Just a bit of a warning- This one is totally inappropriate for human viewing, let alone for younger people! Please read at your own risk!

To give a little personal background/detail- I've always been prone to night terrors/nightmares. I am 35 years old and I do tend to gravitate towards anxiety/depression.

So basically I had the most gory/disturbing dream I've ever had in my life last night (And that's really saying something)! I don't remember details of what transpired before it began and I wasn't an active participant in the dream. It was like I was both watching it happen and experiencing the terror of the person that was the victim. There isn't a nice way to say any of this but I'd really like to get some perspective on why I saw this because I feel victimized by my own brain at this point.

Basically there was a middle aged woman who appeared to be a drug addicted prostitute. She was at this really rich looking mansion outside in the front of the it. The person who purchased this prostitute appeared to be an attractive middle aged woman and her helper. There was a quiet man there who I didn't even notice until later on. It gets sketchy but the man begins performing oral sex on the prostitute. This is all being guided by the rich lady who is basically like directing the "show">. Then suddenly like in an insant the rich lady turns into an alien/reptile looking monster and begins violently shaking the old prostitute so fast I can barely see them. It happens almost in a blur like something you'd see in a horror movie.

The violence of this scene is so brutal that its hard to do it justice with words. The whole scene is like otherwordly and evil for lack of a better term. As the offender is shaking the prostitute she is loudly screaming right in to her face and it is so intense it is literally making the prostitutes face come off piece by piece. All the while the man is still performing oral sex on her. As all of this is happening she is being shaken literally in to pieces ...Pieces of the woman are flying off of her while she is basically having an orgasm... I don't feel like any further explanation is needed other than just to say that I can't get across with words how horrifying this whole thing felt. The intensity of the feelings were incredibly potent ... it was basically like sheer terror, mixed with a creepy undertone like this was a real thing happening to a real person in real time. The whole thing seemed EXTREMELY real!

I'm very concerned that dreaming something this awful means I'm actually insane. Like I need to be institutionalized or something. When I woke up I felt like I was going to throw up and my heart was pounding out of my chest like I was having a heart attack. I haven't been able to shake the images out of my mind all day long. If anyone out there has even the slightest clue what this could possibly mean I'd really appreciate an answer! thanks!