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So I could not remember my dream last night at all, unfortunately. But shortly after I awoke this morning, I decided to fall back asleep. I had a strange dream that I plan on getting into in another thread, but the strangest part was that after what seemed like an entire sequence, I came to the realisation that I was, in fact, dreaming. I told myself "Oh my god, this is a dream!" yet my excitement level was not even close to enough to destabilise or even change the dream at all. Because then, I looked around, looked at myself (i nearly always dream in the third person) and decided "oh god, I've lost my grip on reality. This isn't a dream. This is real"... I managed to convince myself that I was going mad-- that it was in fact reality, and that I for some reason was having difficulty distinguishing. Now I found this interesting for two reasons. One-- I wasn't sure if I was controlling it, or not. I can't seem to tell if I had decided that or if I had only dreamed it. Two-- It sort of intrigues me why I would possibly either forfeit control, or go through the length to convince myself I wasn't dreaming. |
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"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail" -Harold R. McAlindon
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"there are innumerable realms in the unseen world, some of them far more dangerous than the worst jungles of the visible world." - William Chittick, The Sufi Path of Knowledge, [1989]
You didn't give up control, just lucidity, control often comes without lucidity, sadly, lucidity often comes without control too lol |
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I've managed to convince myself I wasn't dreaming once too, though an RC failed rather then me thinking I went nuts. It happens. |
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