Side Notes
going to the moon "i'll be back"
i get it now all i need is an exit strategy
Working 60 hours a week, not sleeping much, and sleeping like a rock, so not too much recall but keeping up with the practice. I am going to make a 'return' next week. New avatar, new goals, re-evaluation. It is that time again. I'll get out into the forums more too so look for me. Say, wait a minute....I think I had a lucid dream last night. Yeah, yeah, I did. A small one anyways. I was in some sort underground cavern lit with torches with some mutant allies. We were attacked by fast zombie things. I tried to activate my powers but it didn't work. I clotheslined one zombie and tore its head clean off. Punched through the stomach.
No real dreams the first 5 hours of sleep. I went to sleep determined to have a lucid the last hour and this happened: M and I were eating in the kitchen. She started saying a lot of disgusting things so I got real angry and left. Told her I had to go to work. A blink of the eye and I am at work. There is a young women there. I look at my hands and consider if I am dreaming. "Nay, I must be awake." I quickly conclude. End. Another fragment I am here on the forums and a friend sent me a huge message with charts and questions. End. I usually try to get at least 8 hours of sleep too.
Not much going on, first night trying a WILD in awhile. I woke up from a dream about having a pool party in my backyard. My neighbor was there. I think I got pretty close, I had lucid hh flashes. Someone, a shadowy figure threw open my door. High threat. But I just sort of eventually fell alseep. I dreamed about riding in the car and going on vacation with some family members.
I needed to step back for a few days and relaxed. Real stressed and poor sleep. I am going to start focusing more on the WILD technique and no real goals to speak of. Back to basics with stabilization and exploring the dream I spawn in. And maybe something nice and relaxing like just flying. I incubated a baseball dream. I was at the field but not playing. I was behind a shack with Bros and we had committed murder. We had to clean the small plastic pool we just used to drain the blood in a creek behind the shed. Another pretty cool dream battle. I was fighting this Bebop-like pig on an old pirate ship. He had a big axe but I was able to dodge and leg sweep, cutting his legs off. There was also a bit at the beginning we were exploring an underwater cavern and taking pictures or recording video.
Updated 07-18-2010 at 10:31 PM by 29419
Hey, Everyone. Just a short update to keep my mind on lucid dreaming a bit. Upon waking, I began to rapidly forget the dream I was having. I had to get out of bed and do something but couldn't hold onto the memory and it is gone. I definitely need to work on recall and start taking some more notes. I should of had a real entry today.