I am starting to feel like a robot..

I do not dream... simple yet confusing.. You must think WAIT he dreams everybody dreams.. maybe he just doesn't remember many of them right?

Wrong.. or just not right...

Think about this... As I read up on Lucid dreaming there are many methods to gain more access to the dream world, tap into your dreams and make them seam real. etc.

I mean I have a WILD imagination.. I am a musician. A writer, A webdesigner/graphic artist, I love psychedelics.. I love creating things.. etc.. but I have nothing to dream about... because I dont dream.. But it wasn't always this way..

When I was a little boy I had a crazy imagination and had lucid dreams, premature hallucinations like crazy when I was 6-8... This became a real problem as most of my dreams where NOT happy.. that or they where just fucking with my head or something *I am not phyco or schizophrenic mind you* never have been and grew up in a loving family and went to pretty okay schools haha. Anyways these dreams got so out of hand as I got older I trained my self not to dream.. They got so bad that every night I had to lay in bed repeating *DO NOT DREAM, DO NOT DREAM!* over and over in my head (sometimes out-loud)

and I continued to say that every night until I was about 16-17 Now I am about 21 and haven't had a dream *or remembered one* since I was about 11-12. not even a tiny relocation..

So i believe that I physically trained my self/brain NOT TO DREAM..

I promise this is real.. I do not dream.. I have no hint of dreaming... People say when I sleep I am very undisturbed and I dont toss and turn alot.

Does anyone else have this problem..?? I am starting to feel like a robot haha I cant dream! and my roommate started talking about lucid dreaming and I dont even think about dreaming that often because i simply dont...


Let me know your thoughts!