Two Halves of One Mind

[JohnnyFears]

This is my first post here, so let me know if there is anything I did wrong or anything that would help. A man stands in a clean white room. He's wearing a half suit with dark blue jeans. He looks toward the sky as a massive letter opener comes down and begins to slice him vertically down the center. Both halves of the man face each other and extend their hand to shake the other. (The man on the right has been mirrored so he is flesh side to me and the two halves appear identical) As soon as their hands meet, the man on the right begins to burn. Fire starts at his hand, travels up his arm, down to his feet and up his torso, engulfing his head. The man on the left stands unaffected. The jeans on the man to the right begin to ash away and a few holes appear, and his suit jacket falls to the ground as a pile of ashes, revealing my favorite t-shirt. The halves of the man turn to me (Man on the right is mirrored back) and mold together, half in a suit jacket and dark blue jeans, the other in a burning shirt and torn pants. I think I know what this dream means so this is my interpretation. (Note: I believe there is a God, I believe there are angels and demons that walk among us. I won't preach to you, if you don't preach to me) The letter opener is obvious to me. I am a writer, and I have a heart for the handwritten word above the typed word. I have always felt there is two sides to me. A good and a bad, an angel and demon if you will. I know this and the sides often fight for dominance, and it can easily affect my daily life. I have been in a conflict with which side I should choose and live my life as, and I believe this dream is showing me my options. The burning half of me seems like it would be the demon in me. The torn shirt and jeans, the flame, the darkness. The half-suit side seems like it would be the angel, the positive, the accomplished. The part that confuses me is about how the man starts in the half-suit. Just before I fell asleep I was listening to the song 'Justify" by Scott Stapp. In the song he speaks of a man he met, who was wearing a half-suit and dark blue jeans. The man in the song was a man of the devil. That got me thinking, if the man in the half-suit was the devil, then that means that the burning t-shirt and jeans was the angel. Why would the angel be on fire? To me it seems as though it's as if that half is a hell bound angel, or a fallen angel. A good heart and soul, but forsaken long ago by God.