Quote Originally Posted by thetasteofink View Post
Hey all, first post after newbie thread wahayyy.

There are two dreams that I've had recently, that have both bothered me. I know the only person who can truely interprate my dreams are myself so I'll try and add any additional detail away from the dream that I think may relate.

Any help would be really appreciated

Dream One
I was running down the beach, down the center of it, not towards the sea but almost along side it, on the sand, in the center. I was running away from my mum and dad who were both behind me. They were walking slowly next to each other, not talking, not touching. I was holding a kite, high above me. It was bright yellow, the best way to describe it, is that it was shaped almost like a pig. It's face was bright pink and smiling, but it wasnt a pigs face, it looked like it was laughing. There was no sun but it wasnt night, it was overcast and had lots of blues and greys. My brother who is both my mum and dads child and my half sister who is my mothers wern't there also my dads wife wasnt there either. I wasnt laughing, smiling or feeling any emotion, I was just running. There wasnt an end to the beach and I kept looking at the kite. The ocean wasnt calm but it wasnt really wavy and crashing madly either, it was some cross between the two.

My mum and dad split on chiristmas day when I was 12 -Im currently 18- I lived with my dad from when I had just turned 13 in the February of 2004 until about August of '07 when I left his home to live with my mum and go to college. I lived with him briefly when I was 17 for the summer but then left again. My sister was born when I was 15, but I didnt see her for the first year of her life. I had no contact with my mum during the majority of my teenage years. There is alot of conflict in my family, if you put my mum and dad in the same room it'd be a question of who would kill who first. They cant have a proper conversation together, my dad was also fairly abusive to me while I was growing up. I dont live near the sea, I definatly dont own a kite...I dont think I ever have.

xoxo
Well, it looks like you would like your parents to at least be able to walk down a beach together without killing each other. I get a sense of general confusion about family relationships, and maybe you wish yours was a simple nuclear family. The kite is symbolic of your happiness. I get the feeling of silliness and simple innocence. You are unemotionally running down the beach, growing up, and becoming independent of your parents on into infinity. Life is beautiful, but sad. The beauty is the beach, the sky, and the ocean, but the gray skies show you feel a general sadness over your life. The seas is your depth of being, and the storminess, is chaos you feel in life, but you know you can handle it.

You can have that happiness whenever you want. Visualize the dream. Think about the whole thing. Think about the sounds, the way the wind and sand feels, and the smell of the sea. Now, reel the kite in. What does it look like now? How does do you feel? It's yours, and you own it.