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Prelude: I'm subscribed to someone called Tom Scott on youtube who has made the type of videos that have literally saved my morale, my sanity, and my life. (Seriously, if you want a good laugh, search for "Tom Scott Citation Needed" on youtube. You won't be disappointed!)
Also, Tom is a lovely person, great personality, great presenting skill, frankly someone I look up to.
Now, Tom always wears the same kind of clothes in their videos: grey hoodie over a red shirt. This shirt will become important in
the dream:

I'm at boarding school again, like, living there again. At my current actual age. I'm in the TV corner, chilling with some random girl, and Tom.

Tom is playing some video game, and the girl and I are watching. She's sitting between Tom and I.

Tom's shirt changes colour every time I look away and back at them. The first time it happens it's khaki green. I comment on it, no reaction. It happens again a few times, so I comment again, and without warning Tom suddenly points a precision knife at my head, reaching all the way behind the girl between us. Who doesn't react whatsoever btw.
"Do you know how close that is to my head, Tom!?"
No reaction, but there's a warning look in Tom's eyes as the knife is retracted.

It happens again, this time it's a lighter shade of green, with white cuffs at the sleeves.
"That's a nice colour on you, though."
Again with the knife and the look. I suddenly feel really bad and apologise softly, to which there is again no reaction.

Then Tom gets up for a toilet break and leaves the room. I get up to get a glass of water (we're suddenly in my parents' living room) and vent to the girl about how bad I feel now.

As I'm getting water, Tom joins me in the kitchen.
Me: sorry. I'm so sorry.
Tom: (now smiling) I think you got the lesson?
Me: (embarrassed) ..Yeah. I'm undoing society's social training, slowly but surely. I'm sorry.
Tom: *laughs and hugs me*

-end-

..this was an incredibly vivid dream, and frankly I'm surprised that the changing shirt didn't make me lucid XD

I woke up in the middle of the night, felt like I was gonna go into SP, but the hallucinations started kicking in before I could prepare myself mentally so I just said "NO" and rolled over to my side.

Of course, I still went into SP XD

I felt I was in the dream, so I floated above my bed for a bit, and then thought "meh, I've got flying down as a skill, no point in doing it in here.." so I hovered back down and thought I'd open my eyes XD So I did. My room was pitch black (even blacker than it should be), so I walked out into my living room to find.. ..C!! FINALLY!! I got so happy I knew I had to do something to constrain my thrill (lest it wake me up), so I just kissed him. While I was kissing him I thought "YES I FINALLY SUMMONED HIM! I DID IT!!" ..and I turn around to see.. ..another C! The same man in my dream. Twice. So I did what any good girl would do and had a threesome, though I didn't get further than both Cs kissing me at the same time (and kissing each other while at it) before my dream collapsed.

Short 'n sweet!

I went into SP..

Wake up and my room is pitch black. It should be dimly lit from street lights. So i go to my living room and float like i tried last time, only higher. I notice missing furniture.

I decide to summon Dominiq again, by going into my bedroom again and expecting him there. Nada.

So i go outside and i'm in england again, on some country road. I start floating again and just bobble about until i find some DCs. I decide to summon James May, so i ask the dcs if they know him, kinda expecting them to. They do, but upon me asking them to bring him here, they say his bus ticket would get too expensive. I don't want to get in trouble so i just leave it at that.

I tell One of the dcs that i'm dreaming. He doesn't believe me, so i start floating and tell him i don't care if he doesn't, because he's just a dream character. He gets upset and says he isn't, and that his sister died.

I now notice my friend Veerle has shown up in the group. And i remember Dominiq, so i try to find him by turning corners and expecting him there, and shouting out his name over and over. Still nothing.

Disappointed, i go back to the group, who are now comforting a latino looking young girl.

The dream becomes unstable and i wake up

Colour Legenda:
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Only remember one fragment, but man, is it awesome or what!?
I'm in a spaceship-type vehicle, and we're being shrunk to cellular size. Then we're fighting off infectious creatures.

..I was a White Blood Cell!! Exactly how AWESOME is that!?

Colour Legenda:
Setting| Technique used | Dream (lv1) | Dream (lv2) | Lucid Dream | Notes
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Dream 1
I'm at some party, leaned against a wall, talking to my ex-boyfriend P. He's having issues with his girlfriend/fiance.

Dream 2
I'm at a hotel room, and my mother suggests I watch a film she describes as being "about a girl who loses a bit of her dress in the hallway", and I get the feeling it's a detective, and this piece of dress is the vital clue.


The girl is in front of a mirror and sees herself, dress and all. But she's a ghost and only her chest and upper body are actually there. She says "..is this all they found?" (asking if this is all they found OF HER), to which a man nods, sad expression on his face.


She becomes suspicious, and her suspicion leads to her being held captive. As she's being brought back to the room with the mirror, she secretly tears a tiny bit off her dress and drops it on the ground in the hall. The captors mention something about her baby and she flips out.


After her "episode", one of the guys sits down with her and says "..it was your choice, to walk out into the corral.."


Turns out it was all in her head, and she's actually committing suicide by drowning.


I can now see her feet on the bottom of the sea, as coral crystals climb her legs quickly, up to her chest. She's now conscious and tries to grab something on the ocean floor (I think the piece of her dress she cut off, but it looks more like a note.), but the crystals are now already up to her arms. She's "frozen" in a cross-shape (much like Jesus Christ in the Bible, except there's not cross, only corals), closes her eyes and open her mouth, allowing creatures and crystals to enter her body, and kill her.
This is literally the saddest dream I've ever had. It was beautiful, though, the last bit where she completely surrendered to the ocean and died gracefully. I'm definitely going to try and paint this!


Dream 3:
I finished watching a DVD (not sure if it was the previous dream, so classifying it as a separate dream) and am having problems finding the right buttons on the DVD remote. The remote itself is black, most buttons are light grey, some are yellow-ish, the one I need is gold-ish, and there's a red one as well. I give up and look into a second-hand psychology textbook instead.