non-lucid

The bit i remember was everyone of us being called up to the back of the plane, my friend was there, i loved her and she loved me but we were not togehter, in a wierd way.
She was worried telling me she wished she'd never done this.
"if it wasnt for you i would not be here" i told her, since it was her that helped me with my life and got me into the SaS (so i seem to remember in the dream)

Her squad was being dropped off first, they dropped and then it was my squads turn, i realised i wasnt wearing my parachute, i quickly grabbed one as my squad jumped out one by one, the plane flied further and further as i put on my chute pack, i then leaped out for what seemed like miles away from where my squad dropped.
The ground was dark brown and volcanic as i landed, i was going to run in the direction of my squad and attempt to use the wind and my chute to help carry me faster, the wind was going the opposite way so i had to ditch my chute.

All i remember next is seeing something which made me feel incredibly sad and upset, i keeled over crying and i felt a huge burst of energy inside me, i let it burst out as i screamed and everythig around me exploded.

I was in my room, banned from coming out and seeing my girlfriend (which i dont have one in real life) My family didn't want me to be with this girl which annoyed us both, as i looked out of my window she was in my back yard looking up at me smiling. I opened my window and jumped out sliding down the roof of the back of my house and then landing on the grass.

My parents saw me from inside and i saw them stand up, we ran into our neighbours garden by jumping over the fence, we then carried on to leap up a set of chairs in the next garden and over the fence, carried almost by our adrenaline. As we got into the next garden i said "shh quiet" and i began to sneak around and look for an exit, i saw a road to a field at the back of the garden so we ran onto this. We wanted to get accross a river that was next to us but couldn't as the jump was too far and there was no bridge, so we ran and ran along the riverside until we got to a mud pile creating a bridge accross, we then went accross it coming out onto a field.

Now for some odd reason i was the girl, i was with my boyfriend, in my dream i felt kinda horny so i said "lets go into the woods there, i want to see the wildlife" obviously with something else planned. We went in and slid down a small hill, my partner slid too far so i followed, threw him on his back and mounted him. He looked to the side and said "what if people come" i looked up and i realised we were on a small mud made public footpath, i said "you're right"

We got up and walked along and what do you know two small dogs and their owner walked past and looked as us strangely as our clothes were caked in mud. I looked to the side and saw my girlfriend, i was the guy now. I remember her being a little smaller than me , pale skin and dark brown hair tied in a knot, we were both in tracksuits which is really odd for me to wear.

As i was looking at her i heard something, suddenly in the distance a huge explosion erupted and a huge orange inferno of a mushroom rose into the sky. "RUN" she cried "NO!" i shouted "we'll never out run that", I then had an idea, i saw a small bush along the road "comon run!" i shouted, we sprinted down the road and as i looked to the side i saw a huge wall of smoke and debris steaming towards us, a huge high pitched scream of the blast rung through my ears. We got to the bush and i noticed a car park filled with cars, the smoke and debris cloud smashed through the trees splitting into multiple lines of cloud rushing towards us at high speed, it hit the car park and launched a wall of glass shards toward us.

I threw my girlfriend down and i noticed other people around us "down! theres glass!" i screamed, my voice almost drowned out by the noise, i was on my stomach covering as much of my face as i could, i felt peices of debris breaking through what little cover we had and smashing into the side of me, mainly my legs and hips making my pelvis ache.

As the storm calmed i stood up and most of the side of my pants was just shredded and my leg sliced and bruised and bleeding, my girlfriend was the same, another random girl who didn't drop down when i screamed had cuts on her face and she was just staring into nothingness saying jibberish, delusional and confused.
A man said "we have to wait for an ambulance", i got up and began to limp with my girl "one wont come, not from something that big" as i thought of the hospital which was just bombed, then i thought of mine and my girls whole entire family and friends. Dead.

I looked into her eyes and thought "if it wasnt for her we'd both be dead"

i woke up

I was in a club with some friends and one of the girls that i had pulled in town once was there, i ended up going back to hers and sleeping with her, when we were lay in bed she tells me she wasn't really on the pill and wants to keep the baby.
I sat and i begged her to get an abortion or something and i felt the horrific "oh fu**" feeling creep up inside me.
I told her i can't cope or afford a kid because im going to uni, i opened the curtains and it was sort of light outside, it was very cloudy and dull and it was raining, even though i was looking through a window i could feel rain on my face.
I asked her what times do the buses start, i felt i had to get out of there as quickly as possible.
I woke up and it was raining with dull clouds, the dream was mimicking the weather outside from the noise of the rain.

It started off i was sat in a doorway, outside it was raining but it was a calm rain which i like, there was rap music going on in the background, eminem i think but im not sure what track. I bounced with my arm like a rapper jokingly as the blonde girl walked past me through the doorway to get inside.

I then went outside as it stopped raining and there was a sort of train but it was setup like a childrens rollercoaster, where the bar comes down onto the lap, but there was no bar.
Anyway i guess it was peoples ride home as people set off, i remember fragments of this part, of me standing on a green bush and one guy in the train saying to me "ah well done now go stand on top of that pole" which was a telephone wire pole.
I said to my friend "yeah if i could get up it"

They all left on the train and as they left one of the people shouted "haha fuck you ya fuck fish face" (it was someone i knew that was joking) so i shouted back "hah ill get you in lesson tomorrow , trust me"

I then continued to walk up a pathway made from dirt and it was night time now, there was a large butterfly on the floor (i could see everything perfectly in colour despite it being night.) It was red and as i bent down to pick it up it flew off, its wingspan was bigger than the palm of my hand.
I kept going up the hill and i went under a tree and the pathway turned into a cobbled stone floor, i saw another butterfly flying up and birds were also in the air so i was thinking "i hope it doesn't get eaten"

A large black raven landed next to me and then looked around for a butterfly, it then froze and looked down the hill, i looked and saw a golden retreiver dog.
The raven now turned to a cat, the cat jumped over a ledge and the dog looked at me, for some reason in the dream i knew this dog i had seen somewhere before or it meant something personal but even now and then i don't know what.
The dog leaped on me and licked my face, i "woke" up into a flase awakening, i was in bed with my actual dog lying asleep next to me, which is actually a king charles spaniel, it started to roll off my bed and as i pulled the edge of my cover up to stop her falling she woke and growled and put her jaws around my hand.
With her only being a small dog i laughed and said "its only me silly" and cuddled her, i then woke up for real.

Ok the first dream i was in a sort of deep dark forest, i saw all these tribal people dancing around in their tribal gear and their wooden staves, the whole forest was very dark and with a thick green mist and moss was covering pretty much everything.
A lion appeared down some steps and onto a circular stone platform (covered in moss also), a man covered in white chalky painting danced around
crazily and jumped towards this lion provoking it and trying to scare it off. The lion roared and scared off the man, a woman then came down singing a really calming song holding her hand out to the lion, all the tribal music stopped and it was just this womans tune, the lion calmed and walked away.
I laughed and said "thats all it takes".

Then the tribal men began to play their music again and started to taunt a gorilla tied up and covered in moss, the gorilla made a swing for one of the tribal men and they all ran away, i walked up to the gorilla and untied him, he carried me and said in a really deep voice "im not a monster" i said "i know they are the monsters and im not like them" he carried me up a really tall sort of structure made from logs (ok ok i know it is like an aztech king kong.)
I then asked if i ran away from the tribe how would i live, he told me he would keep me warm and cuddle me during the winter nights.

The second dream was me going to a paintballing session close to me, i thought i had no money to buy the gear so i would wear my own clothes, i then stripped down to my underwear which got wet as the marshals were spraying people with water, i told these guys i would join their team in a minute, i then took off my underwear and i was naked (dream sign,) i forgot to reality check at that point, i then found some gear and put on all my other stuff and got ready to go, we walked down a corridor and the marshals told us to line up behind this woman, they were all sat on benches.
The woman gave me and my friend what looked like a sweet, i said "yeah it looks nice what is it?" and she goes "its nice, try it" and i said "why are you taking it aswell" and she said "to die"
I put the "drug" in my pocket and my friend ate his but i told him not to. his face went pale, he turned so white he looked dead, he was dead. I threw away my "drug" and was so angry i started to push my finger through my palm saying "this has to be a dream, it has to" my finger wouldnt go through my palm?
i then woke up.

2 dream fragments:

The first one is me looking through the gap in a half open door talking to this girl, she had the chain on the door stopping my and my friend from opening it and my friend was calling her a demon, at first her voice was normal and she was saying "im not a demon at all" then i listened closely and her voice was normal but you could also hear a deep demonic voice at the same time (a little like how a taurian in mass effect sounds like if u listen close to them.)
I continued to listen to her speak in her "demonic" voice until it became very clarified, she closed the door.

the second fragment was me going through the cupboards at home, it was day time and i was getting the nesquick milkshake powder from the cupboard to find multiple small tubs of it, some had strawberry in which is what i normally have, the second had a white powder in that looked like powdered milk. i got this odd shaped glass out, it was like..a glass bowl with a stand (sort of a wine glass) but it seemed to be magical as when i put water in and stirred in the white powder (i dont know why i was using water) the powder dissolved but dissapeared. the water didnt stop spinning and it had a sort of centrifugic hole in the middle (like when you empty a bath tub and the water starts to swirl at the hole)
I watched it for ages and it wouldnt stop spinning so i stirred the water the opposite way and it spun endlessly the other way with just a small stir. i then hid the glass with water in it back into the cupboard.


The longer dreams now:

The first one i was walking along with my friend, this time my friend was in the body of a girl with tanned skin and black hair wearing white clothing, we walked into a car park and saw 2 gangs start driving in and parking on opposite sides of the carpark as each other, we carried on walking through until my friend said "lets go another way" so i said "yeah well go back" one car i specifically remember was a large red sort of ferrari type car, or some really beasty sports car.
Whilst walking back 3 gang members walked up to us and they were speaking english but with a spanish accent, i dont remember the other 2 but the main one was bald with bushy eyebrows and in a white shirtless top with baggy jeans, they started talking a mix of spanish and accented english and looking at my friend so i said "leave her alone" one of them hit me twice then they walked off, i started to phone all my friends telling them to come out (odd, like a sort of revenge thing), we decide instead to go to a house party and i remember drinking loads of smirnoff vodka and feeling drunk within the dream and then passing out, i then woke up and went into a room with a shower.
The shower looked broken but the sink looked intact it had 2 handles leading into a single spout high up and a bit lower down individual taps then the white dirty bowl, i started to wash myself and people were trying to come in and i was hiding behind the door as i was naked, i told them to go away, i then locked the door with a bolt at the bottom and continued to shower, then i realised i didnt wana lock myself in incase something bad happened so i unlocked the door, then an ex girlfriend of mine walked in and told me to "fuck off" then i told her no i wont go away she should go away as she's the one too ashamed of seeing me since she cheated on me.
Then i logged into facebook and saw a notification of my tagged in a picture, i looked at it and it was me passed out on a sofa.


My second long dream had a bit more action in haha:

It was a friday night but we had no money to go into town but we heard there was an after prom party at our old high school. So me and my friends decided to go to it, we walked up the big brick steps and went through the glass doors, i lose recall at this point then remmber a part of us all walking down the field which was massively lit up in the pitch black night by the DJ at the school with his big lights (it was like at a music festival)

We were walking behind a few people and my friend shouted "gingers have souls" at all these ginger haired people, we all started to laugh at the comment then he started to shout racism at this guy and i was like "woaa man not cool dont be racist" then we saw loads of people running up behind us and start circling round the guy who shouted it and squaring up to him, then they pushed him to the ground, i realised my shoe lace was un done and i tied it really tight thinking of if i needed to sprint away.
We then saw the police, they were typical like english stereo type police with their hard hatted bucket helmets, we sprinted like hell down to the exit at the bottom of the field and we put up our hoods which we were wearing, i was with 2 friends, none were my friendly presence that i feel in some dreams, he was there at one point but he had gone at that point.

I jumped through a sort of "cat flap/hole" in the wall instead of using the door as it was quicker, we then ran over a small hill and jumped over a stile, we had police right on our backs so i remmeber launching myself down a really steep muddy hill and hiding under cove made by a tree and the land eroding away, i began to tie one of my loose trainers, i turned around and saw the really bright moon and the sillouhette of a police man, i then sprinted again into the pitch black darkness and hid "inside" a mud pile, i was thinking to myself if he would ever find me, it was wierd as despite the pitch blackness at point of the dream i could see perfectly but in black and white, like a sort of night vision, i then left the viewpoint of myself and was looking from the viewpoint of the police officer who was doing a thourough check of all the good hiding spots, i was then back into the viewpoint of myself, i heard them shouting "we have your friends to surrender"
I got up and i sprinted towards some barbed wire which i could also see and i jumped over it and i was running towards a forest, this forest had oddly been in a previous dream i once had where i was trying to escape from something, sort of like an escape point within my own mind.
I then sprinted into this forest and got stuck by some bars, the police officer was just on the other side, he was pulling me over to his side and i told him he was wasting his life, he seemed friendly which was odd, like...a really nice guy rather than the intimidating sillouhette figures previously chasing me, it was then daytime.

Yeah this is a WIERD one, at which i was in love with the girl in the dream but I've never met her in my entire life it's almost as if it's a memory from another life, the intensity of emotion i felt within this dream was extreme.

It started off I was on some farmland which I apparently owned in Britain (the date within the dream was much like the iron age)
The Americans came over sea's in ships to attack us (no idea, really i have no hate for America, just the dream )
Eventually we managed to start to chase them from our land in a battle, I was running down a lonnngg grey road which on either side had crops, i was following a squad of soldiers (at the time holding swords) with big black hats laced with silver around the edges, they were in blue military uniforms with a brown strap holding their sheath on and big brown boots.

The dream then cuts to me saving this female from drowning, this girl is someone who in the dream i am crazily in love with, long brown hair and brown eyes, wearing a white dress. I then cut to seeing her in a small wooden boat which was sinking. the ship i was on i got to sail towards this small wooden boat, i jumped into the water and swam towards the boat got in and held her in my arms and we both burst into tears, it was raining heavily but there was no sky.
I then cried and kept kissing her and the boat was tipping side to side and i could feel the water swilling around me and the boat getting closer with the captain saying our names (her name began with A i think it was Amilia, i dont remember my name in the dream and our last name began with P i think it was pennington or something.)

I then woke up.

non lucid:
11/3/2011:

In a caravan in wales with some friend and 2 known friends start shagging in front of us all so we all run out into a car park and its sunny outside. we run and get into a car