Recall picked back up
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, 11-17-2012 at 09:32 AM (584 Views)
Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids
For 2 nights I have had zero recall due to DIELD efforts and being way too tired. After a short break I used B6 last night with better recall but no lucid. Its seems my tweaked SSILD worked the first night but after that I lacked the focus and awareness. I am not sure why except being overly tired.
Bedtime 10:30P - 7:00A
SSILD Tweaked 200MB B6
Fragment
Something about radio apps on the phone and something similar to Osmosis Jones.
WBTB alarm 2:30 up about 10 min
Additional 200MG B6
Moved to sitting position
SSILD to WILD attempt
I seemed to have trouble finding the half-dream this night. I bounced between fully awake or unconscious. There was no in-between. I had a huge time gap between WBTB and first remembered dream
Giraffe 4:22AM
Zoo animals. I see a Giraffe sleeping in a bed with a night cap and gown on. I laugh. (Osmosis Jones like?)
False Alarm 5:33AM
I am at work. The environment looks normal so far. I hear alarms and I realize that I accidently called some chemical spill emergency number. Somehow they traced the call to our building causing the alarms to go off. It turns in to a huge ordeal for everyone. I get worried that they traced the call to my cell phone and they will fire me. I see D from HR and I hear her tell someone it was a fake and will prosecute whoever did it. I slip into the bathroom and sit on a toilet to have some privacy so that I can at least erase all record on my phone. I am so scared I will get fired and worry that they will look at my phone records from the cell phone company.
The bathroom is so messed up now. There are no stall doors and the stall walls are arranged oddly so that there is no privacy. I am actually using the toilet now and I see some guy creep along the wall looking at me. There is a towel hanging and it try to hide myself a bit and keep my phone out of sight. I concentrate on the phone and it takes awhile but after going through strange menus and options, I become frustrated and hope it was good enough.
I wipe myself with some toilet paper. I see a costume dress on the floor. It looks like an old tinker bell costume one of my daughters had several years ago. I take a corner and finish wiping with that. I look to my right and realize I had more toilet paper. I wonder why I did this. I flush and stand up. I see a long couch facing away from the stalls and a large flat screen TV on the wall. Everyone turns to look at me when I flush. I make some sarcastic comment about it and wash my hands.
I walk out of the bathroom into and outside parking lot. I stop and turn around and run back in. When I open the glass door it makes a chime sound like at a convenient store. I forget some things. I see a large 3 or 4 inch Lego figurine and I remember that it was mine. It was the normal yellow color with a white shirt and blue pants. There is some red symbol on the front. Shiek? I leave it until I clean up my mess and wash my hands again. I pick up the dress that I wiped on and say "ooops I forgot to throw this away" to the man who is now on the toilet. I shove the dress in a trash can careful not to get my hands dirty. I go to wash again and I wake up.
I woke up so perfectly still and calm but I could not DEILD. So I recorded in my DJ. I didn't DEILD but at least I remembered to record. I feel like the recliner is doing nothing so I go back to bed.
The Baseball Pitcher 6:59AM
There is a kid who can throw incredible distances. I hear someone say 15,000 next year in the will get over 21. He throws several balls that go way over the batter and over the next field and over the backside of the fence. Then He starts pitching right but has poor aim. The balls go everywhere but to the batter. I find it all very funny.
Fragment
Something about Doctors special under garments.