non-lucid

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8/25/10

In my dream I was a supposed "call girl" strange but that is who I was. I was in another state outside behind a building .. there were big fancy cars rolling in and out. I was standing there with other girls dressed up in a tiny skirt and heels. This guy walks up to us and he seems smooth but immediately I knew he was the pimp. He had lots of tattoos too. He was being very nice to me and hugging up on me.. guess I was the main one. Eventually in my dream he begins to act cold to me. This mobster guy pulls up and wants me to get in the car.. I am hesitate and turn to my pimp who is being mean to me. He told me it is business and I need to hurry up and stop fucking around. I am still hesitate and don't want to get in the car I turn to the pimp and say " I love you.." He gets pissed and the guy in the car drives away. Now I am getting my arm grabbed and find myself thrown against an iron fence and this pimp is screaming at my face. I tell him I want out but he is not listening but getting violent with me. He starts hitting me and I am on the ground the other girls are running trying to help me back up telling this pimp to chill out. I just didn't care and felt this strong connection with this pimp.

I am sitting in this large home guess it was his too and watching a huge t.v screen.. he is walking around staring at me and fixing some drinks on the bar table. I turn back to the television and see he is on the screen performing.. guess he was an entertainer/rapper too. I feel very sad and a bit scared too.. girls are crowding around and rubbing on him and I sense this jealousy rage through me. I look to my right and see this girl from my past who use to be my best friend and we embrace one another hugging. I know the girl was with the pimp too .. I told her I want out so she starts trying to sneak me to the door and I am following.. the pimp turns my way yelling telling me to get back in and orders some guy to take care of the guest that were there. This pimp grabs my arm and pushing me towards the back room.. there I start telling him I want to leave.. he blast music and motions me over to the balcony. We talk and he apologizes I feel safe again and we are kissing heavily.. he had me pinned to the wall.. eventually I am laying on the bed and he is doing oral on me.. there is this knock on the door.. scene switches and I find myself in the bathroom and the girls are telling me the pimp doesn't get intimate with any of the girls like that and when he does it usually means he is going to finish them off.. kill them.
I start to panic again and hear my name.. weird thing is it was not my name.. the name he called started with either a B or an R from what I can remember.. and when I had looked in the mirror passing the hall I saw that it was not my body but belonged to a more slender girl with red and black hair.. I tried looking at the face but couldn't make out any features..

hmmm wonder if there is really a girl out there in trouble with their pimp.. interesting dream had to write it down.

8/20/10

Last night had this dream..real brief.

I am going through train stations.. they were above ground and I was walking across the tracks to get to the nearest station.
Other people are there too and they were doing the same thing. I look behind me and see this huge creature from a distance.. it was white and brown.. resembled a gigantic turkey but it was some sort of creature/dinosaur.. really couldn't make out what it was but it was destroying things and people. This creature is blowing fire and every time it got close I would climb down to an underground station and wait till this beast scream and destroy people and things.
I kept moving forward through train stations. I find what looks like my father's ex wife but don't make any notion that I know her or recognize her. I am standing in front of a toll booth in one of the train stations purchasing pills.. they came in clear tubes. It said "Advil" and I had told the woman who looked like my dad's ex wife that I wanted to play a song so I begin to sing.. a bit of it .. :" I'll be dreaming of you tonight.." I was singing it to make sure she gave me the right song.. so she gives me it in form of a pill.. the "advil" pill falls and I can see this creature on it's way. I climb back into the underground track with this song pill in my ear playing loudly.. the song is by Selena Perez

8/19/10

Last night I had this dream and wish that I had at least written it down before taking so long to post it.

I found myself in this old time Saloon not a one story either. It was very old fashion and I was wandering around in it.. I kept hearing noises ahead and behind me but nothing was there. I was pretty scared because the doors ahead of me would open but no one would be around. Things were falling on the floor hard so I knew immediately the place was haunted.
What stood out the most was this tall man in a suit and top hat.. I couldn't make out his face but he did have a beard he held his head a bit down to not show off his face but I was able to see his beard.. reminded me of Abe Lincoln in a way. This guy had some sort of powers because he would curl his fingers in a weird manner in mid air and things would start banging around inside of the saloon.
I no longer wanted to be in there and tried finding my way out and this guy was right there behind me just standing and smirking underneath his top hat..
I didn't want to see his eyes for some reason.. I was already scared of the activity going on in the saloon..
I went up some stairs and saw what I thought was an elevator but I guess it was some sort of thing that allowed slaves to move around the saloon without being noticed by using this special carriers that were embedded in the walls..
The floor to this so called elevator was marble off white and the walls were made of dark oak. I wasn't sure if I should get it in or not but I heard this noise behind me and when I turned that jerk of a top hat man yelled loud in my face with his hat off.. all I noticed was a very pale ghostly face and no eyes in his eye socket..
I found myself moving over a cliff and immediately the scene changed..
I was with a group of people and we all had this heavy iron swords.. I felt like a warrior and felt strength standing amongst this crowd. We all had on the same garments and of us were protective of one another watching our backs..
So we enter this huge dark room.. looked like a gymnasium and there was no light on but in the dark I was able to see multiple eyes in different areas peering at us.. I clutch my sword tightly feeling anger grow in me.
These eyes are just peering.. the way a cat's eye reflects in the darkness but there were different shapes and sizes..
All of a sudden we are sitting in the middle of this gymnasium.. females on one side facing males like some sort of gathering.. immediately us women stand up and being to sing in unison but no words.. just making these wonderful sounds with out voices..
The men looked at us with such amazement.. and we sat down smiling. A woman with no leg who was sitting next to me told me that we were more dominant over the males and were very powerful hunters..

That was all I could recall..

8/16/10

I had a dream I was by a running track.. like ones that athletes use. I saw a famous athlete by the name of Ochocinco ( must have incorporated him in my dream after watching his show last night ). He was doing stretches along with some other people who were exercising and training.
I found myself trying to impress him so I attempted to do some back and front flips.. what was funny I don't know how to do those flips in real life and in my dream I knew I was not able too.. but I told myself I am going to do it...
So there I was walking pass ochocino.. he saw me looking at him and I bit my lip in a flirtatious way he was very tall..lol
So I walk pass and he glances at me smiling but continues on with his training as well as calling someone else over to him. I go on the opposite side of the fence and start doing stretches.. and I try to flip...
..what was funny is I found myself padding the pavement like a running dog.. but I was so determined to control my dream to flip.. I failed several times because it appeared as if I was on all fours hopping forward.. I was scared to flip.. but I told myself " I can do this!.." I run forward and ocho is passing by .. he pauses and I run forward and flip multiple times!!... lmao!! yes I did it and I felt the rush of happiness come over me.. it was not so much of ocho watching me but actually doing the flips!! ha!... he tells his friend.. oh you like that?..
Scene switches to a train station and ocho is there with his friend.. I was standing with them talking and flirting a bit.. but here is where something weird happen... I was talking to him.. but find myself not the girl talking to him.. weird.. it appears I switch roles and I am a different girl... hmmm..weird.
I had a huge tattoo on my right side.. went from my stomach to my thigh and I was showing it off ..
Scene switches and I get on this roller coaster ride.. it is dark out and I get right in it.
When it begins I notice the track the cart was on was a bit old and unstable.. the tracks were going very high and I barely was able to breathe when it would drop down.. the cart would slam onto some tree branches and I had to cover my face with my arms to prevent getting hurt by them..
..I got off the ride and told others to be careful .. that the ride was old and someone could get hurt.. people thanked me and didn't bother getting on...
Scene switches and I am on the phone with a friend who called me to go to the club with him... I couldnt remember most of the conversation but I remember looking at a huge lake and my house was on the other side of it.. I was wondering how I would get across... I saw this old train track and I figured I can skill across it and get home.. I get on this track and once again wondering why the hell I decided to get on it in the first place.. it is shaking underneath me waving with each step and I couldn't go backwards because I was just to far out on the track. There is movement under the water.. light grey creatures barely breaking the surface and I got nervous again.. I began to talk on the phone as a guide to take my mind off this journey.. even inquired about another friend who in real life I lost touch with..
..I finally get home and prepare for this party... my dad is in the living room asking me where I was going.. it was night time

That is all I could remember for I was awaken..

8/14/10

Lately once again my dreams have just been coming real brief and basically nothing to document...But last night I had this weird dream and the scenery is what seem to stand out the most.

I was staying in a one level house there were shades on the window but no curtains and I was concerned about privacy.. I start looking around.. I notice children going in and out this home.. I look out the window to only see a dried up plain.. no other houses were in place. I also see high cliffs surrounding the left side of the house.
A woman tells me someone is coming by and she just told me to be calm about it.. suddenly police come around wanting to question everyone one by one. I didn't want to protest and I was scared ...reason I do not know...
The sun is shining in the house and the police are on this cliff just chatting.. so I try to put the shades down to block them from view.. One of the officers take one of the children and said he will bring him back..
I find myself not so worried about the officers .. the scenery seems to attract my attention. I go out the backdoor and to my left I see an opening.. tall trees on each side of the opening and what looked like one of those metal coverings ... ones that store owners pull down when locking their property for the night.
It was open and I start looking deeper into that direction.. I see a beach and dark water.. waves were lightly crashing up against the rocks..
..so I tell myself hmm what if the water rises it will consume the home.. I find myself outside of the house up a hill looking at this opening.. I look down at the house and see that it is built in some sort of ditch.. I don't know what to make of it...

Scene switches and I am in a car with a friend of mine and we were trying to get home.. I am driving but the car wheel kept changing as well as the brakes.. there were no windows on this car and strangers kept coming up to our car chatting.. I looked at my friend and told her we need to get out of here fast.
So a crowd starts to gather and I told her it is best that we ditch the car.. so we do and begin walking.. all of a sudden we see people running past us screaming telling us to run and get out the way...
I climb up the side of a building and see this huge ass wave as well as water following behind it just coming down the street.. I yell at my friend and tell her we need to seek shelter..
I start knocking on a door and this woman tells me she can't let us in because she is scared.. I tried to be as calm as possible explaining to her a wave was coming and if she could let us in.. she is scared and grabs hold of the locked gate on her door and says " I am sorry I can't I am scared to let you in.." I am getting impatient and told her to help us.. I begin to panic and even called her a bitch during the whole ordeal... this wave is coming closer ..I look above me and there is this metal balcony .. I was like " wow if this wave smacks into this balcony it will kill me immediately..
..I hold on to the woman's door and she sees this wave to and starts crying.. I started to brace myself holding onto the side of the building and the wave hit.. I felt the cold salty water hit me and even clog my ears which was weird..
..immediately the whole area is deep in water.. and I am still hanging on to the side of the building.. my friend was no where to be found.. and I can see all sorts of creatures moving under this dirty water..

That was all I could recall..

7/29/2010

I can't recall much but I remember laying on my bed looking up at the ceiling which was a window. Sort of a condo but the ceiling was glass and it was open so I could view the skies. I was talking to someone next to me he was wearing a suit and was going over some money accounts.

I look up at the night sky and notice these huge vehicles moving and when I focused on what they were ..they were incredible space ships. They would zigzag and stop abruptly.. it was pretty scary because I knew these were not driven by humans. They were displaying their dance of lights and what was weird they were changing shape fast. It reminded me of the transformers how the space ship changed form going to one unique shape to another..
I saw 3 of them.. one black..one dark grey and another silverish and they just were displaying their lights. All of a sudden they changed into huge 3 separate mist. I told the guy next to me I wanted to close the window because I felt uneasy.
The window couldn't close and I saw spot lights scanning the air...

That is all I could remember..

7/28/10

I haven't been having any "stand out" dreams lately.. I wake up barely remembering any or may have gone a few nights in a deep sleep. I just have been having those light dreams
..just nothing interesting about them. Just a quick update the dream I had about a baby in my arms..a family member of mine just found out they are pregnant with their first child.
I tend to know someone is going to have a baby by having dreams that I am having or holding one myself..
Weird..lol.

Last night I had a dream it felt like I was a in my very early teens.. I was on the front porch and remembering this gloomy orange light above me. It was the only light that was on ..other houses were dark I couldn't even see the color of their walls.
I turn to see my grandmother ( May she rest in peace) in my dream and she rarely is seen in my dreams.. this would be the 3rd time I have seen her since she passed away so many years ago.
I see the place slightly change instead of me standing on the front porch I was standing underneath train tracks.. ( in n.y we have some tracks elevated in some streets and sidewalks). So I am standing under this train station.. I am struggling at this point in my dream trying to take down any hidden messages or symbolic meanings.. I have habit looking for those in my dreams they r more interesting days later. . anyway
I am under the train tracks and once again I find myself knocking out a girl clear across on her back in the middle of a crowd. It felt good knocking her out because I felt attacked. She hit me and I just felt the need to hit her back after I was trying to calm the situation down.

I knocked her out and I see police officers coming towards me hands on their hips
So I start yelling " I had to defend myself! I had to defend myself!" I look over and see my grandmother and her face is puzzled.. she is not happy but she is not sad either.. it was more like " damn you didn't have to do that". I find guns pointed at me and I felt so weird.. it got so quiet ..I thought it was the last moment of my life..

That was it.. weird dream but decided to documented it anyway..

7/13/10

I guess I had caused this dream to come about from watching a series on T.V about the football player known as Ochocinco. He has a show where he is dating a bunch of women and as the show progresses to the end eventually he will be left with the choice of choosing one woman who will become his mate..
..anyway I had a dream about them two.

I was talking with Ochocinco at what appeared to be a gathering of some sort.. like a get together for celebs and I so happen to be there.. maybe as a socialite? who knows. Anyway I found and still find ochocinco to be sexy! his eyes are powerful and I was drawn to them in my dream.
But as the dream flashed I found that I was dating Terrell Owens instead.
He was very charming in my dream and tending to me..treating me so wonderfully. I met his family and his mother. Although one of his assistants didn't like me.. and what is so funny she is really that way in real life towards some of the people that enter his life.
Anyways I felt this attraction to him and my goodness he knew exactly what to do and say..
..probably since it is my dream it can go any which way lol.
But overall it was an amazing dream.. I touched him, heard his voice and smelled the cologne he had on. Very very tall too...

Oh well just a fantasy dream..

7/5/10

Had this dream during my evening nap.

I was in some sort of assembly with other people and there was this white marker board. A young woman with glasses had written some political stuff about the president but another woman had immediately removed it. From what I could remember the post was dead on and had put the other woman in her place. I had asked the woman what had happened and she told me to ask the one who posted the message on the board. I spoke with another young man who told me what the woman had written was accurate about our president. ( I wish I had paid attention to the board )
.. So I walked further into the department I was in and saw an open door in the back of the room. From what I had seen the sky was a bit low and filled with clouds. I was unable to see any opening in the clouds to view the blue sky.
The clouds were bright gold in color and I had noticed these still beam of lights peering through them.. thin gold rays of light that seem to absorb smoke from below. I noticed these beams of lights were still but any moving smoke underneath the beam were removed.. sort of like vanished in thin air.
I also saw it was cold out and the ground was full of snow. I also saw this dark path of water crossing behind this room I was standing in ..just outside the door. It was like I was standing on the opposite side of a river watching the water stream on by me.
I notice the water was cold as well for it had ice and sludge floating on top.
So I move my attention back to the young woman in the glasses who had written on the white marker board. She had on a red shirt and sat on this black recliner. She said " I had to write that because that guy was trying to insult our government.." I looked at her and asked what does it mean..she narrowed her eyes and asked me why did I want to know. I looked over at the door and saw a black bear float on ice down the river.. so I turn back to her and said " I am curious to what happen and I think I agree with you".. she still for some reason didn't trust my word so I told her forget it..
I look over at the door again and see these snow cougars playing in the river.. than a woman with a cane struggling to get away from them. I didn't want to get involved so I ducked from her view.. only to see the cougars jumping at her and her cane waving in the air.
I turned to the woman and said " forget it .. I was just curious as to why they backed down..no worries" She smiled and I looked back to the door seeing that it was not an old woman.. but an old man with a staff and he was climbing over mountains..I looked back towards the sky and saw the clouds were even lower..

Weird dream..

Originally Posted by PrettyEyes

The Oil, the walk and the gun.

6/14/10

In my dream I am sitting with family and see the news is on the television. There was a nationwide warning about the oil spill.. they are unable to stop it and wanted people to know they were sorry but eventually it would be our last days on earth. Hearing this made me sad and helpless. They even stated that the oil is flammable and could very well destroy our earth. I felt this lump in my throat and just stared at the television. Everyone was silent ..cars stop moving.. everyone was basically trying to absorb this news.

I find myself outside in the snow walking with my dad and my sister. We are on our way to the store and everyone seem to be in a sad state.. in unbelief and tried to continue their lives. Out of no where this woman who seem to have a mental disability basically insane began to utter words loudly but babbling.. she began to approach my sister and I ran over cursing the woman out telling her to F**k off.
Eventually the lady moved away and I found myself very very thirsty so I wen to buy bottled water from the store. I only had one dollar and looking at the prices of the water bottles I wanted to purchase two of them because I was seriously thirsty. I bought two bottles of poland spring water.. and find myself once again walking with my dad and my sister in the snow.
Another woman approaches insane also and begins to verbally attack my sister.. I kept calling my sister telling her lets go yelling repeatedly. So I approached the insane woman who was babbling to back the f**k off. I felt like I was about to hit her but she walked backwards into the store yelling for me to leave her alone.

The scene changes and I am in this room.. there is a big screen projector and there are these laser guns in front of it. A chubby white girl was had turned on the big screen where it displayed a video game. She said this was something to keep us occupied and happy since we received news of the oil spill. I start to play and it seems very fun.. but the room keeps morphing into a class room.. to the left side of me I see this opening.. clear door and this funnel.. but I bring my attention back to the screen where I am playing this video game. The chubby white girl had a baby on her hip which she put down on the floor.. the baby began to crawl towards the door and I see she has disappeared. I quickly rush over and grab the baby before she went down the funnel.. it looked like a slide but wow it was huge and dark. So I grab the baby by the ankle and pulled her back into the room. I hold the baby and go to some guy who looked like a sergeant in the army and tell him about the girl and the baby. So he yells at her telling her she needs to pay attention to the child. I lose interest in the game.

The scene switches and I am in what appears to be a room and my man is laying on the couch and this girl was sitting by his hip facing him.. I thought nothing of it until I walked by and he gestured her to move away from him. I immediately got mad and rushed out of the room..

Once again the scene changes and I am in this big theater where there is a play and performances. Ballerinas are moving across the stage and my man walks over giving me this poster. I decided to forget what had happened in the room because I figured my dream changed so there was no reason for me to bring it up. We see Marylin Manson.. a weird music entertainer. I find it awkward he is in my dream and feel that something is going to take place so I motion my man for us to leave. We end up inside a school.. a high school. And once again I feel the emotions I felt when I saw him with the girl sitting by his hip. I am angry with him and ask him why did he do that.. he asked what? I said why did you motion that girl to move are you hiding something? He tells me no he told her to move because he didn't want me to think there was something going on which wasn't and her sitting so close he felt that I would assume things. I grab his shirt and said " do you think I am stupid!! if you weren't doing anything you wouldn't have tried to be sneaky and tell her to move!".. at this point I am hysterically crying. So I run down the hall and toss this tall drinking glass onto the floor.. I don't know how it got in my hand but it was there and I threw it.
While I am in the hall I pass this device on the floor.. I look close and see two positive lines so I figured someone placed a pregnancy test in the middle of the hall.. I ignore this device and see students moving around in the hallway.
A guy walks up to me asking why am I upset so I start to tell him what had happened and that is when my man came around the corner..I look at the device and it no longer looks like a pregnancy test.. and it had symbols on it that I couldn't make out.. it looked like some electronic meter that my dad uses since he is a technician. All of a sudden I am holding a gun and place it to my head.. everyone gathers around trying to stop me and I am hysterical.. in my dream I wanted to pull the trigger because I felt so sad and felt my man was cheating on me. I saw his eyes turn sorrowful and I had the gun close to my head he grabbed my hand I pulled the trigger and felt the pain in my head...

I was woken out of my dream by my cat.. and had a dull pain to the left side of my head where I had pull the trigger to the gun when I was dreaming..

Originally Posted by PrettyEyes

Creepy crawler

6/2/10

I am laying in my living room it is dark and when I look down I am laying on someone's abdomen. It is dark but small light creeping out of my bathroom door is just giving me enough to see things a bit dim. So I am laying on someone's abs and it is not warm at all. I am a bit scared and run my fingers trying to see if it was a person or just some object that I am mistaking for a person. So I slowly look up and this head pops up I can see the smile in it's face but can't see any eyes just the dark area where it is smiling. I got scared and moved back.. and when I moved back I noticed it is quite small.. but had a big chest area. So I immediately stand on my legs and to my horror this creature crawls on it's back giving me that horrible grin .. how someone would crawl across the floor on all fours it was doing it but on it's back and wasn't using it's legs. It crawled quickly to the back room and it was extremely pale and shiny. It passes the light from the crack of the door from my bathroom and I am horrified.. out of no where I get so pissed off I start running after it stomping my feet. I don't know why but from what I understand I was very scared and it turned to anger. I hear it talking in one of the bedroom but I freaked myself out that I woke up..
I am laying in my bed with sheets pulled over my legs and this man is laying across my legs too.. he is propped up on his elbow casual.. pale and I see he has no shirt on hairy bearded man and he turns to me quickly saying " are you asleep too?" .. I woke up again and realized I finally woke up from a dream into another dream.. basically had a dream after a dream and woke up finally..
Weird ass dream scared the crap out of me..
Nothing out of the ordinary today.. told a friend about my dream who told me he had a dream about a bearded pale man years ago which he remembered because his dream felt so real..
I disregard what he said because I don't want to think about it..

Weird.