non-lucid

i was in a airport type place and there was a midnight showing going on. i started tearing up lmfao and the receptionist girl told me she didn't feel bad, because if I really wanted to go I would've bought a ticket. I agreed, but a few minutes later she came back with a ticket for me. skills! I said thank you and I wouldn't go if anything would happen to her. She assured me that she only gave me the ticket, because it was available. She was a lady from youtube.

M came and told me that her boss was selling books, which is really competitive and they had compromised her job after she made a mistake. I told her "at least, you weren't fired."

i was at my aunts, and she offered candy and some other treats. I took a purple nerds box . Then mg, jazzy and I left. We were writing something down and it was soo hazy in my car. I asked Jazzy if she had tape. She said ya, but I don't have. "scissors?" she needed scissors and tape to replace some text. She was upset because she thought she blurred the text .mg wanted to get home to eat...said if got home any later, g would not give her enough food. ha.

Had a false awakening. Woke up and had ~932091 notifications from M

i think i woke up once between these different dream segments, but i went back to sleep each time with the same mantra.
"i will ld, i will recall".
#1 in pool famous dude jl is learning how to swim, but there's a crowd behind him. He's fatter in my dream lol. Then js is like you ok "j" and he turns into J! Ya, it's just jumping into the shallowness" . LP comes out and is about to jump in the deep end, when in my dream-i can't swim. So i'm pretending i can but hoping she doesn't so that I don't have to try and catch her. She jumps in and is fine (dream sign?)
#2 i see another v around my school follow v inside and outside a store where v has rose. then we cross the street near the library and my perspective of v changes when i see v asking other people if cute, offering roses. only did this to one brunette who declined.I found out it was a look a like with a skinnier bigger nose, jewish version? hah no offense.
#3 the following were difficult to remember in chronological order, so I felt this order made the most sense.
I woke up, maybe from what I would later recall as a "dream" in the dream world . M had amywinehouse-esque hair i was like "WtF" she said she didnt like her hair and a repair guy was coming. i replied she could've waken me up. i brush my teeeth and as i'm washing my tooth brush i rinse my toothpaste container and top as if i'm cleaning it out. i then questioned my sanity. but m was like you can still use them. irl = i would not after they got soaked.
i met an old friend n, and we were driving with her parents, brother and brother friend. they were talking to me about video games and i said i talked about how i liked python and java. thought it was weird, never knew they were into programming. they said python was to hard and her mom started to give me unwanted advice. So what are you studying for college? idk. she rolled her eyes they all laughed. n agreed but they were set. so i explained and by the time i was finished explaining why i would go to college, just not for a broad degree bc waste of money, i just thought i needed time for the truth. they all clapped, and i said im sure n feels the same way. but then i realized everyone else was listening to the radio. idc what it was on. so me and n left the car and i walked telling her about ld's and how it reminded me of us . i missed her and that this dude reed was in my dream like old times. but irl i met them at different times, they don't know eachother. she smiled and said ya but i had a feeling she didnt care any more. a freshman girl j asked n if this was her blanky from her backyard n was talking so i left and saw another old-friend approaching, her with 2 black girls, i didn't say anything just past her.

i followed a black boy into small , but expensive restaurants going around peoples tables (which were tight) while they gave us dirty looks. i think it was for the thrill but i saw spagetti and nice looking food (dont remember smelling them) then i followed into another restaurant but realized i was done. so in the next one he went i waited for the waiter/ security he asked if i had music. my answer would determine whether or not i could get in. i said no so he told me to go right . i went left saying i was leaving. once again in a restaurant this time went straight past the busy security and entered the mall. where v and s were. i followed again. but there were a bunch of other kids, so it wasn't obvious. i stood near the escalator and realized it was moving. i didnt understand how they stood there so easily. i knew i would fall, so i did it in a better fashion, i pretended it was on purpose, like i had done it by myself. s asked v u wanna try? v declined but after i did it on 2 other escalators. v followed. for a moment we were together, without other pple and v jumped instead of slid. v asked "wasn't that high?" i laughed, "ya!", almost as if . wanted to say something more but repeated the question "ya" and then asked "wasn't that cute?" turned around but had ear to me i said "ya" v said "Wasn't it?!"

Idk what order these go in . So I'll guess.
The first one, I am in some sort of museum with M and my class. We are listening to a guide and one person looks like a shorter of v. and identical in the face , so very cute we're in line i guess and v is behind me saying sorry and i just say it's ok turn around and smile. v smiles back then were in the lobby and the host says his motto and we all cheer. he basically says not to get lost, or move without our leaders. so there's double doors approaching and i am keeping my sights on v. as we enter the doors i hug from the back and before v turns around i walk a little away with the rest of the crowd. v follows. i think rc was in the dream too. we get gocarted to the buses. and i sat with a nerdy red-head girl from school on the way there. but on the way back i was like im not sitting in the back...so i sat next to another girl but she didnt want that seat so i switched for her and we sat in front of 2 girls h and l. I high fived them before taking the outer seat. we talked about movies paranormal activity 2 as a black guy told me was the name of the movie. i was talking about how i dont watch movies like i used to. then the girl i was sitting next to was behind me and i was sitting next to h.
next dream.
m and i were @ home.I drew c it took me a while but I remember thinking it was a good pic. m was waiting on it so I showed her and she seemed disappointed. I said I copied it from the fridge, what else do you expect? she was asking about something but i was paying any attention. WHENEVER THERES writing offered to me in dreams "i" dont want to see it hence i don't realize i'm dreaming. we left at night and mg was mad she didnt get front seat , thought i was going to get it. i then got it and mg was chasing the car shouting 'm'. i was wondering how she was running with her lung probs.

My sleeping schedule was changed.
Went to bed...1AM
Woke Up...~5am
Ate breakfast,
Skated
WBTB...~12
Woke up ...2:30PM
worked on recall , wrote down fragments while I started on my dreams
=SUCCESS, I remembered a LOT more than I expected. Be patient with your mind.

The dreams? Well even though I'm very excited about what I did recall, everything that I rc are...fragments. The great part about them is that I know what order they came in.

M and myself were at a ski lodge/ restaurant- it was a very open environment, with friendly workers. We both took it all in , and then we were in a great mood so we began to laugh at the smallest things. The cashier sensed we were in a great mood, so he gave M brochures and recommended I apply to the job. I thought it was awesome but kept joking with M. Until M admitted that we did not live near the area. We got our sandwiches and ate. The breading was made out of apples, and after I took a bite out of it (wasn't bad) I looked around and saw a women, with sandwich with actual breading. I was disappointed M decided on this sub. I thought "wtf was she thinking...?" I told her and she said we can just come back later for the one I wanted. Problem was, I didn't know for sure what the woman had/ if I liked it anyway. We run through a teen hangout with old classmates of mine and I'm embarrassed. MG tells me we have to go so I suck it up. We get right past the lounge and we find an arcade where M enthusiastically offers me money to play. I decline. We're back and I see my old crush J, she's with her sister and I stop myself from approaching her, and tell myself to get over her. She steals a couple glances my way, so I get on the elevator and go to two floors , both deserted clothing/gift shops. The latter, I find a wig and run back to the elevator with it. When, I get back to the "main-dream floor" I find M and G and a random man, who is in our way with his suitcase. He asks where the wig is from, and says that he thought so , because I was a little too old for wigs. LOL This DC had attitude.M wanted to take me back to the sandwich shop, even though I declined. We went and I didn't try to read the menu! Tell*tale*sign* amiright? /skip ending fragment/ Bus I ran ,excited to get there first. M shouting 'i'm sitting w/ Vinny blahblah' driver says ok I will sit other people first. I was thinking 'ok. cool. w/e' while M was tripping balls. She screamed 'we need the 2nd seat!' then I covered up for her saying no it's fine. She then shut me up by saying that it was not ok. I did not want to make the situation any worse, so I said ok. The "weeded-freshman" looked at me like M was insane as they boarded.

I'm watching a YT video in which an old friend of mine, A, just talks . She has braids in her hair. And the first part, she acts as if she did not notice the braids until a few moments after the camera was rolling. It was a start-stop type of video , but I still found it humorous. Then M tells me G had a lucid dream! I think I was excited to read about it, but in the end I didn't (...) fuuuuuuuuuuu. But I am happy. It's semi-lucid.

I was thinking about biking, when I remembered my dream. It's separate from my last 08412 in recollection time only.
I was riding my bike, when I turned around and saw a man stumble in a car. *hard to explain* Once I was down the block, I turned around and saw his foot , DETACHED, in the distance. I jumped off my bike and tried to take a picture/ dial 9-1-1, but it didn't help. I turned and saw two kids found my bike. I didn't chase after them, but somehow I fought them off. It was a short fight/struggle scene involving scissors and a knife. No one got hurt, it was just a "whoever grabs the weapon, will get the bike". I got my bike and carried it upstairs. Here's the part where I should have became lucid: Upstairs, I looked out the window and could see the crash. The crash was on the opposite corner of my house. So logically, this should have been impossible. Albeit, I missed the sign and I continued looking at the scene from a window . I saw police beating witnesses, because they touched the witnesses. I got my phone out again, and could not take a picture. I gave up. Then I got taken in by a man...no relevance to my dream at all. But I remember there was a baby who was being taken care of, and when someone rang the door bell, he said to go upstairs. He was playing with his daughter. His ex-wife was my aunt and then there were her two daughters- my cousins. I remember thinking "why did they use my aunt and her two daughters for these roles? Maybe, because they already look so much a like." I compared bodies of the older (non-cousin one) and that's all I remember. I think my aunt was skinnier in the dream than in RL.

this 1 made me dizzy wheni realized I could have used MILD , because I dreamed about the same subject I was thinking about before bed!

Anyway I went to the store and bought plenty of books on philosophy that one of my good friends, A, recommends. I remember being conscious about how much money I was spending, because it was directly linked to my amazon account. The books lacked appeal, but I planned to read them in order to reach a higher purpose in life. Later on, I was in a computer lab with a classmate(forget who, logical estimation) when I put my work away and took something out, My ipod. I started focusing on my friend, but I could see L with the corner of my eye. She came up and I tried to fake a surprised reaction. I jumped and she exhaled. She looked at me as if to say "what happened?". I said "I was about to say 'no'", or something along the stupid lines of that.A black kid or maybe it was a teacher was talking to her, but she finished her talk with me. She asked what was in my bag, when she saw her work, she was like "ya...no. this is why you got a B last time." i said "ok. " and we were in the library. she was gone, but I was approaching different tables with different friends. That is a tiny fragment I remember.

Next, I was in math class when J talked to me and she held the same eye contact as L. But once there was a fire alarm, she dashed. I tried to pretend to be a slow walker, so I could test her / slightly block her escape. She went past without a touch. I started running. I got out of the school, to find I was in an outside stage like setting, where students were in class. Once they saw me, they automatically knew it was a fire alarm that went off.

I still don't fully understand my dreams , but I know that L is a definite dream sign. A was an idea before bed , induced into my sleep. And G, I have not a clue.

Weeew another dream! this one takes place in somewhere cold.( I know this because G wanted me to look something up, said her brother used to do it in Minnesota, but here it would be snowing too much.)
Before this, M and I were at my house when I woke up and she came back , after seeing another guy. She said she would never see him again. She was apologizing the whole time, because were on vacation with G. I said "i'm just sorry you had to see him while we are on vacation." I asked if they did it, got no reply. I was planning on never eating again because I was so disgusted. While M was eating everything in sight. I thought o myself, maybe this is why I have this body and M and MG do not. They dealt with stress in the opposite unhealthy way. i took G to another store, and saw M come out from the one she was in, while I pretended to be interacting with G. I think she was wearing fishnets lol.I told her I knew it bc of how early she left, her fashion etc.Then I asked this guy while he was getting noodles (?) supposedly my brown-skinned brother, what he does when he's mad at M. He didn't reply. At school I was in drivers ed, RC talked a little bit . I didn't talk much. Then we were in the lobby of my school and RC approached me . I was cross-legged and rc standing up, some friends around. He asked how I did on the driver simulator. I had no idea what he was talking about, felt dizzy. Someone spat on me as they talked. Then I ask RC if he had a facebook /(knowing he did) and for his last name and he said "C..." he knew I knew the answers to my questions. Embarassed I asked a stupid question, I chased down another "friend" of mine v and asked the same questions, except learning from the last name incidence, I asked if I could add him, instead of what his ln was. He replied "yea!", he was very smiley which was a lil bit weird. I left school to find freshies running to their parents. I walked out seeing someone from the back look like L. I never found out who it was...then I kept walking home, but I didn't get far before I wished MG was there to walk me home , but I was a junior. A Dream character mom smiled at me sweetly. I smiled back, but had no idea why were smiling.Then we were getting chased I walked down l street and there were new restaurants placed down. i was trying to run home but I saw a fence and a man sitting in it. I said sorry prematurely, hew woke up and said ok but I was already out of sight. Ran through an alley . Then I became 4th person? Two guys chased this one killed him, with a cop around the corner. Then cop came back and she was a dumb one. She was like let's get this to her partner they screamed when they saw the two guys. They held a search and read notes but disbanded one because they author had no father. During a race, the cops also refereed, they started when a blonde girl had the lead. I was thinking "this is hilarious, these cops are perfect stereotypes, they ignore the evidence to just make cliche'd statements and then they were racist.! I think I might have woken up ? I then started my summer reads and realized "shit!" i have 2 books and packets, for some reason I thought I only had 1 and I waited last minute to read them .
Another dream sign I was brushing my teeth, and I have two sinks next to eachother, but the faucet was facing in the other direction, i didn't bother changing it.

i was with M and we were in probably in a hotel, when we called L and her husband. it was unreal bc all she would do was laugh at her husbands jokes which weren't funny. It was the 1st time I talked to him. Somehow in my dream I could see him, while talking to him on the phone. The only thing I can remember him saying is that he was glad to have talked to me. I specifically called for L . She left to use the bathroom to put on makeup and I was mad that I could not hear her. After, she asked me "huh?", which just provoked me. I think I walked to the store with M after that, just thinking about the crazy experience I just had .

I wasn't able to remember my dreams for ,at least, a week now. I increased my amount of sleep and voila! I remembered a fragment...Hopefully, I'll keep my sleeping schedule consistent so I can DJ more often and "vividly".