Sozu

I thought of start write down my days here. I first write down my recalls (if I had any) in a journal entry. Then I write another entry where I write about my day, and if I had no dream recall I may write down times I went to bed and woke up. To see the 'failed' attempts of recalls too.

Here is how my waking life was today:

I woke up in the morning, looked at the clock on my phone that I have in my bed, and it said 07:20. I wrote down the time in my dream journal and then I just layed in bed for a while.
I felt quite tired and wanted to continue sleep, but I knew I had put time on 8am and were going up then, and felt useless to continue sleep as I will just get more tired probably.
However, I half slept and also recalled the dream I had. Wrote down the dream recall and then I layed in bed for some more minutes.
I probably went up from my bed around 07:40 maybe.

Went up to my computer as always, started it and went to bathroom where I probably had a pee. Can´t remember really.

Anyway, I went back to the computer with 500g quark as use to be the first thing I eat in mornings the past couple of months, as it's great with proteins in this. To this quark, I put some Fun light strawberry (sap/juice). It makes it taste like yoghurt.
While eating I listened to music on YouTube, read around at flashback (a forum), and watched news. Was around facebook time to time too.
I had in mind to start walk to the gym already at 9am, but somehow I got quite late for that. I had to write up the jobs I had been searching the previous month, didn't remember them all but wrote down enough.

At 10am I started walk to gym, with my earphones on listening to albums from "Bullet for my valentiine". The songs makes my anger boost, something I like. Especially great for the gym as it feels like it motivates me more and more.

I was quite angry this morning, as yesterday I had knew that I missed a meeting at the employment service, I had got the letter too late. I got it yesterday afternoon, and the meeting was yesterday morning.
And meeting felt important to me, as it was a job application I had passed and I thought I lost chance for it, which made me very angry on them.
Additional to that I also were very angry because I bought skullcandy lowrider headphones yesterday, and those didn't work good with my laptop, sound quality were worse than $1 eBay earphones.


Walked towards the city with my plans to first go employment service, then gym and then the other part of the city 5km away in order to possible buy a new phone. I had in mind of an Xperia acro s or an Xperia v. As I hated my HTC Wildfire so much and really I never buying anything for myself other than food and clothes sometimes when it's needing.

When I came closer to the city I thought more about me losing this chance of getting a job because of the employment services sent me the enveolope so late and also that they cannot use the fkn mail or text message.
While thinking of that I also thought about the headphones that what if I don't get back my money.
I also started to think about the boss where I made internship, the mad boss that just asked me to continue do slavework/internship at his store, something that I didn't want to because it felt like he really didn't need to employ me, that he just wanted me to work for free.
All this at once and I felt VERY angry.

However, I got into the employment service, and had calmed me down some but still very angry.
Told them straight off that I've got a late letter and missed a meeting yesterday. Went to their working computer where they wrote it up and also tried to contact some person but didn't get in contact.
But they told me they're not sure if I still got chance for the job, that they don't know any much about it. But that I will be contacted during the day probably.

So I left there, and thought that I might need my bank account information when buying the phone. So I passed by the bank and asked there, but as I started talk to them I remember this is going to be on a bill and not take money directly from my bank account, so I didn't need anything from there.

After that, I walked to the gym. Did about 40-45 minutes strength workouts. Chest, shoulders and triceps. After that I did 20 minute cardio on the bike. Sweat a lot like always.
When done I drank my protein shake and had a shower.

When done at the gym, I thought I'm too tired to walk 5km more to the other part of the city and then walk back home, that total would be probly a 12-15km. So I refilled my bus card, and took the bus. I actually haven't been riding bus for like 2-3 months as I am always walking into the city because it's just way cheapier.

Once at the other part of the city I walked to the store I bought the headphones at. Went in there and stood in a queue.
Told the woman that the headphones had very bad quality for my computer, that I had to push a button to make the quality good. She called somebody and asked how she would do, and well, it got accepted and I got my money back.

Then I was gonna go to the store where the phones are, but I felt like I had to go toilet. So I walked towards the place I know where they got toilets. While walking there I also felt I'm quite hungry.
Thought that I can go take a hamburger meal, as time was around 13:45 I would have time to order the days meal that's served between 10:00-14:00, which is somewhat cheaper.
So I did that right after I been on toilet.

When that was completed, I walked towards the store with the phones.
Went in there, straight to the Xperia acro s, was looking around on the phone, checked if it really had 11gb free in storage etc.
Then also looked at Xperia v, noticed that indeed it only have 3gb available space.
Tried the camera on Xperia acro s, liked the physical shutter button it has.

So well, after a small while an employee came up to me and asked if I needed any help or had any plans. I told him that I think of buying a phone, that I've been thinking of an Xperia acro s or an Xperia v, but that I really think I will pick the xperia acro s.
He said alright, and we went to make the purchase.

Once done, I went straight to the bus that lead me home.

At home I went to my room instantly, nobody where home. I unpacked it and tried to figure out how to put in the sim-card.
Was quite hard to understand the manual as it didn't say how to really do.
But searched on YouTube and found out how to open up the tray in order to put in the sim-card.

Once that, charged the phone 30 minutes as the instruction said.
And well, when that done, launched phone and installed some apps that I need. Facebook, twitter, instagram, facebook messenger, facebook page manager, skype, dropbox and some more.

Time probably was around 4pm when I were home. And ever since then (time is like 00:00 very soon), I been on my computer and also been looking around on the phone.
Around 7pm when noticed my dad or anybody hadn't got home, I went to store to buy some food as I were hungry.

I bought hamburgers and french fries.
Made some french fries and 2x90g burgers, ate it. Still hungry so I made 2x90g hamburgers more, ate it and done. Made dishes.
Then been on computer ever since.

Dad came home like 23:30, for like 30 minutes ago.
He doesn't even know I bought a phone yet.
My family is very economic. My dad buys cheapest thing and both my parents want me to spare money, while my gf says I never spend any money, that I only buy food etc. Which I do.
Felt that I needed a better phone, will make days more fun too. And also I promised myself to not buy any more sweets, soda etc that I use to do time to time. Because that surely costs more than my phone does each month anyway.


Well, that's what I did today.