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Today I woke up about 10am, thought for myself that I would have wake up earlier (and also go bed earlier, as I went bed next to 2am).
Anyway, I went up and did what I always use to do, which means getting my clothes on, visit bathroom, be at the computer.

After that done, I packed my gymbag and went off to the gym.
Once at the gym, I worked out for like an hour maybe.

When that done, I walked to a store in order to buy quark (for breakfast/lunch). I bought 5x500g (2,5 kg) quark, they got them quite cheap. The amount of proteins in them, is almost as cheap as protein powder I got.

When done at store I was going to walk home. However I was very worried about my bladder. I really felt like I'd to pee.
About half way home (20-25 mins of walking), I felt that I cannot hold it anymore, I need to get into the forest and do my needs there.
Once in the forest I hided behind a xmas-tree. The cars were driving by about 50 meters away from me.
I felt that I also needed to do the number two if I am going to pee. So to be sure not to get poop in my pants I digged down myself with the feets in the snow, further down so my ass wont be showing that much in case somebody would see through the trees etc.
Fixed up my panties and bent down, did pee and number two. Lucky I had some toilet paper in my jacket that I used. Also I had an empty sweet bag made by paper that I also used.

Then I continued to walk through the forest and made a shortcut way home. Didn't want to walk back as it would look suspect or so if somebody would've seen me.

Once at home, I went to the bathroom and had out some more pee and also used more toiletpaper, and changed pants (didn't see any poo marks or so though).


Anyway, most of rest day I sat behind my pc, listning to music, playing battlefield 2, etc.


Well, I think that's most of it.
There was no april jokes for me today. Didn't get joked and didn't make any joke.

No dream recall today. Not a great recall of the week so far, 2 days without any recalls.

Today was almost like yesterday except that I didn't go film anything.

In very short this is what I did:
1. Woke up and sat behind computer
2. Ate breakfast (waffles I'd left)
3. Walked to gym to workout (cardio today, 40 min total on bike).
4. Internship from 9am to 4pm
5. Went home (walked)

Today me and my gf discussed about going to my grandpa (dads dad), as my dad will go there and I asked him if we can go for some week ago. But as I got this internship I thought I wouldn't be able. But tomorrow is last day at internship, then it's easter holiday and we will be back first at tuesday next week.
So, my gf asked lots of stuffs today as she really want to know and be sure about when we're going there etc, where we gonna sleep and all. She have never been there at my grandpas place.

We will probably be driving some snowmobile there etc. What kind of worries me is that my gf doesn't have any great clothes for cold weather with lots of snow (well, wont be that very cold, but anyway) and I know my dad very good. And he didn't look super happy when he asked me if we are going to be outside anything there.
So, I hope my gf wont be freezing too much or get her cold worse.

We also have no internet there, so I probably wont be able to write here until next week someday.


Tomorrows plan is to go gym at morning, biceps, forearms, chin/pull ups and shoulders, possible something else too if I forgotten.
The new scheldue wasn't that great really.. as I failed squats etc, and well, I think I will just create my own scheldue later when I got time next week. I will just go with the feeling and try prior the muscles I need for the test, which shall be legs, back and shoulders mostly.


Well, I will see how everything goes. Each day I think about the test that's 25th April.
I can't believe it's only 26th March today, days feels slow now sudden. And I guess it will be even slower after 25th April, because then I need wait for an answer, if I get in or not.

Well, I will head off to bed soon maybe.

Today, woke up 6am or so by alarm. Had no recall. I had been sleeping for about 6-7 hours.
Made two hamburgers, ate in front of the computer.
Packed the gymbag, headed off to the gym. Worked out and tried to go after my new scheldue. Barbell squat I really hated because technique were total failure, I need to train without weights to get it right but I think I will just skip squats as I don't want to get injured before the test and I believe it wont be enough time to get right with the technique etc. I rather just spend that time on technique on deadlift that I think I've start to get better now.

Anyway after gym, walked to the internship that I started today. It was quite alright in the beginning. My times are 9am to 4pm, with 45 mins lunch and 2 times 15 minutes coffee pause.
The last two hours today were just super boring. The work itself must be so boring that I'll die. But, 22th April I hopefully will start work there and earn me about $1500 a month, for like 2 months. That will be some money atleast. And times will be 8am to 5pm, which is 2 hours more than this internship.

So, after the internship, my dad picked me up with his car and we drove home and made waffles. As it's the waffles day today (well atleast dad said so).

We made it, ate, made dishes and then I were on the computer some more time before dad drove me to the city to go on this place me and my friend were gonna film at. My friend however, lost the time (surprise suprise, I kind of knew something would happend that makes him not come, or come late. Because that's what often happends, he got bad luck?). Also he didn't have any car to get there once he were at home. If I had knew it just a 10-15 minutes before I went into city, I might could have told dad to drive to him and pick him up, then we would get some minutes late, but not too late for what we were about to film anyway.

So after that filming was done and all, I walked to the busstation, waited like 21 minutes on the bus, went on the bus all way home.
Once at home, I went straight to the computer with the memory card, put it into the computer, loaded over the huge video files, put them into Sony Vegas, started to edit it. Done editing and now it's rendering, the video is like 22 minutes long and it will take like 4 hours to render it, so I will just have on my computer during the night I guess, and in the morning I will send the video to that woman who wants it.

The video I wasn't very proud or happy about, not superduper quality. Wasn't very light where they talked etc. Not very big spotlights that casts enough lights all over. It would be much better quality if she had been staying outside in middle of the day, even if it would be cloudy and all, it would be loooots better light and therefor so much better quality.
Sound quality wasn't very great too but atleast you hear what she says and I reduced some noise too.


And that's it. Now I am about to go brush my teeths, maybe first have some milk or something. Then brush teeths, drink some water, take this Listerine total care thing, and drink more water, and take my contact lenses off, and before all that also dishes my protein shake that I haven't had time to do yet since like 16 hours ago when I worked out at the gym.

Had sooo much to do today, and tomorrow is muuuch to do again, except tomorrow I just have to wake up 6am (if not before that maybe), go to gym before 7am, and then go internship until 4pm, then maybe walk all way home, and home after 5pm, making dinner and eat, time will be like 6pm, and then I got like 4 hours to do something before I maybe shall go bed. Because tomorrow I should go earlier to bed, like 10pm maybe. So I get an 8 hour of sleep someday, and not 5-7 hours of sleep.

So, today I will go bed like 00:00 maybe, in 45 minutes. Better start moving now and do what I need to do before bed.

I woke up today sometime after 9am at my gf's place. Sat behind the laptop a while, also visited bathroom etc.
Some minutes later my gf came up too.
I ate my quark with funlight in front of the computer. Took me over an hour to finish it I guess, I played some flash games and just chilled on the computer.

After that, we cleaned her room, took us probably an hour almost.
And then I packed everything and went home to dad.

At dads house, time were probably about 4pm when I arrived.
There was nobody home.
I went to my room, unpacked the systemcamera to test out how long I can film for (as me and my friend gonna film tomorrow, not our own work but somebodys else). Figured out my camera is filled after about 20-22 minutes of filming. But that might be enough though.
While testing out that and different settings I sat behind my computer. And after maybe an half hour somebody came into the house. It was my dads gf's son who got some pitbull dog. He is the 'gangsta' type guy with tattoos etc.

Anyway, I were still on my computer and surfed around.
Dad and his gf came home too, and an half hour after that I came out from my room, said hi and then I went off to store as I guessed they wouldn't do any food because they probably been eating. And really nothing here at home to eat.
So I bought hamburgers and french fries.

So I made dinner for myself.
Sat behind the computer while eating, watched on videos of how to do some exercises etc. Because I'm starting a new scheldue tomorrow at the gym.
I am very worried about it, I do want to succeed the 25th April on the test. I am afraid to get injured, but same time I feel like I need push harder and put on weights and do stronglift program. But that gives a much higher injure chance, and instead I might just practise more on the techniques so I am sure I am doing it all correct.
If I get injured, I will be fkd for sure.

Well, since then I been on the computer.
I also made dishes. Put up the clean dishes from the machine and then put in my dishes etc.

Now soon I think of going to bed and sleep. Latest 11pm (23:00), which is in like 55 minutes from now. Because tomorrow I will wake up about 6am. Because 9am I will be at that internship place (oh btw I will check on google street view of exactly where it is), and before this I will go gym.

So tomorrow I will wake up 6am, make 2 hamburgers for breakfast maybe as I don't have anything else to eat I guess. Then I will prepare the gymbag with everything, be on the computer too maybe. And then latest 06:50 I will start walk to the gym.
I will be then on the gym around 07:30, where I will workout for max 1 hour, to 08:30, and then take a shower and then walk to that place.

I hope it wont be too long day, because I need to get home and back to the city, at 18:30 I need to be there with my friend and film for this EU project we're teaming up with.

I HOPE my friend got to recharge his batteries etc, because they want it to be filmed, they said they else get somebody else who can film them (it's some speech they gonna do, some lecture or whatever called). And if my friend wouldn't have recharged batteries or anything, it all might just get FKD! Because my systemcamera got low memory compared to my friend, and I might not be able to film it all.
So there I am a little bit worried.
As I know things like that happened before with my friend. When going gym something comes up and he don't go and when me, him and my gf were gonna take photos on northen lights, the first evening his wheels on the car were broken. So we skipped that day. The other day (next day from that) we were gonna take photos of northen lights, but then his cameras battery were out. But luckily he recharged it, but we were late like 2 hours than when we were suppose to go.


Oh well, I hope everything will be fine.
I am mostly worried about this test on 25th April. And also, then I have to wait until between 10th July and 16th September or something like that, until I know if I even got in the basic military education. So will be months of worryness after the test anyway.

I wish I just could speed up the time and let the days go until 25th April, then look what results I got, and then speed time to sometime after 10th July and see if I got in or not.

If I don't get in, I'll have hard to choose, if I am gonna continue study and go for the film- and TV production one in another city that sure will be fun but might not be very great with jobs afterwards and will be owe lots of money.
I might just be looking for jobs etc.

Feel tired to write right now. I will make a short description of the day.


I woke up sometime in morning. I was on the computer.
Then I walked to the gym, worked out, and then walked to my gf.
Once at gf's place, I were on the computer. Then we also ate chicken, cucumber and some feta cheese. AND cashew nuts too.

Then we went with gf's mums friend to some guy who fixed my gfs mums car because it broke a few days ago. We drove to the part of the city where my dad lives, because my gf think of getting a dog that looks like a sheep almost.
The dog is 1 year old and named Gizmo or something like that. He barked a lot, seemed to be aggressive etc.
The people that were gonna lend us him (they give us him a year and we only need pay food, and then maybe we get the dog), was not able to have the dog anymore because the dog was jealous and pee'd on the kids stuffs etc, lol.
Well, my gf is unsure if she gonna get the dog, as it seemed so angry and wasn't very nice as it bit her hand too, with the whole mouth.

Well, then we went away from there and picked up my gfs mums sister who lives in Stockholm (capital of Sweden, like 900km south) but she have come up here to visit.
We went home to my gf.
My gf and her mums sister (whatever called), went away again, as they were going to make tattoos at some dude we know. My gf got a couple of tattoos she been doing the past half year, she was just gonna fill in some tattoo alittle while her mums sister were going to do some tattoo.

That's kinda everything in quite short details.
No idea if we will eat anything soon again. I ate 500g quark with funlight for an hour ago as I were hungry.

Today I've been happy and angry!

Happy: I got the letter about the basic military education, and I am going to be tested 25th April! I hope I will success the test, which I believe I will. But I will know if I will be able to start the education first sometime after 10th July.

Angry: The young blonde woman/girl who was at the checkout in the store, weight my sweets wrong and made me pay $2 more. I was surprised that it weight so much but she said it does weight it so I believed, but when got home, I detect she weight it wrong. She said it was 0.45 kg, but it actually were 0.25 kg.. Oh well.


Alright, here's the whole day, I will try keep it more short.


I woke up at morning, 06:50. Went on the computer for an half hour, then I were packing my gymbag, but I went back to the computer and were there a while, also loaded in some more musics to the iPod.
Time were about 08:30 before I went off to the gym.
At 09:10 I was in the city, I shot a photo with my phone of the market that started today, and posted it on my fanpage about my city where I got some thousands of likes.
Then I went into the gym, worked out for about 1,5 hour almost. Had about 1 hour strength exercises and then about 20 minutes cardio, but shower on that etc adds it over 1,5 hour.

When done at the gym, time was like 11:00 almost.
I walked to the library to go to the bathroom first, and then I tried go on the wireless network but it didn't work very well.
Looked at books, books about psychology etc. About how to erase stress and all that kind of stuffs, and also books about meditation, dreams etc, which I been looking at before and also read some book a while ago.
However, didn't find any book even though I thought quite much to lend a book as some seems to be great with those titles "how to make your life better", "if you're stuck in life" and familiar books that maybe can help of what path to go in life and get some tips. But well, I didn't lend anything for now.

After I been at the library, I were walking towards home.
On the way home, I had in mind to buy me dr pepper for the pizza I was going to do for lunch.
Once at the store, I kind of felt like having some sweets too, but not so much. I picked it (bulk candy or whatever called in English).
Went to the cashout, which was a blonde woman in my age (there is very many young people that works on this store).
She said 50 kr after she had scanned the dr pepper etc.
I was quite surprised and said how can it be that much?
She answered that it is, that it's weight 0.4 kg, I was quite unsure but I said alright.
I picked it up after I had paid and tried to weight it in my arm and wondered is this really 0.4 kg? it feels more like 0.2 kg.
I was thinking to let her weight it again, but somehow it sounded so untrusty or weird, and besides I had just worked out and who know if I just been pumped up and stronger and therefor it feels lighter?

I walked home, thinking about if she really weight it correct, if she accidently (or maybe not even accidently?) hold her hand down or if the dr pepper hadn't pass through the scale while she weight the sweets (as they just swipe pass the products fast).

Once at home, I detected I had post, lots of letters, all to dad except the one for me, that was from the Recruit Agency.
I was thinking that I will rage out and walk back to store if I don't get to make the test on the military education (as the answered were in the envelope), and that if I get in, I will just forget that store incident.

I went to bathroom first as I had to do my needings. Then I started the laptop, took a picture of the envelope and loaded it up on Facebook.
I opened the envelope and got happy to read what it said.
Though I left negative comment on the stores Facebook page, that is completely dead (they got 10 likes, and haven't written anything in many months since they started it up), so doesn't matter anyway any much.
Nothing I anyway could do really about it, more than hate the store and avoid going there anymore.

Anyway, I then made my pizza, ate it. And then been on the computer like all afternoon and evening.


Right now I've edited the world record video I shot last weekend, when my city made world record in largest Facebook thumb using humans to form it. We were about 2493 people or so.
And well I don't bother edit it that perfectly, I made a fast 3D intro in Cinema 4D that took me about 10 minutes total of creating, as I also added it into After effects to add an optical flare. Rendnering time in Cinema 4D took time though.
Then I put it into sony vegas where I just put it all together.

Well that's it. Soon time is 00:00 and I will maybe brush my teeths soon, drink some water and then go bed.
Atleast before 1am I will try.
Tomorrow morning/day I go gym, and before 3pm my gf want me to be there to meet some dog that looks like a sheep that she thinks of taking care of and possible get..
So I don't know if I will maybe sleep to like 8-10am and then wake up, go to gym and directly from gym I walk to my gf. I probably do that. But sleeping a 6-8 hours first.

I woke up like 11:20 this morning. As always, sat behind the computer in the morning.
After an hour I really started to get hungry, and well I had nothing to eat, because I hadn't bought anything for myself.

As I were getting dressed to go store, my old mobilephone was ringing, I didn't get time to answer before it stopped. But I called back and it was the employment service that wanted me to get there as fast possible or atleast before 3pm, because I needed to get some information about an internship I'll start on Monday. This internship though doesn't seem to be like the ones I'd before that was total useless, this one is for a job in the summer that I might get if I do it good on the internship. It's some simple IT job that probably retarded persons would even succeed. And they needed lots of people.

So, hungry as fk I were going to take bus to the city. I walked outdoor and shortly after my dad opened the balcony door and asked me where I am going. I said I'm going to the employment service and he asked me if I want a ride because he is going to his work soon. So I said alright.
He dropped me off in front of the employment service, I walked in and went into the room. The old woman who I've as 'officer' or whatever to call it, said I was very quick.

She talked and gave me paper about the internship, about where and when it starts.
25th March to 10th April I will be there slaving like I've done massive of times before. This though look more bright in my eyes.
But I wasn't very happy anyway, and she was quite surprised of that as she know I've been trying hard to get a job.
What I kind of got angry on is that this internship is on the days where me, my gf, dad and his gf were going to my dads dad for some days.
Even though, my dad in car told me that it might not be off anyway, because his girlfriend wants to stay home and enjoy time with her oldest son etc.
And also, this ain't 100% sure I will even get a job, and I remember there is like 3 places where they gonna put us, and I don't want to work like 500km away from here, like where the fk do I'm gonna live. If I will go bus to and from the job, I will not earn more than if I just would be without job like I'm now. Because I guess the salary will be sh-t.

Well, after the meeting I walked to the library, was getting on the WiFi network and surfed around on my phone. Did that for like a 15 minutes, then got bored and started walk home.
On my way home I passed by a store, bought a dr pepper, pizza doughbottom (or whatever spelled and called), and all other stuffs I need for make a glutenfree pizza. Also bought some chips and cheese dip I wanted try out (they don't have the cheese dip I been eating for over a year ago, the very best one, sux that all stores seems to be removing it).

Anyway, once I came home. Went on the computer, noticide I were banned from the girly sh-tty website me and my gf use to be on. I noticied my IP were banned because no user did work to login to. So I first tried use a IP proxy through the webbrowsers network settings, but it didn't work. So I used TOR webbrowser and there I got into another account. But my main account were total gone. And I don't even know why really.
But, I don't care any much. My gf though noticied it some hours after and she thought I had deleted my account there until I explained that I'm banned.

Anyway, short after I been on the computer for some minutes, I started to make my pizza, took me like 30 minutes in total.
Then I ate it, was tasting great.

After that, I've been on the computer like all afternoon and evening.
I plan to go bed soon, time is 10:12pm right now (22:12). I probably are in my bed atleast 23:00, in a 3/4 hour (45 minutes).


My plan for tomorrow is to get up early, I will maybe put alarm at like 7am, maybe even 6am, not sure. I shall sleep a 7-8 hours atleast. Then I will wake up, pack my gymbag and head off to gym and try to be there before 9am. Then I will just walk back home later and really no idea what to do rest of all day tomorrow.

Now I will go have some water and sit behind the computer some more minutes before I go bed.

Right now, it's 20th March, 2am in the night. But I'm now going to write about the day that passed by for over 2 hours ago.


I woke up in the morning, sometime after 9am, wrote down dream I had. I was alittle tired even though I had slept for 8 hours. So I thought I will just keep sleeping a while.
Woke up sometime after 11am, thought time passed by so fast and didn't expect myself to sleep 2 more hours, I had a guess I only would sleep 30 minutes to 1 hour or so.
I went up, started the computer, went to the bathroom.
Checked the fridge, nothing to eat. Sat down behind my computer while drinked some milk.
My dad and his girlfriend left the house a couple of minutes later. About one hour of sitting behind my computer I went to the store to buy something to eat. I felt like drinking some dr pepper and some chips and pizza and all food that ain't very good.
I bought me a small pizza, one named burning pepper that I like alot, and I bought an coca cola (this store seems to be out of dr pepper so often), and some onion rings (didn't buy chips).
Went back home and ate the pizza and drinked coca cola behind the computer. Ate some onion rings as well.
At the computer I surfed around, didn't do any much. Viewed Facebook, chatted some, read on forums, news, watched YouTube videos etc.

Time passed by.
When time was 7pm, my friend told me he cannot go gym today as we had decided since yesterday. Not surprised, as it happened mulitple of times before that when we are going to gym in the evenings (as he either use to sleep all morning/day or having school all morning/day). I prefer going gym in morning/day time. So if I really knew that he wouldn't go gym today I probably would have gone on the day possible.
Anyway, I was though wondering where dad and his girlfriend went, as they had been away for over 7 hours.
I also started to feel hungry, so I made macaroni, while I made the dinner my dad and his girlfriend came back home.
I ate in front of my computer, continued to do what I done all day.
Then around 9pm I packed my gymbag and started to walk towards the gym.
Arrived a gym around 10pm. Made a 6 min warmup on the bike, and then strength workout for like 1 hour.
Those exercises:
- Barbell bench press (chest)
- Pec fly machine (chest)
- Ez bar curls (biceps)
- Zottman curls (biceps + forearms)
- Wrist curls (forearms)
- Barbell shoulder pull up (or whatever it's called. Shoulders)
- Pull up and chin up (no idea what muscles really..)

Did mostly 4-5 sets for each exercise.

After that I got on the bike and did quite intense cardio for 10 minutes.

That done, I drinked my Whey FX proteindrink, took a shower and then walked back home that took me a 50 minutes.
When home, time was about 1am. Went instantly to the bathroom for a pee as I had hold in for a 20 minutes.
Then I brushed my teeth, packed up the gymbag (well, only the towel and the shaker as I'm lazy now).
And then I sat behind my computer again, where I am right now.

I will be on the computer some more time, maybe I go sleep in a 30-45 minutes from now. Time's like 02:18 now, so it been taking me like 20 minutes to write this all.
I need to write a mail now about the teamwork with an EU project that me and my friend was meeting the Monday that was.

Yesterday I was lazy and didn't write up what I did the day. It was quite a normal day where I walk to the gym in the morning, walking back home, sits behind my computer, maybe goes out and shoot photos etc. I really don't remember what I did yesterday except for that I went to the gym and sat behind the computer as I do daily. I had a fragment yesterday though, but too lazy writing it up, I can do it here instead: I was playing some game that my gf started (it's some girly game that I am also member on too), and I had some trading cards with codes in order to get stuffs in the games, and I was asking her if she needed any and gave the codes/cards she didn't have (those she needed). That's it.

Well, today it's been quite different day.

I went to bed 02:00, with notes on my physical dream journal: "I dreaming, remember that!".
Woke up with no recalls.
Had alarm set to 08:00, and second alarm on 09:00, woke up both times. At 09:00 I rested in bed an half hour to 09:30 when dad came into my room saying he is going away for like an hour, and that the internet seems to be down.
As he had told me yesterday we had planned to go snowmobile together, grill sausages outside etc.

I went up from bed and yeah.. now I remember that I forgot to make reality check at mornings (to prevent future false awakings).
Anyway, I went up from bed. Got clothes on me, turned on my laptop. Went to the office room and restarted internet. And yeah, internet was completely down, problems on ISP side I guess. But didn't bother doing anything.

Went to the bathroom. Afterwards I looked in the fridge, no quark I had left so I just took a glass of milk instead.
Then I went to the livingroom and played angry birds on my phone.
Dad came home some minutes later, he had been gone like 45 minutes.
We made us ready quite fast, went outside, started snowmobile and went away.
Drove quite far, about 20-25 km away, we grilled sausage over the camp fire we made.
After that done, we went back home another way, it was like 20 km back home (I was letting RunKeeper track it this time).
I drove about 90% of the way home.

Once at home, the internet was back up and I went on the computer for like an 30 minutes.
Then dad told me he will go stores and asked if I want to follow, I said I've planned to go the gym very soon, and he said he can give me a ride. So I packed my bag quickly and went with him. He dropped me off at the gym.
I worked out for an hour, about 40 minutes strength (biceps, chest, forearms and shoulders) and then 20 minutes cardio on bike.
My friend texted me and asked me if I want to follow shooting photos in the city. I said sure and he came into the city.
He had in mind to take photos inside the church, but it was closed (he had looked it up right before he went into the city).
We didn't know what to take photos of, I had my phone to take photos with only as I had my systemcamera home.
Thought of just drive back home, but my friend got idea to take photos in a building where they got library etc. The building I like most as I use to be there taking photos, be on the toilet (yeah they got the cleanest toilet in the city I believe).
We got half way home and he continued and said I can get my systemcamera with me. So we went home to me and got my systemcamera, and went back to the city.

Once in city we parked the car at a store, was free parking there.
We walked more into the city, passed by a skywalk where we shot some photos.
Then continued to the building we were going to. Went in there, up to the library, shot photos etc. I also went on the toilet as I had to do my needs.
After that, we walked back. Passed by the skywalk this time too, it was darker outside now and lights inside the skywalk was on now. Shot some more photos. Then we walked back to the car, and I got dropped off in front of my house.

Went in the house (my dads house), noticed my dads girlfriend and his son were here. Dad made food, he told me I can put on water for my spaghetti, so I did.
We ate dinner, I cleaned afterwards.

Went to my room, and sat down behind my computer. Just surfing around, lsitening to music, reading news, forums, and also fixed photos in photoshop. I always use Camera Raw, so I edit it through that, and I also tried make fake HDR photos. Posted them on Facebook in some group I am in, and also on my fansite that's about the city where I live, got some thousands likes on it (most are non-swedish and non-actives, but as one of my photo got lots of likes and sharings, the page got bigger and even more active), and about 12 people liked the photo so far, all in my city.

Anyway, I also went to store at like 20:40, I really felt like having some dr pepper. I know I told myself not to, but yeah.
Somehow I am not in great mood and feels like I don't give a *beep*.

I found a great song with great lyrics from Eminem. I think I never heard it before, even though it seems to be old.
It's named Eminem - Rock bottom
I love the lyrics and song.

Well, that's like my day today. Soon time's 00:00 here, and then a new day is here.


Tomorrow my plan is to wake up like 11am as latest, but I will probly wake up 10am if not before that. Then I will make 2x90g hamburgers for sure. And I will also bring with me the rest I got to my girlfriend that I might go to between time 1pm - 5pm. It's rest day from gym tomorrow.