Mah Journal

I was at a big green field, just running in it. It felt so great. So fresh. I felt my muscles working beneath me. I wasn't even getting tired a bit. "This is great, why don't I do this all the time?" I thought (if only running was that easy -.-).

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I was with my mom somewhere, and we had to get home. We waited for a bus. As we got on the bus we took a transfer. It had blue on it. I think we got on the wrong bus or something; I remember watching closely where the bus was taking us.

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I was in my house playing my guitar. LI and I think CH and some others were there. They were playing their cellos and violins and whatnot with me. We were supposed to be playing together or something. We were in my living room. We decided to move to the bed room to start playing. LI wanted to touch my guitar or something, but I didn't want her to and I was getting annoyed.

Finally had some decent recall; my sleep has been really messed up.

I was at the ranch. I was helping out or something, there for some reason. I was inside a building, and watching some people coming in from a ride. I saw JA there and admired her beauty. She was a little stockier than in real life, but she had a clear buckskin coat and gorgeous black mane. There was another horse or two behind her.

Then we started getting this bag full of ragged-looking blankets. There was a baby there or something, and we had to remove the blankets. I wanted to make a joke about how the place could be a daycare, but I held my tongue.

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Had another dream but forgot it now... if i remember I'll post it.

I can't even remember what happened in the dream, but I know for sure it had something to do with JO.

I started off travelling along some land. I was shapeshifting between a human and wolf. It sort of occurred to me that I seemed to be inside of WoW. It kind of confused me though because I could never remember being able to shapeshift into a wolf in WoW.

At first I was running along some grass plane, but then I eventually came across some large molten lava river, which seemed to resemble the one in Cataclysm. It was in a large pit of sorts, with some curving walkway that led up to each side. I didn't notice it at first so I jumped down and over the river.

When I got to the other side and up the slope, I sat there as a human. Some other people from my school came and started talking or something. I also remember something about a sleepover with KA, but I can't remember.

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I was in a video again. I had been in this world before. It was some sort of RPG game, but everyone gets a horse to ride. There also aren't many dungeons. The setting is outdoors, at daytime; it seems like a quaint and peaceful little town.

I had a white pony. I think AN and some other random people were with me too. I jumped up on the pony and rode around for a bit, and then proceeded to a dungeon. There was two wooden shacks (i think they were bathrooms) and they each had a blue portal in the doorway. I went through one.

I ended up with AN and the other random people in some room or something. I can't remember much of what passed, but eventually I figured out that one of the girls with us was a shaman. I think I was some sort or archer.

Eventually I ended up back in the starting area. I whistled for my horse and it came running over. I mounted and started riding around. Someone from our party was complaining about how we didn't know how to play and disperse the classes and roles properly.

I ended up just riding around on the horse. I pushed it to a fast canter and rode around for a while along a stony path before the dream ended.

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I was at the bus stop that was near my house. The bus came, but then I realized that it would be the wrong bus to go on if I was going somewhere, and since I was going home I didn't even need a bus at all. I walked away pretending I hadn't met to stand at the bus stop, and trying to hide my embarrassment.

I walked to my house, and my mom had come with a new table she had bought. It came in a huge package. She was going to bring it through the doorway, but I told her to bring it through our balcony window instead. I waited till she got over the fence to open it so that the cats wouldn't get out. Then I looked over and saw one of them, so I decided I should just lock them in the other area of the apartment. I quickly did so and returned to open the balcony window and help carry the table in. At the same time some random thought, or maybe comment, turned up about glass noodle salad. THe dream ended there.

I was at home, and we were having some sort of party. Randomly Miley Cyrus shows up (though she didn't look like herself; she was blonde I think with blue eyes, and was wearing some blue plaid shirt and jeans). I sort of want to release my hate on her but I decide I should try to be nice for now at least. We ate pizza, and then she went to leave. She went to some van outside and was about to drive away. I called out to her and asked her what instrument she thought I played. Before she could say anything, the dream had faded.

I was at home. Something caused me to go into my living room of my apartment. My mom was there. She told me to look outside; she was really scared. Outside there was a wolf and a cat. They were looking at us and following my cats along the giant window. For some reason this scared the shit out of me; I could feel the wolf about to just break through the glass and kill me or something. The dream ended somewhere there.

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Had a FA. I woke up and started writing down key words of my dream onto a piece of paper. I wrote the words "rejection, cat, dog" on it with my pencil, like I usually do. I then started to get dressed. I remember putting my grey and pink socks on. I know I did some other distinct thing too, but I can't remember.

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In the next dream I became lucid at one point, I'm sure. I was going down some water slides. There was sort of a hint in my mind that I was dreaming, and that nothing could hurt me, though I didn't have enough control to really take over. I was going down these water slides that had sharp panels. I went down them knowing it was a dream and that they couldn't hurt me if I didn't expect them to. It was really quite fun. Eventually the slides turned into highways, and the dream started to change.

Eventually I ended up at some store or bus station with my mom. We were waiting for a bus and commenting on how long it took. When it finally arrived we said something about all the people unloading. The dream ended somewhere there.

I was with some friends or something. I remember at first being in some apartment, and then going out with them. While I was with them a bunch of people pulled out some smokes. I somehow got ahold of one. I inhaled, and a ghastly smell and taste entered. I coughed it out. But yet it made me feel calm, and aware of everything. I relaxed. It was sort of odd though, since I've never smoked IRL.

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I got lucid at some point. I know I did. Didn't do anything productive, but I remember trying to think of something I should do.

I started off at some random house with RE. I was supposed to clean it with her or something. Don't remember much of it. There was daylight, and the house was mostly white.

Then I was going home or something. JO was there talking with me, but I can't remember anything more than that.

I was then at school. I was supposed to go to band after school. I went to the place where we practiced. The musical theatre people were there too, practicing some song. I was waiting for the band people to come, so I sat down with all my stuff: I had some random work, a sketchbook, and a hugeass sandwich. The sandwich has lettuce, ham, and cheese in it. I took a few bites of it. Then I realized that the band was actually there but off to the side, and I was late. I ran back to get my instrument. As I started walking back, I saw some random broken black harp under the rug. Some janitor guy took and and talked with me about it. I then moved on.

When I got back to "band," everyone, along with Mrs. B, was feasting at a table. I smelled some really good smells; some kind of deep fried stuff, and cheese, and shrimp. I sat down gladly. Mrs. B. sort of gave me a little lecture, or a stern reminder that I was late. I promised it wouldn't happen again. Then the dream faded.

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Had a FA where I asked my friend KR to repeat the words "symphony" and "false awakening" so I could write them down. I started writing my dream down in my dream.

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Also had a FA where I looked at the clock. It said something around 3:30 pm.

I was in the car with my mom. We were driving to an art store. When we got there, we went in. It was a brightly lit place, a beige color scheme. There were a few people. The place was small, the shelves little wire racks. I was looking at some acrylic paints. There were little jars of the primary colors. The sign said $9.99 on them. I turned away and looked back at them, thinking that it was a lot, then realized that it actually said 99 cents (of course, I didn't realize I was dreaming -.-).

I was then in the car again, and we were driving to what was apparently my sister's apartment. The place was absolutely luxurious. She was with a bunch of her friends in the living room. They were laughing and talking about something. I went in, and my sister started talking about their plans to go shopping. They said they wanted to go either on Saturday or Sunday. They said that maybe I shouldn't come because they wanted to go to some sex store. This sort of annoyed me, so I asked them why they couldn't go with me today and they could go by themselves at a later time. They gave me some half-assed excuse, and then the dream faded.

Don't remember much... I was at school talking to someone about something. We were just chatting and I realized that Mrs. B. was there.

Also had some other fragment, but I forgot it.

I was at class or something, in a very plain white-grey area or room. Someone, I think CA, was offering me some seaweed snacks. She had a load of it in a plastic grey container. I thought they might be gross but shrugged and took one anyways. I could feel the spices on it as I pulled it out. I didn't get to eat it before the dream faded.

Don't remember anything from last night

I was apparently at school. I needed to get to a bathroom really badly. I ran around to a hallway and found a bunch of people from last year in the hallway. I asked KE where the bathroom was. She was surprisingly friendly to me.

She opened up her locker. It led into a hallway (lol!) with a bunch of doors. The doors, I assumed, were the actual locker parts of it. A little hallway separated from the main one and led into darkness. "SICK!" I cried. Off to the left a little toilet sat.

I proceeded to relieve myself. A bunch of guys were trying to watch, so I made it as quick as possible. Some fat teacher leaned against the locker doors so they couldn't open them.

Eventually I ended up at some sort of beach area. There was a road leading to a beautiful beach, and I was trying to get there as fast as possible.

This somehow landed me in some sort of resort with my mom and my sister. We were enjoying ourselves in this giant pool. There was another pool with murky orange-brown water. Apparently that was supposed to be a hot tub of sorts. My mom commented on how it was way too hot. I gagged at the mere sight of it; the water looked disgusting.

Can't remember anything other than that.

Hmm it's been a while since I've been here. Been busy like hell and finally have a break. Also have had numerous LDs in the past week or two, which is quite surprising to me. Surely under all the stress and sleep deprivation I wouldn't be able to get much. But heck, that's a good, thing, n'est pas?

Hopefully I will be able to find time to record more. If I'm getting this many LDs without even trying, imagine what I could do if I be a good girl and record

I had a 5 night in a row streak last week or so, and one last night, so I'll try to remember as many as I can:

Started off lucid in some random room. Seemed like school. I couldn't think of anything to do, so I started running away to find something else to do. The dream faded.

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At first I really had to go to the bathroom. I was in the middle of a mall with 4 hallways. I think I was with some people. Somehow I realized that I was dreaming. I ran around and tried to use magic. I started shooting random purple and red magic bolt things (getting better at this ). Can't remember much else.

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I was at school or something. AN was there. He picked me up and carried me around. I was laughing about something. I wasn't sure if I liked him carrying me or not. I tried to get away but the dream faded.

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Was very briefly lucid last night, though it was so short that I didn't get anything accomplished.

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I was in some room, seemed sort of like a restaurant. I saw some guy and randomly went up to him, hugged him from behind, and kissed him. Can't remember anything else.

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I was going on some countryside hike or something with my grandmother. It was bright and sunny out.

I remember eventually being led into some dark forest or something, and I was with people looking for something.

Eventually I ended up in some random room with a bunch of people. There was some guy sitting beside me. His cheek looked soft and smooth; I wanted to kiss it and see what it felt like. Then I decided not to, because there was people all around me, and I didn't even know this person. Then the dream ended.

Just some brief fragment of being in class and KE sitting with someone else. The person in front of me asked me where he was and I shrugged. She suggested that maybe I was too boring for him. That's all I remember.