I have a boyfriend who used to use a very bad drug. I sometimes get paranoid that he us using again. And when I am really paranoid I have a dream and it's happened more then once. Different settings and different people. The first time that o can remember my boyfriend was high and so was my brother and I felt alone. Like I had no one to talk to and I was so scared and tempted. The second time I can remember was awful and was recent. My boyfriend was using and I lost him. When I found him again he was high and he was making out with this girl and he was kissing her like he's never kissed me before.. very passionately. I ended up kicking the girls ass and running after my boyfruend. I was so angry and I felt betrayed. About a week ago I cheated on my boyfriend we've talked about it and we are working on it but I only kissed another guy will I was drunk and it really had no meaning. But in this dream after I found my boyfriend hiding in what looked like a couch cousin fort I found my younger sister and she was also using this drug... I was so scared. So mad. And so alone. I ended up using in the dream thinking it would help. But it didn't and I ended up chasing both my sister and boyfriend. I couldn't catch them and all I wanted to do was talk. After what felt like hours and hours of chasing and yelling and crying I woke up and my heart was racing and I couldn't go back to sleep. I'm sure I've had this dream more than once but maybe the two just lasted so long it's felt like more than that. But I am so confused on why I have these dreams.