Mah Journal

I was hanging out with DO. We were apparently doing a school course together for some reason. We kept getting these massive piles of papers that had the assignments printed out on them. Her mom kept giving them to us. I kept seeing the assignments highlighted whenever we finished them.

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I was with SA and she was apparently my girlfriend.

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I was in this weird hospital like thing. I remember seeing this tan-skinned woman with black hair that was apparently a nurse. She had the greyish turquoise uniform on.

I walked over across the massive wooden room. There were random walls, almost like to create stalls, around the room. I walked to the farthest one. There, I proceeded to somehow apparently separate myself from that dimension.

The result was very strange. There was a table near me, along with a glass and a pitcher of water. When I shifted to the other "dimension", the table was lower, and the glass disappeared. I felt around me; I could still feel the table higher than I saw it. I could essentially feel the table from the other universe, but it was invisible; it was just something blocking me in mid-air. I then took the pitcher, and felt for the glass with my hand. I found it and grabbed it, and poured water into it. Next thing I knew I had a cylinder of water just floating in my hand, as if the glass was there but totally invisible.

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I was at some random street downtown in the middle of the day. There was a road that like like 5 lanes across and went in a circle around this statue. A bunch of roads branched off from it. I ran across the street because apparently I had to meet KE at BL. St. and some other street.

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I was at what was apparently school, however the place kind of resembled TR a bit. The property was massive; it was more like a camp than being at school. There was the building, and all around were people (essentially at a camp of some sort) and large lakes and green pastures and sandy beaches.

At some point I was playing some sort of game or something, and I had to get into the school. I had found this secret passageway that was a random hole in the grass but led through the roof of the school (because apparently part of it was underground, I guess).

As I discovered this passageway, I used it multiple times for my adventures around that island.

At some point there was this older bald male guy that kept following me around and staring at me. I think he had blue eyes, and he was pale skinned and fit. He worse some sort of dark green trench coat and hiking boots. He looked like some dude from an action movie who was ready to whip out a gun or something if some monsters came around.

He kept following me and attempting to flirt with me, and it was weirding me out. Somehow I ended up on this couch sitting beside TE and KY. KY was on my left, and I started flirting with him. Next thing I knew our legs were touching and he was holding my hand. He commented on something, and I decided I didn't want him anymore. Then I noticed that TE was on my left. I noticed that her eyes were a strange dark purple. She looked me flirtatiously in the eye. Next thing I knew I was making out with her. Something about it had to do with an art trade but I can't remember.

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I was in math class with Mr. CO in this random concrete room on top of a building downtown. It was a hot summer day, and everyone just wanted to chill. He wanted us to watch a movie about cars or something, but a bunch of us agreed we'd rather go outside. He wouldn't agree to going outside. Then I noticed when I looked outside that there were people playing soccer on stilts. "Look," I cried, "what the hell are they doing?!" Next thing I knew the rest of the class was looking out the nonexistent windows, as our classroom randomly didn't have a wall. Then it ended.

I was with KE. We were at ZE. We were trying to buy chips and cream soda, but we couldn't for some reason.

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I was at some winter camp thing, apparently with my class. I had brought a viola with me. There were tons of other people there; it was literally crowded. At one point I was worried about the viola being left in the middle of the winter outside, so I asked someone about it. They brought me to an area where they were being stored. I switched it out for a school viola so I could keep that one safe

I was near QW. I was trying to get home via the streetcars and busses that ran along down there, but I couldn't figure out which ones to take. They always said they were going to a destination, but it always ended up being in the wrong direction or something.

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I was apparently at my house, though it was totally different. It was much more spacious, and all the walls were a deep purply-blue. SL was there. She had wanted me to show her this dance that I had a long time ago to the CA song. I laughed, wondering why she would care to see that, but decided I would try to remember the dance.

I searched for the music, but couldn't find it. When I used Youtube it would just randomly change to other songs. My itunes library somehow didn't have the song, and nor did the CD I had used for the CD player or my mp3. I sighed and told her that I gave up on finding the song.

I did, however, show her a random makeshift flamenco dancer costume. Lying on the floor was a red corset with black lace trim (not part of a dancer's costume, I know, but it was there >.> ), a red and black flamenco skirt, flamenco heels, and fishnet stockings. I showed them to her and told her that I had made the corset. Then it ended.

I was at my place, with KE. Apparently I was supposed to have a lot of my friends over, but only she had come so far. She wanted to use the computer. I was surprised she still didn't know how to turn it on; I turned on the computer, monitor, and speaker for her and walked off to my room.

Suddenly I looked into my moms room, and KE was there. The room was totally different. The walls were yellow, the trim pristine white, and there was a strong daytime atmosphere inside.

Then I looked at my phone. I kept getting these weird texts. They all had to do with smoking. For some reason the font was always in blue. I got three separate texts; they were all inviting me to smoke with someone or something.

I told KE, and somehow this made us embark on a random journey. Next thing I knew I was entering this coliseum-like building. There were these security guards we had to bypass without being seen, and we had to get to the other side of this big outdoor clearing.

Suddenly we were on a playground that resembled the one at RA Park. There were the swinging monkey bars and the rest of the other types of monkey bars. I was playing grounders with some random people, and I climbed up to the top so they couldn't reach me.

Then I was randomly in some street that was flooded with water. It seemed like an old town; everything was a little wooden shack. This town was strange; the people were very strange. At one point I was swimming around, and there was this older japanese geisha woman walking around. She kept saying about how she was a healer woman and owned a healing store. She said something about she always knew who swam in the street waters without a tampon because she always put the name of the person in very small writing on the tampon. Then it occurred to me that I had my period, and that this woman might be mad since I wasn't wearing a tampon.

I went up to her and asked if I could have one. She led me inside her medicine shop. An old lady with greying hair sat quietly at a table sipping some tea. I think there was a man too. The geisha, who I now noticed was wearing a pink kimono, handed me a bag of tampons. I thought my name would be written on one because of her earlier threat, but to my surprise it wasn't. I grabbed one and went to the bathroom, and then woke up.

I was on a bus. I think I was with someone else, maybe Mrs. M? We were trying to get to this theme park, but we couldn't figure out which bus was the right one. After we had hopped on the AN bus, we decided to get off at JA St.

Don't really remember what happened after that, but we ended up at the theme park, which happened to be a massive water park. I remember everything being painted blue.

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I was helping out at some ranch. MA was there, and she was instructing me. First we had to carry piles of hay to the barn. We were carrying them down a path off of KE St. and into HP.

When we got to the barn, we went inside and put them down. We had to divide each bale in half. I ripped mine apart messily, but MA had a nice clean cut one. She looked at mine and then decided she should show me how she did it. The bales were wrapped odd so that they had ropes going down the middle of each face. She took it and cut it with the rope (but the rope was more like a piece of long grass) and it made a perfect clean cut.

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I was in some random log cabin. There was a nice fireplace, and all the furniture was wood. I was dressed up like I was going to a funeral; I had a long black dress on, black gloves, and a black hat. I was picking out scraps of material from somewhere. Next thing I knew I had a rainbow of scraps the were stuck to my hat, almost like a veil. For some reason I was cutting them down the middle with scissors.

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I was outside of my apartment complex. Apparently new tenants had moved in. There was a fairly scruffy looking man who was lean, middle aged, and with greying hair, and a guy around my age with brown hair.

I went inside, and me and the guy were in the stairwell. I think we had conversed or something; I had evidently done something to impress him. Next thing I knew I was making out with him. At first it seemed kind of wrong for some reason, but I settled into it.

Then we went upstairs to their apartment. The older man was inviting me to sleep over. Apparently he wanted to talk about philosophy or something. As I looked around, I realized the room had white walls, navy blue carpet, and was littered with random beds and sleeping bags. There was a brown sleeping bag lain out for me. I looked at the guy, but he showed no emotion. I didn't think it was the best idea, so I backed out of it. Then it ended.

I was on the bus, playing music for some reason. We were driving towards my home on BE Rd. That's all I remember.

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I was playing, or sort of inside, some video game. It was WC3 based. Ultimately, the goal was to kill the other side or something. I had been training a shitload of these wolves. Each wolf could have some sort of healing or other aura. I trained masses of them. At one point I teleported into the enemy base, but my wolves all died, and I was back to spawning a new mass of them.

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I was at the ranch. It was odd; I was so welcome there, I was confused. They acted like it was normal for me to randomly be there after not being there for so long. MA was talking to me and was talking about going on the weekends again, but I told her I didn't have enough time, and that the summer was the only time that would really allow that.

I think I was supposed to go out and catch up with a trail at this point. I was running to get my helmet. The helmet seemed broken and dented, but when I pushed the inside to make it go back to its round shape, it all seemed to snap into place, and there was simply some little bits of support plastic hanging out of it.

I ran to the corral. I was looking for a horse to mount when I saw a group coming back from a trail. They were not in a line but rather in a cluster. I think KA was leading them. I then noticed that some of the people had mechanical "horses". There was one that stuck out in particular; it was horse-shaped, but it was like a bicycle, and it was moved by pedalling these knobs with your arms. They extended from the shoulders of the "horse". It was like some art workout machine you could use to travel.

There were also some other mechanical "horses". After I had helped the group dismount, a new random pack of people appeared. MA wanted me to go on this robot carriage thing. I was disappointed as I had wanted to actually ride, but I knew I didn't have much of a choice. I quickly jumped on, and that was the end.

I was apparently going to my sister's party. Me and my mother met up with her in a random mall. It had a bright atmosphere, and the walls and floors had sandy colored tiles. The ceiling was fairly low; it was actually kind of like a fancy subway station.

We went to the bathroom to prepare. I had been wearing the weirdest shit ever. I had on some France dress - it was close cut, knee length. The top was some sort of like shirt with France and other touristy shit on it. The skirt, which started high in the waist (exactly the type of dress I hate), was a deep blue and covered with sparkled and sequins (exactly the opposite of what I would wear). I remember standing on the toilet to see myself in the high mirror. I think I was also wearing some metallic purple skirt over and also a blue sequin jacket, but I took them off (though, in all their atrocity, they would have probably been better than my France dress >.> ).

We ended up going to some random dress and lingerie store in this mall. I went in and was trying on a bunch of random clothes. I remember taking off the blue sequin jacket. This creepy employee, some blonde guy in maybe his 20s or 30s, kept staring at me when I changed (which, of course, I decided to do in the middle of the store -.- ). I kept trying to cover up but it wasn't working.

While I was changing they kept stealing my clothes. In the end I was desperately trying to find some clothes to buy so I had something to wear. I saw some dress that was like $50, but it was still too expensive, and was pretty ugly. Then I asked a clerk, and she gave me a leather corset with a blue skirt. It was beautiful, but it was $197 when I looked at the price tag. I definitely didn't have that kind of money.

I ended up in another store. This one was completely a lingerie store. There were dozens of latex corsets in every pastel color imaginable hanging around. My mom was saying that if I ever wanted one, this would be the place to come. However, being in pastel colors, I thought they were all ugly.

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I was at my old school. There was apparently a wedding going on, so we couldn't go to the North entrance. Me and AD had wanted to go through. For some reason our bags were at the East entrance. As we went towards the office, we saw the couple in the school getting married. The group of people was slowly moving outside to the North entrance. Me and AD went out the West side, and detoured around to get our bags. We then walked along. We were talking about my friend AR and how fucked up things were for her. I was also explaining something about sex and drugs.

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I was again at another mall. This time I was just with my mother. It seemed kind of like the glass mall downtown. We were in a dress and textile shop. I tried on a green sari. It looked nice, but I didn't want it because it was kind of weird for me to dress in Indian clothes when I wasn't Indian.

Then I was randomly sitting on a chair, and I was soaking wet. I stripped a bunch of my clothes in hopes that they could dry. I think I was wearing my purple tank top. I laid my socks and shorts and other articles on a table and just sat there and went to sleep. I think my mother wanted to leave now, but the dream ended before anything was done.

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I was wearing a bunch of lingerie, I think knee-high panty hose and a red corset. Also had a skirt or something on with garters. Was on the stairs of some random house.

There was some fragment. I was playing an instrument. I really liked what I was playing. It somehow clued into me that I should take note of what I was playing. I looked at the strings... I was playing G, F, E in a certain rhythm. I thought about it, "minor seventh, minor second..." (unfortunately when I woke up and tried this it didn't sound as I'd hoped >.<).

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I was at school, walking around the halls for some reason. I think I was passing by the gym when this guy that I didn't know (but was apparently in my grade) joined me. He was about my height, kind of chubby and had brown hair and eyes.

Apparently he had asked me out or something. I accepted and held hands with him, but was also kind of confused as to why I was dating someone I didn't even know the name of. I walked with him and several people saw us and were curious about it.

I remember then I was at the bathroom door, but apparently now it was a changeroom. LI was there looking for something or someone inside.

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I was at a random mall. It was absolutely huge; there was a giant open clearing where me and I think my family were standing. To my left there were giant escalators that led to a second floor. The whole mall was dimly lit, had sort of a candle-lit atmosphere. The walls and floors and ceiling were all a sort of sand-colored tile. The second floor had railings that seemed to be glass with gold metal encasing them.

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I was with my family again, on some street. There was a pathway to a parking lot underground. Somehow I knew it was in TO. It was apparently at UN St. We decided to go in for some reason.

At the bottom, my mom let my sister drive it or something. The parking lot was kind of like a cave, with a blueish lighting and eerie atmosphere. My sister drove the car through the parking lot and into an empty space. Then it ended.

I was in the music room playing an instrument, sight reading some music. I think Mrs. B. was there.

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I was at my old school, in Mrs. G's classroom. I was doing some project or something. I showed it to Mrs. G. who showed it to Mr. B. Mr. B. was really impressed for some reason. Then I saw some paper that was apparently from him and talking about how impressed he was with all my accomplishments. There were references to other art/music things from the past.

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I was at my old school still, but with random people who were apparently my friends. We were outside. They had to go somewhere so we randomly got on the bus that led East. They got off at the next stop. I had nothing else to do so I got off too, but I was wondering why they even bothered taking the bus.

I decided that I should go West instead for some reason. I briefly remember being in some weird old abandoned house, on top of something (resembled occurrence in another dream... how peculiar). But then I was quickly back at the bus stop.

Now I was on AN. St. going West, but I was with DO and some random people who were apparently her friends. They were all boys as far as I could tell, and much younger, maybe like 10 years old. We were running and randomly hopping over fences. We apparently were going to a candy store near JA St. and AN. St.

We reached the candy store. I think it was nighttime now. We went inside. Inside it was a dark atmosphere, almost futuristic; everything was black or dark blue.

This one little kid, maybe around 10, with brown hair and braces proudly pulled out a 50 dollar bill. He then started grabbing all the candy in sight. I was excited at this - someone was going to buy 50 bucks worth of candy for me!

All I grabbed was a tub of PC cookie ice cream (does it even exist? O.o). I opened the tub and just started eating it without even wondering whether or not I had payed for it.

I saw the kid grab all the chocolate bars he could off of the shelf.

Then I felt my phone vibrate. I picked it up. It was my mother calling. She was frantic, telling me there was something important to tell me. The atmosphere was loud, so I decided to go outside. The kids were following me, and I was trying my best to explain to them that I had to get to a quiet place so I could understand what my mother was trying to tell me.

I ran away two blocks, right to the gates of JA St. and AN. St. I said "Ok... it's quiet now... what'd you want to say?"

She started mumbling about something, saying something about loonies and toonies. Then she paused. I prompted her and tried to get her to hurry since I was out of sight of the group now and wanted to go back and eat more candy. But she wouldn't spit it out.

Frustrated, I yelled,

"HURRY UP I'M KIND OF IN THE FUCKING MIDDLE OF SOMETHING HERE!"

I then realized that I had just cussed at my mom and that she'd probably be pissed, but yet she wasn't even mad. She just said okay and then I hung up. I was confused as to how she had been so frantic and yet told me nothing useful, and willingly let me cuss at her and hang up.

I ran back now, but I was confused. There was no group. No candy store. It wasn't even AN St. anymore. Hell, I was walking down some random forest path. The vegetation was all a very dark green, and the sky was shades of pink and purple and orange. Suddenly I reached a train track. I wanted to cross it, but the lights were flashing, so I was worried a train would come. I stopped and waited for it to come.

Then DO was walking down the track. She saw me and walked toward me, grinning. She was wearing a purple v-neck t shirt and pink sweat pant capris, and I think light blue crocs. I exchanged words with her, one of them being asking if she still had candy. She laughed and gave me a small piece, and finished some on her own, but apparently that was all that had been left. I still wondered how they could have possibly finished 50 dollars worth of candy without feeling extremely sick.

The dream ended there.

Apparently me and my mother had moved. I was in my new apartment or house, in my room. I kept having to change where my room was. I remember in the last room, which I believe was a light purple, I was looking at the wall beside my bed. It had been completely broken. I then remembered that my previous rooms all had problems where the room would break near my bed. I also remember at some point other people were there, all dressed in grey or black suits.

Then I was in some sort of tea party. I was sitting at a small round table, eating random food and sipping tea. I think I was in a fluffy pink dress (and possibly was blonde O.o). There were a few random gentlemen in grey or black suits dining with me. They were just talking the whole time. At some point they were talking about acid. Don't remember much else.

I was with KE and KR at a store. We were trying to find drinks. I remember being in a big grocery store and then a mall. Can't remember much else.

Eventually we ended up in a random room, seemingly a hotel room. MA was there and we were having a party I guess. There were drinks. I wanted to shower for some reason.

I stepped into the shower, but it was apparently a "one-way" shower because the drain was clogged. There was a pile of cardboard and algae and other various garbage just there, blocking the drain on the floor. I watched as dirty water just pooled around it.

It eventually somehow got unclogged and I got to take my shower. Then it ended.

Had some fragment about me trying to find a pill that would change my hair color. I remember seeing a light blue pill with tints of pastel pink. I imagined someone taking it and seeing their hair end up light blue with pink highlights.

I was in some large field. It was some sort of trail. The field was absolutely huge because it would eventually change to different types of landscapes.

I had somehow gotten ahold of a horse and was mounted on it. It was a big black horse. I squeezed with my heels and urged it into a canter, and I was off.

We ran through the trail. It eventually became a forest, then a desert, and back to a grassy field with some buildings. The dream ended somewhere there.

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I was at school. It was my old school. I had some old class for some reason. When I had gotten out of that I went to Mrs. G's class to collect all my stuff. Apparently someone had won a TV. A MASSIVE samsung tv was just sitting in the hallway. When I say massive I mean massive; it was almost as wide as the hallway. It was taller than us.

I went inside the classroom, which was remarkably different. It resembled some sort of living room (sort of like my sister's living room I guess). The walls were painted concrete, all white, as was the ceiling. It was a very tall and narrow place. I think there was a black leather couch with a mauve blanket on it. JO and some others were sitting there watching a movie.

I apparently had to go somewhere, so I just went in and grabbed my stuff. They asked me which movie I would prefer to watch but I told them that I had to leave anyways. They ended up picking some Harry Potter movie; I remember the familiar theme song playing.

With my stuff, I picked up a can of grape fanta and my red water bottle. I refilled my water bottle with the water fountain and gulped down the fanta. It tasted odd; wasn't very flavorful. I randomly decided to look at the nutritional chart and noticed it had 330 calories. "More than a usual can of pop," I thought.

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I was at some random convenience store. As usual, the staff (presumably the owners) were asian, probably korean or vietnamese. I was there with AM, KR, and KE.

AM was trying to steal some breath mints or something. KE had bought a pack, but there was also a tub of them. She ended up getting caught. I panicked, thinking she was going to go to jail or something, but the old asian woman just yelled at her and nothing else happened.

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At first I was at church. For some reason I was sitting beside AD. We were near the front row. We were holding hands or something. I remember him rubbing my hand or holding me or something.

We eventually got out of the church. We were going home. We went to some random place that had multiple busses stopping in it. I had no idea which bus to take, but I remember seeing one that went to YD stn and WE stn.

Suddenly I was now at a different stop, but I was with AD, TE, CH, and CLB now. We boarded the bus which took us to what was apparently a station.

The station was really random. There was a platform, and then stairs everywhere that led below the platform. The platform was above a massive dug out area, filled with random rocks, sand, and some sort of water source.

I was only with CH now. Apparently the stairs led to some playground that led to SS. We both decided it would be quicker since there was a massive lineup now. I followed her down the stairs.

As I was going down I spotted my mother on the other side with BI. She had her guitar. She jumped onto one of the rocks and started playing. Then she somehow fell down the rocks, across the sand, and into one of the pools of water. I was really worried. I called out to her and said, "Don't do that! I still need you!"

We traversed the massive jungle gym. It felt like being in a video game; there were so many random obstacles. Eventually we got to the end.

Near the end I saw Mrs. W. and some other student with her. We talked for a bit. She was saying something about someone being a virgin and how she couldn't blame her for wanting to be one. Then the dream ended.

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Had a FA where I was writing down that last dream on my phone, but I kept misspelling words. I got the hint that it was a FA but the dream felt too unstable for me to do anything else.

I was apparently at my grandmother's house, though the place I was in no where near resembled it. It didn't occur to me that it was odd that my grandmother was somehow alive. It was apparently my birthday or something. My grandmother and someone else (I think my sister?) decided to give me a birthday present. They presented an absolutely massive picture of sorts. It was a picture of a cartoonish cat, but it was made of some sort of wood block things on a piece of woven plants (woven papyrus I guess?). Suddenly then I was in my room. I wanted to put it up on my wall, but then I remembered that I had planned to put my other art projects there. Then it ended.

I was at WL with some people. We were playing tag for some reason and I was searching for a place to hide. I found this candy shop. It was kind of like in a video game, where if you're not allowed to go into a certain place, it's like there's an invisible box around it that you can't go through. It was like that for me. I decided then that there was a piece of wood as the barrier in the doorway. I grabbed it and bent it so that I could go through. Then I was in the candy shop.

The candy was stored very high along the walls. I somehow climbed up, both to hide but also to grab some candy. Then MA was there, apparently "it", and trying to tag me. I kept climbing up and up and meanwhile stuffing candy into my bag for later.

I think eventually MA started climbing too, and I couldn't climb away fast enough. I think she ended up tagging me.

Then I was suddenly on some ride, or getting ready to go on one. There was a complicated pathway involving many stairs and sitting on an actual rollercoaster to get to it.

After that I was at a bus stop, but it was the one outside my old school on AN Street. I was trying to call AR because apparently she was still in WL and had my bag. The bag had all the candy I had taken and I was worried that someone was going to find out and I would be in trouble. I kept trying to call her on my old cellphone. I then tried texting her, but my screen kept cutting off words and was not showing anything properly. Then I woke up.