Pinkmoon

I was at the farm house. It is empty of furnishings. I walked through the house to the living room. I open the double doors to the outside. Instead of being the yard with a view of the farm fields, I can see the beach in the distance and in what would be the yard a fancy swimming area. I see palm trees, canopy's of blue, and multiple swimming areas. I see a woman in a bikini walk past my line of vision. It suddenly dawns on me that I want to swim too. I was there along time and lost track of time. I could have been there hours. Then I hear my mom calling me in to come home. When approaching the door she began talking to me. She told me she wanted to "come in and see all the stuff your sister bought for the house". When walking through the house I was amazed how much stuff was brought in and I didn't notice. The house was beautiful! So after looking at it all I wanted to go thank her for all the stuff. I went upstairs and opened her door. She was sleeping on the bed so I decided to tell her "thanks" later. I went back down stairs. I seen my brother standing next to a soda machine. I asked him. "What are you doin?" He told me he was "going to the mall" I asked him "how". Then he pointed to the soda machine. "Its a transporter, crystal bought credits for it too, do you want to come? I was unsure, unsure it would work at all and unsure it would work right if it did. Just as he had convinced me to come with him, JR walks in. He comes with us. I traveled somewhere with my brother and boyfriend. I assume we went to the mall but I lost the memory from frustration when trying to come home. We came back to the machine after doing what ever we did and figured out we didn't have enough "credits" to come home. I was frustrated and embarrassed there was nothing I could do. I didn't know how to work the machine. I was aggravated at my brother for not noticing before we left that we wouldn't have enough credits to return. Then he took over. He called mom and told her what happened. She acted aggravated too but she got us home. After returning I decide I want to take a shower. When walking into the bathroom I wanted to paint. A brush appeared in my hand. The paint flowing off of it on its own, creating the flowers I had envisioned in my head. One set of pink and one green.

I have no idea where I was, I was with jason and thomas. (Jason is an x of mine and thomas is his cousin). Thomas tried kissing me in front of jason. I didn't want to because of jason. Me and jason kissed before waking up.


Notes: I know it don't sound like that much of a dream but it was a very emotional one. When me and jason was going out thomas made a move on me to kiss me. I didn't stop it like I should have. I did stop him but not before I kissed him back. I told jason what had happened, but thomas lied and said more than that had happened. Jason believed thomas. Jason dumped me.

I am at the farm house. I knew that all my family was there. I talked to my mom about the jeep being broke down. She was wanting me to do something about it. I told her "I have no way of doing anything" then gary left to get me a car. I went up to my old room. There was stuff there I knew to be mine and some how missed it when I moved from here. One was a piece of furniture that matches my bedroom set. The second thing I found was a fancy art isle with many draws and also matched my bedroom set. Gary returned with a car for me and I wanted to load the stuff up to take home. Then I notice I'm in a dress! It was sleeveless, maroon, with black stones and flowers on it. I recognize it but can't place where I had seen it before. I wake up. (Its the same exact dress I dreamed of before that was white)

I was traveling down south with my mom. I asked her if we could stop by tyler's house. We did. We didn't have much time. I felt rushed. We talked about stuff but don't remember what. Then before leaving I asked for his number. He seemed hesitant...then I said " you don't have to worry about your girlfriend. Just don't answer the phone if she's around. There's no reason we can't just talk. I have few people I want to talk to and I'm lonely". He wrote his number down. When I came home I told jr and then tried to call him but I had lost the piece of paper. I woke up.

Notes: the number I dreamed of I remembered when I woke up. I won't write it down cuz it is a real number. Its not tyler's that I know of....I never called it to test out. Tyler said it was his friends cell phone when he called me from it earlier this year. It was the same number.

I was standing outside next to a house looking out into the yard at all the different flowers. I was hiding there from Jacob"s family (guy from twilight) For sme reason they were murdering mad at me for having his baby. Jacob was gone at this time and I knew his family wasn't far. I also knew the house had some sort of protection charm. Some one was with me.....I didn't talk to them for I got distracted. I had looked down the hill and seen Jacob standing there. I had become so excited. I wondered why he hadn't noticed me while walking closer to greet him. As I got closer I noticed he looked angry. Then thought "why hasn't he noticed me yet, I'm on my period, he should smell me know more than ever. Then he smelled the air and looked directly at me. I then knew it wasn't jacob because he still looked angry.. I ran to the person that was with me to warn him. As I reached him I pushed him under me to protect him. I looked up and I don't know how many people were in the air (like they had jumped or flew over) fixing to land next to us. Then they were each individually surrounded by a big water droplet. They fell to the ground with this surrounding them and turned to stone and fell into pieces upon impact. I then gathered my stuff to leave to a new hidden location. I felt sad for Jacob wouldn't know where to find me now. We left and found a house abandoned not to far from where we was. We decided to stay the night. Then when we were about to lay down to sleep, someone starts banging on the door. It was Jacob. I was hesitant, for last time it wasn't him. I could see pain in his eyes....I didn't open the door until he yelled at me "would you just open the door?!" I did but as soon as I did I could see his family attacking us again. This time all of us went up into the air with water droplets around us. I became scared. The last time every one hit the ground they fell to pieces. They did when they reached the ground...me and jacob were ok. I woke up.

I was at the farm house. (This is the most jumpy dream I remember having) Many people were there. I took Simon upstairs to the bedroom to play with my nieces. The bed had a canopy over it and it was darker than I expected to see a kids room. I left Simon there to play. Bam I'm watching Curtis do something. I don't remember what but I didn't feel the presence of my body and it was similar to watching a movie) then bam I'm at the store down one of the isles with my grandma and grandpa on my mom's side. She's taking about how sick she's been and how she's craving potato soup. She reaches for a a can of soup. I tell her "oh you don't need to buy that, I know how to make home made, that canned shit ain't going to make you feel better anyway" My grandma then looks at Jim and he scoffed a laugh like I wasn't going to do it, or couldn't (I can) but she put the can back. A scene of curtis again but don't remember. I'm back at the farm house again walking up the stairs to check on simon and him and the girls were still playing. The room was colorful now in decor. I then went out side to get fresh onions out of the garden. I went threw the double doors in the living room to the out side. As I was picking them I felt like someone was watching me. I looked around the yard. I seen some one crawling threw shortly cut grass in a cameo out fit and thought it was silly. When he was closer I realized it was James (bf friend) he had his face done up in cameo. He told me "Tyler's hiding in the grass" an found the statement stupid because the grass was short. Then I thought about how I couldn't see all of the yard. Then bam back to curtis but I remember the scene I saw this time. He was standing outside a yard to a house next to a white picket fence. There were two people there with him. One he was arguing with. They got into a fight. Curtis won. (Curtis is an old friend in high school)

I was running from something with the figure if a man and seen nothing but a coat that went to the ground with a hood over his head. It seemed like he floated behind me. I seen a cliff in front if me and spotted and entrance to a cave. I ran in. I stumbled and looked behind me and didn't see him behind me and knew he was still after me. When picking myself up I felt water at my hands and it was cold and could tell it was flowing. I became suddenly intensely thirsty and stuck my head in the water and started drinking it. I felt it go down my throat and fill my mouth. It was perfectly cold to my taste and the best water I've ever had. I knew that "man" was still after me and did not care. I woke up still drinking and still thirsty. Its the first time I ever remembered tasting something in a dream.

I was sitting in a car with jr and simon. (Bf/father and son) I recognized where I was. It is the gas station at the end of town next to Mcdonald's at Poplar Bluff. We were parked there for some reason. Then I notice a white jeep that is exacly the same as mine, but mine is black) pull up with a few people in it. Then the driver gets out and it's my x bf getting gas. He seen me, grinned walked over. I felt nervous and awkward because my boy friend in the car. I introduced him to my son and boy friend and he kisses me in front of them. I kissed him back. Then without saying goodbye he walked back to his car and left. I woke up.

The next time I seen him after this dream he had a jeep exactly like mine but white.

Supposed to be before "jr's death" and after wear wolf at the farm house"

I was standing in Tyler's living room. (His grandparents house) I was in a doorway talking to him. He said something and I don't remember what it was. I knew he was leaving me. I looked past him and seen his new girlfriend. I got angry with him. I yelled at him. I felt betrayed that he found someone before leaving me and breaking up with me in front of her. He didn't care and walked away with her and out the door. I don't know how he beat me to the door because I was running and he looked like he just walked out. He shut the door. I reached for the knob. I woke up.


that is similar to how he broke up with me 2 months later. His new girlfriend was there at his house while he broke up with me on the phone. He put her on the phone is why I know she was there.

This is supposed to be listed before "Jr's death" dream.

I was standing in my closet. Tyler was with me. It was dark but bright enough to see. He turned into a wear wolf. I ran past him and into my bedroom while he as transforming. The light was on and I could see my bed. I crawled ou the window and ran to Rum Bauer. I ran into a car and tried to get it to start. I could see him behind me smashing cars as he jumped on them getting closer. I couldn't get the car to start and I woke up thinking I was going to get smashed.

I was standing on a road close to "the farm house". I was close to the iron bridge that's over the St. Francis river. It was sunny but as I looked at the sky more closely I seen a tornado coming from the east and a second coming from the west. I ran down the gravel road trying to reach my house. (I don't know why this seemed logical at the time, the bridge would have been better than a basement less house and the fact that both of seemed to be heading toward the house makes it stupid to even consider running there) I reached the drive way so fast. Faster than I thought I would. But the tornado from the east was behind me. My feet took longer and longer to reach the ground with each step I took untill I left it completely behind and was sucked up. I woke up before seeing the inside of it from the feeling of leaving the ground.

This is another tornado dream I had but its just a fragment.

I was in a house and I heard there was a tornado somewhere. I remember floating in the air away from my body and viewing what they were caqlling a tornado and finding it humorous.

This is two different dreams. But their so similar and short I'm putting them together.

Me, Jr, kyle, and Calub were traveling North to get away from zombies. We pulled over to stop at a hotel. We stole towels and toothbrushes, shampoo. We were going to stay the night there.

I was hiding in a house were the town reminded me of Puxico from zombies.

I was running up a highway carrying my son Simon in his car seat with one arm. JR was at my side (bf and father). It was cloudy. We had been running from Zombies. I seen a house off the road kinda hidden. We went inside to rest and thinking the zombies wouldn't see us here and pass us by. There was an old lady that creeped me out. She popped out nowhere after setting Simon down and kept looking at him in a way that disturbed me. I wanted to leave and decided we'd try to hide from the zombies somewhere else. We had just reached the road when I heard a baby crying from in the house. I looked in the car seat and Simon was gone. I told JR that Simon was stolen and he didn't believe me. "He's still in his car seat" I ran back to the house alone and woke up.

I was walking in front of the Dollar General in Desoto with JR(we had just started going out). He was slightly ahead of me. We was having a good time walking with each other. Then as we pass the automatic door for the store I seen an arm fly out with a gun and shot JR in the head. I ran for the spot were he fell panicked crying. I woke up crying.

I was with my mom and her husband, Gary, in a hallway. I had a rolling luggage in my hand and then I realized we were in a hotel because Gary used a plastic key to open the door. When entering I was surprised. The room was huge and there were 4-5 bedrooms. I picked the room I was going to stay in and placed my luggage inside. Then my mom and gary asked me to go to a football game with them. So I followed them down the hall because of having no memory were we had parked. We approached a set of metal double doors and I could see the light threw the small windows. I was expecting another hallway but instead to my surprise the doors lead to the entrance of the football stadium full of people. I could tell we were high up in the stands. Then some how I noticed I was wearing my pajamas. I didn't get further than the entrance before noticing and turned back around to go change. I went into my room and my grandma and grandpa on my mom's side were there. They decided to take my room. I was a bit aggravated but didn't let them get to me. They are drunk ass holes. So I take my bag and go into the bathroom to change. My mom' X BF's son came in the bathroom while I was in the middle of changing. He approached me and went down on me. Another surprise but I had a crush on him growing up so I didn't stop him from doing it at first. It did not feel good when he started and made me feel awkward. I told him to leave. Then while putting my clothes on I had turned at an angle were I could see the tub. The simplest way of saying what I seen was a fountain. Its like no other fountain I've ever seen before mainly being that it was over a tub. It was made out of something similar to a car track, but clear and with higher sides with many of them in different levels. The water ran over the sides. It was lit up and each tube because of the lighting made the water different colors. I finished changing and then made my way out of the hotel room and into the hallway. I shut the door while facing it and turned in the directions of the double doors where the stadium is. Tyler (an X now but dating then. I had just moved away)) was walking toward the double doors. I hurried to catch up. He went threw the doors before I could catch him. I could tell it was dark out before I followed him threw the door. Instead of the football stadium it was an out side seating area with grass, trees and sidewalks. It was almost surrounded by one level buildings. There was some type of army training going on. They had flash light and I have no Idea how many of them there were. The person I could tell was the leader was barking out commands and it seemed to me like they were training to find people that are hiding. One of the men walked up to him and told him something. I began to become annoyed that they were messing up me looking for Tyler. Finding people here with flashlights should be easy. So I walked up to someone waving a flashlight and pointed out each and every person hiding saying " here, here, and here" as I pointed out each one of them. Then I seen Tyler walking away in the corner of my eye and turn to follow him around the corner. Then he stopped and sat down at a fountain. I caught up and sat down next to him. Then I knew it wasn't him. It looked like him, but I knew it wasn't. He kissed me before I thought too hard about it too hard. I started crying. Then he pulled away and asked me "why are you crying" "because I know your not him". I woke up, crying.