Dream Journal

I was in my restaurant and was shopping online. I was at the saddleback website and saw a leather wallet with a fabric interior, like i've always wanted. I ordered this item along with a hoodie to be delivered to my restaurant. I somehow knew that it was going to be delivered by Jackie Chu. I pretend to be sleeping at table 3 when she comes to deliver the package, though I keep my eyes slightly open so I can look at her. She enters the front door to an empty dark restaurant with me sleeping in the corner. She looks confused, leaves the package on the table, and walks out. After I get up, I notice that she left her hoodie in one of the booths. I pick it up and I smell it, then run out the door trying to find her.

Continuing my experiments with supplements, last night I tried 100mg of 5-htp at bedtime, 6mg of galantamind + 500mg of Choline Bitartrate at WBTB. This resulted in two lucid dreams. They were each fairly lengthy, but not the most clear. Dream recall is also nothing spectacular.

I've come to realize that attaining lucidity is an overrated aspect in lucid dreaming. Dream recall, and control are also extremely important to master, otherwise the experience will be a forgetful one, literally.

Vitamin B-100 at Bedtime
- Long uninterrupted sleep
- Somewhat vivid & memorable dreams
- Improved dream recall
- 8/10

4mg Galantamind + 250mg Choline Bitartrate at WBTB
- Did not induce lucidity

6mg Galantamind + 500mg Choline Bitartrate at WBTB
- Induced Lucidity twice
- Minimal side effects compared to 8mg

I added an additional 250mg of Choline Bitartrate to my 8mg of Galantamind and it triggered lucidity for me. Although this dream was somewhat short and unclear, I was definitely conscious. I woke up by feeling an itching sensation on the back of my neck, maybe there was an ant on my bed.

As I went back to sleep, I almost experienced my first WILD, although I had to bail in the middle of it. I felt my body entering sleep paralysis and the sensation I felt was one of a steady vibration as I lost feeling in my limbs. It was scary, and I thought to myself "Am I dying?" This was when I decided to quit and wake myself up. I regret that decision, as I now realize I was very close to a WILD. I do not remember seeing any particular hypnagogic images.

had an unexpected lucid dream with about 2 mg of melatonin + B6 at bed time. it started out in a regular dream where i was in a school walking with someone looking for someone else. i was going up a flight of stairs when i heard the cue from my phone to do a reality check. i am not sure if my actual phone in waking life created this noise, which then transferred into the dream world, but when i woke up it was 15 minutes past the hour. in the dream i thought, this would be a great situation to check my reality in as the scenario is somewhat different. it was not until i did the check that i realized i was dreaming.

The scenary changed and I am back at home, or a version of my home. I am kind of wandering around again at this point but I open a door and go out to a back yard. It was sunny outside and the sprinkler was on. I move the sprinkler away and the grass started to flood. I step into this flooding grass with my bare feet. I actually feel like this decision was not made by me, but I was completely lucid at this point.

I look at water droplets that are in the air from the sprinker and try to suspend and move them with my fingers. It worked. They turned into solid crystals/diamonds and I was able to move them.

I remember something that I wanted to do, but when I try to steer the direction of the dream in the way that I want (changing the setting), I lost a lot of clarity. It felt like I was just imagining it or day dreaming about it in my head, rather than actually being there and doing it. I ended up back in my bedroom, and I actually focus on waking myself up.

The last thing I remember was me sitting on my bed, looking at my own reflection in the TV that I used to have in my room. I think to myself: this is my dream, I can't have a better physique than that?

This lucid dream was not nearly as vivid as the one I had before this (on galantamind). But without a doubt, I was lucid and had some control. I also feel like this proves that my hourly cue to RC actually works. I remember after waking up, I looked at the clock and it was 15 minutes past the hour. The dream felt like it was around 10 minutes, so I do think that hearing the cue while I was dreaming caused me to RC in the dream.

This is by far the highest level Lucid Dream I've had to date. It came with the help of some supplements (100mg of 5-htp before bed, and 8mg of Galantamind 5 hours later). I cannot say for sure what kind of LD this is categorized as. It kind of feels like a WILD because it started off in my bedroom, and I was aware that I was dreaming since the very begining beginning. Although I did not feel like I held a constant stream of consciousness into the dream. To me it is a combination of WILD, MILD, and DILD... but who cares, I had a Lucid Dream!

It all happened in my bedroom. I was standing there in the dark and I knew that I was dreaming. I perform several reality checks throughout the dream to reaffirm that I am indeed dreaming. My primary RC is the nose plug, and that always works. a little later on in the dream I perform the finger through palm RC for the first time and that worked as well. I remember attempting to look at my hands but I was kind of scared of seeing something disfigured that I stopped looking.

Back to the dream, I spent a good amount of time wandering around in my bedroom in the dark. I used my hands to feel the details on the walls, and I even came upon a light switch. I did not flick it because this switch controls the electricity to my computer, and I did not want to turn everything off. I remember that I had a hard time seeing. Maybe it was because it was dark, but it felt like my eyes were closed in the dream. Again I had the sensation that if I tried to open my eyes too much, I was in danger of doing so in my physical body.

My monitor was on and it seemed like that was the source of light within my bedroom. After wandering around, I make my way out into the balcony. It is raining and I notice that the whole construction area below me is flooded. Here is where I try to fly into the air. I jump off the ground, but land right back. I do this a couple of times, and one time I even hand flat on my back. This reality check did not work for me this time.

I look into the flooded construction area and even think about jumping off my balcony into it, but a sense of fear prevented me from doing so. I try to move objects in the construction area with my mind, but had no success.

I climb up to the 3rd story and into other people's balcony. I peep through their windows and it appeared that every did not have a bed, and was sleeping on the floor. One of the neighbors looked back at me.

I come back down to my balcony and there appeared two girls. One or both, proceeded to suck my mushroom tip. I took one of them back inside and laid her on my bed. We kiss passionately and I start to go muff diving. Very shortly after, I open my eyes and the dream was over.

at club
goes kinda outside club
one of those digital posters like at 24 fitness
navigating to look through pictures
i was trying to find pictures of the panda girl
while doing this i can see inside the club
and i see the events from that night as if i am having an oute body experience
i see myself viet and the others partying and dancing in the same area
back to the digital poster, i seem to get into an argument with someone, like he wanted to use the poster, but i did not let him. i almost threatened him into fighting
turns out that he backs off then teaches me how to use that thing
we navigate through pictures, i see a pic of me kissing the panda girl from the back
he shows me how you can rotate the picture so you can see at different angles
it feels like i am standing at an atm using this, and there are people behind me
i turn around to look at the people in line and i see the hodge twins
i stop what i'm doing and say to them very enthusiastically, hey i watch your videos every day! you're keith right? i procede to shake their hands and ask for a picture. there was one other person with them that would take the pics. he had a polaroid camera and was snapping away a lot of pictures at once, after this i give him my phone and ask if he can use it. i tell him to hold down on the button until it focuses then let go. as i am standing with the twins, we do funny poses like flexing and shit. the guy could not figure out my phone.

I am with Jessica and we are at a baseball game looking for our seats, although it felt more like we were walking around inside of Costco. We are holding hands and walking with one another like we once did in waking life. We try to ask for help by showing our ticket to someone who works there, but it was no help. I try to bribe one of the workers to get us good seats by offering him a $20 bill. He is interested, but he could not deliver.

The scenery changes and I am somewhere in the outdoors, like in a clearing in a forest. Jessica is in the scene but away from me. There are also now many more people. We are arranged in a big circle like a carousel, and Jessica is directly across the circle from me with her friend (Ellen?). Though I am facing straight at her, she is in the furthest position from me. Every one in the circle has a rope/branch they are holding on to that reaches into the sky and and appears to converge in the center, but does not seem to be connected to anything. The circle begins to spin and we are lifted airborne by holding onto the branch. This is similar to one of those rides at the carnival that spin around in circles.

As we are spinning, my attention is focused on Jessica, who is directly across the circle from me. Directly next to me are some attractive girls. As we are spinning on this "ride" the girl next to me puts her legs around me and kisses my chest in a flirtatious kind of way. I enjoyed this but I notice that Jessica begins to get upset from seeing this. In this dream, she is still my girlfriend.

I felt the intimacy and protectiveness that I had not experienced in a long time. The dream gave me a sense of nostalgia and made me miss my ex girlfriend.

I was in Nam's garage with a group of people. I cannot recall what was going on prior, but it was fragrance related. We are on our way out and we play an obscure fragrance game where each one of us has to go out and find something that has a particular scent. I was assigned "Pussy and Civet."

I am now in Jonathan's car driving in the streets of San Francisco. We are going up 28th ave. where I used to live. We get to the street where the recreation center is (Lawton?) and I notice that the rec center looks new and futuristic. We turn left on this street and I am asked if I know where we are going. I respond confidently.

We drive into a muni station. Jonathan attempts to drive onto the platform where people wait for the trains. A security guard tells us we cannot drive through here, so we begin to reverse. After getting out of the car, we are now on the platform of the muni station, Dennis and I see Felicia day with Moe and some other people. I realize that we are on our way to comic con.

Felicia does not look like she is in the best mood, but she notices us recognizing her and comes to pose for a photo with us. Someone is taking a picture of Felicia, myself, and Dennis with a polaroid camera. While posing, I think to myself that we should each have individual photos with Felicia, and it should be taken with a better quality camera.

I was in a basketball game. This felt like when I was in middle school and played at the CT gym. I had some girls on my team and was playing against some people I knew. I can identify only Mustafa and Craig as my opponents. There seemed to be some kind of hostility between me and them. Mustafa would guard me by basically hugging me, and I got pissed off, and Craig was talking shit.

My team was not doing well, I do not remember scoring a single basket. Whenever I pass to one of my teammates, they would either lose the ball, or miss a shot. When I had the ball, I felt like I was guarded very tightly and forced to make a bad pass. When I dribbled, it felt like I had very little control of the ball and I was unable to make any baskets.

I was in the area on Brookhurst street and I see a dairy queen across the street. I have a craving for some ice cream so I cross the street and go inside. I don't get any ice cream, but I ask to use the rest room. They give me a key attached to one of those rods. I leave the restaurant and walk along the street. It is now starting to become night time. I notice Julie in her office doing Laundry. I didn't want her to see me so I just continue walking, and thought about seeing her later.

When I get to the end of the street, I cross over to the side that I was originally on. Strangely it feels like it is day time again. On the other side of the street there is a comic book store, with one guy working behind the counter. I go in and look around briefly and then I leave. I check out some of the other stores and then return to the comic book store again. This time I stick around and check out the place. The clerk showed me some Pokemon and street fighter stuff. They had T shirts of various designs on the walls. The one that caught my attention was a series of C.Viper shirts in a Marvel comics style.

While inside I kept checking time time to see if it was too late to go across the street. My watch told me it was around 11pm yet it was perfectly sunny outside.

I was inside of some kind of san rio gift shop, with bright white interior. There was a line for something that went out the door onto the sidewalk and into the store next door. This place feels like those two gift shops on Irving street. I remember very distinctively that I was wearing Annayake Undo. I was with a friend, unidentifiable but feels like it was Jackie.

Two pretty asian girls walk by us and get in line, I give my friend a silly look and follow them into the line (like a creeper). I begin to talk with the girls and we become friendly with one another. Both come in close and smell the fragrance from my neck. The hot one even kisses it.

We talk about how this is the 5th time they are trying to stream HBO shows in the internet. One of the girls tells me that she couldn't use her footage because I was wearing my Paul Frank shirt, and that too many people wear it. We move along in line, and at this point we are out of the first store and on the sidewalk about to enter the 2nd store. The hot girl gets out of line to go somewhere. I notice that the line is composed of mainly young Asian girls, and one of them is crying.

I am in the backseat of a car with a group of my friends. The only identifiable person is Jonathan. We are on our way to somewhere fun. It feels like a ride to Vegas. It is dark outside and I am in the middle seat. We are passing around joints. Nam and Jackie are probably in the front seat.

We drive by an accident on the side of the street where there are police cars with sirens, ambulances, firetrucks. It seems like this accident went on for several blocks and I thought to myself "when is this going to be over."

We arrive at our destination and it a party at my apartment. The courtyard is reminiscent of Nah Si's apartment complex, but the inside is reminiscent of Dan and David's old house in Tustin meadows. While in the court yard, I run into Evan who is my roommate in this dream. I learn that he no longer lives there because I did not pay the rent in time. He is with Jessica Lee and she appears to be his girlfriend. She looks somewhat different with a makeup and tattoos. She pretends that she does not know me and reintroduces herself, I also pretend that it was our first time meeting.

Somewhere in between this sequence, I notice that my phone is running out of batteries and I ask my dad to fetch me a charger.

The three of us now are walking up the stars in the apartment. I am walking behind them and I notice colorful tattoos on Jessica's legs. I ask her how many hours did it take to complete the tattoos and she replied "fifteen."

I am back downstairs and I notice some kids throwing fireworks in my backyard. I go out there to chase them away, and come back inside. I am now in the kitchen and my dad is there with me, and so is Evan. Dad is giving me a lecture on how it is my fault I did not pay the rent in time. I try to argue that it wasn't my fault, but deep inside I knew that I had messed up.

I am in Korea with a friend (unidentifiable), and we are in a bar/restaurant/bowling alley. A pretty korean girl from another group comes to hang out with us. There is a language barrier, so my friend acts as a translator. We are communicating and getting along well. I try to say something to her in Korean. I have a strong attraction to this girl.

The restaurant closes at around 1am. I try to offer her girl a ride home, but she declines and goes with her friends. We then go to another area where it is a shopping mall, it is now daytime. While still in the car, I notice that this girl is in this area with her friends doing some shopping. I tell my friend to park the car so we can follow her. This is when I realize that I am in a dream. I do the nose plug reality check and confirm. I thought to myself, and even told my friend, I am not going to get overly excited. My friend tries to park the car in an empty parking lot (looked like a parking lot of an asian super market) but continuously fails, he keeps going out of the lines and then keeps whirling around in circles. I felt like it was slowing me down and I had to go meet this girl. So I tell him to stop the car and I get out. I go to look for her. I go into a department store like Sak's and go on the escalator. after going up and down several floors on the escalator my dream ends.

DILD after WBTB

I was inside of a fancy building, it looks like a university or a shopping mall. There is a big room with see through walls, and I see a huge classroom, but instead of seats, there were cardio machines with people on them. I notice some empty machines and thought about joining in. This room was very big and had multiple levels. In the very front was a female instructor. I am on the outside looking in through the glass walls.

Outside of this classroom, I am standing and talking with someone. This person is coaching me on how to lucid dream. I am standing in a meditative state (eyes closed) and attempting a WILD while this person is coaching me. He was telling me things about WILD that I already knew.

I suspect that I may be in a dream, or a dream within a dream. Anyway, I try to perform the nose plug reality check. This time it wasn't so easy to control what I was doing. I could not see my hands, and I was very careful not to wake myself up. Somehow I am able to plug my nose, and confirm that I was dreaming. At this point, the dream started to become vivid. However, It appears that I have my eyes closed as I cannot see anything other than a bright yellow/orange light. I attempt to open my eyes in my dream, again being very careful not to wake myself up. Unfortunately this resulted in me opening my eyes in real life, thus ending the lucid dream.