Sehnsucht

Being on vacation with my family right now, I don't have time to properly invest time in dreaming and noting them down, but I want to at least note the most important things.

I wake up in a big bed, I am slightly older, maybe I even am another person. A woman comes into my room, she wears glasses and has long, brown hair, I think it is a ponytail. She says "Time to wake up master, you'll be later for your appointment." I get up, but the way our relationship is right now doesn'T feel right. I respond "Please don't call me 'master' anymore..." It feels like our relationship is a very long one, but it has gone terribly wrong at some point. She is now facing the other way, I can't see her expression while she says "Looks like this will be our last morning together." I embrace her from behind, and say "I don't want to let it end like this..."

I get lucid while looking at the sky, it has a yellow-orange color, and the clouds are making a very weird structure. I think about what I want to do, I finally got lucid again, but I decide to continue to look at the pattern of the clouds, so I wil remember it. I do so, and wake up after a few seconds.

I will try to paint this pattern when getting home.