I've been away from lucid dreaming for quite a while, but I was thinking about it the other day and decided I want to get back into it.
When I first started a couple of years ago, I remember reading a lot of stuff on dream guides and I thought it was really interesting and tried searching for my dream guide in a couple of lucids I had back then.
The first time I tried, I tried calling out in the dream and literally shouting "Do I have a dream guide?" I was pretty surprised when the dream replied to me though...
A really creepy "yes" echoed inside the dream and there was just such a bad feeling with it, it was so strange. So I asked if I could see, or meet with the guide but I got no reply after that and woke up shortly afterwards.
However, the other night after I decided to get back into lucid dreaming, I actually had an LD that very night. I ran outside in the dream and called out again "Do I have a dream guide?" but what happened next was terrifying...
I was hit by this huge powerful wave of... power. (Sorry I have no idea how to explain this lol ) This huge force just came at me from nowhere. It felt so awful and everything just felt wrong, and it was really terrifying... I remember being lifted slightly above the ground and everything was just spinning, but without even moving. It was weird. I felt like I was being sent to hell or something...
It only lasted a few seconds though, so when it stopped I decided to try calling out again. The same wave of power hit me, but this time I was thrown into a false awakening into one of my childhood nightmares, stuck in my bed surrounded by strange, creepy stuffed animals that weren't mine. I was still aware I was dreaming and wanted to climb out the window and have another try, but I couldn't move. I couldn't seem to force myself awake either so I just started shouting and had about 6 more false awakenings in the same situation afterwards.
Not sure what I'm looking for by posting this, just wanted to share I guess. I'd love to hear any thoughts on it though!
Also, I wasn't entirely sure where to post this but I saw a couple of other DG threads in here so...
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