Neo Neo

During my first 20 minute nap I had a couple really short dreams.

One of them, I was in 3rd person and saw myself and a group of friends walk through our college of business at night. We entered through the front and exited in the back, and one of my friends asked "We're not going up?" to us all. Or something like it, because she wanted to explore the building.

I also attempted a WILD and faintly saw myself in this neighborhood walking on the sidewalk with one of my friends, and there were lots of big pine trees around the houses. This dream was very faded and it wasn't able to sustain itself.

There was another quick WILD attempt after it but I forget what I saw or where I was.

I also had a quick dream that a couple friends of mine walked passed me in the lounge I was in. I woke up and was thinking "Woa, I just dreamt I saw a couple of my friends down here.

The mood of my dreams was upbeat, but I only recall a couple fragments. Although, I visually remember a faded gold-ish haze to the locations of my dreams, the same kind of gold-ish yellow haze from previous nights.

The first one I had a girlfriend in the dream, and we were hanging out somewhere (I can't recall the location) and maybe hugging some too. I think they might've resembled someone I met in real life, but my memory is cloudy.

The second one I was sitting at a round table, and a couple girls were across from me and I had told them something shocking and they would'nt believe me. They both were giving me looks like I was crazy. Maybe I told them that aliens were real, I can't remember that it was.

Anyway, adjusting to Everyman now, so hopefully my recall will start to improve again soon.

I was hanging out with one of my friends here, possibly in his dorm. But he was different, he was more clear-minded and seemed happier. We talking about something but I forget what it was.

I also had a couple other dreams but forget what the are .

I took a roughly 20 minute nap earlier and got hypnogogic imagery, and possibly some dreams. For some reason I started getting images from the Triple X movie with Vin Diesel, with parts from the last ending action scene. I might've had some dreams, but by the time my body was relaxed, and imagery flowing, I just was in a relaxed state. I felt like I awoke from sleep after my alarm went off, so I was in some sort of sleep state. Don't know which though.

I was in a hallway, towards the front, and entered a practice room with my cello. I was the 2nd practice room to the front, on the right side. I remember playing with a strong tone and confidence, and then the first chair cellist came down stairs and went in room one. I was wondering what he thought of my playing after a summer's worth of practice. The hallway was sort of a pasty gold/yellow color and kinda dim. Perhaps there were more music majors down there, I don't quite remember.

I was talking to my dad about something, and whatever it was about (I don't remember) it was tense. Maybe we were arguing or something, but I remember that the mood wasn't that happy. Don't remember where it was at, maybe inside somewhere.

Got 3 hours of sleep and recall vividly the practice room segment. Starting everyman now so it'll be interesting seeing how it affects my dreams.

I remember having some dreams but also feeling paranoid a lot about not waking up in time for class. I woke up a couple times, once at around 3am and then once at 5-ish. Each time (even though I had several alarms set) I was really paranoid of sleeping through them and missing my 8am class. I only got about 4 hours of sleep, so maybe that was part of it...

Will write my dreams later if I remember them.

Some fragments I remember from last night:

I was in my front yard, it was dark outside, possibly evening, overcast. Pretty dismal. I'm not sure what I was doing, but I think I eventually entered my house.

Possibly driving to and from somewhere, or to my house.

Saw one of my friends, and she hugged my right in front of her ex boyfriend before she left the room. It was kind of surprising to me in the dream. But nice.

I was in this large congregation hall, like a really big gym or something; the kind they have for election speeches or something. Anyway, there were people speaking in the front, a couple tables, and maybe a podium too. There were at least a few hundreds in the audience, and I was there with a DC friend (he and I seemed to be good friends) and then I had my cello with me (in its case) and my cello teacher was also there. Everyone seemed to be in good moods. My friend and I moved up from where we were sitting to the front, and were able to find better seats. He sat in a seat in the row in front of me, on the end, and I sat directly behind him on the end. The seat next to me had some sort of instrument leaning against me, belonging to this women who might've been asleep. For some reason my cello was then up where the spokespersons were, along with another cello (except its case was black). Then, we started to hear instructions from them, but I don't remember what they are. Maybe they were telling us about how this convention thing was going to run. I then was in the front row, and something was wrong with my chair, so I kept trying to readjust my chair and it was really loud. The whole place could hear the squeaking of this chair. But no one glanced at me or anything, and the speaker kept on talking.

I had this conversation with a friend of mine about acquiring something, and they said either black people, hippie people, or grad students would have it. I was on the phone with them, and I had also just taken some medicine and beginning to feel drunk. Apparently I had other kinds of medicine but not the kind I needed. I vividly remember this conversation like crazy, it makes me happy. He sounded exactly like he does in real life.

I was at my parents house, and I wanted to go somewhere, maybe like pumpkin works or something like it, and I was at first in my pajama pants. I went to my room, and then somehow I was dressed in normal clothes and ready to go. I then saw my mom again and she looked really tired, but still seemed like she might want to go. I guess all of us were going to go to this place. I was holding my bible, and it had attachments for the plastic/rubber stubs you have on luggage that protects it when you put it down. There was a stub on the bottom right and top right of the front of the bible, and multiple ones on the back. I kept deciding whether or not to have a transparent one on the top right corner on the front, or whether it should be a black one on the bottom right corner or top. I decided upon a transparent one on the top right corner.

Geez, there was a bunch more but I'm blanking on it now, hopefully I'll remember more later.

I don't have time to upload everything now, so I'll post bits so hopefully I'll remember it all tomorrow too.

Flashlights functioning as lightsabers, or lightsabers functioning as lights. I had my own silver lightsaber, but it didn't have a "blade", it just light up like a regular flashlight. White light too. Then I also had another lightsaber too, and this guy took it apart, poored a little bit of this sparkly liquid into it, then closed it, and it lit up better. Then water started to shoot out of it.

I was in a forest, then running through it, and running to a specific place as fast as I could, because it was where my master was last. And I knew he was gone, possibly dead? All I knew was that he wasn't coming back, and so I ran to that spot and he wasn't there. I found the other lightsaber there.

I was inside this small house, it was bright outside, daytime, and golden light shown in. There was a bigscreen tv and a DC friend was there telling me about this multiplayer game, another DC friend in costume (kinda like yugi from yugioh, at least with their hair). I was holding a joystick-type gamepad and I kept receiving instructions on how to play this game. It seemed awesome, never got to play it. In a room near to this living room, I was at a dining room table (much the same room as in real life at my parents house) and about five other guys were at it. I had been in deep thought, thinking that I was at "home" but then traveled back to this place. I had missed being with them, although I didn't say so. The guy sitting at the opposite end of the table asked what was on my mind, but I didn't reply. I was nostalgic, and happy to be here.

I was outside along this road going through a forest at night, leading some fellow campers?/students behind me. There was also another counselor besides myself, and we were leading them somewhere in the beginning of another adventure. I just remember that I was one of the leaders in charge of these students, and it was the first time I was undertaking a experience like this, but I felt confident at the same time.

Those are the parts that stick out to me, although I know there's more.

I was in this town near the countryside, there were lots of grassy green hills and I saw a neighborhood of houses. They were built in a square pattern, possibly divided into four quadrants in a grid. I was seeing these things from a birds-eye view about a few miles above. I also saw this small mountain directly north of the town, and it had a dirt road leading to the top, then down again. I was going to climb, or drive up there with a friend I met over the summer. I kept mentioning interlochen to my dad, when viewing this mountain from what looked like a fainted table that was transparent, and I saw the town on it two. Like I was standing in some place and looking at the plane of the ground that the town and mountain were on. For whatever reason, I kept mentioning interlochen, then I also remembered seeing a different mountain, and saw a image of it. Apparently my dad, or maybe myself, was comparing the current mountain I wanted to climb to another one. Then I thought of how steep the dirt road looked, and imagined being in the car with my dad and my dad driving down it breaking lots so we wouldn't crash. I was never "at" the mountain, I was always viewing it from far away.


I was walking along a side of a road at night with my family, it was nighttime and it looked like we were in a small town. Cars were passing by, and there were no stars in the sky, maybe some clouds. I wasn't noticing the sky really. I wasn't cold, but there seemed to be snow on the ground, and we were all having trouble walking through it. For some reason my regular shoes weren't enough, I kept sliding around and had to be careful so I wouldn't fall over. I kept telling my mom that we should turn around since it was difficult walking to wherever we had to go. I saw my mom in front of me, then my dad in the very front. This ground didn't seem to phase my dad, he just kept on going. Perhaps we were returning from some organization, or going to one. My mood felt drained.

Don't know why I keep dreaming about my family, but it is what it is.

I remember seeing a solar eclipse, and then saw the moon moving to the right out of the eclipse. The color around the moon was golden. I just saw a black sky with the eclipse. I just remember that it was extremely vivid, for a moment I actually thought I had seen a eclipse except I realized I had not seen one in real life before.

I was in a hotel room, and the neighbors were either playing music or making noise, while I was trying to sleep. The light was on in the room, and there were bunk beds, and a bunch of indiscriminate things against the wall. I went over trying to kick the wall repeatedly, and hit the wall, so they would stop making noise. My legs felt weak and I couldn't get lots of force to kick the wall, so it wasn't very loud. And I was having to climb over this stuff (some boxes, and things I couldn't tell what they were) in order to get to the wall.

I was in some kind of train station, like union station in chicago, except there was room enough only for one train (as far as I could tell) and it was well lit. There were tracks, then along the platform were terminals and had railings out to the end of the platform. Like the platforms leading up to a rollercoaster. Inside it looked like the security checkpoints at the airport, where there were lines sectioned off and led through what looked like metal detectors. The conveyor belts which scan the luggage for anything dangerous were also in there. I was walking along the platform with my family, and then knew we had to get inside because it would be dangerous if a train arrived with us on the outside. So we entered and made our way through the inside, and I saw my dad in one of the lines approaching a metal detector.

I woke up in real life, then went back to bed, so I'm not sure during which sleep cycles I had these dreams.

I also had a dream where I was with a couple music people too, but don't remember anything else from it.

I also remember thinking that I was dreaming, or thinking about the possibility that I could be dreaming, but did not act upon it and felt like I was in one of those "in between" places again.

I cannot recall anything from last night as of right now, perhaps I woke up during a part of the sleep cycle which makes it harder to recall dreams. Its just weird, I'm completely blanking out when the previous night I at least remembered bits and pieces. I'll meditate later on and see if anything comes to mind, as well as just seeing if anything comes to mind.

9-01-2010

I remember seeing a blue-light ufo against a black night sky, as well as talking with kurt leland about something (I don't remember what we were discussing). Also saw a old friend in one of them, I think.

There were no other stars in this part of the sky I saw the blue ufo in, and it was morphing a little bit. And in center view. The room I was having a conversation with Kurt Leland was possibly white walls and nothing else in it. He's the author of a out-of-body experience book... the mood of this conversation was straight forward and to the point though. Almost to the point of tension or frustration, maybe a little anger. The part with my friend in it was calm though.

The overall mood was a little tense.

Dreams

I was playing cello and there were two figures (male I think) to the sides of me, and I also was seeing myself from in front of me (as if I was looking into a mirror. When I finished, they were remarking that I looked scared, like a child that lacked confidence. For some reason I was able to look at myself at the cello, and it seemed like my lower body, specifically my legs, showed that I was not confident.

Another part I was at a restaurant, and had a steak meal, and there was someone there with me as well. As I was cutting into the steak, it wasn't that tender, and when I took a bite it tasted dry. I thought this was weird and I tried eating more of it and it was all dry.

Another part I was at my house, and a friend was with me, as well as my mom and sisters. The mood was calm, and then I eventually moved to the basement and to the back porch. I was about to turn on the TV, I got a remote, and the door was mostly closed. Then I started to hear one of my sisters and my mom start to argue about something, and slightly scream. This was not surprising, but also sad at the same time.

I was also in the upper floor of this tavern, on this main street of this village. I started to hear a train approaching, and I heard it honk its horn and the horns said "Yyyooouuuu". I was then outside this float right outside the front of the tavern on the street, in front of the float. I saw a couple people I know in the music department, and they were smiling and I told them about the "Yoooouuuu" sound of the train. The train said it to me, and I was confused because trains don't do that. My friends were not paying attention or interested about this, but seemed to be listening. If I would've questioned it more I might've gotten lucid.

There was also a time in between dreams where I was in this pale-white-ish green ish haze, and I was thinking that I was in a dream and why I had not realized it earlier. There was also a outline, or some structure I was seeing but couldn't make out any detail. It seemed as though I would wake up because the dream seemed faded.