Xanous' Dream Journal

I am in church. The offering plate comes to me but I have no cash. Everyone around me is so rich and prosperous that they can afford to pile in fist full of cash without much though. I feel embarrassed. I think at least my wife has a good career started. We can focus on her making the money.

Then we are leaving. I notice my sister N walking out holding a piece of paper like a sign. I don't bother to look at what it says. (I wonder what it said!)

I am outside. I am looking at the sidewalk and the grass. I see it needs to be edged and some weed killer in the cracks. I have a water gun in my hands and start spraying the weeds on the cracks and on the fence line. I then realize it is not weed killer but left over insecticide. I spray anyway.

I see a group of guys. They are old school friends. I catch up with them to talk. They saw me spraying with the water gun. One tells the other to look out I will spray him. I tell them that its not water but insecticide.

I am part of the group now and we walk to a school building that I have never seen. There is an entrance but the doors are being walled off and there is a new door next to it. (Symbolism?)
I wake up as we enter.