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Had a few really vivid dreams of me preforming every day tasks in my sixth form, conversations and tasks I wake up fully believing I have been preforming. Hopefully this shall lead to me remembering more dreams and eventually retunring to lucidity however I've forgotten the details now. xD

Shall update with dreams when remembered.

Bit of a strange dream and concept really but just a random bit of DJ space to explain it.

Last night I dreamt that the naming system within society changed and you could no longer name your kids, you had to name them with your middle name and then you could choose their middle name (or names if you wanted them to have multiple kids) so you essentially chose the names of your grandchildren.

This worked both well and pretty poorly as some people had been really harsh and given their kids really awful middle names and inflicted that upon their grandkids but some of the names were beautiful and it made things so much simpler.

Society was a bit messed up in the dream two, there was only a certain type of generic music allowed and it was a slight bit like the plot of the musical We Will Rock You but that's not really important.

This has been playing on my mind alot recently and I've been trying to figure out whether this really was a WILD or not. I've come to the decision that it was a WILD. It felt like a WILD but some of the stuff I managed in it.... it's quite advanced...

This was done without binaurals at about 4:30pm on Sunday 2nd December.

When I attempt to WILD my limbs twitch alot, so when they started to twitch I began to search for an image in my mind and seeing my boyfriend, climbing out of a sorta hole, I began to walk towards him smiling. "Hey, what are you doing here?!" I smiled, linking my arm with his as he jolted in surprise. "I'm dreaming! What are YOU doing here?!" he exclaimed, looking at me in surprise. I smiled back at him and replied "Exactly the same as you, lets go!" Grabbing his hand I started to run along this path, it was surrounded by lots of trees, like a forest either side and it was quite light even though the sky was dark with night.

We began to run up the incline towards an observatory until I slid to a halt. "Hey! Watch this!" I smiled, remembering my earlier WILD and kicked off the ground, floating in the air about 4 feet above the ground. "Wow, that's cool, I didn't know you could do that yet." He grinned, looking up at me. "Can you do anything else?" I thought for a moment and then zoomed off rather quickly, cutting through the stary sky before noticing the northern lights in the distance. I quickly landed back on the ground next to him and grinned. "Oh my God, there's something you just HAVE to see." I grinned, linking arms with him again and soaring back really really high into the sky, as we hovered together we saw the northern lights from a different, sideways angle.

"Wow. That's awesome!" he exclaimed, turning to look at me with a grin. "It's solar flares! People can see them from loadsa different countries!" I smiled, watching as the normal lights disappeared. He looked slightly disappointed beside me. "But there's no blue ones..." I frowned slightly, looking back through my memory to see if he was right. "Hmm... well, that's got to be changed!" Almost instantly after that blue lights began to streak through the sky, turning all different shades of blues and turquoises whilst we watched in admiration. "Christ, it's cold." I shivered as we began to fall towards the ground, pulling up to land gracefully and walk down the hill again. As we walked I remembered the conversation I'd (actually) had with him the day before with him about liking snow and I wanted it to snow for him. Shortly after this snow sure enough began to top the trees.

As I began to turn to grin at him I was awoken by him touching my hand as I'd been twitching heavily so he began to worry.

So as from my previous post you can see that I was persuading into trying to WILD, however so far all three experiences have woken me with a start as I have been scared in all three occurances.

The first occurance is written out in the previous post and was undertaken in the morning at my boyfriend's house.

At about 8:30pm this evening I decided I wanted to give it another go. I put on some pink noise and some 10 minute restless to learning binaural beats. After a while I began to drift into my state of being very relaxed. It took longer than the first time did because I tried to resist the twitching of my limbs that was so desperate to happen. After about 4 minutes of attempting to resist my limb twitches I started to see some images forming in the darkness in front of my face. These images started to take shape and I was greeted with a collection of still shots of dark and mysterious creatures (monsters) all in states of attacking. As one shot showed a particualy fierce creature snarling and seeming to leap straight at me as the still slowly zoomed in (like they do on slide shows sometimes) towards my eyes I awoke with a start, my heartbeat staying at a steady pace even though I could feel the fear in my shoulders.

I decided I would give it another attempt as I was just being stupid, I'd told myself the next thing I'd see was a dream so why did it freak me out, it wasn't real right?

This time I slipped into my relaxed state alot easier than I did the first time and began almost chanting the phrase 'The next thing you'll see will be a dream, NOT reality.' through my head. This time, however, I did not resist the twitching of my limbs when it arrived and a dream started to form into my mind.

I was in a black box-like room. All of a sudden I saw what, at the time, I considered to be a flash of light across the ceiling but I now come to realize that it was a person dressed in white crawling along the ceiling. Slowly I began to walk forwards and into this other room containing only a chair, very similar to that which could be found in death row when the electric chair was used. I'm not sure what happened but all of a sudden I felt trapped, my limbs strapped into the straps of this chair and unable to be freed. I looked up in a panic and the white flash I saw before was right in front of my face. It was a child, about 7 or 8, sort of similar to the child that can be seen within The Grudge horror film, with completely white skin, black eyes and a large stretched month into an expression more fear-striking than a scream with blood around her mouth. As this image was directly in my face I woke up startled, thrashing my arms as I sat up and into my dark room whilst attempting to turn the lights on. This time my heart had just started to beat quickly after the shock I'd just experienced and the tension within my shoulders was massive.

Before anyone tries to tell me that my fearful experiences are just because I'm a naturally scared person, I love horror films and it's very rare that one of them scares me, and never as much as these dreams and images have. I'm not sure why all of a sudden my mind is having this affect on me.

One thing's for certain, I'm not trying to WILD again any time too soon.

This has awful recall. I remembered part of it about 10 minutes after I woke up and the last fragment about 3 hours later.


I was stood with my from tutor Mrs Wall in the construction room trying to decipher some words written on a page in her handwriting. The words were really, really difficult to read which didn't alarm me in my dream because I get really bad headaches which make it difficult to read bad handwriting and Miss's handwriting is appalling.
*Later remembered*
It was an ILID day in school (these are special days which only my school seem to do. Something about individual learning) and we spent a certain amount of time in our option groups which I think was an hour so I was spending three hours in Construction (all morning) and the afternoon in Spanish and History. I was only halfway through 2nd period and I was talking to Miss about not wanting to go to afternoon lessons and just skive school (Uncharacteristic for me. I had perfect attendance until this week and I got sent home ill, surprisingly this afternoon the day after I didn't want to go to Spanish in my dream and I had Spanish in the afternoon. Possible link?)

I spent the half term doing lots with the family and I read the lyrics to The Gambler written down with a message from, my old house parent from my boarding hostel Stanley House, Dae saying I might have been in it when they performed it at the variety show (some of my friends had been 'singing' the lyrics on Facebook the evening before. I've never heard the song before)
Then I went to the mess (a military dining hall and bar and accommodation) on my military base with my boyfriend and my parents, it was really really busy and it was laid out really strangely with completely different room configuration to normal. I was stood talking with the three other people I was in the building with when my dad suddenly saw the people from the farm (I don't know anyone who lives on a farm. Who these people actually are, I have no idea) and they've had a flood there. They're trying to fix and sell the farm. George then turns around and says we should buy the farm. We go to the farm and look at it and agree to buy it.

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I'm in London with George and my parents when all of a sudden this Japanese tourist, who is a student, falls into the Thames. I run over to see if he is alright. Miraculously he is out of the Thames and standing by the railings. As I walk up to him, trying to check he's alright, he turns and starts to sprint away. I run after him, intent on making sure he's fine, and after we've twisted and turned through narrow streets along side the Thames I watch him get picked up via piggyback by his teacher (no idea how I knew that) and then watch them both run away into the distance. Then I stand there and wait for my parents and George to catch up with me.

I'm walking down from the airfield where I live with some people from Siren and Spacer and then I find a girl who has ridden Darcy (a horse at my stables) in her car feeling really unwell so we call for an ambulance and have a military one tear up the road as we get in the back of her car which is now a mini bus and lie her down flat. A civilian ambulance also appears. y friend Cameron walks past.

Walk to Siren from the train station, Siren being in a building like the new sports hall I have at my school and find my cat Fluff there. I go inside and find a casual bedroom like my Nain's instead of a studio so I just casually sit in there with Jess, Kitty, Kathleen and Gav with my cat and one of Gav's dogs until my mum can pick the cat up from outside normal Siren building and then produce a show in a purple skirt and very bruised legs. (?)

Within this thread I will aim to keep an accurate and up to date log of all dreams I remember anything about and try and further my knowledge and understanding of my own subconscious and then, within time, my more concious thoughts within dreams. Think of this as a kind of experiment I am running on myself that all of you are welcome to sort of watch and comment on. I honestly have no idea how well this will go but here goes. My journey into the unknown begins, now.