This is a dream I have been dwelling on, it has caused me a lot of uneasiness.

I am currently dating a man named Nate. He shares all the same beliefs as me, is understanding, kind, and I am proud to say that I am in a very healthy and happy relationship with him.

About a year ago, I had a fling with one of my current boyfriend's "buddies" (I hadn't met my current boyfriend yet at the time). At the time, I had lust for this person, Jake, but I was not attracted to him on any other level.

The dream starts out with me relaxing with Nate, he is checking his facebook.

It quickly shifts to Nate, Jake, and I all hanging out together. The boys want to blow up a kiddie pool and plant lilly pads in it.

I then remember we are at Jake's house, but it's different. His bedroom is on the main floor and very clean in real life, but in my dream, he has an attic bedroom and the entrance is so small, you can barely squeeze into it. I feel clastrophobic trying to get into his room but I am also nervous to not enter because everyone is already inside his room. I finally get inside and I see a very big spider that morphes into a spider/dog and is black and hairy. I am terrified but I don't want to kill it because I don't want to get it's guts everywhere, so I hide behind Nate, who makes me feel safe, and I keep a safe distance from the creature. After this, I notice there are 3 other girls in the room. One of them suddenly whips out an electric guitar and starts screaming and playing while orange and yellow colors burst around her. I have a very bad feeling about her, I know that she is evil, but I don't see her again in my dream.

Later, Nate, Jake and I are at a supermarket of some sort. I am able to balance on a 2-liter of orange soda and roll around on it around the store. We get into Jake's car, Jake sits in the driver's seat and I sit in the back with Nate, leaving the passenger's seat empty. I am cuddling with Nate in the back and Jake asks if we are hungry.

That's all I could remember from this dream. It is the only dream I have ever had about a past lover and I am wondering if there is more to it than I have already interpreted myself. Any ideas??