Mah Journal

I was at first on a bus. It was some bus that was supposed to take me to school I guess. It was one of those orange school busses. It was driving around in my old neighbourhood in the back streets, and the school (which was apparently my current school) was where JN station is. I remember seeing Mrs. B. on the bus.

We arrived at my "school", which was just some really random building. It was sort of modern-styled but also sort of childish; the rooms were all shades of blue with bright red trims.

I remember sitting in a room with some friends. AL was across from me along with another girl that was her friend and a blonde boy. She was talking about the boy and saying he looked like someone. I then told her it was like a mix of PA and two other guys I forget. She started squealing and saying that it would be so hot. I just laughed and went along with it, but I didn't agree at all.

There was something to do with Crunch chocolate bars. I had like 6 of them in my bag for some reason. I took one out and it magically became a Crunchie bar. I was a little disappointed at first but it tasted good so I kept on eating it.

I was on some stage. There was some sort of recital going on. A violin player started playing Summertime. I was singing the words quietly to myself. Then, I looked up, and there was this random Asian guy staring at me. For some reason this encouraged me to sing, and I sang the rest of the first verse loud enough that everyone could hear.

Once I had done the first verse, I think the music stopped. I briefly remember running away somewhere behind stage. I think AR was there. We were running around backstage together.

Then I somehow ended up back outside the stage, but rather down one of the little hallways in between. Now it seemed to me as if the place were a church. EL and another guy were there. I randomly started singing the second verse of Summertime. EL and the other guy just looked at me funny, and when I had finished, laughed to themselves. I knew it had sounded bad, and I ran away, totally embarrassed. I wished so badly that I hadn't done that. Then the dream ended.

Apparently my family had moved. We had moved to some somewhat shabby building that was apparently on EG, which was a slightly sketchy area. I was not pleased at all. The area was dull and there was a main road, practically almost a highway, right outside of it. I felt really unsafe there. At one point I had wanted to take a bike ride somewhere for some reason, but seeing all the shady looking kids scared me.

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I was at school. We were apparently having a Valentine's day dance right in the school. I was walking back and forth the halls, not sure what I was doing there since I didn't ever go to the gym for the dance. There was a random snack table in the front and I kept grabbing these oreo knockoff cookies. They were really good. At one point I started flying despite not being lucid; it was sort of like I was sitting on air but treading water with my hands. As I passed down the hall Mr. P. saw me and commented on my funny way of flying.

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I was with my sister. She was driving me somewhere in this weird little white car. We squeezed in and she put on the radio. I didn't like the music so I searched for DM on her radio thing, but it wasn't there to my disappointment.

I was in a dream at some random place. Can't remember much but it seemed pretty boring, I think I was at an office building or something.

Somehow it clued in that I was dreaming, and then I was lucid. I was trying to get into another dream inside the dream for some reason, but it wasn't working very well. I tried to will my way into it, and it started to work. But my world was a bunch of blocks, just like in MC. I wanted it to change so that it was normal, and that seemed to throw the dream off.

For a while I struggled with getting into a place that I wanted to be in. I tried flying, rubbing my hands, spinning around, a variety of things, and kept flipping between this dream inside a dream and the outer dream which tended to be a FA of me in my bed. I kept believing that the FA was not a dream, so I kept trying to get into the inner dream. Then it ended.

I was having a violin lesson. I was with my teacher and my mother. We walked into my teacher's house and looked around; just about all the empty space was covered in giant racks of food. There was absolutely every type of junk food you could name; one rack had giant jugs of juice and pop, with every color and flavor possible. The other rack had the most cookies and chips I'd ever seen on one shelf before.

I was waiting for my turn since the people before me were still there. There was a big green leather couch, so I jumped on it and lay down. Then I fell asleep... into another dream... and I was lucid. I stood up in the same place, but this time I thought I was sleeping at my violin teacher's house. I pinched m y nose to check and then turned back to all the food.

I took a lot of chips and whatnot, and then started to do other things. There was some goal I had at first, but I quickly forgot. I ended up going through her wall onto her balcony. Her balcony had no barriers, it was just a slab of concrete stuck to the side of her building. I sat down cross-legged, and wondered if I could will myself downward. I did, and it worked; the concrete slab slowly started descending. But then I quickly changed my mind, and willed back up again. At first it wouldn't respond, but this it slowed down and started going up again.

I stared up into the dark night sky now. I wanted to go to outer space and see what was there. I willed the block to move faster, and I felt myself elevating high into the sky at a faster rate.

I reached the sky, saw some colors, and then the dream shot me back into my first dream. I was now in some hallway, running back to the teacher's apartment. I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming, even though I pinched my nose and could breathe through it. I ran through her small hallway with a bowl of ice cream. Seeing some other random guy's bowl of ice cream, I thought I might still be dreaming, so I grabbed a spoonful of chocolate sauce off the top of his ice cream. I then jumped onto the same couch and just started eating ice cream, nervous that my teacher might notice I was gone.

I was no longer lucid, but just enjoying my ice cream. My teacher questioned where I had been, but was quick to forget about it. Next thing I knew I was turned around, looking at the rack as my teacher pulled out a massive bag of oreos. I was excited now, though I had guilt that I was eating way too much junk. Then the dream ended.

At first I had a FA. I was in my bed, but KR and CH were there. We seemed to be having a sleepover or something. My phone was on my nighttable, and it started vibrating. It was CH. I wanted to text something back, but I kept pressing the wrong buttons.

I decided to just go back to sleep. And as I did, I woke up in another dream, but I was lucid.

I think I started in some building. I remember escaping the room by going through the window. When I did so I felt a sort of plugging in my ears like a lot of people describe. As I exited I looked around; the neighborhood was indeed my neighborhood, but to the west it was more like the countryside, with a side and lots of spare land.

I did something I had always wanted to do. It was currently daytime, bright and sunny. I waved my hand in front of my in a quick motion, and willed the sky to be a purply-pink color. I watched as it gradually changed; I could see the faint outline of the moon among a sea of dark blue-purple, and I willed to to be brighter, and it then shone through so that I could even see the details on it. The sky was now a dark purple at the top, which gradually changed the pink as it reached down to meet the horizon, and then as it touched it turned a pink-ish brown. Next I colored the grass pink. A throw of my hand, and the pigment travelled like it was a colony of bugs, like some sort of disease. It was fascinating to watch.

Then I saw CH. I guess I started to lose control a bit here, because I kept telling her that she might be lucid too and that she MUST tell me if she has a LD when she wakes. What if we had just shared a dream? Realizing it was a dream, she started freaking out; she hated being in dreams, I guess. I grabbed her hand and jumped up towards the sky; I wanted her to fly and see the glory of LDs. She tried to pull me down, but up she went with me.

At this point I started blinking in the dream, and I woke up into my FA again (dream within a dream anybody? ). I thought that if I had just fallen asleep to LD, I could surely do it again. I was quick to resume sleeping in my dream and go into another LD.

I was still with CH now, but we were in a different place; it resembled the street I lived on, but it was absolutely shrouded by flora; it seemed almost like a rainforest. There was practically a tent of trees and leaves over the street. It was slightly dark because there was so little space for the light to get through. I didn't last too long here, but I tried flying with CH, but then I woke up into my FA again.

Back into my FA, I was no longer lucid. I was alone now, but I kept going on my phone and trying to text CH to see if she had had a LD. But I couldn't seem to navigate around the phone, and when I finally got to the text message option it told me I had received a message from her, sending me back to the start. Frustrated, I found it quickly again and tried to type out my question before there was another interruption, but I was having trouble typing too.

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I was at my home, but it was way bigger in my living room. But apparently it was JI's home, when it wasn't. She was supposed to give me a lesson for some reason.

That guy that has a lesson after me was there playing a french horn. He was playing part of ECR I'm pretty sure, and I was about to ask him if that was it, but then I saw the music and it had a totally different title. I sat down with my instrument and then he blurted, "so, it's AL, the new violin player!" I laughed and said, "Damn right!" but I was confused as to how he knew my name or even what I did. I shrugged and guessed JI must have told him.

Can't remember much but it had to do something with JO and KA.

I was with KA. We were in this giant house. For some reason we had a babysitter, and we were trying to escape from the house. I remember walking into an ornate living room and seeing a random woman sleeping in a rocking chair. We started climbing onto the top of a wall; the roof seemed to just not be there. We walked around on the tops of the walls and escaped the house.

At some point we were at a mall that resembled DM. We were in the bathroom, which was absolutely huge, but I can't remember why. The whole room was white tiles with yellow and blue trim.

I was at my old school, and apparently is was the last day. There was some WC3 creeping in there, and I was with some others, but in the game, and we were gathering some units to go and raid the upstairs classroom.

The view turned to normal, and me and a horde of classmates went upstairs. We entered the class, which seemed to be Mr. SP's class. I walked into the room. To begin our raid, we were going to go through all the people's bags. But for some reason, only one other person entered the room with me. We crept over to a bag for each of us, and started unzipping the pockets. I was wondering how this was going to go over; without the mass of students, there was no hiding. Surely I shouldn't be going through people's bags? The people that were already in the room just silently stared at me, and I self consciously and slowly unzipped the bag.

AM was there, and the bag appeared to be hers. In it was a massive box of those Welsh's Fruitsations gummies. I opened it and inside was a massive brown paper bag of gummies, but they were not fruitsation gummies, rather just random sour ones. I munched on a watermelon one.

Then as I looked around, a bunch of my classmates were sitting on the floor and just hanging about. I saw JO in one corner. MA was in another corner, and I think I said something to him and sat close to him. I then checked my phone for texts, and then saw KR and DO and KE at the other side of the room. I ran over to them and sat with them.

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I was at the back of some house, looked kind of like KE's house, but with a large backyard. It was winter and nighttime, and I was decked out in winter coats and whatnot. I think they were bright red. The backyard had somehow turned into a skating rink, and MA and some others were playing hockey. MA kept looking at me it seemed.

Eventually, MA seemed to have transformed into some other random guy. He was a young adult it seemed, had brown hair and brown eyes. I was on top of a deck that was attached to the house of which the backyard belonged; the deck was wood. It seemed that it was maybe dawn now for there was slight light and the sky was a dim light blue now. It was snowing too. The guy was talking to me. He was telling me some story about how they had been skiing or something once and how he had to catch up. Below the deck there were 3 horses; one was a young black colt, one chestnut (though slightly more deeper and duller brown than a usual chestnut), and another I can't remember clearly. I joked that he should have just hopped onto the horse and ridden to them. He laughed and told me that he would have, but apparently the horse was lame. I started telling him something about the ranch, but he seemed uninterested.

At some point in the dream he was showing off how he could make my bladder jump out of my body. And he did. Next thing I knew I felt this hollowness in my lower stomach, and it was like I was throwing up something... and there lay a pink bladder on the floor. Just dandy.

This led me to eventually skiing across the icy streets with a pair of skis, but it was physically more like rollerblading since I could get over hills and whatnot. But, having my poor sense of balance, I fell many a time.

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I was at school again, but it seemed to still be my old school. RA was with 3 other teachers in Mrs. MA's room. Apparently they were teaching her how to sing or something. She was trying to sing, and they were telling her that she needed to use more power behind her voice. I randomly started singing Gloomy Sunday. The teachers told her that she had to sing more like me with the power in my voice.

This somehow brought me to a grad trip with KA. We were getting on a school bus and we were wearing our grad dresses again. I was constantly singing Gloomy Sunday. KA scolded me and told me to stop since it was getting annoying.

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I was at the field across from my house it seemed, except that the field was much bigger. It was also full of large tall stalks, as if it was growing with barley. It seemed to be summer, maybe the evening, as a light golden glow was spilt across the field. There was a man and his son there. They had about 8-10 dogs with them. They were saying something about being careful with the dogs.

The next thing I knew I had somehow stolen the dogs. I went to my house, which was much like a house from TS2. I hastily built some parts of the house so that I could secure it. I had locked the dogs in a room. I locked the door by pulling some weird mechanism. I then locked myself in another room with an easel and some other stuff and started painting. Meanwhile, I could hear the man shouting at me to let his dogs free.

After a while I decided for some reason that I should let them go. I went out and opened the door with the dogs in it. For some reason I thought he wouldn't do anything, but he ended up letting his dogs ravage the house.

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I was in science class. The desks were put into pairs and threes for some reason. I apparently now sat in the middle with KA on my left and DA on my right. I asked her about the new science project and who was in her group. She said sullenly that she had PE and KO. I decided that they must've not picked the groups themselves then, and I felt bad for her. I told her that my group was RA and KA.

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I was in an apartment building. My mother was sorting mail. The walls and hallways were all a brown-beige color. My mother asked me and someone else to help her sort the mail, but we couldn't do it properly for some reason.

I ended up in the room adjacent to that one. V and AN were there. I had on a sweater, but it zipped in a way at the hood so that you could zip in other layers in between. Apparently I had stolen WI's coat again and was making him look for it. I unzipped it and took a layer out for some reason. V and AN saw and laughed, and I told them not to tell WI.

At this point some sort of WC3 and WoW and D2 influence came in, and I was in the DoE with AN it seemed. There were some items on the floor, like in WC3, and I tried to get a bunch of them. At the same time, it was they same behind the character view of WoW. AN was trying to bother me, and the last thing I remember was kicking him in the chest to give him a piece of my mind.

I was at a random school, apparently my school, but it was much bigger in every aspect; even the ceiling was massively taller. I wanted to go to the gym for some reason. I wanted to check something in the changeroom without looking conspicuous because there was apparently security cameras. I quickly went in and looked around, then pretended to try to find someone. I quickly left again.

Somehow I got into the gym. But it was one of those gyms that had a divider that divided it into multiple smaller gyms. I went to one of them and saw a massive group of people there; apparently a summer camp had been visiting my school's swimming pool (even though my school doesn't have one IRL). I saw a bunch of people seated on the gym floor too. They were wearing grey shirts that reminded me of my old summer camp's uniforms. There I saw JU among some other random people.

I went up to him, but there was a kid beside him that looked just like him but when he was younger. I kept waving at that kid, but when I approached I realized that the real JU was the older looking one. We all laughed at the misconception. Then JU started telling me that apparently some guy named Nick Nickyson at my school liked me (I was confused at this point because there are several Nicks at my school IRL, and some of their last names were similar, but not the same). JU described him as having black hair and dark eyes (this confused me even more because I kept trying to relate to a IRL Nick, but none of them matched). He then told me that when I was at BR, he was the one who payed for my ice cream. I then saw myself in a sort of flashback thing where I was eating ice cream with a chocolate covered and sprinkled cone at BR with some friends. I nodded at JU and told him that it must have been why Nick was pissed off, though I still had no clue who it really was or when I had even last conversed with him. I have something written down about swimsuits too, but I can't remember.

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I was with my mother in a NF parking lot. It was nighttime. Apparently she had stolen a bunch of groceries, and I was confused as to why. I hugged her and asked quietly, "Are we really that short on money?" She started crying and said yes. I started telling her that we could cut down on some things, but it ended quickly.

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I was with my mother again. It was daytime, but a gloomy grey day with moderate temperature and slight wind. We were outside by a park, and on a bench were all these kittens lined up on it. For some reason we were supposed to pick a kitten to take home with us, and each kitten had its own "bonus" that came with it in a package. We were trying to pick one. They all had full fluffy coats except for this one terrified looking tabby on the left. The majority of the kittens had tinges of really bright red in their coats. We ended up picking one in the middle that was labelled "Red Calico". It was indeed a calico, but it had really strong red spots in the middle of its patches. We picked it up and left.

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I was at what was apparently my old school again. We were playing some sort of game. It was daytime and sunny, and we seemed to be near RA field. There was a huge fenced area, and within it was a lush grassy field that went downhill. The game consisted of something about picking dandelions. I hopped over the low part of the fence near the highest part of the hill. I went in, got some dandelions, and jumped back over again.

I jumped back in again, but it eventually lead to some sort of underground tunnel thing. This led up to a series of random events that I can't remember in order.

One of the events was that there was some random show at my school. It was supposedly to showcase every class. The show took place within a very large tower. I remember watching it and seeing some floats come out of it, the floats showing off some schoolwork. It had something to do with a book that the Gr. 4s had read or something. At some point I remember seeing Mrs. CH there, and I offered to play a piece for the show, and she agreed.

At one point I was at some random grassy field. I went into this large dirt ditch that had some sort of roof over it. The ditch was filled with bright orange lava that was spilling out of a drainage tube. This ditch apparently led to that same network of tunnels in the field and to the show's tower.

I was eventually teleported into the top of the tower. It resembled the hallways of my old school. I went to the top of the tower and there was a bunch of people from my old school. Apparently there was some sort of homecoming celebration, and all the girls were fretting about what they were going to wear. I asked my mother at one point if it was appropriate to just wear my grad dress, but she said no.

I went down the stairs again. The castle was made of grey-white stones, but the inside of the tower had a blue-ish tinge. I remember I had to go to the bathroom, and there was something about going underground again. Apparently a brick in the stairs could be knocked out to reveal the tunnels (very MC-esque). I think I punched it out and went under.

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I was on some random street. It seemed to be evening; the street had a faint orange-yellow glow to it as if it were sunset. I was searching through a bag that was at the back of a random car. The bag apparently held random clothes from AJ, and I was trying to find clothes for this homecoming thing. I had on the red lace dress from the dream from the previous night, and was trying to find matching things for it. I planned to wear the red lace slippers, but I couldn't find them as I searched frantically in the clear plastic bag. I decided I would have to do without, so I took some goth boots. I tried to find red fishnets, but couldn't find any. At one point someone else searched in the bag with me, but they were looking for their own things. Then the dream ended.

I was with NE, CH, DA, and JO in some random apartment that had yellow walls and a wood floor. We were apparently supposed to do some assignment or something. It had something to do with singing a song.

I went to the end of the hall of the apartment (the layout resembled EL's apartment) where the bedroom was. There was a giant bed there, very big and tall, piled high with comforters and pillows. NE was lying on a pile of comforters, singing the assignment song.

The bedroom seemed to miss a wall and lead to the outside. It was pouring rain outside, a grey day. I think JO was coming from a Chinese restaurant or something. I somehow ended up on a sidewalk talking to him.

Later on I was in a somewhat fancy looking restaurant, sort of like SG, but it seemed to be a French restaurant. I was there with my family. My mother was talking something about how she didn't like the Chinese restaurant's food.

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I was at school, sitting on a desk that was randomly put in the front hallway in front of the library. I was talking to someone else, and I saw JU approach from the south entrance. He walked close to me, and I greeted him. He didn't stop or seem to acknowledge me until he practically collided with me. Wide-eyed, he said "Hi!" and mentioned something about how he used to like me, and probably would again soon. I saw myself in third-person, wearing a purple shirt and jeans and black boots. We talked for a while, and then it ended.

I was with some friends, I think KR and someone else, shopping in some stores. I had found some red outfit; I had a black dress or maybe top and shorts with a red lace dress over it. It stopped mid-thigh and had no sleeves. It was extremely bright, and seemed to fit perfectly. While in the store I happened to find some matching red lace slippers. They were only about $6 so I decided to grab them while I was there. I looked at myself in the mirror. Everything I had was either red or black, creating a perfect outfit.

We went to another shop, but once inside, I realized that I had forgotten to pay for the lace dress and slippers and everything else.

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I was in a car at first. I think my mother was driving, and there was some other random woman there too. She seemed to be a close companion to me. I think she had black hair and pale skin. My mom was driving along the LS, but then she ended up driving into some town that was apparently part of QC. It was a very nice and quaint little town; the whole town was perfect temperature and had a pleasant glow to it. The houses and stores seemed friendly.

I ended up in some sort of temple, or so it seemed, with my companion. I think I was wearing a different dress now. My companion was wearing a long black gown. The scenery changed for a few seconds then; I was at a party or something, in some sort of apartment with brown walls, and I had to charge my cellphone. I hooked it up to a wall. The scenery changed back to the temple.

The templed was large with a massive winding staircase on one side. It seemed to have mosaics all along the walls and pillars. The pillars had openings between them. As I looked up, the roof rounded at the top with the tiles coming to a center. It had many blue-green tiles and hints of gold here and there.

My companion was throwing up. Somehow, there seemed to be another companion, much like her, but I think she was wearing a red dress. The original one was still in black, and she was vomiting large amounts of black sludge. I remember watching her and seeing the sludge; against the low light of the temple, I couldn't see it so well, but I saw it shiny and thick. I ran over to hold up her long hair, but by the time I was there her hair had turned blonde and it was in a ponytail.

Somehow I ended up naked. I ran towards the outside of the temple to one of the rocks. I was slightly conscious of the people around looking at me, but the town seemed so accepting, and at this point I didn't care. I flopped onto one of the rocky walls fencing the temple and just looked out to where the sunlight's glow came from. I felt the rocky, gritty surface against my breasts and stomach, and the gentle, perfect air breeze against my skin. Everything seemed perfect.

I was playing MC, can't remember much that happened, but I ended up practically becoming part of the game.

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Bleh, looks like I forgot all of today's dreams

I was around OS St. and Bl. St. with my mother. We were walking around for some reason. We went behind some tall buildings. The area doesn't exactly have the best reputation, so me and my mother were very wary. We wanted to get away before dark.

There was something about a woman in the area that had a gun. We ended up seeing her in a window of one of the apartment buildings. She had a blonde bob, was fairly tall, and wearing pink and black shoes and skirt and top with zebra striped leggings. We were extremely scared of her and ended up running away from her.

We eventually ended up on the QU and OS. St. to our relief. We were walking back home on the sidewalk. Dark was starting to fall, and there was construction on the street corner. I remember vividly the orange pylons.

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I was at some sort of assembly. Me and my mother were still trying to get home, but somehow had ended up wandering through a random building. Eventually we got to an area where there was some sort of recital for string instrument players. At one point I was trying to tune a harp they had there, but the pegs had turned into violin pegs, and I had to remove then and put then in again because the strings kept slipping.

After seeing some of the little kids perform, I was backstage sitting in a chair. A random band walked in. They were all completely dressed in red. There was one blonde woman who had a baby with her, and she was showing off her baby to everyone.

Eventually I was somewhere on the stage playing a viola with some others by my side. It had something to do with Asia, but I can't remember the rest.

I was with MA. She had a blue mohawk and was wearing black eyeliner and pink clothes. I was sitting beside her. We were playing some game or something. Somehow it turned into MC, and I was watching myself, but in block form, swinging from a vine across a large pit of gravel.

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I was in class. One of my friends was sitting beside DA. They had poutine on their desk in a tiny little cup. I wanted some. I went over to the two desks and the poutine was now on the corner of DA's desk. I decided to take some and eat it. I had my phone in my hand. I said something along the lines of "Sorry for stuffing my fat ass in front of your face." in a humorous tone. DA looked at me strangely, and told me that it was his poutine. He didn't seem to mind, but then he said something in an angrier tone. I was slightly embarrassed.

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I was at some random ranch. I was riding a large grey flecked horse bareback. It had a black mane and tail. The reins were more like a lead rope attached to each of the halter; the rein was one, and it was so short that I had to lean over the horses neck to keep it from pulling on the horse's mouth the whole time.

I was riding around some large hallway in a building that had many people, showing off the beautiful horse. I loped around. Then I tried to trot, and realized that the horse wouldn't trot for some reason. At some point when I loped it seemed really fast, and I was having a hard time keeping my balance and adjusting to the speed.

Eventually I had the notion that I had to prepare some horses to take my friends on a trail ride. I rode back to some random barn. It was attached to some pens. I accidentally opened a pen for the small cows, and one of them escaped before I had realized that they weren't ponies. Alarmed, I quickly fought to close the gate against the other cows, and chased after that one, but it was lost out of sight.

I journeyed out to the much bigger and larger pen, looking for ponies. I was annoyed at the thought of taking them two by two rather than funnelling them into a pen, but I wasn't sure how to go about that. Then I got distracted; the pen seemed to turn into a village, and there were many little stands selling food. There was one stand that was selling flavored eggs. I asked for one, but they said they had run out.

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I was with MA again in some large studio room. She was playing TS2. There was something drawing in cartoon style.

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I was at my house with KA, KA, KR, and DO. I randomly blurted out something about lollipops.

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Had an FA about having cereal for breakfast, but then realizing I would be really hungry throughout the day if i had something that wasn't filling like that.