Fri Dec 29th
1- Two Little LD's (unintentional WILDs)
(know i had two LDs but I can't now seem to remember the second one, as I was scribbling the 1st one down the budgies started chirping harshly. I yelled at them to shut up and when I turned back to write out the second LD it was gone from my memory... stupid budgies)
Woke up and adjusted my pillow. It was too flat. I folded it over to make it thicker. I then laid on my side, arms curled close to my body, and fell almost immediately to sleep.
Suddenly felt as if I were slipping forward out of my body. I instantly knew I was dreaming and repeatedly reminded myself that I was LDing. A few seconds later I was in a standing position but I couldn't see. At first I thought it was just too dark in my room but then I realized my eyes wouldn't open.
Struggled to open them, and after a short mighty battle to do so, my eyelids reluctantly sprang open. My eyes felt sore and dry and my vision was blurry. I then realized that despite my eyes being fully open, they still felt as if they were closed tight. Vaguely I realized I was probably feeling the still closed eyelids of the sleeping me.
I looked at the nightstand beside the bed. A little white teddy bear with a red bow seemed to glow out of the surrounding darkness of the bedroom. It moved, sort of twitched. The teddy bear then rapidly grew as I backed away from it, not knowing wtf was going on. I verbally reminded myself, "this is MY LD", so I wouldn't get startled awake.
The teddy bear grew so huge that it's head hit the ceiling and it bent forward a bit, as if it were glaring down at me. I back up against the opposite wall and stared up at it with my sore, open but still closed feeling, eyes as I reminded myself that I was dreaming. I didn't know what to do, I realized my control in this dream was nearly non existent... so I woke up.
2- The Cathedral and the Requiem
Wandered through a massive Cathedral. It was obserdly ornate, decorated with gold and silver. Massive marble statues and overly ornate decorative pillars and sconces were everywhere. It was literally breathtaking.
I wanted to find my way to the reliquaries but the church was too huge and maze like. I kept moving up. Whenever I found a set of stairs I ascended. Eventually was near the top of the church. Followed a lush red carpet and came to a thick set of doors. As soon as I opened them a crack the most beautiful music spilled out to greet my ears.
I squeezed quietly in the doors and stood at the back of a crowd of people who were listening to a chorus accompanied by music. I couldn't understand what they were singing but the feel of the music was heavy and somber. The voices seemed weighted with sorrow. I was entranced by the music. It echoed throughout the massive hall and seemed to resonate in the soul. Overwhelmed by the beauty of the sad music, tears began to slip from my eyes.
3- The Job & Johnny Depp
Handed in a resume to a stern looking woman. She disappeared down a hall and left me sitting outside in a lobby all alone. I thought this was good though. If I was the only applicant then I should get the job.
Beside me on a table was an intercom thing. It buzzed so I pressed the button down. The stern woman's voice was on the other end. She informed me that I was not the type of person they were looking to hire. There came a static like click and that was the end of that.
I was pissed off that I hadn't got the job and as I moved to get up out of my chair I heard a voice over the intercom again. Apparently they had forgot to 'hang up' on thier end. I moved closer to hear the voices since they were faint.
There were at least two women speaking about me. Both, I think, had mistaken me for my sister because they joked and made crude remarks about what a whore and drunk I was. They also brought up incidents that were the doings of my sister... not me. This pissed me off even more to know that my family once again had fucked something up for me.
I listened to these women for a long time before finally getting fed up with them. I was going to barge back into their secret room and beat the crap out of them but as I stood I saw a guy who looked like Johnny Depp sitting across from me. He kept staring at me with this questioning look on his face.
"WHAT?" I yelled, "Quit staring at me."
"What bitches." He said and then smiled.
Somehow I ended up sitting on this guys lap as he told me some stupid story that had nothing to do with anything. It made me laugh anyway and I eventually left the building. I felt better than I had in a long time.
4- School & Kramerish guy& Ants
Walked through school, followed behind this tall guy who sort of looked like Kramer from Seinfeld. We went outside and he sat at a table with two miserable looking rapper wanna be white guys. I grabbed a free chair and was going to sit with them but noticed chunks of dirt on the seat. I brushed them off and as I did ants spilled out from the dirt lumps. I brushed the seat off and watched the ants scurry wildly all over the ground.
The tall guy offered me his jacket to put on the seat so I could sit down. I took his jacket but laid it on the ground and then laid on my stomach as I listened to the guys chatting. I had nothing important to add to their converstation so I stayed quiet.
I almost fell asleep. Sat up suddenly wondering if I'd missed the bus. I looked at my watch and it said 5 to 3. Not believing it I asked the guys what time it was. 3:30 they informed me. I looked at my watch again and it said 3:30. I had missed my bus.
I got up and left. As I walked down the street I saw my aunt who asked if I was going on the trip to the water park. I told her I didn't have a ride. She offered to give me alift there if I paid her way in. I agreed and walked on. I noticed that my legs felt itchy. Realized that my jeans were filled with ants that were biting me. I paniced, stripped off my jeans and swept the insects off my legs. I didn't want to go to the water park after all, my legs were all swollen with red spots.
5- MJ's House
Was at my sister's. I took her son upstairs to put him to bed. He wouldn't lay still in his crib so I scooped him out and took him to my sister's room. We laid on the bed together and finally he got sleepier.
Just as he was about to drift to sleep a really loud snore woke him back up again. Apparently his father was sleeping on the other side of the bed and I hadn't noticed. I tried to sooth the baby back to sleep again but he was wide awake.
We went back downstairs and I told my sister that I hadn't realized her man was in bed. She short of shrugged and looked irritated that her son was still awake.
6- Lost K in NF
Living in the US again, me, TG and K all strolled through the dark to the nearest Wilson Farms. Got there, bought a bunch of candy. (thinking i must have been a kid again in this dream)
On the way back TG took us down a street that I didn't recognise. I looked at the houses and tried to get my bearings, as I did this K wandered away.
When I realized she was gone a terrible fear set in. This was NOT the place to lose a little kid. Me and TG ran up and down the street yelling for her. I screamed her name repeatedly at the top of my lungs. Rather I tried to scream but my voice was cracked and weak sounding.
TG took a side street and found her. Relieved, we decided to take a short cut back home and went down an alley. There was a fenced yard. I urged K to go through first but to be careful, there might be a dog inside. She dashed through just as a rottie charged after her. I jumped into the yard and started kicking the fence to get the dog's attention. It spun around and charged after me instead of persuing K. I leapt up onto the chainlink fence and slipped through a hole in the links. T crawled over too and then I wondered why we bothered to cut through the fenced yard when there was a clear path through the alley on the safe side of the fence. We caught up with K and continued home.
7- Great Uncle L & Cobras
Were at a gas station in a desertish type area. My great uncle L (who is deceased) was sitting on an old bench at the edge of the station's property.
I wandered out into the dying brown field of grass. As I did I'd occasionally catch a glimpse of things slithering out of my way. I'd try chase them but they would always disappear under the grass.
Eventually snake heads would rear up out of the grass as I approached. Cobra heads. I tried to retreat to the gas station but it seemed that the cobras had lured me into a trap. I was surrounded by them, their black heads poked up out of the dying grass all around me.
Somehow I made it through the snake trap and back to the station parking lot, which was nothing but compacted sand. Thinking I was safe I made my way to my uncle. To my surprise the sand started shifting and sand colored cobras sprang out and persued me again. My uncle only laughed like it was the funniest thing he'd ever seen, as I was chased down by poison snakes.
EDIT: Went back to bed after typing out these dreams and had a couple more.
1- DREAM CHARACTERS!DILD
I walked into an establishment (can't remember where I was coming from) and there saw a piano pushed up against the wall. I moved to the piano and wanted to play it but realized I'd forgotten how to read music. I then looked around me. The place looked like a western themed restaurant.
Like a backhand to the face it occured to me I was dreaming.
I inspected the environment and the people within, they were mostly families waiting to be served. I wondered if they were real people I'd seen in real life or completely fabricated characters that my mind conjoured up. None of them looked familiar at all.
I stood on top of the piano bench and cleared my throat and said, "Excuse me everyone, I have a very important announcement." When most everyone was looking at me I announced, "You're all... dream characters!" they looked at me as if I was insane. "TRUTH.. YOU ALL ARE NOTHING BUT FIGMENTS OF MY IMAGINATION... DREAM CHARACTERS!"Before I could get a good response from them the dream darkened and began to fade. I tried to hang onto it but I ended up waking.
2- Finding Molly
At a church that was having a baby beauty pagent. It was okay till the toddlers were stripped naked and made to try walk across stage. I felt compelled to say something but knew that no one would listen to me.
A little boy won the contest. He carried his winnings back to his mother who sat in a pew on the far side of the church. He dropped something and I picked it up. Carried it for him as we made his way to his mother. She looked at her son and looked away, completely uninterested in him and his accomplishment.
I sat in the pew ahead of his mother. It was the only one in the large church that had no other people sitting in it. The little boy climbed up onto the pew beside me and we waited for something to happen.
A preacher came out on stage and announced that we had to find Molly. She was hidden in the church somewhere. The church became a mass of searching poeple. They suddenly formed into something like a conga line and danced around the outside of the pews. Me and the little boy joined in. At some point the boy turned into a girl and instead of dancing she was dangling between me and the person ahead of me, spinning like ballet dancer, dress billowing out from her.
I looked behind me and noticed Molly was there. I yelled out, "MOLLY! I FOUND MOLLY!"
Apparently I won something but can't remember what my prize was.
3- The Bratty Girl
This one started out like I was watching a movie. A man and a little girl were walking and he was asking her all kinds of questions, trying to get to know her better. I think he'd adopted her or something. The girl answered every one of his questions with a smart ass remark or something that made no sense. I could tell the guy was getting frustrated but he kept talking with the little girl.
They approached a KFC. At this point I became part of the scene. I walked with the pair and said nothing, only listened to the odd convo.
When we got to the KFC the man went in. Me and the girl went and sat inside of an empty garage. She was riding a training bike. I asked her why she was so mean to the man. She said that he'd left her a long time ago and that bad things had happened so she was going to be bad to him.
I asked her what bad things had happened and she only stared at me as if I already knew the answer. I was going to ask another question but the man returned with his KFC. He began getting it out of the bags and I think he'd intended to eat it in the garage.
"NO!" I said angrily. "We'll go over into WestBrant and eat it. On the other side of the river is a nice."
The guy packed up his things again and we all left. On the way the little girl started acting bratty again. She wouldn't listen to the man. Or if she did she'd make rude remarks at his converstation attempts. We all crossed the bridge together but I don't remember getting to the other side.
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