Xanous' Dream Journal

WILD OBE

I get vibrations and try to get out of bed. It difficult to move still so I wait. I think just allow a scene to form but nothing happens. I relax and allow my feet to float and touch the floor. The sensation of having my feet on the floor allows me to stand up. I am a little wobbly and unsteady at first. It's dark but I can see. I am really happy I an lucid and think about the TOTY. I make my way out the front door. I become blind when I get outside. I start rubbing my hands for stability. Then I get the thought to touch my face. I put my hands on my checks. The sensation is ultra real and I am transported back to my bed. I open my eyes and see the ceiling. I am not sure now but I thought that I woke up. I close my eyes and relax.

I have a FA where I am trying to make and entry in my DJ. The phone is malfunctioning and not displaying the correct app. It make strange noises. I turn the volume down and I still hear it.

I say ”I must still be dreaming.”
But then I think, "No, the dream is so much more clear and detailed than it just was."

DILD

I fall back to sleep at some point. I tell my wife about how I think the L-Dopa was keeping me awake and how disappointed I am that the whole night is ruined. Then I think a bit. I say “You know what? I might be dreaming now.” I realize the truth as soon as I say it but unfortunately I wake up.