wintertime

I very so depressed telling myself that I don't know how to dream or interpret my dreams that in the end I decided to simply go though the motions of getting out of bed and writing down my dreams. My intention being to want to write down my dreams.

1-2 dreams but didn't record them because I felt whats the point.

23:50
I dreamed I was asking my daughters granny (not my mum) if it was ok to eat really soft/over ripe avocados. She said yes e.g. by spreading them on bread (which I do in waking life). Then her husband said 3 spoonfuls.

Both of them knew I have not seen my daughters for 4 months but they don't know the reason. Also they way I asked the granny was with total respect. The house we were in seemed like a holiday home/cottage.

Attempt at interpretation:
These people and I really don't get on. When dating their daughter and even now I must appear as a ghost to them i.e. someone who is lost within themselves. From their position, they are forced to side with their daughter even though she brought great shame to the family i.e. blood is ticket than water.

00:40
I dreamed of having a physical disability (not been able to walk) and then been cured. I was aged 40 in the dream which is my current age.

Attempt at interpretation:


A later dream featured a person from secondary school. We were working, doing the same job. He kept letting dirt fall on me. We were both so good at our jobs we could have been team leaders. I kept telling him next time.

Attempt at interpretation:
Reflecting on the dream at the end I felt that if I started laughing I may not be able to stop.