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I was trying to get away from home for some reason. I took the subway to some random stop and started walking. It was snowy and slushy. I went to some random shop. The shop was familiar; I had been in it in another dream. It had wooden walls and yellowy lighting. There were quaint knickknacks and antiques spread around. I quickly looked at some stuff (I think there was a wicker chair and a slab of amethyst) but then felt compelled to run away. I dashed out of the store. I then realized I was wearing a pair of my 4 inch heels. I watched my legs as I ran. To my surprise, it wasn't hard at all to run in them. It made me wonder why I didn't usually do this. Then it ended.

I was looking at a giant castle. It was quite grand. It all seemed to be in some sort of grey-blackish cave. It stood very tall and big among the rocks. It had one significant tower at the top that reached over the rest of it. The castle itself was a bunch of light greys and blacks and purples. It seemed like the thing was made of amethysts.

Then there was something to do with horses. I remember hugging one, and searching for one by a subway station or something.

And there was something about AI.

I was trying to find something or do something. I think it was something along the lines of trying to get to a party, or get something for a party.

I ended up running through a very video game-like set of obstacles. I jumped down this giant hole in the ground. I worried I would get hurt, but I just felt this sort of jolt when I hit the side of it and slid down the rest of the way. I remember running through to some random rooms and whatnot and grabbing some food for the party. It ended after that.

I'm not sure where I was, but apparently I had a new cat. It was this little chocolate point burmese. It was very fluffy and cute. I petted it. It was really soft.

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I was apparently with school on some trip. I was supposed to be a model for something, but that got delayed. I remember walking down a hall and asking Mrs. B. about when I would start with it. She said that they were slightly delayed. Then, later on, we were about to go into this room and do some assignment that I wasn't too enthusiastic about. To my luck, Mrs. G. was there and she pulled me out and told me that they were ready for the modeling thing.

I went through all these staircases and giant rooms. The rooms were quite grand with elegant, darkly stained wood staircases and walls. There was a rich dark green carpet everywhere.'

When I got there I was told to take my clothes off. I took them off and I was in a purple bikini. I thought they were going to shoot me in that. Then they grabbed some other clothes and told me to change into them. Then the dream ended.

There was something about glitter. I remember seeing something obscene written on a purple glittery sticker. I wanted to get one. Someone was making them.

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I was in DW it seemed. There was some sort of battle. I was on some rocky cliff looking over some plains. Can't remember what happened, but I remember traveling to another area.

Wow, school is really killing the recall D:

I started off with my mother and sister. We were going on some sort of vacation together. We were shopping at some point, and I was mentioning that I had spent all my money. They didn't seem to be listening, so I told them that I had absolutely no money left. I held up my wallet and shook it to show them. I didn't think it would be a big problem, but they started making a big deal about it.

Then we were seemingly staying at some ranch for a vacation. We were going to stay there a week. On the last day, the Friday, we were allowed to go on a trail ride. The next thing I knew I was mounted on some big horse. I leaned down and hugged its neck. As I was looking over, I realized there was a little colt or filly in a coat. It was bright blue. It didn't even occur to me that it wasn't normal.

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I was at a book store. I was in some sort of class. BE was there. We were looking at books. Someone told us that we had to pick a book that reflected how we felt at that moment. I saw Gone with the Wind on a shelf, and I picked it out. It had a pink cover with gold letters. I decided to climb on top of the bookshelf and sit there for some reason.

Somehow this led to me watching a video of some guy trying to sell me something. That was the end of it.

I was at some sort of camp thing. We had to set up tents on this lake. The lake had a rocky bottom and lots of water fowl. We were walking along the edge of it, trying to get to the end to set up the tents.

Something happened, and we ended up having to cross the lake yet again. But this time, there were a bunch of dead birds. I was in the lead, and I shouted to the back that the water fowl was dead and was causing the water level to rise. There was barely and rock, and we were walking in the water, clinging to the posts and trees by the shore so that we wouldn't fall in. I kept trying to tell everyone how high the shore was, but no one seemed to listen.

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I was at home. I had to quickly make dinner since we had to leave soon. My mom was there too. She had made spaghetti the night before. I quickly piled some into my bowl along with some cheese. Then I spread out some apples and a few other dishes. I watched the spaghetti explode in the microwave, and was worried that the bowl would shatter too. Luckily it didn't; it just came out bubbling and steaming like mad. I quickly ate the spaghetti and then realized that there was fruit to be eaten too.

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I had the most wasteful LD ever. I was in a room, seemingly a changeroom, with a booth that seemed like a restaurant booth. I decided to go to sleep on it. Then I felt myself separating from my body. I floated up and let myself rise as much as I could, until my head bumped against the ceiling (that hurts a hell of a lot more than you would think O.o). But, my throat was parched to the point it hurt, so I swallowed, and that sent me spiraling back to reality (!@$%#!*&@%^#!%^%# &!^# ^!#$^ &#!$ ).

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Had some other dream, can't remember it at the moment... will edit if it comes back to me.

I was at what was apparently school. Me and a bunch of people were in some giant wooden lodge. There were a few wooden tables about, and I was at one of them. Mrs. P and Mr. B were giving us some assignment there. RE was there. She was supposed to get something, so she went off to get it outside. Later she called on my cellphone and asked if the teachers were there yet.

Eventually I ended up in some car. Mrs. P was in there, and I think my mother was driving. We were talking about how I had given Mr. B a giant toblerone chocolate bar. Mrs. P said something about it being a good way to get him to shut up. Then it ended.

I was at what was apparently the school concert. Our "school" was some sort of giant hall with a huge auditorium.

At first I had been showing my mother and my sister around. Then I headed onto the stage.

Somehow this lady randomly decided that I was going to sing with the music theatre people. Next thing I knew I was dancing around on some stage with a bunch of other people, singing some song I barely knew. I sang my heart out, trying to follow along with the words and the song.

Afterwards, I was with the others. There were two shows per day for this music theatre thing. I decided I might as well ask for the music so I could at least try to memorize the words. I asked the teacher for them. She handed me a pile of papers. I didn't know how to read music vocally, so it was all very confusing for me. Then another girl started singing it, and I started to get it.

Then I was outside with a small group of people, waiting for the next performance. Someone's mother was there making spaghetti for us. I watched as she mixed the sauce and the noodles around. Then she handed each of us a bowl of it. I sat on the concrete against the fence with KR and some others.

Then my cellphone rang. I expected it to be my mother, but it wasn't. It was some random guy that sounded much like a stereotypical gangster. He told me (politely, to my surprise) that I had kept texting this person's number, and that they didn't have the music stands that I kept asking for. I apologized, and the dream ended there.

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There was something to do with Kingdom Hearts.

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Edit: Ok, I can finally get up without feeling like I'm going to fall over right away, so here's that other one...

I was walking down the street at first. I decided I should get on the bus.

As I boarded, I realized that the driver was absolutely nuts. It was some woman. She was speeding like mad down the street. There was some policeman shouting at her to stop. The woman threw the bus into a 360 spin before deciding to stop for him.

He boarded the bus and started driving. The bus took me down what was supposed to be the HU trail route. I led through some little pathway in some park. I thought that the routes were usually a little more distinct, but apparently this one wasn't.

I got off the bus for some reason. I had to follow it. I went up the path and it led me to a bunch of little houses. I entered one, and there was some random party going on. I quickly rushed through and tried to follow the bus as fast as possible.

I ended up in some random house. There was a blonde woman there who seemed to be a guardian of sorts; she was asking me questions about what had happened. The policeman was there too, and I swore that whatever had just happened was not my fault.

Then the policeman randomly pulled out a baby. It was sick, slightly tinted green, and unconscious. The woman freaked out, and the policeman questioned us. I swore that I had never even seen this baby before. The dream ended there.

At first I was on the computer, chatting with Stone or something. My mom had seen it and apparently asked him who he was. He said that he was someone from WC3. I was scared that she would get angry. When she asked me about it, I just sort of evaded the question.

Then I was at a bus stop at at intersection. I was watching the lights change. Somehow it occurred to me that I was dreaming.

I wanted to change the scene, so I jumped up and span around. The scene whipped around me, and I was at RA field. I had just realized what I had done, and wanted to change it again. I was feeling adventurous, so I decided to try to change it to an arctic scene, among the glaciers. Stupidly, I closed my eyes to try to change it. I could actually feel the dream slipping; I knew if I opened my eyes I would wake. I kept them close and conjured the scene again in my head. I was on the hill now.

I span around trying to imagine this scene in front of me, but it wouldn't change. I screamed, demanding it to appear, but it would not do. I then decided that maybe traveling to it would make it appear.

I had gotten on the hill from RA field to the park. I jumped down it and straightened myself out. At first I just fell, but near the ground I urged myself to fly. And I did, floating up and above the land beneath me.

I was getting irritated now. I sort of jumped a little and gave myself a boost; the next thing I knew, I was speeding fast across the sky. Ahead of me were some houses covered in snow. Closer, I thought, but I guess I need to go more north. I turned around and saw my mother flying behind me I thought that I would have been going too fast for her. I was really irritated at her for some reason; she seemed like the reason I couldn't get to these glaciers. I then shot some fire at her (for once, successfully), and then gave myself another boost forward.

I passed over yet another set of houses covered in snow before the dream faded on me.

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At first I was looking at all these pictures of art, seemingly from DA, online. If i pressed certain buttons each one would come alive. I was fiddling with this for a while.

Then I was in some WC3 game. It was a spiral grassy map, as I could see from above. When I zoomed in, I became me.

I ran around the plane for a bit. The point of the game was to make card decks, and then duel with them. I started making a deck. I had a deck with a lot of wolf summons, and a lot of buffs for them. The game automatically made the cards into random elemental categories. Each deck could only have 3 categories. At the end I browsed through the cards.

Upon entering another dream, I was playing the same game, but this time it was more of a duel style. You started off dueling one person, and when you beat them you would automatically join in another duel as your own force. All of the battles happened at the same time.

I had picked some random deck that I somehow knew was good. At first they were going to play Speed with them, but then they took the duel game.

Some of my units were shades with some really strong attack that caused them to multiply when hit or something. As I kept getting gold, I upgraded all the stats that I could. They were melee, so I took a ranged upgrade and quickly dominated the game.

As this game ended, I was back at another one. I had forgotten which deck I had chosen last time, and was browsing the wolf one I had made. I knew it was pointless unless it was a PvP game, so I looked back at the others and tried to find the previous one. Then the dream ended.

I was in some room. It had something to do with school; I somehow just knew this. I was sitting on a bed, and JO and some other people were in the small room. We were just chatting and playing around.

Then JO was beside me on the bed, to my left. He looked into my eyes, and I raised an eyebrow. We then flirted for a while. Somehow he ended up playing with a Nintendo DS (apparently it was a Nintendo DS 3, I don't know if that even exists). He asked me what I wanted for Christmas (or something like that), and I just grabbed him and hugged him. He laughed.

I know I saw him a few other times in the dream, but they were awkward meetings; we didn't say much or even interact much.

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I was at my old school. We were outside, in some sort of outdoor classroom. We had gotten to it through what seemed like the entrance of a theme park. We were sitting in desks, discussing our speeches for our french class. I was with RE and MA, and possibly a few others. None of us could think of a topic.

Somehow this led to us playing tag on a play structure. It was made of wood, either stained or colored blue, just like my old school. But this one had an "island" in the middle; it was a little area that could only be accessed from climbing across the top of the play structure. I was on that "island", and no one could get me there.

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I was walking along some street. It was rather dark and gloomy out, maybe raining. I, for some reason, wanted to get a new cellphone. Apparently SS had cellphones, so I went into one to get it.

I looked at them. There was one that my mom was suggesting, but it was $300. I decided there was no way I could make her spend that much on a phone. Even the cheaper one was $100, and that still seemed like a lot. I decided to keep on searching.

I eventually ended up in some other store. Somehow, I had gotten the $300 phone for free. I was ecstatic about it. I think I told the story at least 3 times to others in the dream, some being my sister and my mother.

Eventually I got back to my old school. I was waiting across the street in the rain, waiting for the bus, just like I used to. There were some other random people there too. I was calling someone on the little silver phone and explaining the story. I boarded the bus, and the dream ended.

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I was outside, near KE and BL st. It was bright and sunny outside. The gas station was under construction, and was muddy with puddles everywhere. There was chicken wire surrounding it, with a bit of an entrance. Some of my friends were having a mock sword fight. I really wanted to join.

I looked over to the right. There was a giant castle there. I decided they must have some sort of weapon. I climbed all the way to the top. It was a rather touristy place, and many people were being guided through it. Someone had told me that if I go all the way to the top, there would be some weapons I could use.

When I got to the top, I was confused since the very top room seemed to be a bathroom. I looked around and asked someone about it, and they pointed me to a bin of plastic swords, made in bright yellow with a bright red hilt. I shrugged and decided it would be good enough for a mock fight, even if it looked ridiculous. I grabbed one and ran out to join my friends.

We fought for a bit, but by the time I was there they were, to my disappointment, tired. Then the dream ended.

I was at a gas station. It was a bright and sunny day. I was in an industrial area; lots of grey buildings, and a busy highway to one side.

I was looking off at the highway and thinking something about Stone. Then I saw a truck that said "i eat moar nao". I somehow knew that the eating had to do with something weird that you wouldn't eat, something electronic. Then I called Stone and told him that I saw his truck.

Then I was just standing there, thinking. I was contemplating shared dreaming. There must be a way, I thought, there's no way that it could be coincidence between so many people on the forums. What if we could really ascend to one plane while dreaming? There must be some way.

Then it suddenly occurred to me that I was dreaming. I did a quick nose pinch RC. I decided I should try to fly away and do something else. I think I jumped from something, but just fell down. I looked up and tried to imagine shooting myself up towards the sky. Then, (stupidly,) I closed my eyes, almost like a blink. And then I was awake (!@$%*&^!).

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There was some fragment of being in a building... some kind of game or something, with lots of people.

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A vague memory of something having to do with food.

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Notes:
- first lucid in quite a while... I kind of lost it. Been having trouble sleeping lately, and the only reason I even have a chance at this now is because it's the holidays... I'm really hoping I can maintain this once the holidays are over. And I'm hoping it won't take me another year to get regular LDs again.

I was at school, in some giant classroom. It was apparently a science class with Mrs. B. I was talking to NE and NI. They went to another part of the class, and I tagged along. Then we sat down and chatted. There was something to do with Avatar; either me or NI was painted blue, but I can't remember who. Mrs. B. was going to play some videos.

Suddenly we were all moving to some outdoor botanical garden. My mother was there for some reason. We walked out to the garden together.

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I was with my mother and someone else. We were supposed to go to the beach. We were walking across the city, and running across these roads. I was scared that our J-walking would get us hit by a car eventually.

We made it to the beach. My mother set up a bunch of treats and this very steep little mini hill; I remember there being cookies. I thought it was really odd to be on the little hill though; it was really uncomfortable. KR was also supposed to be there, but apparently he went drinking with his friends.

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I was at home. I was on the computer, and there were little pop up notification things on some of the icons on my dock. Apparently someone had left two voice messages for me on some products. Apparently I had wanted to purchase something for dreaming or from DA (I can't remember which one exactly). I was nervous because I didn't want my mother knowing that I wanted to buy them, and she might hear the message. Then it occurred to me that she would find it in the mail, even if she didn't know I ordered it. I decided to just try to call off the sale and ignore the notifications.

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I was in some sort of motel room. It was apparently a school trip. I was with KA and some other girl who seemed quite annoying. On the other half of the room there was another random group of people that I didn't know.

There was a teacher in there, trying to get down all of our names. She also wanted to know where we were going to go for lunch. We said that we were going to go to Harvey's. Then KR and some others were there, and they complained and said that we shouldn't go there because they wanted the chicken all to themselves. I scoffed at them, and told them we weren't even going to order chicken.

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I was at my old school. I got on the subway, but ended up back in the old neighborhood. I was wandering around because I kept losing things. Eventually I lost one of my boots. It was cold and snowy out, but I didn't feel it. I just wanted my boot back.

I met a group of guys along the way. They helped me find my boot. I was telling them that I was pissed because I was being so clumsy.

I was at school. I remember seeing IR.

There was something else, trying to remember the rest... will edit later.

Edit: remember another fragment. I was looking at this weird monster thing that someone was holding. It was like a crab or turtle with four slimy tentacle legs protruding from it. Truly nasty, I thought.

I started off looking at what was apparently my music theory exam results. I found it sort of odd that they were here this early. What was even more weird was that I had the actual booklet in my hand, rather than on the computer. It was marked as if it were a school test.

I was looking through it and saw that I seemed to had done rather poorly. I was upset by this; the test certainly wasn't hard. I flipped through to the back and saw the correction to the exam mistake. It made absolutely no sense. I also saw that I hadn't put the accidentals on some scales. I shut the book and didn't bother looking at the rest; I didn't need to be any more disappointed.

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I was at school. At first I was going to get some D2 discs since I wanted to play it again. I decided I should install MXL. For some reason I had discs for MXL, and I grabbed them off a shelf.

Then I was in the hallway. DI was there. I had some sort of blue lollipop candy thing with a nail filer on the end. I walked around with someone and filed my nails. DI asked if i had any more of the candies, but I said I didn't.

I walked into my art class. The place was different; it was an ugly off white with barely any windows or furniture. AM and some others were there. I said something along the lines of "why did I even bother coming in?" very loudly. Apparently it was during the Christmas break, but I was in school anyways. I ended up walking out of the class, thinking about how I should just leave, but I would probably go to school anyways.

I ended up going to my geography class. Mr. C. was there. We were playing some game where he would read something, and we would have to figure out what happened. He first read "Ahoy - " and some other words that rhymed followed. I said that it was a pirate or sailor. Then I was suddenly swept along by a current, and trying to swim in a giant river. The current pushed me against a waterfall, and I was left stuck there. Apparently this is what happened to that sailor.

He then read something else. For some reason I had to be blindfolded. I started crawling through water; I was supposed to find something, I guess. Eventually I crawled onto land. When the blindfold was taken off, I was at the opposite end of some field. The weather was gloomy and grey, the field murky and marshy with some giant puddles near that waterfall. Beside the waterfall there was some sort of little ravine filled with water. I figured the water I crawled through must have had been the puddles.

As I walked along, I encountered a few dun horses. I wanted to approach them and pet them, but they seemed sort of aggressive. I made a kissing sound to beckon the closest one, and it looked and started to come over. It seemed gentle enough, but I was still reluctant. Then the other one ran up to it and attacked it, and they started fighting. I was slightly scared at this point, and decided to just avoid the situation all together.

I walked back to that waterfall. There was this random guy there. He seemed my age. He was slightly taller than me, slender and nicely built. He had black curly hair and dark eyes. He seemed to be a lover of some sort, and so I clung to him like no tomorrow.

We walked, hugging each other, to the other side of the field, and looked out at the ravine filled with water. There was a sign there that said that the water was poisonous before sun-down. I closed my eyes and kissed him, and then he approached the water. The sun was going down, but wasn't completely down yet. He jumped in anyways. I was worried that it was too early, but I decided that he must know what he was doing. I jumped in after him, and the dream ended.