Sex monsters, Demons, Tentacles, space ships, balck holes, and a whole bunch of nonsense (oh and spiderman)

SO this is a dream I had last night before my most recent dj entry.
Recently my friend has been getting posses at night by this really ugly spirit. Demon vampire chompy creature. He keeps attacking me but he is my brest friend so I just put up with it. it usually ends after a short time. In the dream he ( it might not even be him, just aprojection) and he comes at me with sharp teeth trying to bite me. I know him well though so I dont let him. he might have a lot of suppressed emotions and its coming out like that sadly. if you read my recent dj entry I made some progress on finding out what this shit is so maybe I can help him soon afterwards.

I know I had some others dreams before these ones but maybe ill remember them later.,,oh ok I remember. I remember doing something to troll an old teacher at school, ms. ramirez. It was something really miniscule....like playiong music really loud in the class whne she said not to but it was like I was doing it over the internet? Sadly , I might have been attacking unconconsiously and was confusing it with something else? Maybe it was just a prank, im not sure. Anyway in the dream I was banned from that webpage. I felt bad but I was just playing a joke but decided to just leave it alone anyway.I remember her getting really mad at some point...Im glad I saw this, I might actually have attacked her unconsiously...ugh I was afraid I was doing this but damn Im finally seeing it. OK anyway from there the enxt thing I remember is my sister helping me take some implants out from my left leg. It was 3 horizontal cuts on my left thigh. I just remember her taking off these scabs and then she cleaned the area. Im not quite sure where I was, it was asmall little room. Anwya the weird part was when I got and walked to the deresser because I had to get ready for something, fig nutons started tofall out from the cuts. Im guessing this is because I read a dreamview post yesterday about someone having a 3 month recurring dream of pulling worms out of his legs. Either I fixed something with my own legs, confused my point of view with that of another, OR helped that guy with his leg stuff a little bit im dreamtime. Not netirely sure on that one. anway way after al ittle bit they stop coming out and I thrhow all those weird goopy fig nutons away.My sister cleaned the cuts again and then put some weird bandages over them. Oh actually i remember she put the bandages before I got up but I realized they would gte soiled if fig nutons gets running into them so I waited until they stopped leaking shit to seal the bandages. When they did THEN I put them completely down on my legs. still 3 cuts. At some point I was like oh I stilll have to take a shower sO iwas asked my sister what should I do, she said to jsu t take the bandages off until Im done with the shower. So I warp to my shower dream style and weirdly there is me sitting down on like bench seat kinda things facing each other. to the left of me is a relative from my dad's side in who lives i nicaragua. to the right of me is my uncle carlos who I find to be appealing. In front of me to the left is my uncle danny, in the middle is my aunt becky. Theyre making jokes about a time when they were riding a rollercoaster and then thye call got startled buecause their feet were in weird positioning and when they looked down to notice, they thought the ground was missing but it wasnt so they started laughing. I asked my uncle who it was that started the chain reaction of them getting startled. He looks at my uncle danny and becky and my aunt becky has two hands jokingly pointing towards both of them, signifying it wasnt her, kind of in a childish motion. They jsut end up laughing. All of a sudden, more peopl are in the bathroom. My uncle david more specifically. apparently what we were getting ready for was a trip to nicaragua. I hadnt even taken a shower yet but everyone already had there luggage in the bathrrom there. I was lsike " wait, I dont even have my luggage yet wtf?" and they were like aw you moved too slow. i was like w/e I dont mind, ill jsut get stuff over there. I had a little dream fragment of being in nicaragua but then quickly went back to where i was. Anway we get to the airport and we are quickly making our way to the airplane gate. it's weird, in dreams ill usuall start doing telekinesis as if Ive always known like a pro how to do it but i dont remember where I learned it from. Like in this sequence, As we walked various corridors to get to the airplane gate, there were a lot of people I KNOW ive seen from different dreams, never in phsyical life though. 4 girls specifically behind the counter working tickets I guess? older women, they looked decently pretty but idk who they are. Maybe older lovers of my dad? ppast life people idk. Anyway I see them, I walk inoto some other room with a whole bunch of those sign things+ those fabric line maker things. I use my telekinesis to move the sign for some reason im not really sure. Ugh again I feel here the sign might be a metephor for someones spirtual sign that I moved somewhere else, which is a bad thing. Gotta pay more attention when I do that. Anyway so we get there, my family and I, and they started boarding for airplanes soon. While we are outside the gates, I start doing random telekinses tricks. One of them was grabbing the suitcases with my mind so I wouldnt have to hold them, plus it looks cool. Then the other was me grabbing a pizza from someone from afar. Here, a friend I know, jacob, comes uo to me and asks what spell I used. I said I just imagined the pizza moving to my hand and he pictured it as if I materialized the pizza tomy hand. it wasnt exactly what did but I found it interesting how he percieved what I did. Anyway everything happened really quickly, planes were getting boarded and by the time I turned around my whole family had gone into a gate. The gate we were assigned to was gate 13, I turned around and saw my family go into a gate ethat didnt say 13 so I looke daround and wasl ike, " wtf where is gate 13, I couldve sworn I saw my family go into that get" and then I heard one of the attendants tlel me that wasnt gate 13. Weirdly again my sister, by herself, went to a completely different gate. The other one was closed and the one my sister went into was about to close. I actually got there when it was already closed and they said it was too late, but I used my telekinsess power to open the door (it was electronically controlled) walkedin . The person at the gate yeleld at me the plane was al ready leaving. I went in anyway (jeez im a mean kid lol) and opened the plane door with my mind. they were leaving in 5 minutes is what I heard. I went in and saw m ysister. I told her it sucks our family isnt joining us on the trip. She said I know and then I sat down towards the back. It was weird, the seat corridors looked like prison cells lol and I was sat down i na really cramped spacewith 2 other people. I dont remember exactly, it looked like a shapeeshifting person was next to me. He was morhping into multiple people. I felt cramped so I teleported to the lane seat next to that guy.


Ok so this dream obviously indicates some kind of decision being made. As a family we were supposed to enter some gate but my family entered the wrong gate and M ysister and I went to the "right" gate, the one assigned to us, which might not even be right, could be some kind of phony plot. eithr our decision was wrong or my families, dont realy know. This dream showed me alot about how I enjoying fuckign with things that I dont know about so im gonna try to stop those things now. My sister is actually yougner than me so Im guessing i went on the airplane with her cause ididnt want her to be alone. Oh, also, that jacob guy was on that plane so I felt better about who I would hang out with in nicaragua. im guessing th e plane we went on was the wrong one because the seat corridors looked like fucking cinderblock prison cells LOL so yea ill have to do something about that. back to sleep for a bit.


Blue = things that were added later the same day.

Ok so isntead of going to sleep I ended up dropping my sister off at school. and stayed up for a very little. I'm st arting to think the previous dream wasnt really significant, it could have just been a premonition of what pccured soon after but with strange symbolism. My friend ( the evil one that caused me to fall into a b lack hole) liked to do stuff with looking into the future and i've realized ive done the same at times. Actually most of the time my dreams are a preview the the day ahead, which reallly sucks but im thinking my awareneso f the present moment is horrible becasue I keep seeing everything before it happens. Its not totally bad but it messes some things up. it COULD still be some other kind of premonition but right now I feel it isnt.

Ok so while I'm falling asleep ( I put some purple ear plugs on) I start to hear some strange chanting. Ive never heard that shit before but im really feeling it is some people doing some kind of satanic ritual because soon after I was completely bombarded with sexual demons. They way I think it works is when they need to summon energy for soemthing, the start chanting or singing to activate or push possesed people to have sex, or jsut people who are sensitive to that shit, to summon the energy they need. Me having an aspect of my self in a strange tentacle sex demon monster of course start feeling a lot of the symptos of them trying to seduce me and hearing sexual noises and what not. This shit sucks guys, dont ever fap to tentacle porn or to demon ladies or men. Anyway I made the relaization trying to find what there chanting noises were which REALLY is gonna start helping me to see befoe these waves of ertards having sex come about. You guys might not belive me but my groin muscles will actually contract involuntary when other people are ejaculating. It is so disgusting. BUTT I made another important discovery. The aspect of me that is in a black hole or whatever the fuck it is. It's not a completel black hole cause ive had sdreams where it is contained by aspects of my self but is is certaintly trying to be. Anyway THAT aspect , I can see it now when it is trying to get my physical body to get taken over by it. It's like this picture



except the way it ooks from outside is that my head or an image of my head ,"me" is in the middle and that version of me looks at rest of the universe completely different. Well I dont think Im in it yet anymore now that I think about it....wel lsome aspect is I dont know hwo to explain it.... but black holes dont work thew ay peopel think they do. Yes they are scary and weird, but its jsut conscioussness. Just htink of it as getting soooo confused or disoriented as to how this universe works that you st art to create your own mini universe that completely contradicts the rest of the universe. It becomes a black hole. If you get close to it ( swhich some beings liek the fucking asshoels they are try to get people to fall into black holes, fuckign assholes...) the perception of the world will change dramatically, so dramataically that you semmingly lose perception of yourself. Black holes DO get dissimenated over time, and they do that by shedding light on the conscioussness that created it from the outside. The universe is a strange place ok! So anyway after I heard the chanting, and people started to have sex, whenevr I did feel a surge come over me, or my muscles flexed, I would feel thataspect of me that is in that strange place ( Ive seen it before first hand and it is dfeinitely not a place anyone wuld want to be.)...its hard to explain. Like I would just feel really bloated, spiritually, my face goes into a face that looks like it's asleep, eyes closed kind of a flat face, and that aspect of me would take the sex in. After I realized this, I knew I could see this shit happeneing before it hits me now, So im thinking I learned how to deflect it, at least a little bit.

lests see....that happened maybe the first 30 minutes. Once i realized how it was happening, Everytime the feeling of the aspect came over my I pushed it away and found that where my muscles would have convulsed, i Had stopped it. Fucking great news for me at this point. I was able t o eneter at least an alpha state, not delta I dont think. This proved to make GREAT progress afterwards. Oh , thats also why scientists say yo ucant see a black hole, because it is usually personal to the person and whover is involved only. it is detectable though by everyone since we are all connected. Anyway the great progress that I made was that soon after falling asleep, I had a dream where Im prtty sure the aspect of myself in the black hole started to wake up. I jsut remember that aspect seeing these two guys I know from school but they looked kind of diffrent. The guys I know are actually twins, and so were these guys but the newer guys looked slightly different but I jsut knew it was them. I remember asking if it was them or if they knew them but they just shurgged, but I f ucking knew it was them some how. except one of the gys right side of the face looked burnt and his eye was glowing yellow which is what signifies this balck hole. but I jsut remember the feelings of wholy shit its yo uguys!!! I think that feeling was me waking up from that hole. Right after though i saw in the sky the fabric of that matrix black hole and at the top was the creator of it, My evil friend! So hopefully ill be able to make progress now. Soon after I had a dream where I was at that friends houseplaying a video game and I felt something in my back and my friend said like "Oh I just lost something". Im thinking now that it was that aspect of me that woke up that he lsot, which is really awesome. Im realizing now that guy is evil but he doesnt know he is evil. He is so lost in his different entities that he is unconcsiouly confusing what he thinks is his reality with that of one that hurts and enslaves people, including me....hmm great progress. I feel his perpetrators are on to me now, but fuck them I know whats going on now.


ok so after that I woke up and thought to myself ill write the drea mdown later. Fell asleep and entered a dream where its me with my family on my dad's side. Some of my mom's side family ws here too and my friend aaron tilley was there for some reason. he is alwasy there at the weirdest times...I hope he isnt a spy...ugh he might be but w/e il lsee what happens. Maybe not, he actually might be helping. i hope he is. We crossed a big river lake thing and made oru way to his house. I remember the hosue well, its in nicaragua, but the water wasnt there before. I remember my family said we would have to go somewhere but it would be dangerous. I just said nah it will be really easy and we left on a small boat with my uncle. All these bugs tried to fly on him and my family was yelling to get them off of my uncle. I webslinged them against the walls of the boat and succeeded. we went to some strange place where I had to kill these weird exploding things and weird monkey thing it was weird, I dont quite remmeber. I got overwhelmed though so I webslinged up to a safe spot and chilled there. I thin I ended up waking up.

I woke up and told myself to remember both those dreams to write them down later. Went back to sleep (everytime I try to go to selpp there is so much random shit thta pops up in my brain. Im assuming its coming from the weird people in that black hole.) so while falling asleep I heard all this weird shit but ended up falling asleep. Oh yea I just remembered another creepy dream I had last night, il lpost it in another journal entry. Ok so This time I was in a big auditorium watching some kind of movie with a lot of people. I was sitting next to my friend zach. He's been creeping me out though thse past weeks so I kind of shyed a way from him to go talk to other people. I went to talk to some girl who said that I was giving off a bad vide and she tried to help. She put her right brain on the right side my head and closed her yes while trying to heal. I dont think she did anything lol but her intention was good so that made me feel better. I remember walking by a whole bunch of different people but I dont quite remember who. I end up getting directed to the exit of the auditoriu m and right outside was my cousin tito ( was probably taking the place of his father in terms of symbolism) choking my dad in front of a water fountain. it was horrible, I could hear like his neck was making all these cracing noises and I thought he was gonna kill him. I got infuriated and went to tito, slammed his head on the water fountain, took his hands off his neck and pinched him on this place on his back. It was pretty violent. That pinch fucking hurts, trust me. What yo udo is yo upinch the fat in a certain place on the back and that shit will hurt for a long time. Anyway I did that and he backed off. People went to go get help. i went into the entrance of the auditorium and trid to explain myself so I didnt look like a violent asshole. When I went back my da wasnt even there anymore but my friend steven was there. Appaently he had a borken nose and people were putting it back into place... ugh man I might have been tricked AGAIN by fucking holograms or seom shit. Man I really dislike people who do that, pick on the lesser aware people. Its frustrating that they pick on the peopl wh oare trying to become aware even more! I didnt hurt him too bad though, and he has been helping a lot in other dreams so im sorry for doing that. ANyway thats where i woke up and came to write this shit down.

usually I see ships outside my house in the sky, probably cleaning up the city. here is a pic I took of it tonight. I tried connecting to them mentally to tell them about some places I think need healing in my city. Hopefully they got the message, maybe ill remmebr hanging out with them at some point


ate some spaghetti at around 730 pm, hopefully I wont succumb to any sex demons. If I eat too late I find I become more susceptible to such things. I dont think I will. Anyway ill be posting any dreams I have, going to sleep soon.

Also if youre on dreamviews you are most likely an ok soul who is jsut trying to learn more about life. However, if you are a negative entity who is making this planet worse by attacking people, get the fuck off of my page.

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I would like to write a little article about the dangers of lucid dreaming and projection. Take only what you feel pertains to you in this article. On this earthly realm, there are beings who like to sabotage and hurt others, some unconsciously and some willingly hurt others, and at the same time themselves. Sometimes they set up various traps for you to get caught up in when you project, although most of us do have mechanisms to keep us safe. The ones who don't most likely won't learn to project or lucid dream. Think of it kind of like in the ocean when fish intuitively know when something is about to come up and eat them. They sense the water around them and if something moves that puts them in danger, they fucking jet the hell outta there. We all have this sense. It was improved in the agility of cats and other mammals and was dumbed down in the humans with all this shitty food evryone eats and poor practices of the mind but o verall we have this sense. Make sure to pay attention to it when you project and lucid dream.

Another good piece of information to know is that you are a multifaceted being with pieces of yourself mostly likely in other places while yo uare here right now reading this. Make sure you keep yourself and the other parts of yourself safe when you prject. You'll notice sometimes when you "suddenly and unexpectantly" wake up in a dream, lucid, you'll be somewhere you've never seen before. You probably switched your awareness to another aspect of your being existing in a different place. When you leave that awareness and wake up, that dream or place continues. That place is not separate though and is affected by multitudes of other dimensional existences, including your life here on earth.

Here is an example of how you can be sabotaged: There are beings who like to make a copy of your spirit or projection and do stuff with those copies. To the unaware, they will most likely dontknow hat happened. But to the aware ( hopefully you) you should know that if ever does happen, you should use your mental and spiritual powers to make sure your projection stays intact and isn't damaged. Your imagination is key here to your protection. Most people won't deal with these beings though, but if you do/have, you'll know intuitively who it was if you are sensitive enough. Also know that the more you awaken, depending on where you live and what you've been exposed to throughout yourlife, the more you will be suppressed by seemingly outside forces. The two most dangerous forms of attacks, from what I have experiences, are psychic/mental attacks, where people try to throw you or an aspect of yourself you are not aware of into a dense state where your awareness drops and the second is by sexually attacking you. When you share a sexual experience with someone or something, they get access to your goodies, so to speak. So don't sleep with people who you feel will hurt you in that way and be careful when masturbating. DOnt masturbate to stupid thinks like tentacle porn ( I have when I was young and it was an incredibly stupid thing to do) and dont masturbate to people on the internet. Porn in genral is a good way to have yourself infested with a whole bunch of spiders, negative feelings, and life force drainging, so dont do it. If you really want to masturbate, do it creatively, something that comes from your higher self.l. Or just find someone who is a good compliment to yourself. Sex is not a purely physical thing, it is about sharing energy, so dont give your energy to vampire sucking douchebags! Also most people on earth are vampires so yea just be careful about that shit.

So anyway, when you have nightmares and stuff, pay attention to what it is that occured. It could be anything from a premontion of something that could happen (if it is this, try to figure out what the deam can be alluding to. Premonitions occur because the foundational energy grids work like mathematics and you must realize our lifes are incredibly predictable when all everyone does is stick to doing the same things every day (school, work, party) even if you plan on moving to another state or place, your choice could be very predictible and thereby a warning can be sense in dreamtime and meditative states. when yo uwork out the calculations of current energy patterns+plus your past life and current life energy patterns+ the enrgy patterns of family and other variables it = your most likely predictable choice which could be negative if it clashes with another energy pattern (Ie: choosing an airplane flight when 6 months before someone decided to bomb the airplane you happened to go on. of course you would have to take into account whether that person will be caught.) it's all very intricate but major things can usualyl be sense by yourself in dream times states hence preomitions. ) to an aspect of yourself that needs a perception change in order to heal. We all carry parts of ourselves that need healing if we want to become more lucid in our lives and dreams. So be careful out there!

I'm gonna go ahead and start a dream journal/ blog to start making sense of what is going on in my dreams. I have some interesting dreams but dangerous as well so whatever we'll see what happens. To start this off, to whoever reads this, apparently some aspect or part of me was sucked into some kind of black hole of confusion thanks to tendency of an evil friend I used to have to not watch his own creations. (samwe went for me apprently, i was only 17 years old) so many of my dreams messages and symbols might come in a confused manner.What I mean is I think that maybe what I am saying in my mind when I say it is actually based off of a confused basis which would make no sense to an outside observer, at least a part of me is like that. Anyways the words still come out ok when I type so i can use this as a tool to help me find what exactly happened. Also, a diffrent aspect of me apparently was captured by some kind of insane sex monster with tentancles, which I reall dont know how to deal with at this point. And becasue of that sex demons are constantly trying to steal my life force at night and sometimes during the day. This seems to be amplified when I'm around people with similar demons ( which is ALOT of people). Also! this demon is prevalent in people's weird misfigured eye pieces.

Anyway last night , from what I remember at this point was me being at my uncle david's house in california, or some kind of projection of it. It was like a house of my david's house combined with another one of my relative's house in california. A lot of family was there, my mom, me, my current boyfriend, my sister, my cousin. I dont remember what we were doing, apparentyl just having fun talking and what not. There were other people there I don't know, presumably my uncle's previous sex partners. We were there and at one point, I went into another room cause I had to go pee. I remeber trying to go pee but people kept coming into the room and I would have to wait for them to leave. At one point I tried peeing in a trashcan and stopped myself cause I thought that was weird. Also some kind of bug/fairy being brushed against my face but I blew it away with a stream of air because I had been falling asleep to mosquitoes flyin around and I mistook it for that. It could ahve been a regular bug but it feels a little more significant then that. Away I went back to the room with everyone else and jokingly threw a pillow at my mom's current boyfriend's face who looiked like he was sleeping. When he woke up he had like multiple eyes it was really weird. I feel if that fairy was infact a fairy, it was telling me not to throw a pillow at his face. But I did so w/e thats in the past now. I do have some form of resentment for my mom's boyfriend. He isn't a mean guy or anything, probably just the typical Kid dpoesnt like new boyfriend kind of stuff but also I feel he has some deep seated issues which might hurt my mom.

I woke up fora bit after my mom's boyfriend (harvey) had those weird multiple eye things. I thought about it for a while and thought maybe that dream was connected to a different dream I had before but didn't/ don't have enough awareness right now to know for sure. Anyway I went back to sleep. I had a dream about my friend marco playing league of legends. He was saying something but I didnt understand. The scene actually started from the same area where i was before. The scene gradually got more intense, some kind of being was being fought off by good guys. I got really aware when some kind of intense energy wave was given off by this evil guy and knocked everyone down, including me. I was on the ground when someone who looked like this guy from league of legends but really tall, almost giant sized. He came with a wooden looking sword, executed someone in front of me on the fground with his sword at the neck and then came towards me. I felt like I was fainting but when he got close I found a sword next to me and put it in front of the wooden blade dflecting it from my neck. Everything went black and then I came back to awareness with the kassadin guy's sword snapping from the pressure and he fell down on the floor. I took my time to strike, leaped towards his neck, and cut his head off with my sword. i tried stabbing it but aprrently I had to actualyl slice the head off.


After that the main evil guy in the middle got up from being knocked down and started to attack again. We circled around him waiting to see what would happen. There were multiple fighters. I went around in front of him. He saw me and formed some kind of dimensional shield around his arm to shield himself fro mattacks. I had no weapon but decided to act as a decoy so my teammates could attack him. So I jump onto his shield while he tried to charge at me. I go some kind of dagger and stabbed him in the throat while my teammates got this really nice sharp but glorious looking spears and stabbed him fro mthe sides, around 3 people were holding each spear. He fell. Everyone gathered him into some kind of box and prepared a ritual to send him back to the source of all energy. Me or whoever I was percieving said " don't worry, you will be back, in some kind of form or another, blah blah blah.....judt kidding, I dont want to be an sshole, you'll be back though so dont worry." to the dead body in the coffin llooking thing, it contained the guy's power. He was in there apparently unconscious. The guys poured some kind of lquid on his face designed to help the body feel good as it is passed back into the source. When they did, he started smiling in euphoria. It was like he knew he was about to die but he was too weak to do anything, but also too delirious from the liquid to even think. Somebody asked me to help them hold the case up while he did some kind of ritual over the body. Apparently he tried to shake or something because his body flipped in the case and we almost dropped the coffin but it stayed held up. Then while I was helping holding the coffin I woke up. I felt decent, kind of strange. Decided not to go back to sleep. Went outside and meditated on balancing the two sides of my body. I did this by realizing the simple nature of this universe using sacred geomtry principles. When yo uare gorwing in your mother's fetuas, the first thing to be formed is your heart. From here, your tongue forms next, and then the rest of your body. In this fashion , I could see how my body, after millions of yeras of evolution through various water states and then finally coming onto land, (with the help of some et's) was formed from the designed of a space matrix which includes the various directions originating from the heart center. Fro mthe heart to your head. Heart to the base of your spine, Heart to the space in front of you and behind you, this is how yo uare connected to this specific matrix. If yo uwant to learn more about this I recommend meditating shapes in your mind's eye and what they reveal to you, and reading up on malchiezideck sacred geomtry books. Anyways ill be updating this blog, journal whenever I feel I should, thanks for reading.