memorable

Dream

I was at a diner, asian of sorts, with a man, and he had glasses, somewhat nerdy looking, very familiar, skinny, seemed to have an important job, a suit. He was a model agent. He was A.J.s model agent. Her and a friend sat down with me, after we perused the shop a little, in this I also explained the multiple forms acid comes in, and the pros and cons of each. We talked for a while of randomness, and I learned that a.j was a model. I wasn't too surprised, but she always was short for model standards. She left for a minute.

My friend said something about how she enjoyed herself so much. How she was awesome. How she was lovely. The model agent also said that he loved how she acted and what kind of person she was.

"Wait, does everyone here think that AJ is amazing?" I asked. I said that she was beautiful, but most absolutely angelic...

D's mom came up after LSD was spoken of and said, "Acid? Does anyone have pot hahah?" and left.

Time lapse. I was in my house. Many people were outside, scurrying. It seemed something was happening, then the first one came. I saw it over the trees, a rock, a boulder, massive, coming straight towards us. I went outside and out ran it. My brother hid downstairs. There were preparations people had, they wanted to fight it. I didn't know how.

I ran outside, I was in shorts, I needed to find out where this thing was, then maybe we could shoot it, snipe it, something. I helped with the reinforcements for a minute, making a small trench type indent, and then ran inside, and looked out the back window. I saw it, it saw me. A large platform coming up from one point into a circular platform, all red-brown with a double gate around the top. It was no more than a few miles away.

I ran downstairs. I needed pants, work pants, to run well in the terrain. Wait, pants? It's too hot what am I thinking? It would be a good idea to protect my feet, but I didn't have time, I had to deal with it. I looked around, and I found something called a bubble blaster. It was a form of a cannon, but it looked like a toy. It was heavy as a cannon though, and since the aircraft saw me, it was hard to dodge the boulders coming at me. I was about to run outside when I heard a huge boulder skid the ground. I walked outside, there was a hole that seemed like an earthquake parted the ground. I figured my dad was dead. Was he? I don't know, I have to kill this thing. I ran out, my neighbor was near me, I placed the bubble blaster on the ground, and I then looked at the aircraft. It seems 13 degrees northeast. Wait no, it's definitely more than that. I need to know how strong this blaster is. I put it to 23 degrees and fired, it went about 20 feet with a saddening pebble. That was bad. Five shots left. My first thought was that the thing was useless and I should find something else.

But my intuition knew better. I grabbed the thing again, and I saw that the air craft changed shape, it was now a circle, a floating sphere toward the north of us, completely visible over my own house. I asked my neighbor how far away it was. He didn't know, I told him that if we don't get it down, everyone dies, he repeated himself with tears in his eyes. I found a windup on the left side of the cannon, and a large dinosaur shaped piece of tungsten came out from the top about a foot. I fired.

The degree was perfect, it went the perfect distance, and the perfect strength, it was a boulder, about half the size of theirs, but the worst aim. Off by a mile at least, more east then north. I tried again, this time making the aim as well as the degree, which I brought up by about 3. This was a good shot. It seemed to hit the lowest platform on the sphere, where a small engine was, it immediately took flame. But the sphere was still getting closer. By this point it was nearly above my house, I had 2 shots left, I changed the cannon again, I saw to my left 2 of my neighbors deaths come from above, no time for it though. I saw the second platform as well as the engine there, I fired.

This hit spot on. It seemed to actually hit a member of the aircraft before igniting the second engine. It was a larger ignition than the first one, and the aircraft slowed down tremendously. At this point it was nearly at a standstill it seemed. It was over my house, off by a few 100 feet or so. I wasn't sure if the blaster could get the right angle to shoot at the topmost engine. I only had one shot. It all depended on me. I saw the top most engine, about a mile above us, I had to shoot now, while they were still in front of me, instead of above me. As I shot the last boulder, the last blast, I followed it carefully with my eyes, as if time slowed down.

It hit. It actually would have missed if they weren't trying to go closer to us. Their protection was their downfall. I felt happy. A sudden realization swept the smile from my face, when I realized that all of this crafts engines were ablaze, this thing was going to blow up. This thing was going to blow up big time.

I ran as fast as possible, it was odd though, I wasn't scared. I knew I was going to die, I just felt it was natural to run. Isn't it?. I made it maybe ten feet. My eyes left my body, I saw myself, as if I were hovering above myself, burning, as if a lunar rocket went off directly above me, my body instantly deceased and slowly burned to ash. I stayed outside of my body though. As a new sense of knowledge swept over me, a sense of truth, and a sense of happiness. I started narrating what happened afterwards.

In death, I had my wish granted, to live a full life. But I was unable to in my current state. So they had me sent to Earth, and although I could not feel the sensations, they gave me a human suit (red) which provided them for me. I felt the first breath of air touch my suits lungs. The first time I used a diaper, it was the suit that made the sound. The first time I kissed a girl... she wasn't naked, but my first crush. The first time I felt love. The second, and last, time I died, with a sense of truth and happiness, and the touch of my beloved wife, my last sense was that of true love...



I woke up with a very sincere feeling of accomplishment, and of happiness. I felt like the main character of a movie with a happy ending. I also woke up with a strong desire to see AJ again, Who I've only hung out with once, and haven't seen for about 2 years.

Length: 30 min
Dream Non-dream

I was walking up a hill, and I saw my friend C at the top. I've known him for a while, but have just started really hanging out with him. He was there with a one hitter, I sat down and toked with him.

He said to hold it so people thought it was a cigarette. "I know the deal man," I said. We sat there and smoked for 3 minutes or so. I looked at it, it looked like a joint for a second. I then noticed that the weed came all the way through ,and it was all hollow. So now I noticed that the weed was burning the whole way through, and if I hit it wrong, I would burn my lips. I pucked my lips around it to avoid the embers. A little bit got in my mouth, but it wasn't hot. It was done, good high. Me and C walked around a bit, and he told me there was weed at the telephone pole I looked up, There was a telephone line going through a freeway. It was twenty feet above me, and I'd have to walk around to get on the freeway.

I told him "bullshit, no way" and he said he was joking. I left him and went to a flea market. I saw my mom there. We walked around and shopped for a couple minutes, then we started talking about drugs. I asked her if I'd get to drink with her next year when we went to Europe. She said of course I would, and that I'm gonna need to learn to drink before we go. I asked if she would drink with me now, and she said yes, but only in the safety of our home.

We drive home. She brings me to a bar that my aunt owns (apparently). It was a corner shop, a small rounded bar with a garage door instead of a normal entrance. She closed the garage door so no one would interrupt. My aunt asked me what liquor I would like. I asked her what kind she had. "Vodka, super vodka, vodka on the rocks, vodka mixed, sherley temple, pina colada, black forest, amputated leg (my friend makes these in real life, not sure if they're official or a home recipe) and the obvious choices of whiskey, UV vodka (I like my vodka), rum, kahlua, and wine."

"Well.... I'd like to try it all," just about the best thing I could have said. She made ma a sherley temple and I sipped on it while I saw her make "super vodka" during. She said the key to vodka drinks is to add a lot of ice. She put vodka half way up a huge blender (5 liters prolly) then filled it all with ice. She added some garnish and some red stuff, then added more ice till it was overflowing at the top, but it didn't overflow, because it all stuck together. She added half a shaker full of salt and all of a sudden it collapsed on itself, and the ice shrunk down with the vodka and whatnot so that it was filled with only 1/5 the way with ice/vodka. I thought it was a neat trick. Then she added more vodka and ice, blended it all up, and gave me a cup.

Strong shit, might I say. The weed was holding up well, and I could just start feeling the liquor, they put 20 shot glasses in front of me, with my mom, all different liquors. All of a sudden the place was crowded and I had to hide my drinking. She asked how it was, and I said it tasted good, but it wasn't "good enough" afraid to tell my mother I wanted strong drink. I took some sips out of my sherley temple and thought "I hate how dreams cause you to only be high/drunk if you think about it," I became more drunk from thinking that, and then walked out to the car with my mom.

I woke up. Overall, good dream.

I'm teaching myself to reinforce the idea that I'm dreaming when it comes up by focusing more about dreaming when I think it up. Should prove useful.

I had this dream (or series of interconnected dreams) this night, when I fell asleep from 6:00AM-5:00PM. I had used autosuggestion very loosely, so I'll call it a DILD.

Technique used: DILD
Length: 45 min

lucid non-lucid not a dream

I forgot a lot of the dream (I didn't write it in my RL DJ, and wasn't able to type this part till now, a good 6 hours later) but I do remember fragments. Also, it's good to note that I was starving when I went to sleep.

So, the dream started with a lot of my brother driving and a few of my cousins, we all hung out, and then we had to drive to get some food at my aunts. We got there, and there was a teleporter somewhere. I think I used the teleporter to teleport to my next dream scene.

This next part was all extremely vivid. I walked from my mom's car to a restaurant with her and my dad. My dad and I walked to the staff room (for a good reason I can't remember), which ended up being a large windowed room, with three layers of windows till there was the outside. I thought of doing a reality check, since that was weird. It was odd though, my reality check failed, but I still had the feeling I was in a dream. I tried two more times, and it sort of worked, but I realized I must be in a dream anyway.

I wasn't very lucid, because of the shoddy RCs I think, but I was with my dad, and I knew that it could be the real him in the dream world, so I told him I was in a dream, that we were in a dream. He said he knew. I asked him if he realized that that meant we could do anything, and he said no we can't (I think). I tried to break a glass window, but it didn't break. My dad said something about it, and I told him I could cut it with my fingers.

I put my finger to the glass and did a very shitty circle, cutting it through. I broke that part off, then broke off the rest mentally. My dad tried as well, but instead broke it physically when he was done. For some reason doing this interested me a lot, and after talking to him a little bit about dreams, I kept doing this with the windows until I lost lucidity and found myself back in the restaurant with my dad.

It was a FA, I told him I just had a dream, and he was in it. I asked him what he did in his dream. He said he was with me, but he was at our basement or something, and we were making holes in the tiling. He added some other info, about us both knowing it was a dream, and I concluded it was a shared dream, but not a very good connection.

I woke up, and fell back asleep.

I was in a different place in the restaurant, and I did another RC. Shoddy again, but I still realized I was dreaming. My dad was with me, and we were atop a spiral staircase, all white, with a very interesting curvy railing. I saw a baby girl sitting at the very end of the railing, and I decided to go grab her, I was about to slide to the bottom, when I FA'd again in the restaurant with my mom and dad.

I don't remember what happened after that, but after a minute or so I woke up IRL. It was very interesting, and I felt that my dad was actually there. It seems to me that I kept switching from the astral plane into my dream world, and that in the astral plane, RCs don't work as well, or the vividness throws me off, and I only was with my dad in the astral plane.

I'll ask my dad what he dreamed about and see if we made a connection, and I'll update this accordingly.

EDIT: I talked to him. He said it happened. He remembered a great deal more than I did. We also got high together, had sex with some people and he said We fell right after the glass building thing. That was when I lost lucidity, so I was probably a DC at that point, otherwise I would have flown, or at least remembered it from terror. He remembered nothing about a restaurant, he said that never happened. I find it pretty probable that I met up with him in the astral plane, and that the other parts where I wasn't lucid was in my inner dream world or something.

This is my first successful (remembered) shared dream.

Technique: MILD
Non-lucid Lucid Real life
I havent meditated for a good couple months, although I always considered it beneficial and I enjoyed doing it. Having gotten back into lucid dreaming a week or so ago (an absence of almost a year, I used to and still can lucid dream at will), I also got back into conscience awareness and meditation. I did a basic silencing the mind meditation for 20 minutes, then fell asleep using MILD.

My dream started off with me walking out of a building/courthouse with my mom, and she said something very odd, so I did a reality check.
I did a nose RC and instantly became fully lucid. The dream was extraordinarily vivid, and I felt completely aware, and in control. I started by simply looking around and sat down in the road and touched the ground. It had tons of pebbles, like any road in RL, and I could feel them perfectly. I knew I was going to have a long lucid dream, and decided first to call someone to complete the TOTM. I was messing with my phone, but couldn't find my contacts. I didn't really feel like it was a good TOTM and couldn't remember the advanced one, so instead I decided to jump off of a skyscraper. I flew high into the air, then said "eh, fuck it I'm high enough" and just went into a free fall. I fell a few hundred feet very calmly and happily, and stopped an inch above the ground. Being done with my free fall, I closed my eyes and teleported somewhere, not deciding where, just wanting to go somewhere else.
I found myself in a car, driving down an empty highway, not liking the idea of driving in a dream, I flew through the hood and landed back on the highway. Now it was full of cars. I went on all fours and started running. I got faster, and I got bigger. In just about two seconds I was larger than most office complexes, and running faster than the speed of light. I was crushing all the cars, and decided to make my hands more crushy. I turned them into giant black masses that looked like the hammerfist transformation in prototype. I saw a large black building and decided to get off the highway, and jumped into it, midair turning into a giant beast that looked somewhat like Spidermans Venom, and smashed 1/4 of the building off, with wires and pipes everwhere.
When I crushed it I turned back into a normal sized human, floating above the wreckage, and I saw a couple police cars on the road with their sirens on. I blinked and teleported into the uncrushed part of the building.
I lost lucidity, whether cause of the police or what happened next idk. It seemed like I just lost awareness, but I was still calm. I forgot something that happened in between the teleporting and this, but next I remember I was given a heavy machine gun by some guy, looked like Price from Call of Duty. He didn't say anything (I never talk to DCs) but when he gave me the gun I had a HUD show up, showing my health, a crosshair, and unlimited bullets, and some bar that didn't seem to have a purpose. I went in, and there were two fat guys with miniguns (they looked like Heavys from Team fortress 2, they were even cell shaded, but had black shirts and a black hat/beanie, like a thief). I circled them both (Price disappeared) and whenever my crosshair went onto one of them it would turn to static for some reason. I shot them both a bit when I saw the static, but it seemed as if the bullets went through them.
Then I woke up, I opened my eyes instantly, and looked around a little, feeling the calm awareness from meditating. I noticed the lights were on, and immediately went to write down in my notebook DJ. I wrote a half a sentence, looked at it (trying to remember more) and I read up until the last word, and then it became blurry and all of a sudden
I woke up. The dream lasted at least 30+ minutes.
The fact that the Heavys were cell-shaded interests me, I'm going to eventually apply that to the rest of the dream world, and make it look like a dream borderlands. I do remember once having a non-lucid where I saw a cartoon character. It was either Peter from Family Guy, or some fat guy, it was hard to remember. Having both those experiences, I know I can have a cartoon dream, and I'm going to try to have a 2d cartoon dream eventually... once I figure out how it'd look/work...