Robo's Dreams

I am in a desert battlezone, I enter the enemies base, they shoot at me, they hit. I don't feel the pain, I leave. I can't tell friend from foe, everyone is too similar. I find my way back to my base, the soldiers look the same as the enemies, they have shotguns, I have a shotgun, they aim at me, I look at them and don't care. I walk by them and open a gun case, there is a single sniper rifle in it with a fold-out barrel. I take it and head down the hall. there is an unarmed man, but he is also the most dangerous man in the building. he looks at me, I raise my weapon so he doesn't try anything funny.

"I see you have a sniper" he says, "Use your mental energy to pick a target, don't worry about scoping in, pull the trigger. your mind will guide your body." He gives the technique a name, but I don't remember what it is. something to do with the third eye, he didn't say third eye, but I know he was referring to it.

I was adventuring in Skyrim with my friend D, I know I have been adventuring for some time before this dream, but this is where the recall picks up. we are hanging out in the top of a tall wooden watchtower in the middle of nowhere. The tower is in the center of an indentation, the crater-like area is filled with lush, green grass. The area beyond the rim is snowy and Grey. there is a wide exit to the crater in one direction. I look down from the tower window and spot an entrance to a dungeon at the same time as D, we decide to explore and loot it as a cure for our boredom. As we approach the entrance, I see two female humanoid monsters approaching us. they aren't taking threatening stances, so I don't take hostile action just yet. they say they will attack us if we enter. we enter the dungeon anyway.

inside the first chamber is a short tunnel to some steaps leading to a small room with loot strewn about. There is a tunnel from this room to deeper in the dungeon. D and I each pick up a ring off the floor, but nothing else to avoid becoming overburdened. my ring is a silver color with an open loop, and a gemstone. I put it on my middle finger. we note things of value to come back for when we clear out any threats. we enter the second chamber.

After the stairway, there is a large open hallway and a pathway to the right that is just as large. it looks almost as if it is an old tavern that hasn't been used in some time. there are tables and chairs covered in cobwebs in the area to the left. there is sunlight coming from the windows in the pathway to the right. but the atmosphere is still gloomy. we continue forward to the end of the hallway, and open the door. The next room is filled with electronics, It is an exact replica of the room I slept in from the time I was three to about twelve years old. there are ps3 chords and controllers strewn across the bed, and old arcade cartridges are in random piles around the room. I hear footsteps approaching.

I peaked out of the room. the two female humanoid monsters approaching. I drew my sword and noticed I had equipped a fire-spell to my left hand at some point. one of the monsters transformed into a frostbite spider easily three times my size, and then some. it filled the passageway. we skirmished a bit before I realized I realized I needed a plan or my health bar would drop to zero before I knew it. I retreated back to the room, because the door was too small for them to get in, and I knew the other monster wouldn't prove too difficult to defeat. I asked D if he knew any healing spells, he equiped it to both hands, and golden energy started to seep from him in wisps. I opened the door, the non-transformed monster woman was right outside the door, laying down trying to seduce me. I blasted her with concentrated fire, and slashed her a few times with my sword, using more mana and stamina than I thought was a good idea. Nevertheless, we continued.

I threw a fireball at the spider, right between the eyes. It dodged with more speed than I thought possible for something of its size. my mana was empty, and I didn't want to get close to the fangs. I managed to slice its legs a bit, and with D's healing spell, the damage was minimal and quickly nullified, until he ran out of mana. the spider was doing massive damage to my health bar now, we were both just about dead. I didn't know who would win this battle.

Everything stopped. I had a small chunk of health left but everyone had gotten bored. D and I went back to the treasure room and looked around a bit, I saw a magaman game on the shelf, it had megaman, megaman X, and a megaman game I didn't recognize, or herd of. I woke up soon after.

I am sitting in front of a monitor of some kind. There are two people riding a horse on the screen. One is dressed as Link, and the other is dressed as Zelda. They ride by the camera in a forested area, in the direction of an opening. Behind them out of their view, Chuck Norris/Arnold Schwarzenegger appears and looks at the treeline. A car/horse appears and falls out of the trees and he gets in/on it. He chases after the cosplayers with a butterfly knife, and knocks them off their horse. I see the Link cosplayer hit the ground in a pile of mud, and I wake up.

I just realized who that girl is that pops up in my dreams every so often.

The first time she showed up was in September of 2009, the sixth dream I wrote in my dream journal. It was just a fragment, but I still remember that she had long, black hair, and a coconut bra on, she was a waitress of some kind.

The second time she showed up was during the period when my beliefs were changing, and I was having dreams about the catholic church coming after me and fighting over me with my new belief system. I had been held captive in the bottom of the sea in a sub, I believe she had short black hair in this dream. the dream seemed to last for weeks, and we became good friends in the dream by the time we escaped.

A possible third time she showed up was in dream number 30, where I sensed parasites at the bases of both of our spines. at this point I had stopped putting the date on my dreams for some reason.

She disappeared for a long time until dream number 74, where I remember a fragment of her, "Beautiful woman with straight black hair laying in bed. She smiled and did that cute anime head tilt." where I fell in love with her.

my goal for the next few days or weeks was to dream with her again, and I think I did, in dream number 77. I wrote down this:

It was pouring rain. there was a building in front of me, it appeared to be a stop for travelers on the road. I went inside. there were quite a few people inside the building, but one person stood out, a girl with short straight black hair. she had a stern look on her face, and appeared to be the leader of a bunch of neir-do-wells. I saw a target in the room and decided to do some target practice. I pulled out a revolver and started shooting at the target. after a few rounds I got bored. Most of the room had cleared out, but the girl was still there. I convince her to hang out with me.

The dream skips to us in walmart. we are shopping and talking in the aisles. eventually we start talking about her homeland, and she starts crying. I don't know what to do, so I just let her cry. I assume she was treated less than human, and don't press the question further, but it convinces me that she is more than just the leader of the freaks that follow her around. I felt much closer to her after she finished crying. we left the store, but forget something. and returned. my alarm clock went off, so I forced my self awake, I should have said something.

possible sighting in dream number 143:

I am on a pathway I often walk when going to school, the stars are out. There is a woman with me, we look at the stars. I see myself as an angel with black wings, hovering above a large body of water. I land on the water and stand there. I snap back to the pathway looking up, the woman is lining up with the constellation, she says that it is my future self. my attention is drawn to a flat, rectangular box being drawn in the stars. She was going to show me my past self, something about a caveman, but I woke up needing to go to the bathroom.
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She occasionally shows up in my dreams as a female companion, the last time I think she showed up was in the voodoo shaman dream. I believe her name in Mizuki, but that's just based on a name that I thought of that stuck with me, I don't believe I have heard her name from her. I looked up the meaning of Mizuki, and it means, "Beautiful Moon" in Japanese according to the internet.

I am flying through a city either in a helicopter or just on my own, there are skyscrapers on either side of me, going as far in the distance as I care to pay attention to. there are people rioting in the streets below me. I believe they may be fighting zombies. the violence is thick, people are attacking with makeshift weaponry, I see one person using what appears to be using a railroad tie to smash what I hope is a zombies skull in.

I am vaguely aware of my surroundings. I sit at a school computer terminal. I am in some sort of university for studying magic. On the computer, I am exchanging messages with different people. one of which tells me that people are starting to talk about me. I exchange a few messages with Raven Knight, then the dream skips to me cuddling with some random girl, the skips again to me standing in front of raven knight in an open area, possibly overlooking a city. While I am speaking with her, It crosses my mind that she is being used as a battery, possibly to power a city or something like that.

I was walking through a large city with a female companion. Perhaps it was someone I have met in a previous dream, I cannot say. we were looking for a voodoo shop, because I was curious about the possible energy differences. We found one quickly enough. we entered without making a sound, we didn't want to disturb the shaman if they were in the middle of a ritual or something. "And you are sure it was a demon who possessed you? It wasn't a fox?" I heard. the shaman, who was female, was talking to a Japanese woman. I could sense the Japanese woman's uncertainty, but she replied with a yes. the shaman also sensed this uncertainty, but did not comment on it. Instead, she said something about my companions texting. we waited outside for a few minutes until the shaman was done with her patient. when we entered, the shaman asked me to follow her to the corner of the room. The entire room was covered with strange trinkets on every wall. she took me to a painting of a woman with four breasts, two above the other two, and told me not to look at the vagina (even though the painting was of her midsection upward). I tried staring at the eyes, but this proved incredibly difficult. my eyes would move downward no matter how many times I corrected them, and before long, I coudn't control my eyes at all, they would go every direction possible, as if I were having a seizure.

I was overcome with a strange, powerful energy. I couldn't stand, I stumbled over to the chair and laid down. The energy felt different than my normal energy, I could only think of voodoo as a possible solution. It was incredibly potent, and I could do nothing but lay on the couch. I made a comment to the shaman, about it being different than my normal energy. this piqued her interest, she wanted to learn about my energy. I said it was subtile, nothing like this. I started slipping in and out of consciousness. from what I can gather, I stayed on the couch for perhaps several hours, then I traveled out of the city with my companion before I awoke.

after I awoke, I felt saturated with energy, neither positive nor negative energy, but it felt just as potent as the dream. I laid there for a few minutes until it dissipated enough for me to think straight, then I got up.

I am a predator, Using a special visor, I am seeing some small invisible creatures around a corner. there is a pool of acid to my left. Using some sort of voice modulator, I convince them to jump into the pool of acid. The dream changes, some sort of gel tower thing appears in the hallway, I can only see it with the visor on. I attack it for some reason. It disappears and reforms a short distance away. I do this several times before getting bored. I go explore around the acid pool. I discover a group of humans that need to deliver a small capsule across the pool. they ask for my assistance. I give them my word I will, put the capsule in my pocket, and wake up unintentionally. the capsule was a black, pill shaped item with some glowing blue rings etched around its top and bottom.

I fell back to sleep quickly, but did not re-enter the dream.

I was speaking with lord Sheogorath, prince of madness. much of what he said made sense, but almost every sentence he spoke seemed unrelated to the previous one. he reached out to hand me a dagger, it was highly decorated. he called it a flechette. I reached out to take it, when my finger hit glass. I realised I was speaking with him through my ipod. the touching of the screen caused the conversation to skip to the next screen, I slowly woke up listening to him.

I am walking down the street near town square, I stop at the crossroads for a car. I get an urge to turn around. When I do, I see a man in a police uniform. my first thought is, "Dream Police" I find this odd, because I have never drempt of such a thing before. I turn back to the street, but I get the feeling even stronger now. I turn back and realize the man is running after me. this surprises me, so I start running too. I almost get hit by a car, and the dream shifts.

I am walking down the street again, but in the opposite direction than the previous dream. I see a large tunnel-like structure a bit of a walk in front of me. I feel like I want to get there faster. "If I'm dreaming, I should just be able to teleport to the entrance" I think. so I try to imagine myself in front of the entrance. Nothing. I try jumping and teleporting. Nothing again. I half wake up, In my semi awake state, I see two women sitting next to me, slightly above me. they seem suprised I am aware of them. I ask why wouldn't I be? but In my rapidly arriving consciousness, I realize this is something I have never experianced before, or perhaps I have, but not at this level. I remember their names, but that's impossible, I thought they were dead... or perhaps it is wishful thinking to know their names. I'm awake now, so I don't know if it's true or not.

In the bowels of central city, Cournal Mustang had become the next wrath. It was all I could do to dodge his strikes. Lucky for me, his gloves had been destroyed, so he could not use flame alchemy. Realizing I would lose if I didn't do something quickly, I summoned my energy. I sent invisible waves of energy that wrapped around and lifted him into the air, leaving him helpless and unable to move. Scar came up behind him and blew up his brain inside of his skull. It would regenerate, as he was a homunculus, but it bought us a small amount of time.

Sorry about the lack of updates, I have been sleeping with my computer turned off. It's great for increasing the vividness of dreams, but I've only been dreaming of sex for the last 3 days. As a personal rule I don't post sex dreams. Just wanted to update anyone who happened to follow my dream journal, thanks.

My current dream goal is: Draw the symbol on the ground and see what it does, I have a hunch it has something do do with either a portal, my dream guide, or both.

Wish me luck

I was puttering around on my computer when I heard my dog making whimpering noises behind me. when I checked on it, It had a square hole in it's side, there was no blood. I found this strange and did a nose pinch reality check. I was dreaming. I couldn't think of anything in particular I was planning to do, so I wandered out to my driveway. There was an old, dead, gnarled, black tree in the middle of the driveway, but I didn't take any notice. I decided to practice making portals. I tried a method I thought of a long time ago, but never had a chance to practice. I pinched my thumb and index finger together and drew a line in the air in front of me. at first nothing seemed to happen, but I charged the spot with a small amount of energy, without thinking really. It changed to a magenta-like hue. I reached into the line and stretched it, making a square portal. big enough for me to fit through.

I could not see where the portal lead, but I walked through anyway. everything went black for a split second, I saw stars fly by, as if I was in hyperspace, then I heard/thought the word, "Energize" as if captain Picard said it. the next thing I knew, I was on the starship enterprise, covered in some sort of shimmering, glass-like crystals. the crystals came off as I started moving around, and at this point I noticed that the entire ship seemed to be in some sort of panic. I saw one man with a phaser, but it was out of charge. I begun walking down the pandemonium-infested hallways, people were screaming everywhere around me, eventually I came to a halfway closed blast door, It was shutting. I noticed something interesting inside, I tried to get a better look, there were people inside- but if I could just-

-false awakening-

I wake up in my bed, get up, and write the previous dream down.

-series of false awakenings, nothing particularly special to report-

I actually wake up.

Within the dream, I am laying on a picnic table, attempting a WILD. I experienced vivid HI and a brief dream where I was gagged in a cold room. I got up, feeling a bit down, so I started writing. I got a pen and begun writing on the back of my ipod. I started the tale of my life. a few sentences at first, then text would appear, I was certain in the dream that it was from Raven Knight, encouraging me to write more. I quickly ran out of room to write on my ipod, so I begun writing on the table, I ran out of space on the table, so I begun writing on the sidewalk. the process was slow, as I often spaced out, but I would get a mental push every so often, a mental, "and then what?" after some time, I ran out of room on the sidewalk, I walked to the other side to write the next line, but something stopped me, I looked at the words I had just wrote, it was a meandering, senseless trek of my life, parts were missing where I stopped and thought of the text instead of writing it. I begun a bit of editing, but I stopped as quickly as I started, the job was too big to be done in the amount of time I had left.

I stood up, stepped back, and read it one more time. smiling at the terrible rendition of my life story.
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Also, if there is anyone following or subscribed to my dream journal, Say hi! I would Love to know who is following me, because as far as I know, there isn't any way to check that

-Dream-
As I fell asleep, I heard the voices of hundreds of people all crying out for different, yet similar things, change, the end of government greed, to be listened to. I thought I might be able to use it to perform a WILD, but my own voice was drowned out in the torrent of voices by the time I counted to four.
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-notes-
I had watched a few videos about the current protests in wall street, #OPOccupyWallStreet, I am surprised that I heard the voices, because I watched the videos several hours before I went to bed

in hindsight, I probably could have rode the voices much as I ride fear to enter a wild, unfortunately, what seems to have happened was my logic was shut off at this point, so I singlemindedly charged agenst the waterfall to accomplish my goal (have a shared dream with a friend) when I should have gone with the flow and gotten there in a roundabout fashion.

I was walking home from somewhere, at first I was able to walk just fine, but after awhile, I became tired, and I was reduced to crawling. It was as if my limbs would not listen to my brain unless I forced them to. I got tired of not being able to move, so I called a taxi. I asked the taxi driver to take me to the town I live in. we started moving. for the longest time, I just sat there, trying to regain my strength. I watched the buildings turn to trees, and the trees turn to mountains, but I did not realize that this was the incorrect way to my hometown, as I live in a populated area, not in a mountain. I started seeing other cars, like the one we were in. the taxi driver seemed to be distracted by the other cars that looked like his, so he got out some sort of radio and spoke into it, asking the cars to change colors or something like that. Suddenly all the cars were white with a black stripe down the middle, I thought that was strange for all the cars on the road to suddenly look the same, it reminded me that I may have not given him enough info to get to my house. I gave him my address so that he could get back on the right course. This made the taxi driver angry, he hunched over, his eyes turned red, and he got a rather nasty scowl on his face. I thought that this may be because I had given him the wrong info before, but I didnt' have much time to contemplate this, as I fell asleep before I could do much thinking.

I woke on a stone slab in a dark shack in my underwear. I was vaguely aware of my cell phone on my right cheek (not the face). I got up, confused, and I walked out a door with a small amount of light shining through the bottom. Outside, the taxi driver and a young blond girl were outside, sharpening meat hooks

(side note, I have never seen a meat hook before this dream, and I am surprised that this is exactly what they had in the dream.)

"Good morning, Meat." said the taxi driver.

I started running, but I became confused when they didn't immediately chase after me. I turned around and asked about it, but they didn't respond. the girl begun approaching me with a meat hook. Knowing I didn't have cell phone service, (I checked when I was running away) I knew my only option was to disarm her. I visualized what I wanted to do, grab the meat hook in mid swing and take it from her. before I knew it, I had the meat hook. I didn't hesitate. I plunged the hook into her back and yanked toward me, the meat hook embedded into her left, shoulder. I yanked it again, and it came out her chest. She didn't make a sound. I approached the taxi driver slowly, not noticing that the girl had simply disappeared completely. I wasn't sure how I was going to disarm him, he had two meat hooks, one in each hand. A meat hook flew at my head, I caught it. I was slightly confused, the taxi driver was throwing the meat hooks at me? the other meat hook flew at my head, again, I caught it. well, if he wanted to make my job easier, that's his choice. I embedded a meat hook in his skull, he was still alive, and I didn't feel like seeing his skull ripped open, so I embedded the other into his back. he disappeared as wall. I sat on the stone slab again, a bit tired, I rested.

I woke up in the same place, in a different paradigm. instead of the cold, creepy place I was in before, I was in a very nice, warm warm bedroom. the stone slab was now a proper bed, and the shack was a very nice room. the door opened, and the taxi driver poked his head in, I could tell he was no longer malicious. the taxi driver had a drink in hand, "Hey, want a Pepsi?" I said sure, even though I don't like Pepsi, He tossed the glass bottle to me, I caught it in my elbow. when I looked at it, it had changed to a mtn. dew. I set it aside and said, "I'll wake up soon" as I was a bit tired of the dream plane, and was ready to wake up.

I awoke.