Quick Silver

Let me clarify that because I was pretty agitated this morning. Around 9:00 pm I tried the subliminal messaging lucid technique. I listened to some music with some subliminal messaging in it while reading, then went to bed. Then 2 to 3 hours later, at 12:00 am, I jolt out of whatever I was doing in my sleep. And remembering it now, it seemed that I was desperately trying to hang on to a dream. Because I remember thinking about or seeing something as it knocked me around into confusion so I couldn't tell if I was up or not, or both, or in between, or going in an out. What was even more confusing was the fact that I seemed sort of awake, but I was holding on to different versions of the dream, hopping from one to the other and grabbing focus on it. I got sort of dizzy as well which was kind of a first in a while. I can only speculate what literally and royally kicked my ass out of my head and into that tailspin. But if I were to do so, I'd say that I must have became lucid, and I became stupid again and got exited. Why I say this is because I don't get knocked out of nothing and desperately try to hang on to it. That had to be a dream. Second off, I've been in tail spins, they aren't fun like the cartoon, but I haven't had a dizzy spell like that since the last time I became lucid and got my ass kicked. it was like being in nothing, I was very comfortable, then WHAM!!! I'm going to try one more time. Something tells me that I succeded, but it was stress that did this. Because I was calm, but apparently I still had things on my mind that I let get to me... Like homework.

The Dream:
I don't know how I remember what that experience was like. But I only get kicked out of dreams. At first I thought I got kicked out prematurely before any kind of dream started. But there was and still is the thoughts in the back of my mind. I was dreaming, I don't know what it was, all I know is that I was very content, and I accepted whatever was happening. Then this tail spin hit me like a dude falling out of bed. I think I woke up in a dream, then the tailspin took full effect.