non-lucid

missed 3 great chances to get lucid last night. one i was playing football and unable to do a dragback as i always seem to be in dreams. one i was running and started floating but naively dismissed it as finally happening in real life

finally i had alot of things getting worryingly damaged like my bike and cooker in the house. worry should be a good dreamsign to try to use.

D- must try harder

had an amazing series of dreams last night. first one i was walking around this huge campu type building at night, completely naked but withouth a care in the world. next one i remember flying to scotland and the scenery was just stunning. lakes with hundreds of islands dotted over them. all the most amazing green colour with spots of red orange and yellow lighting up the scenery. i thought i had woken up later and was recounting the beauty of the past dream to people, yet it was so amazing i was just overwhelmed and was unable to explain it due to the tears of uncontrollable joy. hopefully ill remember more because i think it ws essentially all linked together somehow..... no lucid which was odd, yet when they are like that it doesnt really matter

ok so i had an old bus that i had aquired somehow and parked it down the lakes. it was a camoer style conversion. also had a quad in it. it was a windy day and i was using a massive plastic bag as a kite. the wind was so strong i was flying with the kite although i wasnt lucid so kept bumping back down to earth without pain though. later on i went over to someones house and there were loads of odd people there. i came home for a shower and then went out and woke up

just so i dont forget, i went through a tunnel locally where the river goes under the road and it turned into this whole underground complex thing, a bit like the old open air swimming pool used to be like

18/10/2010

most of them were just party type dreams, where i was carrying these girls around but we were all really hammeed and kept falling over. these are the other memorable moments. went to see my cousin who was getting married. some of her blokes family had this weird condition like warts on their hands. i could feel my hands kind of vacuuming the feeling of the warts into them as i did this everyones hands cleared up. i said to everyone can you feel this and they were all nodding and i felt an amazing buzz.

later i went with my dad to see some guy who had a broken roof. for some reason he was not allowed to get it fixed so we were going to try and fight for him to have the right to fix it. as i waited there was a woman with a deli van and she was giving us free olives. kept on missing dream signs and the biggest one was a cracker. walking through a park in the snow and there were loads of king penguins. as if local penguins wasnt enough of a dream sign, then they all started to fly. of course i questioned this, yet the dc's were just doing there best to convince me that it was normal, or that they were different type of penguins and it was all fine

17/10/2010 back to the good dreams again. on a family trip to london to a place with bars and fariground rides. trying on stupid jackets with my dad. then went on this massive sky ride thing with my brother and there was only a bar to hold onto while the thing span you upside down and round and round 100 meters in the sky. my bro kept letting go and just floating which was scaring the shit out of me but kind of in a good way. later im strolling through town with a spliff and this guy approaches me thinking im a dealer. instead i get invited to a party later. walk towards a big crowd and decide its not the best idea witha smoke so i turn around and finish it and hold it in for as long as i remember. even better then the real thing

02/11/2010 wow well i had another holiday based dream, largely centred around me and about 50-100 mates from all different areas of my life together arriving at a resort. the main things that stick in my mind are speaking in complete clarity to craig and cj. one guy who looked like super hans seemed to be struggling with some acid so i looked at him and calmed him down, which made him calm and happy and started to make me feel like i was tripping after looking into his eyes. then i was going to go on some funfair ride but said i was afraid and this girl just pressed herself against me and all the fear went. the best part came later though. i was lying on top of a trolley pushing myself along the motorway when someone on a superbike came up behind me and asked if i wanted a push. they grabbed onto my feet and pushed me along at about 100 miles an hour on the frickin trolley. awesome. may remember more later..

21/10/10 ok so i had the same dream 3 times in a row, each time it became realer and more vivid. the 3rd time i found a couple of mates who were in the same costumes i remember from a festival we went to. i have been trying to revisit this time in dreams but with little success. when i saw them i was convinced it was actually happening. i told them clear as day that i had just had this dream 3 times and that finally this had actually happened and we were all stood there chatting. even all this talk of dreams didnt get me properly lucid but it was great anyway

12/10/10 had a dream of being back at old house in manchester with my housemate and trying to get him (and thus me) to realise its a dream by showing him to himself. all i remember was him looking at this other version of himself as if it was anybody really, then it fades