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I've been waiting and hoping for a new Ipod4g so I could do voice memos. I got it finally and I got my first dream recorded dow on it, the beauty of this is that now I can store and see my recordings.

However I nearly blew it. I had a false awakening this morning and I recorded everything in the dream. I did the same after I woke up a second time. I haven't had a false awakening in a while. And I could hear my radio in the BG in the dream which added to the realism of the dream. The only problem was I found a few things wrong; I was sleeping in a futon in the living room (we used to have one), I somehow materialized a book in front of me and was able to write everything down but the fact that I wrote it down left me in question, and the recording I did sounded differently and that woke me up. I need to do RCs when I wake up from now on, I should've been doing them from the start. And after next week I'm going to dive into WILDs again. In the meantime I have a new toy that I'm going to frack around with. I'm going to try a timmed recorder so I can literally tell my self that I am dreaming from the out side. I'm a light sleeper and I can hear things clearly in my sleep from the outside, so I should take advantage of that. 4:00 should be a good time to get started on.

I can get up to the HIs but it gets tricky after this, I start to fade into sleep and then I kind of wake up again and I'm back to the step before the HI. I've had the transition stage before, but that was before I started looking into LDs. So I should shoot for that same feeling. I'm counting myself into it, and it seems to work, but I trail off after the HI stage and become less focused. This is tricky, but at least this is progress I can actively control. I'll keep trying.

Let me clarify that because I was pretty agitated this morning. Around 9:00 pm I tried the subliminal messaging lucid technique. I listened to some music with some subliminal messaging in it while reading, then went to bed. Then 2 to 3 hours later, at 12:00 am, I jolt out of whatever I was doing in my sleep. And remembering it now, it seemed that I was desperately trying to hang on to a dream. Because I remember thinking about or seeing something as it knocked me around into confusion so I couldn't tell if I was up or not, or both, or in between, or going in an out. What was even more confusing was the fact that I seemed sort of awake, but I was holding on to different versions of the dream, hopping from one to the other and grabbing focus on it. I got sort of dizzy as well which was kind of a first in a while. I can only speculate what literally and royally kicked my ass out of my head and into that tailspin. But if I were to do so, I'd say that I must have became lucid, and I became stupid again and got exited. Why I say this is because I don't get knocked out of nothing and desperately try to hang on to it. That had to be a dream. Second off, I've been in tail spins, they aren't fun like the cartoon, but I haven't had a dizzy spell like that since the last time I became lucid and got my ass kicked. it was like being in nothing, I was very comfortable, then WHAM!!! I'm going to try one more time. Something tells me that I succeded, but it was stress that did this. Because I was calm, but apparently I still had things on my mind that I let get to me... Like homework.

The Dream:
I don't know how I remember what that experience was like. But I only get kicked out of dreams. At first I thought I got kicked out prematurely before any kind of dream started. But there was and still is the thoughts in the back of my mind. I was dreaming, I don't know what it was, all I know is that I was very content, and I accepted whatever was happening. Then this tail spin hit me like a dude falling out of bed. I think I woke up in a dream, then the tailspin took full effect.

I'm going to be busy for a while:

Short Term Goals:

Learn to control lucidity within 2 months []
Keep it []

Top priority:
Obtain Lucidity [X]
keep it []
find room []
Learn to hone in powers []
Find and confront Shadow Man and/or shadow creature []
Find gaps in small spaces in places I know that lead somewhere []
find and confront the 4 people who shot me []
Go back to nightmares I remember and kick some sorry ass []

2nd priority:
Flying:
just knowing it [X]
10% control []
50% control []
100% control []

psychic:
just knowing it [X]
10% control []
50% control []
100% control []

Super psychic explosion?

music orientated shockwaves [X]
inside the room [X]
10% control []
50% control []
100%control []
outside the room []

super jump []

use physics of super jump to run ridiculusly fast []

Kamehameha wave [/] it flopped

Learn to do what ever the frack I want []

misc powers []

3rd priority:
become lucid while listening to music []
Become lucid while listening to music so I can kick ass to my favorite music >
Go deep within my own mind and find things I never knew []
find out if my memory really is a fileing storage []
HOT SEX!! []
fiddle around with my subconcious transmitters so I can do more.
open a portal leading to other people's dreams so I can help them if they're having a nightmare then mysteriously leave lol []
more High Definition Dragon Ball Z fights []

Last thing to do:
help my story and roam []

My Second Adventure:

Dream Share []