Thread: Caradon's Dream Journal

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

You inspire me...I like what you say about wearing down the barrier of awareness; I know that should be possible, and you make me think that it might actually be!

I believe That it is.

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

Hope you feel better soon.

Thanks, yeah everyone here has been getting sick too. It's been a nasty winter.

Originally Posted by mark

appreciate the support mate

see thats my problem I am really busy with work and stuff so I get distracted from RCing

Yeah, That's the biggest challenge. It's hard when there are a lot of things that take your full attention. Especially when there is stress involved.

Some recall, mostly fragments


I'm back in high school. I'm in some special program and the classes take place in some cabin type place.
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I'm in a music store. the owner opens a door in the back of the store. Inside is orchestra hall. I find a place to sit, and after a few moments a woman walks out on stage and begins playing a piano.
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trying to find a secret opening in the ceiling.
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Outside the house doing some yard work.
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having a discussion with somebody about the best way to make hot-wings.
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I had wrote in my notes that I had gotten Lucid, but can't remember. I think I got Lucid for a moment and the dream faded right away.
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Originally Posted by Caradon

having a discussion with somebody about the best way to make hot-wings.

With TwoShadows brand wing sauce. Pure hot stuff .

Originally Posted by Shinjiro-yan

With TwoShadows brand wing sauce. Pure hot stuff .

Lol.

Guess what I had for lunch today.


More Crap recall!

I was able to bring back one fragment. I lit a cigarette, took a couple drags off it. Then handed it to some girl I was with. And we shared the smoke. There was a feeling of some crazy drama surrounding that event. But I have no idea what was going on in the dream.

Then caught a glimpse of some woodsy trail, then lost it.


had a feeling of some adventure dream in my nap that slipped away as soon as I woke up. It probably had something to do with that Jumper movie I saw today.

Originally Posted by Caradon

Guess what I had for lunch today.


More Crap recall!

LOL. I read it as if it was one after another so it seemed for a second like you said you had crappy recall for lunch. LOL. Really wish I had some good food around the house right now .

Originally Posted by Caradon

I was able to bring back one fragment. I lit a cigarette, took a couple drags off it. Then handed it to some girl I was with. And we shared the smoke. There was a feeling of some crazy drama surrounding that event. But I have no idea what was going on in the dream.

Maybe you should WILD on that fragment and maybe you'll have a really nice Noir Lucid...that's what it makes me think of.

ah shame about the recall man, it seem to be getting every one still even though you cant remember much you still had a bit of lucidity...that deserves a

Yeah, lucidity trumps recall any day.

Originally Posted by Shinjiro-yan

LOL. I read it as if it was one after another so it seemed for a second like you said you had crappy recall for lunch. LOL. Really wish I had some good food around the house right now .

Well, the hot wings were for lunch. I had crap recall for desert.

Originally Posted by mark

ah shame about the recall man, it seem to be getting every one still even though you cant remember much you still had a bit of lucidity...that deserves a

Originally Posted by The Cusp

Yeah, lucidity trumps recall any day.

Thanks guys. Don't know why being sick has to take recall away. Didn't take any drugs. Well, starting to feel normal again, just a little loss of energy. Hopefully I won't be set back to much. Better recall today. still just some short bits for the most part.

Originally Posted by Caradon

I had crap recall for desert.

sounds scrumptious! hope you feel better soon and your recall comes back! >.< don't get me sick, please!

I'm talking to somebody on the phone. I notice the water faucet is broken off in my kitchen sink, and water is pouring out and overflowing the sink.
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Some very beautiful wilderness images, surrounding an old fashioned military fort.
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A bunch of confusing images about being at some house, and getting ready to go for a long drive to get back home.
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I big plastic toy snake in a room. It seems to have a life of it's own. It slithers out of a room, when I grab at it's tail it swings around to try and bite me. I'm fascinated by this seemingly alive toy snake, and I follow it around.
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There is some crazy psycho that lives in the house next door. I know he will be trying to break into the house I'm in, and trying to kill us all. So I convince someone there to leave with me. We begin walking down the road leaving the area far behind. But we discover that we are not any safer, because we are on a wilderness road at night. And we are now being hunted by wolves.
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Some strange sexual images. lots of people in a room having sex. like an orgy.
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Flying raft
I'm walking down some trail. In the sky I can see this strange looking airplane. I'm confused by the way it looks. I don't think it should be able to fly. It's like something home made. As if someone cut out some sheet metal and bolted it together. kind of in the shape of a plane. As I stare up at it I get waves of vertigo, and nearly fall down.

Eventually, I notice it looks more like a big round rubber raft. It's flying lower and closer to me now. I can see it has these jets underneath it that keep it in the air. It flys around me a little bit, and the pilot brings it down landing near me. I think this thing is really cool and I want to buy one. The guy tells me it costs ten thousand dollars.

Escape
I'm a prisoner of somewhere, don't know where. But I'm locked up in some building.
I see my chance to escape out a door that's slowly closing. I run for it, and make it out the door. I can hear alarms sounding. I'm behind a building that resembles someplace I used to work. My car is there, and people are filling my car with luggage.(Don't ask why, I have no idea.) I jump in the car, start it, and drive away. I have some trouble with the car. The gears don't act right. I eventually park, and some guy yells from the window of a nearby window. he says he is a Dream Views member. I talk to him, but don't remember much about it.

High dive
I'm at a vacation resort. (A real place I visited once as a kid.) lots of cabins, and a big lake. I'm out on the lake swimming. I climb up onto a raft. I try to run and jump into the air, then flip over backwards and dive in head first. I end up hitting the back of my head on the edge of the raft. It's not a big deal though, I just climb back up onto the raft, no harm done.

A ways off I see this other raft. Built on it is a tower with a high diving board on it.(was there in real life. Had lots of fun on it.) I decide I will try and do my back flip thing off that. I swim over there and climb up. High up on the diving board, I look down. the lake water looks kind of gross now. I can see weeds and crap under the surface of the water. I'm reluctant to dive in, I'm not sure if it's safe. I look back and people are watching me. I don't want to feel like a chicken so I decide I will jump anyway.

Something changes here, and I'm now on a swing type thing. I'm swinging way out over the water. I let myself fall backwards out of the swing, and do at least one back flip before hitting the water. My perspective shifts, so that I'm watching myself.
And I actually think about the strange perspective, and I'm a little confused about what is happening.

Originally Posted by meggyfayephotography

sounds scrumptious! hope you feel better soon and your recall comes back! >.< don't get me sick, please!

Thanks, yeah getting better. and recall is starting to come back. We'll see how tonight goes.

Hope you don't catch it!

looks like my good thoughts and wishes for your recall to come back worked rather quickly! jk. good to see some dreams! i think if you remembered more about the being hunted by wolves, you would have had another animal attack dream on your hands! and i think the theme of the night was rafts? lol

I take it you are feeling better, Caradon? Good.

You dreamed about a live toy snake too, like mark, that's weird.

good stuff mate! its nice to see your recall is up again.

yeah that snake dream is cool, I had one similar a while back very strange

!!! no way every got to attend a dream orgy lol I missed mine ha ha

Originally Posted by meggyfayephotography

looks like my good thoughts and wishes for your recall to come back worked rather quickly! jk. good to see some dreams! i think if you remembered more about the being hunted by wolves, you would have had another animal attack dream on your hands! and i think the theme of the night was rafts? lol

Yeah, thanks for the help!

Lots of rafts, strange that. I didn't even really think about that before.

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

I take it you are feeling better, Caradon? Good.

You dreamed about a live toy snake too, like mark, that's weird.

Thanks, yeah a lot better, and starting to get back on track again.

Yeah, I was thinking about that snake dream. I'm not even sure if it was influenced by reading Marks journal. Maybe it was.

Originally Posted by mark

good stuff mate! its nice to see your recall is up again.

yeah that snake dream is cool, I had one similar a while back very strange

!!! no way every got to attend a dream orgy lol I missed mine ha ha

Thanks Mark. Yeah I read your crazy snake dream. Mine wasn't quite that vicious though.

Sorry you missed out on your orgy lol.

Not as much recall last night.

Bat mobile
There is an old car in the alley behind a house I used to live in. It looks a lot like the bat mobile. Only it's gray and looks like an old junker. It's been sitting there for a while, it's buried in snow. The car is mine. I get in and put the key in the ignition. I turn the key and it starts up. I get out and check the lights. The lights are really dim. Like a flash light with low batteries. I decide I can't drive it like that. And I'm trying to figure out whats wrong with the lights.

Grilled steak
Not much to this dream. I'm cooking a steak on a grill. It cooks ok, it seems to be cooking faster than normal. I wake up while still cooking it.

lol. mundane AND tasty!

Originally Posted by Shinjiro-yan

lol. mundane AND tasty!

Too bad I didn't get to stay in the dream long enough to eat it.
Getting hungry now.

Still struggling to remember dreams. I remember did remember two last night though. the first one was the best one, but hard to describe.

I was helping with the construction with a barn. I was working on putting in a new ceiling. There were some strange hard to describe events surrounding that. Though at some point there was this chicken that had a strange affection for me. It was a very friendly chicken.
Then events led to me being naked in a bathroom with some girl I actually know in real life. Kind of strange, it wasn't like we were having a relationship in the dream. It was more just like a coed shower. We were both naked and out of the shower. We were drying off with towels. And it was like it was perfectly normal for us to be doing this together.
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#2
There was garbage all over the ground and I was cleaning it up. There was this big garbage compactor truck, and I was collecting the garbage and dumping it into the compactor. I would then watch as the compactor would crush all the garbage together. I was just doing this until I woke up. kind of strange.
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Hopefully I'll get something more tonight. I'm so annoyed, I was on such a roll, and was building up a nice momentum. then lost it just like that.

Oh well, the year is still young, it'll come back soon enough.

My timer is wearing down th battery in my watch, that sucks too. I've gotten so used to it, that I don't like going without it. I totally associate my watch with Lucid Dreaming. Guess it's just about time to get a new battery.
So far it's still working, but every time the timer goes off, the numbers fade out and it takes a moment for them to come back.

Originally Posted by Caradon

My timer is wearing down th battery in my

O. Sounds bad. I don't even have a watch . Oh well. I still do pretty well I guess. Once my sickness dissipates I'll probably be back on track on my LDing. I am getting recall back and found a new dream sign. BTW Like my new name?

Originally Posted by Pancaka

O. Sounds bad. I don't even have a watch . Oh well. I still do pretty well I guess. Once my sickness dissipates I'll probably be back on track on my LDing. I am getting recall back and found a new dream sign. BTW Like my new name?

My watch really hasn't done a lot for me so far, except help to keep me doing a lot of reality checks which is good. I still think I'll get Lucid, dreaming about the timer someday.

Why did you decide to change your name?

Originally Posted by Caradon

Why did you decide to change your name?

Well Shinji was an old screen name from my anime days. Also Pancaka is also the name of my email address and I just like it more... later I'll put some pancakes in as my avi lol. BTW. How'd you think of the name Caradon?

I'm in another dry-spell like you too, Caradon.

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

I'm in another dry-spell like you too, Caradon.

yeah I will join you two in this lack of recall thing