I'm writing this from the futureee), I need to either write better notes when I wake up or post them on here sooner lol


- I brought friends home and my mom was home early. I asked why, and she said "because you took half the day off". I told her that meant I didn't want her around lol.


- I was on a trip with my cousin and my grandmother. We were all on these separate but huge beds trying to sleep, except I was laying sideways. One of them asked me to turn off the lights but I didn't.

I was reading nedroid comics on my iPod. Then I was looking at this calendar on his site that had previews up. There was one picture that was mostly warm toned that said "who wants to fly?" then had two flying cats, one saying to the other "you're doing great!". Another was mostly cool toned and had a penguin zooming by on skates in an icy place at night, leaving a trail of light behind him.

I went back to comics then and looked at one that involved someone saying "yeah you telephone." I made a comment about it out loud, and my grandmother asked what he said. I didn't wanna say for some reason, but eventually did really quietly, and she was like "okay go to school." Then there was something about how I had to give her money because 'it was her money anyway'.


- ..I'll just put here what I wrote in my notes: "Lots of stabbing in MLP". I'm sure it made sense at the time I wrote it, but shortly after getting up I couldn't remember anything at all pertaining to that phrase. xD


- I was staying in this weird kinda small inn with my cousins for a night. The surrounding area looked like a spot downtown in my city. The next day, we all left, but I realized I couldn't find my iPod, so I went back with one other person (don't remember who) to see if it was at the inn. I was on phone MSN.

We talked to the girl at the desk, and she said we could go look. The whole place was kind of cramped and messy, but kind of homey feeling, with dimmed lights and lots of mismatched colours everywhere. I searched through our room, then went to another one to look, bumping into someone in the hall on my way. The room was quite messy, the walls were yellow and the mattress was just sitting on the floor. I looked all around in blankets on the floor and stuff, but didn't find anything.

Suddenly I realized my iPod had been tucked into the waistband of the PJ pants I was wearing the whole time. I said I'd found it and whoever I was with left. On my way out, I said bye to the nice blonde girl at the desk, and found out that she was a robot.

I left and it was dark out. I remember walking downhill and seeing that across the street there were a bunch of old looking streetlamps lined up close to one another all the way down. It didn't really look like downtown anymore. I ended up at the mall and went in. It was packed, and I was kind of embarrassed because I looked awful and messy and was in my PJs, but shrugged it off and walked through the food court to get to the other end.

I ended up at this weird almost lobby kind of place that was between the exit of the mall and the exit to outside. It was all white and tiled, and had a place where it turned off into a changing room for some reason. I went in there and then came back out and sat on a silver metal bench that was there. There was also a dad and his two sons there, they were looking at me kind of weirdly. Eventually I got up and left.

I stood outside the door, it was dark and rainy and looked like downtown again. I looked at my phone and it was around 10pm. I called my mom and asked if she could come pick me up. She told me that she and some other people had just gone to some really cool play or show I was supposed to be at too, but I missed it. I was a little disappointed but not too much.


- This wasn't from this night but the description of the inn above reminded me of a dream I think I had sometime so I'm gonna write here what I remember. I was in someone's house that I didn't know very well. It was massive, all the floors and ceilings were white, and all the walls were different soft lavenders and blues. All the furniture was white or silver as well and there was lots of crystal around. There were decorations on the walls like this one textured white and beige framed seashell picture. I was in a room with a crib in it. There's totally more but I can't quite grasp it.


...Apparently I can remember some stuff after all hahah.

I'd been kidnapped and was trapped in some guy's house with a friend, don't know who. We're trying to come up with a plan to escape, but we're afraid the guy will catch us. There's this flight of stairs in the house, the walls were bright yellow and the steps were brown, and they turned a corner and had a little platform. On this platform there was a really high shelf, higher than I could reach, that had an old looking black phone on it. It was apparently to be used by the cleaning lady if she needed to call 911.

While the guy was busy somewhere, my friend found a long object of some sort, and I used it to bring the phone off the hook. Somehow she managed to dial my dad's number, and I held the phone. We could hear the guy making noise in a room nearby and were terrified he would find us. Finally my dad picked up. He had thought I was at a friend's house the whole time, since that was where I was supposed to be. I told him what had happened hurriedly and quietly, then asked if he would call 911 for us. He said he would and hung up.

I went and packed all my clothes and stuff up (dunno why I had stuff) in a 4L milk jug somehow and stepped outside to hide it somewhere. When I stepped outside it was exactly like my backyard, but it was apparently still the guy's house. Suddenly I heard the guy approaching behind me, so I threw the jug into the corner, but he just barely saw it. He came up and asked angrily if I had been drinking alcohol. I denied, and he asked if I was planning to escape and bring milk. xD I was like "haha noo of course not, I'm just kinda paranoid". (this is what was written in my notes, I dunno why I was paranoid lol) He grabs the milk jug and holds onto it anyway.

Suddenly the police knock on the door then burst in. They grabbed the guy and I took my stuff back from him. A few policemen took him away, then my dad came, and us and a bunch of policemen started having a party lol. I went upstairs to use the bathroom. The bathroom was really huge and had all wooden walls and floor. I tried to use the bathroom but the door wouldn't close and policemen kept coming in to talk to me.


I don't even know how many times I switched tense in that

- I was in a house I've never seen before with some woman. She told me to take a bath, but I just went and laid down in the dry tub with my clothes on, as some sort of joke. I was there for a couple minutes, I noticed the tub was quite big and a bit dirty. The room was also kind of shabby and plain, but the house was big. The shower curtain was blue and yellow and mostly closed. There was a yellow facecloth in it as well.

The woman came in the room and I sat up, laughed and then asked her if I could take a shower. She said I could, but I got out and followed her out of the room instead. She was holding a little plastic light blue and white folding footstool. I asked where she got it, and she said someone she knew wanted to return it, so she went with them and bought it immediately after they returned it, "right off the shelf".

She was looking for somewhere to store it, but the house was huge and really messy and cluttered. At one point she said, "look, there's even pizza here!" Sure enough, there was a clear container full of pizza on some shelf. Finally she found an empty box that was supposedly a pizza box, but was taller and about the size of the stool. She explained that she remembered this box was what she had brought the stool home in, and put it in.


- I had a short dream in the morning that I got up, grabbed my laptop, and went back into bed to use it. I used it for a bit then went to shut down, except I realized after I clicked the button in the start menu that it had a word on it that meant 'turn on' rather than 'shut down'. I don't remember the word but I think it was similar to 'continue'. I thought that was weird and wondered what it would do, but it shut off normally.


- Also I have a weird fragment of going into my dark room and hearing a really annoying cell phone alarm going off. I was angry because I didn't want it to go off, and I had been afraid I forgot to turn it off. I don't think any alarms went off irl or anything.


Note: Had some stuff before bed again, but my mom woke me up a few times to nag me, so I forgot several dreams. :/

- I was with a bunch of people at my old elementary school, and we had gotten caught smoking, so we had to hide in these bushes. They were at the front of the school, and they were partly bushes and partly art/sculptures? of some kind. It was like the side facing the street was normal bushes, and the side facing the schoolyard had material draped over it and was supposed to be some kind of abstract art piece.

Anyway, we were running away from these people who had caught us, who were the police or something, and the only place we could hide was behind the draped material. You could see us completely from the street, but I was concerned about anyone seeing us from the schoolyard for some reason. I hid, but then jumped out and ran a couple meters away to see if we were completely hidden from that side. You couldn't see anyone, except you could see this odd purplish soft-looking fire coming out. I went back and told whoever had the fire to put it out, then I hid again.

A few moments later, someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned and saw a bald man, and realized they'd found us. He was handing out pieces of paper that said what we had done and our punishment. Mine said I had to give him $250 for him to not tell my parents, and I started crying to one of my friends because I didn't have that much.


- I was at school in design class. The room looked sort of like the computer lab I had design in last year, and it was a bit dark. My mom suddenly showed up, she was wearing a light blue t-shirt and she was pregnant. She announced that she was going to the hospital and asked if I wanted to come. She was acting really weird and I was slightly embarrassed. I was trying to decide if I wanted to go right then or not, I kept changing my mind for a long time. Finally I said I would go, and she left.

I left the classroom and started walking down the hall. It didn't look anything like my school or any building I've been in before, though it kind of reminds me now of a school or building I was in in a dream a long time ago. It was all white, very big and very complicated to get around. I kept taking wrong turns when trying to get out. I thought I'd found the exit, which was down a little side hallway and to the right at the very end, but when I turned, I saw there were just a couple steps leading down into an empty dark music/band room. It reminds me slightly of an entrance to the music room at my old elementary school (the one I was at in the last dream).

I turned back, and realized the exit was actually near the beginning of the little side hallway I came from and to the right. The door was raised pretty far off the ground and there was a big light blue chunk underneath it, almost like a step but not quite. I vaguely remember a girl being there. I believe I went through the door but that's the last part I remember.


- Weird fragment about some webcam show I was watching. At one point the guy on it had this little figurine that he was squeezing and fake shit was coming out of a hole in the bottom, and he was saying "shiiiiitttt" in a really weird voice.


- Also had a LOT of weird half-asleep dreams about talking on MSN on my iPod. This happens fairly often, but there were a lot more than usual. The only one I remember is me saying something like "I have something I think you'll like" and I got the impression I was selling something, and I had a picture in my head of the eyes of a drawing I was working on a lot yesterday and just finished today.


Note: 100mg of B6 and a bunch of cheese before bed. Felt similar to last night, but I forgot a lot more.

- I was driving a car and lost control of it; I jumped out and it drove itself into this convenience store parking lot a short distance away, and I saw it was a red truck. I ran over there but a man (who I knew was bad somehow) had gotten in and was about to drive away. I jumped in next to him. I don't remember what happened then but it switched to me telling some people about it. I was saying like "yeah so then I got in with him - great idea, right? hahah..."


- I was at K's house, and went into her living room. It was all dark, and her cat was laying on the rocking chair. I started patting her, and was thinking she had a new name, though I don't remember what it was.

Then suddenly it was bright again and K's family was in there with me. We were all sitting on the floor, and I was cross-legged with the cat in my lap. She also had these two tiny light orange tabby kittens; you could hold them comfortably in one hand. The cat I had already then climbed up on my chest and was sort of standing and giving me a hug. Someone gave me one of the kittens to hold, and I held it in my left hand, then reached out with my right hand for the other one. Apparently it was really funny that I was covered with cats and everyone was laughing. Someone took a picture then showed it to me.


- I was going to meet up with N. [lol I always dream about this] I was sitting outside somewhere that seemed like a parking lot, then he texted me to say he was there. I stood up and started walking to where he was, which was just up some stairs and a few meters away. It was this weird, almost cave-like building that was basically like a really big, square, stone entrance, sort of attached to the side of a building. The area looked a lot like a street in my city that I used to walk down on my way to school.

There were a bunch of people along the sides of the cave thing, and I walked in nervously, not sure if I would recognize him. Then he waved at me and I went over. I was really surprised because he looked exactly like this guy I follow on twitter except with black hair, which I don't think he does really. xD He was also shorter than me. He was holding a bag from KFC and eating from it.

We left and started walking down the street, and he said something really quietly to me. I was like "what?" and then he started singing really quietly, sometimes adding in spoken words as well. I had to try really hard and lean down slightly to hear him, and soon realized he spoke only in song and confusing metaphors, lol. There was a group of 3 girls behind us, and one of them started repeating everything he sang. I was like "dude this girl is copying you" and he was like "yeah I think she heard that". Then the girls left.

At some point he asked "so was this what you expected?" I was like "well you look quite a bit more like my old math teacher than I expected..." xD


- I was with my cousin, I was laying on the top bunk of a bunk bed and he was laying on the floor, and we were both drawing. He had this book for figure drawing he was using. He asked if he could look at my sketchbook. I looked through it a bit to see if I wanted anyone to see. The last few pages had some nice colourful people and stuff, so I gave it to him and said he could start at the back and flip through a couple pages. Instead of a back cover, the book had a couple layers of a colourful neon plastic mini bead curtain.

He ended up looking at it with his parents there, and the drawings in it were completely different from what I'd just seen. Some were just these crazy psychedelic patterns, but most were variations of this one disco kinda scene, with a bright tiled floor, black background, a disco ball and some lights, but made with different mediums (coloured pencil and watercolour) and with different figures in the middle. He was looking through a lot more pages than I thought he would, and I didn't remember drawing any of them, and I was afraid something bad would come up.

They ended up being mostly okay, I only remember one that was like a weird naked dog person (nothing was showing), and one that was just a giant weird flabby bald head sitting on the floor. Everyone thought both were really funny.


Note: Right before bed I ate a large apple and took 200mg of B6. I'd only ever taken 100mg at one time before because I read 200mg was the absolute maximum you should have, but several people here seem to take that much for dreaming, and it seems as long as you don't do it regularly it's okay. I think it did make a difference though, so I'll try it again sometime. I had more vivid dreams than this, but I didn't write them down every time I woke up (which was often) so I forgot a lot. Could be placebo, but it seemed like every time I closed my eyes I seeeee your face thereee for more than a couple minutes, I'd go right into another vivid dream, which isn't normal for me, especially lately.

I was in this really cool craft store with my cousins. It looked like a Micheal's and was all white inside. Most of the shelves were empty, but it was so huge that there was still a lot of cool stuff. I really wanted to shop, but my aunt made me carry their pet pig around the whole time (no they don't have one irl lol). It was black and probably 2 feet long, quite fat and really heavy. I was having a hard time picking it up, and my aunt was showing me how to hold it. I ended up carrying it like a cat, and then it was happy and started purring.

I was finally able to put it down when they were done, and started looking at things. Some of the lights started shutting off, I looked outside and it was dark. Everyone was looking at me, and I finally asked, "..is the store closed?" I was informed that yes, it was closing, and the owners were waiting for us to leave. I was kind of mad because I hadn't been able to shop, so I said I'd just go really quickly.

I found these bags of 700 mixed matte pony beads in red, yellow, green and blue for really cheap, so I grabbed one. Next to them there was a bucket of animal shape beads in different colours, another bucket of these bright and glittery plastic rings, and a few other buckets like that as well. You could fill a bag with that stuff and pay by weight, like at a candy store. I decided I'd go back a bit later and get some.

I kept going and found these giant plastic moustache shapes hanging up, they were probably 1.5 feet long and came in a bunch of colours. I remember seeing brown, neon orange, and glittery green. I was half considering putting one on a necklace, but whoever was there with me saw me looking at them and smiling and was like "no, those are not cool lol". I decided to move on.

Next I came across a rack that had hanging furry tails that were labelled "Unicorn Tails". They were probably about a meter long, had a clip at the top, were white until the last couple inches, then had rainbow stripes at the end. I grabbed one and clipped it to the back of my pants to see what it was like, then turned around to look at it. Turns out when you clipped it on, it curved back upwards about halfway. The end of the tail was at around the level of where it as clipped on, and there was a white plastic unicorn head on it. It looked really weird, but me and whoever I was with thought it was cool and started laughing.

Just a fragment - I was listening to a new hardcore song by Slippery Disco. I don't remember what it was called. I don't really know anything about them; the only song I know is this one, though I do like it, and apparently they only have one other one.

- I was bringing home a kitten I'd adopted from somewhere. Her name was 'Franny Fran' or something and she was tiny, fluffy and light grey. I had to carry her home in my hands because we were walking and had no carrier. At one part of the journey it was really loud with lots of cars around and I had to hold onto her tightly so she wouldn't run away. I got "home" to my old house and put her down outside, and she ran into the backyard for a minute. When she came back she was bigger, like a large adult cat, and was acting like a hyperactive dog.

- I was talking to G and he invited me to go to lunch with everyone like we used to. I then realized the only one who didn't want me there was K, so I went. I sat down and started eating when I heard someone to my left whisper very quietly to me, "the weed!". I turned and saw this girl JT was there. I was like "what?" and she whispered, "the weeeed!" again. This happened a couple more times before she just whispered, "never mind".

- Also something really weird about talking on MSN on my phone. The text was really big. ('Aoi'?)

- I was going to meet up with N because he came to visit. I was wearing a big fluffy black jsk wth shorts underneath. I had to stop at some store on my way there to use the bathroom. But they didn't have any toilets, just these weird public seats with a tiny hole in them you were supposed to try to use. There was a blonde girl with her dad at one, but then I realized the holes were taped over anyway, so I just left.

Then I met up with "N", but it somehow turned out to be E instead. He hugged me and then kissed my shoulder. He was wearing this purple lightning shirt. We went and did some sort of school thing even though it was still summer. I think it was an adventure but I can't remember it. At the end we were outside my grandmother's house, he had to go and I said "okay, wanna hang out tomorrow?" He was like "er okay" sounding like he didn't really want to. I started talking about what we could do and he was backing away slowly, then finally said "okay I wanna get to my home now..." so I let him leave.


- My mom was going to make me drive somewhere even though I didn't know how. I sat in the passenger seat and the car had some kind of semi automatic turning and driving thing, so I just had to steer once in a while. I soon realized I couldn't do it, so I turned around to drive back home, making several cars have to swerve out of the way, and drove on this really wide bike path. Somehow I made it home and was like, "I can't do this".


- There was this HORRIBLE bathroom I was supposed to try and use. It was so dirty, the water went right up on the seats when you flushed and more stuff would appear in it sometimes, all the toilet paper was soaked, and there were slices of roast beef in a bucket you were supposed to use as toilet paper. :| I somehow managed to use it, then came out and it was full of people. I started talking to someone and we both said at the same time, "that was the worst bathroom experience of my life!".

Then I saw a door at the end that said "ANYTHING-KEI" (I understood it was supposed to be like fairy kei) and went in. It turned out to be this nice, empty, clean bathroom that was covered in rainbows and furry things and everything was animal themed. I was annoyed I hadn't discovered it before.

- It starts with me being in some kind of legal trouble, and then it's a flashback to what happened as I'm telling it to someone else, so I see everything but I'm narrating on top.

I wanted to build extra rooms in the attic of my house so I could have my room up there and stuff, but my mom would only let me have half of the space, so somehow, I made up a brother...who was a small beluga whale.

I built a few sections in the house that were weird and uneven. I saw myself drawing a diagram in pencil that looked kind of like this.

There was a VHS tape that was evidence somehow that my 'brother' was 'fake', and I couldn't just move it or get rid of it for some reason, so I also built a chair that sat right on top of it and hid it.

One day I was eating dinner with my mom and she told me that he had died. I already knew this, and wasn't really sad since he never even existed [??? I have no idea if he actually didn't exist at all or was just a whale or what...makes no sense], so I had to try REALLY hard not to smile or laugh, and managed to. I looked really shocked and put down my forkful of pasta for a moment, then kept eating shortly after lol. I saw a scene of him being checked at a hospital for "colon blockages". There was a progress bar stating this, but it was hovering around 8-9%, then said it failed and he died.

My mom was talking about how he was such a good student at university and always got As and Bs. I was looking at a collection of his possessions gathered on a table that were going to be used by the police to do an investigation of his death. [even though he died of colon blockages?] It was mostly some photos and random stuff, but one of the things was a pendant I have. I thought that it was 'the most spiritual item he owned'. I also thought they might be able to connect it to me, and contemplated taking it, but didn't.

The next thing I knew, my mom had found out and was angry that I'd made him up, and apparently this was illegal or something because I got in trouble with the police. She was also telling me these stories like how once she called him from the other room, and it upset her when he didn't answer or call back.. which was because he didn't exist.. and was a whale.


- Another short dream where I was patting my cat, and then she froze up and got all weird and started licking the blanket she was laying on. I thought this was funny and brought her face up to my face. She was just licking automatically and would lick the air and started licking my face when I put her there. (That was the worst explanation ever lol) Then she stopped licking and started breathing really weirdly. I realized there was something wrong and got really worried.

It switched to me at a movie theatre with my cousins. The movie screen was maybe half the size of a normal one and we were controlling it. We were trying to figure out how we could get it to show my cat at the vet. I was on MSN on my phone except it looked like MSN on the computer, showing custom fonts and everything. N was like "dude why aren't you talking" and I said "sorry, I'm at a movie theatre, and my cat is really sick =(".

Just a short fragment where I was at home in the kitchen and my dad knocked on the door with his bike, wearing a white shirt and a silver bike helmet. He said "Hi, I'm 33, can I come in?" (no, he is not 33. lol)