this starts funny, in the dream I was beeing asked to rub my friends tummys (my boyfriend, his brother and another guy who I dont remember who he was) in public. I didnt really wanted to do it but I did it. After that camed the nightmare:my boyfriends brother raped me. I was shoked and said no, and wanted to get away. After a strugle I released myself. But the dream continued as they were all planing to rape me. The brother was after me and he kept hiting on me, and he didnt care that I did not wanted that. I was criyng and begging him to let me go. He was just laughing and seemed to have fun, my boyfriend too.
I felt...powerless, betrayed, unsafe
What the hell does it mean?
In real life I do have some problems with my boyfriend. And I'm not sure what to say about his brother, he's single, always around us, and even though he has parts that I like about him, I dont want him. Maybe at some point he was really nice with me, but I think and hope it wasn't more than that.
Please help me understand.
And sorry for my spelling.