samson2908

18.05.2006

Peeing in an old ladies bathroom (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Peeing in an Old Ladies Bathroom

im walking through my old neighborhood and i really have to pee. i go up to a house that has the garage door open and i walk in. there one old lady sitting in the kitchen and another one comes walking in. i ask if i can use their bathroom. they have a couple of dogs and they come running up to me. one is a bigger dog, kind of a reddish blonde looking lassie. the other one is really small with a turned down snout, it reminds me of my lemutte. i tell the lady how cut her little dog is as i bend down to pet it. she walks up the stairs but has to lean heavily on the banister to the left to make it, shes crippled. she tells me on the way up what she has, it sounded like she said she was cusped? she tells me a couple times but ive never heard the word she keeps saying and i dont want to be rude by prying into her business.

we get to the top of the stairs and come past a computer monitor that was on. it has an aim chat window open. i think how neat, i might have been talking to that old lady before. she shows me into the bathroom and as im in there i hear here tell me something about the website but i dont remember what it was. i start peeing in the toilet, im pretty far away from the bowl. im making it into some sort of game my balance leaves me and i start wobbling around and falling over, im doing my best to make it in the bowl but im having some technical difficulties. the dream fades out.

im in that space in between dreams where everything is dark. i think that i want to go back into the dream again so i start picturing the bathroom. at first nothing seems to happen but then im thinking about walking up to the sink and washing my hands and next thing i know, im back in the dream washing my hands at the sink. it was like a fog had been lifted and suddenly i was there again. as i was picturing myself doing it, slowly the physical sensations started to reappear(like holding on to the sink handles).

i get done washing my hands and i go back downstairs. i go into the kitchen and the old black lady is there doing dishes, both of the dogs are there too but i dont see the other lady that showed me up the stairs. i look out of the kitchen window and i see that its night time. i ask her is it really that late and have i really been up there that long. she turns around and looks at me and says yes. i tell her im sorry i was up there so long and i do feel bad. they were doing me a favor and i ended up inadvertantly taking advantage of it. she asks me what happened and i tell her that i woke up. she just looks at me like "oh, well that would explain it". as i turn to leave the bigger dog starts walking towards me and growling, i hadnt said goodbye to them. i go up to the big dog and pet him and tell the 2 dogs goodbye. i thank the lady again and walk out of the door that goes into the garage.


there are a ton of cars stacked in the garage and one of them looks like a newer sunfire model. there are so many cars and a boat that some of them are sticking outside of the big garage door so that they wouldnt close if they tried to close them. its raining slightly outside, really overcast, light but really grey clouds. im walking down the driveway thinking about what i can do now that im lucid. i look up into the sky and i see the outline of a butterfly, its beautiful. kind of reminds me of the swallowtail that i drew. i want to take a better look at it so i fly up to get above the houses. as i start going up the butterfly starts stretching it wings, fluttering them alittle bit. its really pretty. i get up above the houses and some of the trees and i perch on top of an electrical line that was running along the top of the telephone poles. i settle in to my perch and look for the butterfly but its gone i look at shannons old house and i think its weird that that house has turned into a big row of apartments. since that fun is over i think about trying to find M. or a spirit guide. i fly down and go inside of a garage next to shannons old house. it has a finished basement and im walking through it looking for some good doors to be able to try and make stuff appear behind.

when im lucid i know its not usually going to last very long so i always have a big sense of urgency as im walking around. i know anyone thats watching me dream must get a kick out of me speed walking around and yelling at the top of my lungs. at one point in the basement i think about what a dork i must look like.

the basement looks like it came out of the 70's, wood paneled walls, brown shaggy carpet, brown wooden doors. as im walking through it im thinking how neat it is that my mind still remembers what this place looks like even though i havent been down there in over 15 years.


i really dont remember what that basement looked like so it very well coulda been it, or i could have just made it all up

i go into a back bedroom of the basement. before i open the door i tell myself marie will be on the other side of it. that doesnt work(again! gonna have to try a mirror next time) so i call out my spirit guides name looking for her. im opening up other doors looking for her but i cant find her and she doesnt appear around a corner like she usually does. i go into another bedroom and it has a ton of rock posters on the walls. im thinking that maybe the boy that lived here grew up to become a musician of some sort and how neat that is.

somewhere along the way ive picked up a small blanket and a poncho and im constantly playing with them in my hands to keep myself lucid. i seem to stay lucid longer if i focus some attention on my hands and what theyre feeling. be it rubbing my hands together or ringing a shirt inbetween them.

as im walking back out to the garage i hear someone closing the door. i hear the chain rattling and im alittle worried theyre gonna be mad that i was snooping around their basement. i walk into the garage and i see that daniel is the one closing the door. her back is turned towards me. i look from her to the door and see that theres still a couple foot gap at the bottom. i run and slide under the door before she knows whats going on. i get up and start walking away. she comes out of the door after me. i turn back around and give her the blanket and poncho back saying sorry as i hand them over. i say "youre daniel daily." she nods and says yes she is

i havent seen her since grade school. we were never friends. she was really shy and never really talked.

as im walking away she says that she doesnt want to know who i am, she knows that im just some asshole. i start walking up the road towards my old house. im thinking maybe i can talk to the ghost there or better yet, maybe ill be able to find M. or a spirit guide since its a place of power for me. as im walking up the road its still raining and ive pulled my shirt up over my head. my head starts getting heavier and heavier, its getting harder to walk. i start to pull the top half of me away from my body so i can try and push my head along. it helps alittle but its still slow going. the dream slowly fades out.

im back in the dark area between dreams and i want to go back into the dream but i know i need to call in in the morning to see if i have to go to work so i make myself wake up all of the way.