I think you answered your own dream, but may not have realized. Feeling socially awkward is how you felt in the dream.
So I gather your fiancé is good at social situations, outgoing and confident? So he is getting all the attention, and also represents you wanting his ability in you - as a cat and owl are solitary and both see well in darkness - to change the solitary to social, darkness to light. "I felt super jealous and wanted to try and join in."
It's like it's evil that you are not getting the attention.
That dildo represents your solo pleasure you want massively to make double-ended or with others or social.
This would be extremely pleasurable to you, to overcome your shyness.
Then you got the attention of him, to sit opposite you, for this face-to-face union with your social self.
Because it's empty otherwise, for you.
And the large circular room is like a circle of people joined with no sides, to overcome your hard dark wooden feeling of being left out.
This would be satisfying, like a meal, though it seems bigger than you at the moment or at first.
But this new action side of yours will increase the feelings of pleasure.
Even the toilet wake up call could be synchronistically symbolic for getting rid of the waste or wasteful thinking in this area stopping you being more free with others. A bit of high-end toilet humour.
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