non-lucid

10:13am-1:18pm
D: I was riding on a horse with and with my two other men already ahead, we tried to overtake a stagecoach that had one man inside and one man steering the horses. My two men jumped on the stagecoach and focused on steering it as I jumped through the door window and into the passenger seats inside. The man in there attempted to draw his sword but failed as I latched onto him and bit into his neck. Note, that this was being done in the daylight on a little forested but well paved road. -skip- In a mirror I look at my appearance, I wear a regal dress and seem to have just a bit of makeup on or atleast blush. I open my mouth and admire my teeth, then feel a tingling pain as my vampire fangs stretch out. Giving myself a grin, I walk through the door to the left of the mirror and enter a room of dancing. People in all sorts of noble attire are dancing in pairs, a waltz of some sort it seems and they are split to leave a path straight to my throne in the middle. I walk down the middle and pay them no mind as I relax in my throne. But before I can make up my mind what to do, the man I fed on earlier in the stagecoach rushes in with his sword at the ready and seems intent on a fight. This amuses my slightly but I have no intention of vacating my luxurious seating. End.

FA: Woke up in my current bed, went downstairs and just decided to do a reality check...because why not? Realised I was lucid dreaming and went around touching and looking at stuff to increase my vividness and it did work. Then I remembered before bed I told myself I'd try to make Rosewood Darkgarden again, I wasn't sure if I wanted to just open the door myself and try or what. So I asked my brother to help me get to the place and it worked. Except the design was off, the atmosphere was there but it looked like a pool instead of a secret garden floating in the water. End.

1:00am-5:45am
In an empty house, the walls are faded and the floor looks worn. There is a man on the second story of the little home, he has a noose around his neck and is about to hang himself when he hears a knocking at the door. He unties it in one pull of string and lets it fall away from his neck, I'm unsure as to what the rope is attached to because we never look up enough to see or justify it floating in the air. The people who knocked before enter the house, it's the lady that rents the home and two policemen. She mentions how the man we first saw has been in here forever without paying rent and that people complain his home smells bad. The man they speak of, walks downstairs and right past them outside. He doesn't seem to acknowledge that the police told him to stay there, he doesn't seem to care at all really. He just keeps walking, outside the early morning light is much brighter than the light inside his home and perhaps he welcomes it. His movements are slow and relaxed, a leisurely walk leading toward a wide lake up ahead. He stops just infront of the lake and to his left are two policemen, on drinks from a mug and the other stands looking out at the water as we do. To the right is another policeman, though further away and also seemingly to enjoy the lake view. One might ask why are there so many policemen here when it was only one man in a home who didn't pay his rent? But if that is asked, then we must also ask why he meant to kill himself and why does he seem so insensitive to those around him or perhaps unaware is a better word. It's as though he's thinking back on things, perhaps he's had a change of heart? One of the policemen is cheerful and offers him a cup of tea, then tells him that they there is the ghost of one of them. We look toward the lake again and see a black figure further out, it has a red outline where it's heart should be and he seems to be dancing on the water. I suppose they were all waiting for this, it seems a bit silly but curiously we head to the left where another policeman is right near the water. It's a bit of a walk, but when we reach the policeman we see that he's watching something. We ask what he's up to and he tells us that he is waiting for the boy's ghost that died here to come out, apparently it's very rare and he has yet to collect information from him. So we ask if they know that the ghosts come out at a certain time, why do they not go to each murder site and post a guard to watch for the ghosts and ask them about the information regarding their deaths? Our question was never answered because we saw a footprint in the sand, we knew the boy was near and so the policeman watched the ground as I ventured into the water. He said he hear splashes and that I shouldn't be in the water, it was here that I began to be fearful and tried to walk out. But I couldn't seem to move out of the water, I kept walking along the edge as near to the policeman as possible but I couldn't get out. I asked for his hand and I found it hard to grasp, it was as though it slipped out each time and I had not the muscles to retain a grip. -Q's: Was I going to die? By a ghost child's hand? Why were there a lot of ghosts here? Why was I afraid of death now when I tried to summon it into my body before? Why didn't I know about the deaths that had happened here? Or did I know? Why did my house stink when there was no furniture or anything inside, except myself? Where did I connect the noose from? Is there a link to it all? Am I here?

Started out at nighttime in a room that had a door leading to a balcony. I wasn't a specific character, but rather a watcher looking at it all like a movie. Inside the room was a group of friends, males and females I believe? Though mostly males. So we are focused on one guy wearing white clothes, he's curled up on a couch and trying to sleep when we see another guy sneak up and raise his leg as though to stomp him. My sense of fear increases because I think he's about to be murdered. But then he stirs and the image like flashes as though we've blinked, then the guys switch positions and we see our main fellow about to stomp the man who snuck up on him who is now sleeping peacefully in the same position our confused main character was in. This seems to confuse and frighten him so much that he starts screaming and keeps his foot suspended in mid air. So then he runs off and we see a bag on a table and then someone unzips it revealing a guy in a joker costume and someone else is trying to shove a person dressed as batman into the bag as well. The joker guy said there's plenty of room for two! and then we panned over to the right, where a man was a bit drunk or something so he ran into a mirror. Except it wasn't a mirror, it was a reflective window that shattered and he went out of it. Plummeting to his death I'm sure, but perhaps not because I don't really know how high up the building is. So then we pan over to the right, outside on the balcony where our main character is sort of leaning sideways on the railing but laying on the floor as well? He has a leg on the railing and two arms over it, his head is swaying slightly as I suppose he sleeps. Behind him, someone comes up and does the same raised leg maneuver and once again the bodies switch and our main character gawks in horror as he realises what he is about to do...again. So the other guy is just like, what? and our main character just stumbles a bit and runs back wards into the main room. Dream End.

July 22nd 1:00am-8:00am
Set at my current home, I believe..honestly I can't quite remember the first half. But for some reason we were low on money and weren't allowed to buy food from other places. I think it was also something to do with we couldn't drive the car out anymore, the person that told us this said to just buy from locals. But we don't have local stores or they carry bad food. So as mom and I are sitting in the diesel in a parking lot, a lady comes up and says she will help with money and food problems. She takes us to a store and we buy stuff, I forgot the terms of her agreement but afterwards we went to a room. In this room some people came through a portal and we started talking about stuff, I think it was about the new rules of people not being able to get food from other places. We also had these weird lights that were dim because the bulb didn't work. But when you take the bulb out, the light was much brighter. Anyway that was pretty much what I remembered, the room had tan walls and a portal in the left corner near the door entrance.

Woke at 3:13pm...wish I knew the starting time, but sense it was an afternoon nap, I can assume it was two hours long. This means the start time might have been around 1:00pm.


It's winter here but I don't know where here is but I do know that mom and I are trying to get the little chicks, who are in an encaged little wheelbarrow, up a hill to a home. I'm not sure how but we managed to do it, then we went inside the little place after placing them in an open garage to the side of the house and turning on their heat lights which we strung around the encaged area. They kinda looked like a teal LED bright lite set. Once inside, the area changed to the inside of my current home, I was hungry so I searched the cupboard near the door for some food, at first there was only what I had in real life. But then I saw cheetos, flaming hot cheetos, cheeto puffs, and way in the back I saw slim jims. I took those and went outside to eat them, I ate two but they tasted kinda funny like it wasn't meat. Then before I knew it, I was waking up in a room of sleeping bodies. Naked and under sheets in a living room, it was a bit nauseating but I just grabbed a shirts and rushed to the bathroom. The bathroom happened to be my grandmother's bathroom, but the living room was definitely from my old home. Behind me I heard footsteps and someone rushing to get to me, I tried to shut the door on them but a lady just shoved it open. I was on my knees on the floor, still a bit tired, she pulled me up and away from the bathroom. I forgot what she said but it was I think a sexual question and I answered positively. She wrapped her arms around my waist behind me and we sort of swayed into another room, then collapsed on a couch or chair. I sat on her lap and she held me, blah..sexual stuff so I guess her dialogue before was asking for consent. Anyway, the sexual stuff was different this time because before it always stopped when the pressure of stuff trying to get inside was too much and woke me up. This time though, I wasn't scared and didn't shy away, I guess that's why it finally happened. The pressure built up until I was about to cry out and was trembling was it was over, but I woke up. In my head, rose said she'd be gentler next time. But then I woke up for real and realized the last time I woke up was a false awakening, I felt the effects of the dream for a couple seconds after waking, but then it went away.


NEW:
I realize that it may seem strange to some readers but I never actually got to the stage of penetration or release in a dream ever, it was always blocked and I think this moment was an amazing one for me because I gave my consent this time. It was like I was ready, so maybe I'm learning more or something? Another thing I've noticed, I had control over my actions through the second half of the dream and this has happened last dream too. The new control and experience is actually really nice and makes me feel like I'm making progress.

July 18---11:30-1:25pm
In a store, buying clothes. Mom drags me outside the back, grabs a fish tail cutout of foam and goes back inside. Someone stops us at the door, I get kicked down. Big guy picks me up in a hug and give comforting words. In the store I look through racks of clothes, laugh for reasons forgotten and C says it's time to go. Go through door, get stopped by arabic guard who wants our IDs. I give mom her purse, he says I should have a tie for my shirt. I nod, but he says I'm not a boy am I? I panic, he reaches down to check and then gets shoved off. Pan out to him falling off a cliff, I say we shouldn't have done that but hippie type guy says it's fine. Pan down mountain to an asian looking through a telescope, he sees falling body and mistakes it for the sign they've been waiting for. End.

July 18---5:12pm-7:17pm
In old home at night, C is washing dishes he got from portal outside our house in the back. They are relics, I see one looking like a bowl pitcher. I put water in it, wash with soap and put water in it to drink. D enters room and sees me drinking, asks what is that and I tell him I think it's a drinking bowl. He seems skeptical, the water tastes bad like the soap I used and I see some of the pink soap residue on the bottom. I rinse it and put it in rack to dry, feel weird. Dizzy and nauseous, I stumble outside and see the world in a blurry. Look into portal and see outlined light blue squares on a white back ground. I scream as it freaks me out and wake up into a false awakening, C says shut up and I do. Talk in my mind to rose, mention dracula but I say it reminded me of a lucid dreaming vibe. End.

He gave us these little plastic? dolls to swallow and that would take us there, I had a hard time getting it to go down. I do remember thinking that this seemed kinda stupid, but then I did manage to swallow it and could feel it get caught slightly in my throat. After swallowing or going through the motions of swallowing a couple more times, I finally got it down and pretty much instantly saw the change after I blinked. We were in a room, appeared to be a dining room and I didn't seem to be familiar to the place. But then a voice spoke out behind me and caused me to turn about quickly to meet the face of the speaker who spoke from the shadows of the doorway, "Well if it isn't you", I of course was shocked a bit to see him there but for some reason also frightened a bit. I got the feeling that I shouldn't have come uninvited, but I also got the feeling that I owed him something. Anyway, he took me aside to another room to chat, I remember nothing of the dialogue except that I shouldn't be there. But sense I was here, I was obviously there for him. The rest of the dream is a bit hazy but their were other guests there and they'd been eating so I was to dress appropriately. After that I think I woke up.

1:10-7:54 July, 20th:
Old home, Walking through halls with C, checking rooms at night and playing a game. See D in bed and mom in bed. At beach in the morning, playing with people. Then the place turns dark and police come in, running people down and stuff. I hide in a necromancers tower, then rush back to home which is now current home. It is on fire, and the police have gone through the area and are still there. Mom is outside with a sword, I grab a sword and we both cut off one head out of the five guys outside. Then we leave markings on the other three, an open gash in one's chest, a slight scar on one's face and a cut off arm on another one; something I noticed is they bleed black blood or really dark red blood. We hide until morning or so they dream says, then we go access the situation and the house is now the old home again. The dream says we kill the remaining few. Then we grab food and stuff in boxes and put it into a helicopter, we even manage to put a box of chicks into it and the were specifically saved so the police weren't heartless after all. I keep telling mom to hurry up, we manage to fit everything and I shut off my phone so they can't track us through that. Then before we are going to leave, I say we could pick up D and C because they are alive. When I went to get the food, it was from grandma's kitchen fridge.
Things we gathered:
　clothes, small amount, mom was especially excited about a nightgown for her and lots of socks for some reason.
　frozen candy bars, nougats or something and also dry foods like crackers.
　box of chicks about five or seven.

We were all outside at my current home, mom, me, D and C. Near the storage shed and to the right of that was a tunnel, which lead to three other tunnel entrances. Mom wanted us to go inside, something about finding something in there. The task had been passed off to me by my brothers, so I was decided which entrance to go through. C was going on about how he thought I already knew which entrance to take, so he was ready to go inside himself. D was just hanging back watching, when I looked back to see mom she vanished. Just kinda disappeared in a fast disintegration, this caught everyone's attention for the moment until I spotted a small sturdy card paper floating down to the ground. Upon inspection of the card paper it had information about mythology, greek I believe. After passing that on to my brothers, we all decided we'd all go in together. The guys went in first while I searched for a flashlight, a lighting strike and drops of rain fell, I picked a heavy flashlight to follow them in with. C went first, D went second and I shined the flashlight over their heads and went last. C said I'd be their eyes and as we went further into the light dirt tunnel, we came across a light up ahead. I shined the flashlight toward the entrance to the new room where the light was and saw our cat Jeester, except he was bigger like a bobcat, I mentioned that mom must of been here(he's her favourite cat and she's his favourite human). When we got close we saw he was near a recently doused fire, some smoke was still coming out from it. Jeester growled and hissed weirdly at us, like he was possessed. C went forward and tried to catch him but Jeester bounded away and lept over a fence, C of course followed and D and I were left alone. I went over to where the light was, a desk infront the fabric covered tall fence had a chicken heat lamp with yellow light streaming out from it. It didn't look like it was plugged in anywhere, atleast not anywhere that I could see in the dim light of the room, I was also more interested in the two little flashlights on the desk. Mine had been flickering so I commented outloud that we needed a new one, the first one I tried was black but didn't work. The second one was green, I was going to try it but got distracted by the notes on the desk written on the same card paper and near a book. Then I went to the fireplace and held my hand over the remaining smoke, it felt like someone blowing on my palm. D and I went past the giant roots acting as a partition between the desk and the entrance, here we saw a lower fence and leaned on it as we looked into the new setting. The setting past the fences was my old home's backyard, the fences were the same ones we put up when we lived there and even the house was still there. We saw C still trying to find Jeester and then I for some reason had a random thought of someone hugging me from behind, I stuck my butt out and tried to imagine what that would be like. I tried to stay in the dream as long as possible but sadly I woke up.

In the morning I'm in bed, I can't recall if this was lucid or not but I was in control, and I started thinking about physical contact. Much to my surprise, this thinking lead to the feeling of arms wrapped around my stomach and holding me tight. This freaked me out a bit because I don't like unwarranted touching, so after some struggle I kicked the invisible hands away and went down stairs as fast as possible. I didn't expect whatever it was to follow, but I also didn't want to chance more unwanted hugs. Downstairs my family was there and for whatever reason, my mother had a bunch of sexual toys in her arms. I tried to get outside but sadly she forced a pink, vibrator I think into my hands. I wasn't to keen on it and tried to get rid of it, that happened easily as someone tackled me and it fell out of my hands. It was a guy, tall and obviously not my age but young. As nice as it was to have men falling for me, it wasn't nice to have them falling into me and with obvious reason. After he started kissing my neck, images of a movie character I like smiling down at me showed in my head almost blocking my view of his face, I made every effort to shove him off and it worked. But then I had to run because he chased me, I went into the house thinking someone might help but he was in there as well. Leaning back in a chair we don't own in the living room, he pulled me over and I half sat in his lap and half spilled over his right shoulder trying to get away. I think I didn't try so hard because it was nice being held but also not in this way and at this moment. I also think when I got out of his arm.hold that he let me go, because I think he could have held on longer. I ran away from the house and in a more overhead camera view, I saw myself running and him in the front yard looking at me go. I could hear him say he was going to get me back, he said it to a friend and even though I wasn't there I heard it clearly but in a whisper.

The dream started out at nighttime in my old home's living room, the area seemed a bit different but I can't remember how. I was talking to my older brother, about nothing I can remember, when suddenly there was this rattle at the window and loud screeching. Kind of how I imagine a banshee's screech along with a bat squeak would sound like. The thing looked like the child of a bat/mantis/leaf hybrid with green and yellow colours to keep the leaf effect. It kept trying to fly through the widow screen and looking at me as it continued it's manic sounds. I of course backed away from the window (I do remember now why it seemed strange, the window was the door window to the other part of the house we had added on.) I was frightened and thought it was going to come through and harm me, my brother however rushed out of the room to the side door to go fetch it. (Meaning he assumed it was outside, however with the setup of the house it was just in the other room and he never entered the outside door to the room or we would have seen and heard that.) In a little while later he came back with the thing sandwiched between some bread? and held it closer to me, but I backed off and said I didn't want it's head that close because it's mouth was open and showed it's many teeth. It looked more like a bat-dragon in the head shape. My brother showed us how it wrapped itself up in a shiney silver looking cape, it must have been curled up inside because the shape was like a circle. The back of the cape also had a grey symbol on it, a V with a line going across from each side to make it look like an upside down A. Then from the bottom point of the V upward was a line. That's all I really remember, but everyone was fascinated with it. I remember thinking it must be a bat type, but also thinking why my brother captured it in his hands.