non-lucid

Dream Non-dream

There is a good chance none of this will interest you. If you wish for an adventure or some sort of tale of grandeur, then this won't tickle your fancy.

First part I was in a school. I wasn't sure what happened but I was in my high school and I saw a couple of kids get into trouble, I had a feeling of dread, they were getting lots of people in trouble. I walked to the front and saw the school cop talking to my friend. He looked me directly in the eye. Shit. I had cigarettes on me, and bud? Maybe. I just had to leave (my house is within walking distance of my HS, so I ended up leaving during passing period without discipline many many times). I walked towards my normal ditching spot, when I saw Alex come up to me. He was in my Health class 3 years ago, I haven't talked to him since (and even then not much). He asked if I knew what was going on. I said no. He said "Well would you wanna ditch with me?" Funny, I told him, he could ditch with me if he pleased, I just had to leave before I got in legal trouble.

Suddenly a picture arose in my minds eye. They blocked my ditching spot. I don't know why, I don't know how I knew, but it was indubitable. "Shit!" I exclaimed. "Come with me, were going through the courtyard." There was a courtyard in the middle that cut through the school, it was the quickest way to get from front to back. I checked my back really quick, the school cop was tailing me. Why were they interested in me? What did I do to stick out. I walked briskly through the courtyard. A teacher grabbed Alex. It would be pointless to grab him, he would get in trouble for trying to ditch, but he didn't carry anything illegal on him. Besides, he must have had some heat on him for the teacher to grab him instead of me... Although he was smaller. I opened the door farthest from the front. This door opens to the freshman hallway. There are never deans there, and despite it being the "freshman" hallway, enough upperclassmen were there to cover me from eyesight. Not to mention the hallways were short with quick turns. I lost the school cop and went out of the door running to my house.

I memory lapsed. I was on my way back to school. None of the preceding part was remembered, I only thought that my teachers would be disappointed that I had finished no work. I went the long way around school and I got onto the campus when I realized that I had a doral cigarette in my ear. Good thing I didn't go into school XD. I checked my phone to see if I had time to smoke it, or if I had to ditch it. It was 6:58. School didn't start till 7:20, I had time without a doubt. I smoked it and walked around the school (staying off campus grounds, that would be illegal).

I memory lapsed again. I was talking to my mom. I asked if I could go to Misha's house (my neighbor). She said it was fine, I walked over and he wasn't home. I asked his little brother where he was, and he said he was with my brother in X's house (I don't think X was a real neighbor of mine). I walked over to X's house to see if Misha and X wanted to go somewhere. When I got inside I saw X on his computer, and he said that Misha was upstairs. On my way up I saw four little black brothers talking. I heard Natasha ask what I was doing (by my name, she didn't know I was around the corner). The brothers all said I was drinking over around the corner. I said I wasn't drinking, but I felt stupid because I'd figured they'd assume my actions were out of drunken stupor, instead of just regular stupor. I walked over and around the corner, I saw Natasha and then she disappeared. Behind her, a blender appeared. Assuming she'd turned into a blender, I asked the blender for a hug. I looked around to see Natasha, somehow just to my left. I gave her a hug, I haven't seen her in over a week. Not a single thought of her adultery went through my mind. I was genuinely happy to see her. I turned around.

My mom had just walked in and "cracked down on the party." She heard the kids saying I was drunk, asked why I wasn't at Misha's. I explained that I had just gotten there a moment ago and she laughed and said nice try, I was going to be grounded.

I woke up with 2 thoughts. The first that my mom is giving herself unnecessary stress with her recent worries about me. She believes I am a ne'er do well because of a recent misunderstanding. This upset me. But not as much as the second thought, which was that despite Natasha's actions, I hadn't a single aversion to her in the dream. I wonder how much I care of her adultery. I wonder how much more or less others would care. To me it felt like an unfortunate show of character, a reason provided to never stay with her, although a reason never once hoped for.

Dream

I was at a diner, asian of sorts, with a man, and he had glasses, somewhat nerdy looking, very familiar, skinny, seemed to have an important job, a suit. He was a model agent. He was A.J.s model agent. Her and a friend sat down with me, after we perused the shop a little, in this I also explained the multiple forms acid comes in, and the pros and cons of each. We talked for a while of randomness, and I learned that a.j was a model. I wasn't too surprised, but she always was short for model standards. She left for a minute.

My friend said something about how she enjoyed herself so much. How she was awesome. How she was lovely. The model agent also said that he loved how she acted and what kind of person she was.

"Wait, does everyone here think that AJ is amazing?" I asked. I said that she was beautiful, but most absolutely angelic...

D's mom came up after LSD was spoken of and said, "Acid? Does anyone have pot hahah?" and left.

Time lapse. I was in my house. Many people were outside, scurrying. It seemed something was happening, then the first one came. I saw it over the trees, a rock, a boulder, massive, coming straight towards us. I went outside and out ran it. My brother hid downstairs. There were preparations people had, they wanted to fight it. I didn't know how.

I ran outside, I was in shorts, I needed to find out where this thing was, then maybe we could shoot it, snipe it, something. I helped with the reinforcements for a minute, making a small trench type indent, and then ran inside, and looked out the back window. I saw it, it saw me. A large platform coming up from one point into a circular platform, all red-brown with a double gate around the top. It was no more than a few miles away.

I ran downstairs. I needed pants, work pants, to run well in the terrain. Wait, pants? It's too hot what am I thinking? It would be a good idea to protect my feet, but I didn't have time, I had to deal with it. I looked around, and I found something called a bubble blaster. It was a form of a cannon, but it looked like a toy. It was heavy as a cannon though, and since the aircraft saw me, it was hard to dodge the boulders coming at me. I was about to run outside when I heard a huge boulder skid the ground. I walked outside, there was a hole that seemed like an earthquake parted the ground. I figured my dad was dead. Was he? I don't know, I have to kill this thing. I ran out, my neighbor was near me, I placed the bubble blaster on the ground, and I then looked at the aircraft. It seems 13 degrees northeast. Wait no, it's definitely more than that. I need to know how strong this blaster is. I put it to 23 degrees and fired, it went about 20 feet with a saddening pebble. That was bad. Five shots left. My first thought was that the thing was useless and I should find something else.

But my intuition knew better. I grabbed the thing again, and I saw that the air craft changed shape, it was now a circle, a floating sphere toward the north of us, completely visible over my own house. I asked my neighbor how far away it was. He didn't know, I told him that if we don't get it down, everyone dies, he repeated himself with tears in his eyes. I found a windup on the left side of the cannon, and a large dinosaur shaped piece of tungsten came out from the top about a foot. I fired.

The degree was perfect, it went the perfect distance, and the perfect strength, it was a boulder, about half the size of theirs, but the worst aim. Off by a mile at least, more east then north. I tried again, this time making the aim as well as the degree, which I brought up by about 3. This was a good shot. It seemed to hit the lowest platform on the sphere, where a small engine was, it immediately took flame. But the sphere was still getting closer. By this point it was nearly above my house, I had 2 shots left, I changed the cannon again, I saw to my left 2 of my neighbors deaths come from above, no time for it though. I saw the second platform as well as the engine there, I fired.

This hit spot on. It seemed to actually hit a member of the aircraft before igniting the second engine. It was a larger ignition than the first one, and the aircraft slowed down tremendously. At this point it was nearly at a standstill it seemed. It was over my house, off by a few 100 feet or so. I wasn't sure if the blaster could get the right angle to shoot at the topmost engine. I only had one shot. It all depended on me. I saw the top most engine, about a mile above us, I had to shoot now, while they were still in front of me, instead of above me. As I shot the last boulder, the last blast, I followed it carefully with my eyes, as if time slowed down.

It hit. It actually would have missed if they weren't trying to go closer to us. Their protection was their downfall. I felt happy. A sudden realization swept the smile from my face, when I realized that all of this crafts engines were ablaze, this thing was going to blow up. This thing was going to blow up big time.

I ran as fast as possible, it was odd though, I wasn't scared. I knew I was going to die, I just felt it was natural to run. Isn't it?. I made it maybe ten feet. My eyes left my body, I saw myself, as if I were hovering above myself, burning, as if a lunar rocket went off directly above me, my body instantly deceased and slowly burned to ash. I stayed outside of my body though. As a new sense of knowledge swept over me, a sense of truth, and a sense of happiness. I started narrating what happened afterwards.

In death, I had my wish granted, to live a full life. But I was unable to in my current state. So they had me sent to Earth, and although I could not feel the sensations, they gave me a human suit (red) which provided them for me. I felt the first breath of air touch my suits lungs. The first time I used a diaper, it was the suit that made the sound. The first time I kissed a girl... she wasn't naked, but my first crush. The first time I felt love. The second, and last, time I died, with a sense of truth and happiness, and the touch of my beloved wife, my last sense was that of true love...



I woke up with a very sincere feeling of accomplishment, and of happiness. I felt like the main character of a movie with a happy ending. I also woke up with a strong desire to see AJ again, Who I've only hung out with once, and haven't seen for about 2 years.

Length: 60 min

Dream Non-dream

Lots of shit happened. It started off with me and 2 other people in an abandoned house of some sort. We walked around and found 4 other people. The mood was dark and dreadful around us, but our moods were happy and curious. Of the people we found one that had rollerblades and one that had a skateboard.

We left the house, it was the middle of a city, right by a four way four lane intersection. There was a big building next to us (the white house?). The roads were full of cars. We crossed the road, and there didn't seem to be any cars moving anymore. We saw T and Tr riding over to us with the skates and a skateboard. I tell Trevor I want to try to skate (inline). And skate I did. I teleported to the other side of the road, the cars weren't there. I was going maybe 15 mph, and I had to turn to the other side, I took a giant U-ey, and went from right, to top, to the left side of the street where everyone else was.

This is where we gather to talk about the machines. There were 7 of them, enough for all of us. They were like matrix machines, they brought us into a different world. These machines were made for us, in that house, even though we'd never been there before. Our business today was a bet. The world was in extreme danger from a giant machina, who would save it? Everyone put in $150 for themselves, whoever saved the world, got it all. I knew it was going to be me. I put in $110, and told them I'd pay back the $40... not like I'd need to pay myself an extra $40. For some reason Trevor, who was collecting all the money, asked if $20 of it was for him, since $90 was in 2 checks, and there was a $20 bill.

We went to the machines in the house. I laid back and closed my eyes.

I was in the other world. The same world we were just at I realized, or maybe a parallel to the street. There was indeed a giant machina, and we were all in mechs. "I gotta win that money" I thought. Then I thought I had to save the people even more. I attacked the giant machina, hitting his foot with an energy sword.

I woke up. There were so many other things in there, and I only have the faintest memory of it all. I went back to sleep afterward, but don't remember a portion.

I rarely have dreams with so many main characters, generally it's me and 2 other people, and I might have made it sound like that, but when I was exploring the house, and when we left the house, I was conversing with the 7 people the whole time. They did important things too, like set up the machines.

Length: 10min remembered.
Dream Non-dream

I found myself and two of my friends in a different plane. Was it a game? No, it couldn't be, this was another world. I could alter it though. Me and 3 of my friends were walking around. There were 5 "worlds" in there, or 5 levels, with mini levels in each one. I'm not entirely sure how I knew this.

We ran around, low level demons, we killed them no problem, I used my mind, one of my friends had a sword, another had a club, and the other was defenseless, and weaponless. I saw a Giant spider. I brought it to a dimensional rift, a hole in the ground that sent it to a hell, a drop of indeterminable length, that killed it.

I zoned out, it was just a game, I saw the menu screen. There were 5 worlds, and 4 levels each, but there were two level 5's. I thought "This game is dangerous, we're going to need help."

I go back in, and see the giant spider again. I use this laser pointer thing, and create a hole, then I say "how would you like to move down 22, over 30?" and I teleported it into the hole, and killed it (again). "This must be a dream..." Is it though? I looked around, is it a dream or a game? No time to find out, J, we need to call in Vinnie, he's strong. Or Nick, he looked pretty strong, never seen him fight. The more the better though, we need to shut this down." I was speaking of the game.

We called Vinnie, and Nick, but neither could show up, We got to world 3, and we decided to go back to world 1 for some reason. We found it had tons of people, "players."

You fools, it's too dangerous, they don't understand what will happen to their souls if they die...

I tell my friends we don't have time for this. I go back to the menu, world 5, level 5. We needed to kill this sucker.

Everything became hazy after that. We called Vinnie again, no go. We saw the demon, it was pretty evil looking, very generic. It was red with downwards horns and fiery breath. It was 3 times the size of a normal man.

That's all I can remember, but I felt that it was a memorable dream, I just didn't have a DJ around me at the time.

Length: 30 min
Dream Non-dream

I was walking up a hill, and I saw my friend C at the top. I've known him for a while, but have just started really hanging out with him. He was there with a one hitter, I sat down and toked with him.

He said to hold it so people thought it was a cigarette. "I know the deal man," I said. We sat there and smoked for 3 minutes or so. I looked at it, it looked like a joint for a second. I then noticed that the weed came all the way through ,and it was all hollow. So now I noticed that the weed was burning the whole way through, and if I hit it wrong, I would burn my lips. I pucked my lips around it to avoid the embers. A little bit got in my mouth, but it wasn't hot. It was done, good high. Me and C walked around a bit, and he told me there was weed at the telephone pole I looked up, There was a telephone line going through a freeway. It was twenty feet above me, and I'd have to walk around to get on the freeway.

I told him "bullshit, no way" and he said he was joking. I left him and went to a flea market. I saw my mom there. We walked around and shopped for a couple minutes, then we started talking about drugs. I asked her if I'd get to drink with her next year when we went to Europe. She said of course I would, and that I'm gonna need to learn to drink before we go. I asked if she would drink with me now, and she said yes, but only in the safety of our home.

We drive home. She brings me to a bar that my aunt owns (apparently). It was a corner shop, a small rounded bar with a garage door instead of a normal entrance. She closed the garage door so no one would interrupt. My aunt asked me what liquor I would like. I asked her what kind she had. "Vodka, super vodka, vodka on the rocks, vodka mixed, sherley temple, pina colada, black forest, amputated leg (my friend makes these in real life, not sure if they're official or a home recipe) and the obvious choices of whiskey, UV vodka (I like my vodka), rum, kahlua, and wine."

"Well.... I'd like to try it all," just about the best thing I could have said. She made ma a sherley temple and I sipped on it while I saw her make "super vodka" during. She said the key to vodka drinks is to add a lot of ice. She put vodka half way up a huge blender (5 liters prolly) then filled it all with ice. She added some garnish and some red stuff, then added more ice till it was overflowing at the top, but it didn't overflow, because it all stuck together. She added half a shaker full of salt and all of a sudden it collapsed on itself, and the ice shrunk down with the vodka and whatnot so that it was filled with only 1/5 the way with ice/vodka. I thought it was a neat trick. Then she added more vodka and ice, blended it all up, and gave me a cup.

Strong shit, might I say. The weed was holding up well, and I could just start feeling the liquor, they put 20 shot glasses in front of me, with my mom, all different liquors. All of a sudden the place was crowded and I had to hide my drinking. She asked how it was, and I said it tasted good, but it wasn't "good enough" afraid to tell my mother I wanted strong drink. I took some sips out of my sherley temple and thought "I hate how dreams cause you to only be high/drunk if you think about it," I became more drunk from thinking that, and then walked out to the car with my mom.

I woke up. Overall, good dream.

I'm teaching myself to reinforce the idea that I'm dreaming when it comes up by focusing more about dreaming when I think it up. Should prove useful.

Length: 5 min remembered.
Dream Non-dream

Me and my cousin (26 or so yrs old) are in a dark feild, I'm half naked. I look around, there was a girl and some gangster. My cousin tells me that for the best sex ever, I need to "keep it up" for 5 minutes straight, and don't release. There was a garbage can there for my emissions, and another for the gangster.

The girl started to perform oral on the guy, and while watching, my cousin said in order to get the feeling, I'd have to choose one of my parents. I didn't know what for, and they said I could decide on the way there. When leaving, three girls (assassins) came to me, and said "We're going to kill them you know, that's the deal". They looked like witches from Bayonetta, but in all white. I pretended that I knew, and that I was one of them. I jumped up a small wall and did a flip, and they believed me.

Me and the girls drove to a house, where apparently my dad was, with full security. We broke in the window, then one of the girls dispatched a guard. She did a triple back flip, then jumped and did a 720 spin while shooting her gun, landed and spun on the floor, shooting her guns.

Then she attacked me, I (as a women mind you, I had turned into a bayonetta-style assassin) ran and slid under a chair, then spun around and shot them with my heel gun. I jumped up, and she spun around, I said (right before she did it) Triple backflip, jump, 720 spin, heel shot."

She looked at me and stopped after the flips. "...How'd you know what I was gonna do?" me and the other witches teamed together and said that she always did the same thing, she was so predictable.

I woke up.

For some reasons I've noticed my dreams always revolve around my dad rather than my mom. I'm not sure if it's because my dad's talked to me about dreams or if I'm actually "defending" him. This is my third dream lately where I've been in a team to defend him (or pretend I was with the attackers, and kill them).

Pretty interesting considering my dad says he gets attacked a lot in dreams.

Length: 20 min
Non-dream Dream

I was camping with Lauren, Anthony, two other people, and someones mom.The mom told me and Anthony to come with them all to go into the words. I remember hearing something from her about how we need to take a shit in the woods. Anthony asked me why we were going, I said she wanted us to shit in the woods, cause it's good for it or something.

We go barefoot, following the mother into the forest. I was cool with the fact she wanted us to shit in a forest, but I didn't have to shit. I got to a ditch (gorge?) and was going to shit in it, but I didn't feel like shitting. So instead I let the mother get far enough to where she couldn't see us, then me and Anthony wandered around till we found this other campsite.

We found 4 guys around a table, and started talking to them. They said we should all chill together. We talked about where we lived, I remember them asking where we went to school, I said North, and they said they didn't know where that was, I said Saint Charles North, and they acted like they knew it, and they said they went to Aurora, and had to drive 13 miles to get here. Then Anthony and one of them started playing catch with something (*I think it was a CD or a frisbee).

All of a sudden, the mom (must've been Laurens mom) came up holding Lauren by the ear. "There is shit on her collar and it helps the fabric texture," she yelled, then looked at Dean and said "Alright, now you say it." Dean said he had shit on his shirt and he was proud (Lauren had a brown spot on her shirt, and Dean didn't) Dean seemed pretty embarrassed though.

It was pretty odd, I just kept my head down. The guys asked me and Anthony if we wanted to go to their camp and play some video games. We went there and they played Guitar hero while I watched. I walked away alone. I had to find someone, not entirely sure who, but I think they were back at where we all started. On my way there I saw an old lady, who had to walk up an old hill, and was having difficulty. I walked up it with her and said I was having problems too, since my foot was messed up (since it was once broken). We got over, and there was a far less steep hill we went up. At the top there was a vine attached to a tree.

The old lady said it was the fastest way, like a shortcut, and grabbed it and jumped off. She hit three branches on the way down, and when she came back (to normal ground level) she hit another one, hit the ground, and screamed she was okay. I thought (very clearly) I could do this because it's a dream, and it won't hurt. The scene changed immediately, it turned into a snowy area, and instead of a vine it turned into a rubber rope, that was attached to a zipline. She tossed it up to me and I thought "Fuck this, and walked to the left and slid down the snow. I woke up.


Not much to say there, but it was a fairly fucked up dream. I've never had a dream revolve around shit before, but then again my dreams seem fairly appropriate and even "mundane" most of the time.