Xanous' Dream Journal

#299 - DILD - 5:28

I am laying bed messaging Wurlman on my laptop. A random video of my talking pops up on screen and think its delayed because I just said this a few minutes ago. I am not sure how I set this up or what program I am using. I have a hard time telling what I am typing but the computer suddenly reboots. I text something to Wurlman on my phone. When the computer starts back up it is some hacked version of Windows. There is something like Japanese words and speech then some dubstep music interwoven with some meditation music. The effect is enjoyable. I opening something on laptop but the screen wont say up and when it closes it reboots and I have to watch the Japanese boot screen again. As I wait in-between reboots I look and see the bedroom door is open. A young version of my nephew Grant comes in the room and stares at me. I say hi but he just stares at me. I think something is wrong about his appearance. I see my sister and mom talking and am a little annoyed that my family is just walking in my house. As I mess with the laptop screen, I notice the screen is also pliable and wavy like paper. I try to text Wurlman again but my phone is now off. Frustrated, I turn it on and wait for it to boot up. I take a moment and close my eyes and think.

Suddenly, it dawns on me that I must be dreaming. I say it out loud believing it as I get up and wander into the living room. It's now dark and I have a hard time seeing. At one point I feel like I have my eyes physically wide open. I see some strange light lines on the floor but dismiss it as my physical eyes seeing something. I let it go and head outside.

The storm door hits something and I see a crazy wolf-man trying to get at me. I have no emotion about this and calmly step around him. He becomes interested in something on the porch and starts pawing and sniffing at it. Halfway into my front yard, I turn to look and he hasn't noticed me. I turn to the street and see two bicycles. One red and one black.

I hop on the black one and petal down the street. I see that light again on my shirt out of my bottom vision. I reach up and assuming it was my phone from earlier. Still confused that it might be a waking life image, I grab it thinking I am moving my physical body, and put the phone beside me. I still see a glow and have to move the phone behind me. All the while I feel a sense of duality. One version of me in bed and the other pedaling along on a bike. This seems to be too much and the dream goes completely dark now.

I continue on my bike still very much attached to physical sensation. After a moment my vision completely clears and I find myself on a new street in my neighborhood. As I ride along I notice the bike chain keeps hanging in a certain spot and it's slightly annoying. I see some other bikers up ahead and I try to go at a super speed to meet them but it doesn't work. Some of the cyclist turn off and when I get to the intersection there are multiple bicycles hanging like in a store but I can't see the racks. A woman passes by on the other side and I swoop under the bikes to meet her.

I become distracted by an older, yet attractive woman standing in the street examining a flowing bush. On a mischievous whim, I mess with her by touching her inner thigh and poking a finger into her butt. She's clothed in a pair of jeans and blouse and totally ignores me and has no reaction to what I am doing.