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      I am writing about a weeks worth of dreams that I could remember..because I haven't had time to go out and purchase a Dream Journal nor Have I had the time to even sit down and write this down. So yeah imagine trying to remember three dreams in detail to write down later..Not an easy task lol

      Anyways Theres only three and the last two are short. I have only had one LD and i think it was beginners luck because it happened the very first time I tried and now I am having trouble even remembering my regular dreams so I decided to do it the the right way and keep a journal to start off.

      The Dance Recital:
      The first dream happened last monday. I had a dream that I was surrounded by girls ( In real life I model and do dance promotions where companies hire me and a team of dancers to perform at any given event) anyways so I am with the girls and I am having a nervous breakdown because we are about to leave to the performance but I still don't know the dance. I keep trying to tell them but they keep saying they will teach me before we go on that it wont be hard. Scene then changes to me being on a bus looking out the window thinking to myself how am I going to pull this off I don't know the dance.
      Then the scene changes to me backstage at the performance. My aunt is the leader of my group and she's calling all the girls into a huddle. Im still freaking because I dont know the dance yet and I am feeling the pressure. This is happening to my left but to my right I can see about 5 people in plastic chairs just observing everyone practicing back stage. My old good friend Maria tugs at my arm and says ' hey thats alan over there right?" pointing to the last person sitting down to my right. ( alan is my ex bf in real life) I glance over and say no its not. But Maria has to go check for herself. I start trying to learn the dance as she walks over to the chair. Suddenly I am in marias body looking through her eyes. She/we reach the chair and it turns out to be a coat hanger with a fitted cap on it. I am suddenly back in my body looking over at her by the chair. She is shaking her head no and I am thinking to myself " I told you so" Suddenly my attention is back to the huddle. All the girls heads are down when all of a sudden my aunts picks hers up and looks directly at me. The girls remain motionless. She looks at me and says " You have to take this serious, there are people out there that want to sign and this is not a time to be messing around" the huddle breaks and I frantically try to find a girl I can pull aside for a few secs to teach me the dance.

      I wake up.

      Doing something Bad
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      This dream happened on thursday of last week. I was at an olde friends house Edaj. ( I knew her in Highschool we were really close..haven't really spoken since) I'm there with my current best friend Steph and we are sitting on a couch. There are other people there but I can't recognize them. Anyways edaj is going off in my ear about something when edaj's brother Oel started to hit on Steph. ( Oel and Steph had a relationship that didnt work out in highschool, she has a new serious bf right now)
      Anyways he starts to flirt with her when she looks over directly at me and says " we have to go before I do something bad." I tell her to give me five more minutes but she just looks at me and says again more desperately " We need to go before I do something bad"

      Then I woke up.


      The Microwave Cook:
      This dream happened last night. I was at a restaurant or something like it with my grandmother and brother. I can't see my brother but I know hes around. I could feel him. Anyways I'm sitting down with my food in front of me when I find myself holding a cup of oil. I look down and I see it but I don't see my fingers around it as if I am holding it. anyways I feel the need to heat up this oil and I tell my grandmother. TOgether we search for a way to heat it. I see a microwave and suggest there and she said no we have to ask the cook first. all of a sudden I see the cook on my left hand side. He is cooking out in the open where people are eating. He is standing before a huge stove with boiling pots and pans. I was about to ask him if I could heat my cup of oil in the microwave when my brother suddenly comes up behind me and sticks his hand into one of the pots. The pot was filled with oil and was frying some sort of empanada or something. Anyways he sticks his hand right into the oil saying 'scuze me', he swirled his hand around and then pulled one out and ate it. Yummy he said and left.
      So now my attention is back on the cook and my grandmother asks him if I could use the microwave. He answers "no, I can cook her food and sprinkle the oil on it but she cannot use the microwave for that" as he is replying I remember thinking " DUH its an open container..heating this in the microwave will make it blow up"

      Then I woke up.

      So yup thats it for now. What it all means I have NO CLUE! lol and I'm not seeing any patterns yet of dreamsigns. If you guys notice anything please let me know

      XOXO G007
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      So yeah like I said I'm not trying to become lucid right now..mostly just trying to build up my dream journal.

      So last night I finally remembered a dream. Actually 2! Whoo hoo so I went from 1 a night to 2 which is cool. I set my alarm for 4:00am and then for 7:00am.

      I woke up at 4:00 and I knew I had a dream but I had to use the restroom so bad that I ran into the bathroom and forgot to just lay still and try to remember. When I returned from the restroom and tried to remember I couldnt so went back to sleep. ( I remembered this dream brushing my teeth in the morning though)

      So then I woke up at 7:00 am and just kinda layed there remembering everything.

      The Hurricane Runover:
      I walked into my gym and I noticed that it was very poorly lit. There was only one person working out and the rest of the place was deserted. At this point I remember thinking " I guess people are scared to come to the gym during a hurricane" then shrugged it off and decided to go upstairs for my cardio work out like I always do. Upon reaching the top of the stairs I was greeted by a sort of hill of clothing and makeup and perfume. Two ladies are sitting amongst the clothing kind of sorting everything out. So I decide to jump in too and have a look. All of a sudden I thought " Hmmm no no one is really watching so i can take a bunch of stuff" ( I never steal in real life btw lol ) So I start stuffing a bunch of clothing into my gym bag, that had just appeared. Then I look down at the gym bag when I couldn't fit anymore and saw that my once black gym bag had turned clear so you could see it's contents. At this point I felt bad and started taking the clothing out to put it back. One by one I pulled out what turned out to be all brown and tan wool sweaters. Then my grandmother taps me ( 2nd dream with her so far) and she is holding up some perfume and she asks 'Do you think your mother would like this? How much do you think it is?" I answer " She'd love it and it's three dollars" All of a sudden the scene changes and I am at a gas station dropping off my grandmother at an ATM to withdraw the three dollars to buy the perfume. I drop her off and start driving around the gas station to kill time until I had to go round and pick her back up. As I am driving I notice a family pumping gas. It was a mom, some men I guess part of the family, a little girl about 5 and a big guy her dad. As I am driving the little girl just runs at my car! I try to stop but it was too late and I literally could feel myself run her over in my car. It felt exactly like going over a speed bump. So I run out of the car and her mother is holding the crying girl when the dad walks up to me and starts yelling that I was on the phone and not looking. I remember getting angry and trying to explain that wasn't true that she shot out of nowhere. He refuses to let me talk and goes off about how he is going to sue the pants off of me I can just wait and see. I remember thinking clearly 'Oh great your one of THOSE guys' So I get fed up and drive off to pick up my grandma.

      Then I wake up.

      When I woke up I went into the restroom and started getting dressed when I started to brush my teeth. Brushing my teeth reminded me of kissing which reminded me of the first dream I had that night. It felt soooo good te remember. All of a sudden it all just came back to me.

      Dream Kitchen Cleaning:
      This one is still a little hazy because Im not sure in what order it happened so Im just going to write what I remember. I was at my friends Edaj's house. (2nd time in two weeks I dream with her house/her/her family/and my grandma.) ( which is weird because she was my friend in HS but we haven't spoken in a very long time) anyways I am in her kitchen and a house party is going on. I remember someone asking me to make a fruity drink for one of the party guests so I start looking around for stuff. I find vodka on the table and then i find a pina drink in the fridge and some sprite so I decide to mix that all up into a drink. Upon making the drink Edaj's mother comes in and starts picking stuff up in the kitchen ( oh yeah this was all in her kitchen ) and so i offer to help wash the dishes. She doesn't let me but I insist until she says ok you can clean whats on the left side. So I literally start washing the dishes one by one. Then I hear her leave the kitchen and she repeats after herself "remember only the left side".

      Then I am in the party and theres this really tall, handsome, ladies man but he looked like a jock and suuuuper cocky. Its weird but I could like smell his cockiness. I would NEVER date this guy in real life. But in the dream he was with me. But anytime he tried to get physical I would tell him no. So eventually he got fed up and told me to go make him a drink while he went upstairs to party. In my mind I thought "yeah i know you only want to go upstairs to try and get lucky somewhere else whatever" so I went in the kitchen and just stayed there cleaning and picking stuff up. I never made him his drink.

      And thats all I remember.

      So anyways, the only thing I have found in common with my dreams so far is that I have dreamt with Edaj, her famimly, her house, buses, and my grandma.

      lol
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      At first I could not remember anything of last night's dream until right now that someone at work said naked. lol

      Nakedness

      I don't remember anything really about last night's dream but upon hearing that word little flashes came to me.

      I know that I walked naked on a highway determined to get to my destination. It was very dark and many cars were just zooming past me. I remember knowing I was completely naked and I didn't care.

      Then I remember that there was sex and fruit involved but I dont know when or how I just know it was in there somewhere.

      I'm just happy I could remember somethign because I woke up today so refreshed and in a GREAT mood. lol ~

      That is all. :p
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      Again this morning I was not able to remember much.

      The only thing that really sticks out was that I was sitting down somewhere. In front of me was my best friend and she was wearing a purple shirt. Upon seeing her I immediately looked at my hands and they looked like claws so i knew i was dreaming. I quickly looked up at her and said " Hey I did it I am lucid" Her expressions was that of " Omg your scaring me what the hell are you talking about" so I felt crazy and I remember thinking to myself she's right Im not lucid and I woke up.

      Grrrr...Maybe next time.

      before that tho I have glimpses of being in a house that wasn't mine. Sitting in an easy chair and watching TV. then worrying that I had left a mess all over the house and the owners were coming home.

      That's all I remember right now.
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      Soo I finally get a chance to come one and write a little about the dreams I have been having. I have been so busy and my schedule so hectic that I have not even had time to sleep at all.

      SInce my schedule has been so hectic I have been having a more difficult time recalling my dreams. That and the fact that I am not able to write them down as soon as I wake up. Anyways here goes from what I can remember.

      Night of the Heartbreak and the Living Dead

      Ok so I had somewhat of two dreams in one the other night. I remember I was joining a bootcamp of some sorts and the girls and guys were divided. Upon going to this boot camp I was reunited with my first love that I haven't seen in about 4 years and I was so happy. We were soo happy actually to see eachother. So we exchanged e-mails and we were talking back and fourth through e-mail and telephone calls. Then I remember I get a call from Yahoo.com ( Yeah hello HUGE dream sign lol ) Well yahoo told me that they had to sent out everything in everyones draft box. Apparently in my draft box I had an e-mail to my first love going into detail about how much I loved him and wanted him and just a whole lot of stuff I would rather him not know. So they said he received this e-mail and called yahoo.com to request me being blocked from sending him any other e-mails. On top of that he asked if they could relay a message to me. The message being that he was in my past. it didnt work then and it wouldnt work now and that I relaly needed to leave him alone. I was heartbroken and started crying hysterically.

      Then my dream switches to me being inside of some old apartment rentak community and it was being over taken by zombies. 9yay some people like this kind of dream I dont) I was freaking out. I was inside the apartment and I kept grabbing HUGE kitchen knives and stabbing them in the back. For some reason that was the only way to kill them was to stab them in a specific spot in their back. Then My brother approached me and told me he had been bitten and that he had to go and I had to let him out of the apartment. I started crying and didn't want him to go but I knew it was the right thing to do. ( he had been bitten afterall ) So my team and I ( the people helping me fight in the apartment) Followed him up to the door and slowly opened it to let him out. Once we did that he ran out and I remember looking acoss at the other hallway and it was infested with zombies. All of a sudden one of the members of my group started taunting them and singing na nani boo boo you cant reach us doing a little dance. And a zombie at the other end started dancing too then stopped and moaned and started making its way over to us. The zombies saw him do it and they quickly started to follow. Next thing I knw we are crushing fingers trying to get the door closed and get back into safety. We are all catching our breath sitting on the couch when we here moaning really close. So we all look around and noticed that someone left the back sliding glass door open and they were making their way in. I grabbed a bunch of knives and passed them out and reminded my group about the spot in the back. Then we started hacking away. I must of killed like 25 zombies just hacking away. They were even coming in through the air vents. Once I saw one of them coming in through the air vent thats all I remember.


      Rubbing Hands

      This dream happened last night. Now I woke up this morning thinking I hadn;'t dreamt ( I know..I Know i did I just couldn't remember) Well I got to work and I started sending a fax and I had to rub a spot on my hand that I had accidently marked with a pen. Upon doing so I remembered that I was Lucid last night!! I can't remember much but I know I was with a guy and I didn't want the dream to end. I remember that I became lucid by noticing my hands and that the instant I became lucid I remembr yelling " FInally whoo hoo party time" I Remember that I was acting as if I was super drunk and just going crazy doing whatever I wanted. What exactly that was I can't remember I just remember a feeling of complete freedom. Then I know I was with a guy that I really liked and we were kissing.And I remember thinking they were right it feels exactky like in real life. Then i saw the imgae fading and for the first time ever I remembered to rub my hands. I did so and it kept the image for a while longer but I guess it was too late already and I just woke up.

      The end.

      Man sleep time is just so much more interesting now! I love it.
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      Pure Terror

      So I woke up this morning again not able to remember my dream..But I woke up feeling despair and anxiety. I knew I had dreamt with something awful. I awoke with a sickening feeling. So right now I went to check my e-mail on yahoo and I saw a picture of a plane crash in Brazil leaving 200 people dead.
      And all of a sudden flashes of my dream flooded my head.
      I can't remember exactly but I know I dreamt with a terrorist attack. But I feel as if it wasn't here in the US. I remember seeing lots of fire and hearing over and over just sirens and cries for help. I also get the feeling that it was found out to be a terrorist attack after everything had happened. and thats all I could remember.

      I also know that this was my second dream of the night. I remember waking at around 3 to use the rest room and I remember waking up smiling because I had a pleasant dream. I remembered it perfectly and told myself there was no way I would forget in the morning so I went back to sleep.

      LMAO yeah right now I cant remember. So wish i would have pulled out the dream journal. Oh well. Next time.
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      Be-headed Love

      Now I know where it came from..( watching that new movie Chuck and Larry right before bed) but it still has me shaking. Funny how something so insignificant in a comedy movie can stay with you and turn your dream into a horrible nightmare.

      Anyways it starts off that I am walking with my boyfriend of 3 years at night somewhere in Sobe walking, making our way towards a night club. We were laughing and having a great time. Next thing I know we are wlaking out of the club when a young guy with a shot gun comes walking towards us with a gang of about 5 guys holding guns as well behind him. They start shooting everyone outside the club as they make their way into the club. One of the bullets hits my bf and he just fell beside me, half on the sidewalk half on the street. I cry out and start freaking out. I kneel beside him in tears and he tells me to go and run for my life. I tell him I can't and then anger overpowers me. I run up behind one of the guys that stayed watch outside and hit him with my elbow. He falls knocked out and I pick up his gun and walk into the club looking for the main guy with the shot gun. I start shooting all the guys I recognized with guns searching all over for the main guy. I go out a back door that leads into a sex shop that was still open and I start looking around. An employee asks me if I am ok because I keep looking at the door and I say Im fine just looking. Finally the guy with the shot gun comes in and starts shooting everyone. I freak out now and any confidence I had was replaced with fear so I run out another back door and run to my bf.

      Now it gets disturbing..


      Turns out while I was gone a car ran him over taking his body with it so all that was left of my bf was his head. Just sitting in the middle of the street. I run to him and hes crying. Beggin me to please just stay with him and love him. Asking me if I would still love him as just a head and I was telling him I would. I picked up his head and just hugged it. I was crying and he was crying. So I start sprinting to find a hospital. Just crying the whole way telling him it was going to be ok. All of a sudden he tells me he loves me and his eyes start closing. His mouth closes and his eyes just roll back into his head. I knew he was gone. I fall to my knees and scream out. Then I start running again. I find a hotel with a pool and a shower next to it. Some people are still bathing in it but I ignore them. I tunr the shower on and start washing the blood off my hands and wash the blood off of his face. I clean his head. People in the pool scream out but I ignore them. Im in tears and Im devastated. All of sudden the scene changes and Im in the car with my aunt. I;m telling her all about what happened but shes just listening and doesn't say anything. We go through the Mcdonalds drive through and I realize her kids are in the back seat. I buy them Happy Meals.??
      Then I'm at my front door. Crying again as I remember what happened. At this point I dont know what happened to the head.
      I enter my house and its really dark. But my house was a mess. There was clothes and garbage everywhere and the floor was moving. As I looked closer I realize the floor is swarming with rats. I freak and think what else can go wrong. I run up the stairs and as I'm going up a giant rat is coming down. I can hear its claws getting caught in my floor rug as it runs down the stairs. Then I hear a million of their nails getting caught in my rug downstairs as the scurry across. It was horrible. So I finish going up the steps and go into my room. I lay in my bed and fall asleep just listening to the rats.

      Then I woke up called my bf and told him how much I loved him.

      This was seriously one of the worst nightmares I have ever had. Theres time when I love my dreamworld and like a child I never want to wake up. My neverland so to speak. But then after dreams like this it makes me fear falling alseep. I dont even want to revisit that dream ever again and try to figure out its meaning. There is just no way I can ever go through that again.
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      Killer Stalker

      Yeah I don't know wassup but all my worst fears have been coming to life in my dreams recently. I don't think I have ever had so many nightmares in a row? I went from happily LD'ing to nightmare after nightmare. I'm hoping it's just because I am on antibiotics and it will pass. But anyways on to my dream.

      So I was dreaming that I was living with my ex roomate in an apartment. The apartment was on the second floor of a restaurant in Sobe. Across the street there were some stores and a deserted parking garage.

      Anyways I was with my ex roomate ( huge dream sign! She lives in NC and shes married) We were hanging out in the living room when we heard glass break as if something went through a window. We ran into my bedroom and a rock had been thrown through my window with a note attatched. We both bent down and I picked up the note and nervously read it. (I dont remember reading it word for word but I just knew what it said.) The note said I hate you and I'm going to kill you I'm watching your every move!!

      I started getting nervous and so I called my bf and he came over to calm me down. He kept repeating that he was string and he could take care of me and that if he found this person he would protect me.
      The scene then changes to the next day and again we are hanging out and we hear another crash. We run into my room and through the second window they had thrown a concrete brick, with a medium sized ax attatched and an envelope. I opened the envelope to find disturbing pictures of me in my house and old modeling pics of mines. A note was in the envelope as well and it said "I will use a similar ax to cut you into small pieces and mail you to your family members!" I run to the window and I can see a man in all white with only a red scarf rushing into a cab and I knew that was the culprit. I didnt recognize him from behind but the back of my mind was telling me it was my ex bf who was still in love with me and jealous of my new relationship. I back away from the window and tell my bf what I saw and he said tomorrow we will go and look for him.
      The next morning I awake to all the doors in the apartment axed away. It looked like something out of a horror movie. I freaked out now and was screaming he got in the house this isn't funny. I then proceeded to duck low and stay away from the windows so the he wouldn't see me anymore.

      Then it was later on that same day at night and I couldn't find my bf anywhere? I remember going into the living room and asking my roomate if she had seen him? She said he was out clubbing and that he left me. I said theres absolutely no way he would go clubbing and leave me at a time like this. So I run to the window and across the street in the abandoned Parking garage, right in the entrance, my bf was engaged in a fight with another guy. This other guy was seriously hurting him though. All of a sudden the guy throws a serious punch that knocks my bf out cold!! So I run downstairs and outside completely forgetting about my killer stalker on the loose and I sprint all the way to my bf. He's now for some reason at the bottom of a people pyramid so I have to pull and throw off a million people before I can reach him. I finally reach him and he is completely coveres in bruises and cuts and completely knocked out so I kneel down and put hishead on my lap and start telling him " baby Im here its ok wake up please" while tapping him on the cheek.

      Then I woke up.

      These dreams really suck and make me afraid to go to sleep. This is the second dream I have in which my bf is attacked and wierd enough both times have been at night, on the street, in Sobe.

      I will def. be avoiding the night life in Sobe for a while now. Just in case.
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      I think your antibiotics explanation for your dreams is interesting. As I was reading them, I was trying to picture the dream as a metaphor for the war waging inside your body. It certainly fits.

      You could check out this thread in relation to your string of bad dreams as well http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...ad.php?t=37621

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      Pure Terror

      So I woke up this morning again not able to remember my dream..But I woke up feeling despair and anxiety. I knew I had dreamt with something awful. I awoke with a sickening feeling. So right now I went to check my e-mail on yahoo and I saw a picture of a plane crash in Brazil leaving 200 people dead.
      And all of a sudden flashes of my dream flooded my head.
      I can't remember exactly but I know I dreamt with a terrorist attack. But I feel as if it wasn't here in the US. I remember seeing lots of fire and hearing over and over just sirens and cries for help. I also get the feeling that it was found out to be a terrorist attack after everything had happened. and thats all I could remember.

      I also know that this was my second dream of the night. I remember waking at around 3 to use the rest room and I remember waking up smiling because I had a pleasant dream. I remembered it perfectly and told myself there was no way I would forget in the morning so I went back to sleep.

      LMAO yeah right now I cant remember. So wish i would have pulled out the dream journal. Oh well. Next time.
      That's very interesting as well. I had a a couple dreams last week of the earth opening up and swallowing people, and then I read afterwards that's what happened in Pakistan.
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      Quote Originally Posted by The Cusp View Post
      I think your antibiotics explanation for your dreams is interesting. As I was reading them, I was trying to picture the dream as a metaphor for the war waging inside your body. It certainly fits.

      You could check out this thread in relation to your string of bad dreams as well http://www.dreamviews.com/community/...ad.php?t=37621



      That's very interesting as well. I had a a couple dreams last week of the earth opening up and swallowing people, and then I read afterwards that's what happened in Pakistan.

      Well It's quite interesting you gave me the link to that thread. As soon as I read that thread is when it started as well. For some reason I just couldn't get out of my head the possibility of Dream Walkers and Night Stalkers. I read in that thread of some people saying they were getting nightmares right after posting or that Night Stalkers were reading that thread on purpose to find new people to harass.

      I really didn't believe it..but I can't shake that the nightmares I have been having have been the most severe. I have never experienced the emotions felt with these nightmares.

      My biggest fear is death of loved ones, stalkers and Terrorists. And so far thats all I have been dreaming of. I tried watching funny movies before bed and reading positive things but still it doesn't work.

      Also I heard that even if you LD you get the same rest as if you weren't dreaming. Now normally for me that was the case.. but with these nightmares I wake up sleepy as if I haven't slept at all and with bags under my eyes. Completely exhausted.

      I don't get it. I took Tylenol PM last night so I dont remember any dreams. I might do this until I'm done with my antibiotics.

      Thanks for your reply. And yeah how weird that we dreamt that before it happened??
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      Nightmare Resort

      So lately I haven't had time to work on my lucid dreaming. But I keep having this vividly horrible nightmare about zombies. I have had a couple bad zombie dreams in the past but lately it's been the same one. I've had it about 4 times now. I figured if I wrote about it I could deal with it.

      So it starts off as a bunch of friends and I going to a beautiful resort for vacation. We are all excited and I can't see the name but I remember a beautiful pool with a huge slide. We walk around have drinks mingle..but little by little as the day progresses we notice this resort is a little strange. As the sun was setting the people at the resort and mostly the natives started geting anxious and tense. Looking around, acting really strange. All of a sudden once it's dark an alarm goes of and the resort turns into chaos! The alarm is just ringing loudly and everyone is running into their rooms hysterically. Faces just oozing panic and fear..they all basically crawl over eachother to get inside.

      Not knowing whats going on my friend grabs a local and screams out "Whats going on?"

      He looked at us and said " run in your rooms..close the blinds..lock every door and window..grab whatever sharp object you can and may God be with you. Don't leave your room til morning and don't go outside." Then he sprinted off into a room and slammed the door shut.

      Freaking out now my girls and I join the masses into the resort. Our faces now matching their terror. We run into our rooms and do exactly as he said. We are freaking out because our room has sliding glass doors with no blinds, so we are sitting in the bathroom, all 5 of us trying not see what was going on.

      Then Silence. Creepy ...hair raising intense silence. I remember just hearing and feeling the hot breath of my nervous friends around me.

      Then it started happening. We could hear the moans ( yes straight out of Resident Evil I know :shiver: ) We could hear the banging of walls, doors, windows..coming from all over. Clawing moaning, groaning, pounding. I couldn't breathe or move I was completely paralyzed by fear. Then for some reason we started panicking and we left the bathroom into the living room and through the sliding glass doors the Image I saw will forever haunt me.

      The resort rooms were very much separated for privacy and outside it was mostly trees with hanging vines. During the day it was breathtaking. At the moment it was the perfect setting for what I was witnessing. There were thousands of zombies pounding to get inside out room. Flesh falling off of them, empty eyes..mouths just open slamming their heads against the glass. Leaving streaks of blood against the sliding glass door. An eerie mist surrounding them making it difficult to see exactly how many. Some had already found victims and we could see them outside like vultures tearing the victims flesh and ripping them apart at the limbs. Some walked aimlessly lost in the nothingness they had become.

      I was hysterical at the this point. Screaming and shaking and my friends and I ran back into the bathroom praying to God. We all tried fitting in the bathtub and we came together in a sort of crying hysterical huddle..thinking this was it ; we were going to die.

      I dont know how long we were in there but I remember waking up and nervously making my way into the living room thanking God everystep that I was still alive. I slowly rounded the corner ..a knife in hand..and looked out once again through the sliding glass doors. I was shocked to see everything was back to normal! People were walking around drinks in hand. I walked outside and everyone was smiling and laughing as if nothing had ever happened. Business as usual.

      I was in shock. I ran into the bathroom and woke everyone up and told them we had to get the hell out of there. We were in another country and a friend said a friend of hers lived a couple of miles away and we could stay there. So we packed up and left. On the way out I grabbed a resort employee and attacked him with frantic questions. 'What happened?..what were those things?..what's going on here?..why is everyone acting so normal?'

      He just replied 'They come out at night..lock your doors, close the blinds..don't make noise and whatever you do wait til morning to come out." And then he walked away. I was really freaked out at this point and decided not to waste any more time trying to figure it out and just get the hell out. On the way out we find a group of tourists like us all pacing and talking rapidly outside the resort.

      Walking by I hear one of them say ' That shit was not normal wtf was that we need to get the hell out!" We walk over and make friends and say they can come with us to our friends mansion a couple miles away until we figure this out. They say o.k and we all set out for this place.

      The scene jumps now to inside the mansion. It's mayhem inside because the sun is about to start setting. Everyone is frantically closing doors, checking locks, putting down blinds..I remember closing the same window about 5 times? And the worst part of all was that the front door was broken. ( at this point in the dream I remember that the door was broken by a zombie in my last dream at that same house, but I don't remember having a dream like this? It was like Deja VU in a dream about another dream. )

      The bottom right hand corner of the door looked as if it had been kicked in and it wouldn't close right. At this point I start grabbing any and all heavy funiture I could find to put up against the door. But it's as if they don't weigh a thing. They are not heavy enough to hold the door shut. I put tables and couches and chairs and still I am not happy. I keep thinking they are going to walk right through there and kill us all. I also noticed one of the windows didn't lock so I was trying desperately to put furniture against that window as well. The scene in the house was crazy. Full of panicking strangers all trying to gather their own weapons for survival and checking all the locks and doors. Then the alarm starts sounding and we all scream out. We start running around all crazy, my heart in my chest and I'm thinking I can't take this. Then they come.

      We hear the moans the clawing the pounding. I remember backing up into a wall and just closing my eyes and crying. Wishing for the day to come already. Then a friend of mine who is usually very quiet and timid screamed out.." Everyone attention I have an announcement!"

      Everyone shuts up and zones in on what she's about to say.
      " People you need to get a grip! Your making too much noise and they are going to hear us. This isn't a drill people we are LIVE right now. We are LIVE..snap out of it! " ( this part made me giggle )

      So we all huddle there in the living room in silnce just hearing the destruction coming from outside. Every now and again we could hear screams of fear and agony coming from somewhere outside. Then the worst unthinkible happened. The zombies started to kick at the broken door. Millions of them all pushing at it. I saw grey decayed fingers poking in through the hole trying desperately to make it in. The funiture started to move and before anyone had a chance to react they barged in. We started running for our lives to the back of the house to hide but some had made it in through the back and now we were cornered. I started crying screaming nooooooooo I dont want to die this way omg.... I looked around and all my friends had the same horror striken face as I did. A mob of zombies were coming at us from the left and right of us and we had nowhere to go. I remember as they were two inches from me, I faced the wall, and thought to myself , there's no hope.

      And then I wake up. Sweating....heart racing...glad that it was just a dream!!!!
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      The Hand Grab

      The Hand Grab

      Wow re-reading my last journal entry gave me shivers. I remember that dream as if it was just yesterday.

      Anyways..I have been really busy and feel as if I haven't dreamt at all these past months. but I did have a sort of lucid dream the other nigth which I just remembered.

      It's short but I will write what I can remember.

      I was in a house crawling on the floor. The room was bare except for a small square of what looked to be wet concrete in the corner of the room. I remember staring at the wet goop and suddenly a decayed hand shot out of it. It was gray and smelled horrible and had nasty long curved fingernails. I freaked out at the sight of a hand poking out of the ground so I shot up to my feet and started to run away. Then suddenly a thought came to me.

      I remembered that in dreams if you face your fear, they become less frightening. So I immediately turn back around and head towards the hand. (lucid?) As I get closer and closer I notice the hand start to change. By the time I was within reach of it I realized it was a dumb mechanical hand. I picked it up and suddenly it turned into a rubber hand. I remember laughing in my dream and thinking IT WORKED!

      That's about it.
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      Microsoft Paint

      I can't remember much. I actually couldn't remember anything until I got to work this morning and turned on my work computer. Suddenly I remembered that last night I was with a man in his apartment. I don't remember his face. He led me into a room that had a mural painted on the wall but it was 3D so it kinda of came at you. I remember he asked me if I knew how to use Paint? I replied yes and he explained he drew the mural on the wall with the paint program. ? Then I remember replying I'm good at paint but not that good. That looks like a painting. ( it was like a little village hut on the lower right hand of the wall that I was looking at ) and thats all I can remember.
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      Zombies Attack

      So I had another Zombie dream and I am going to try and write down as much as I remember. They are usually pretty much all the same. As soon as nightfall comes they try and enter wherever I am at and I usually stab them with knives to kill them.

      So the dream starts out with my brother and I in my town house and the sun is finally setting. He and I start running around the house in search of knives. My mother starts calling that she found a friend who could help us but I kept screaming at her that I had no time that the zombies were already scratching at my door. She kept insisting to give her a few minutes but i hung up and then the zombies broke through the door. I stood at the foot of my staircase and watched the zombies storm up the stairs while my brother and I just stabbed away.

      Then all of a sudden its the next morning and I wake up and everything is normal again. I see a bunch of knives on the nightstand next to me and I hear something coming up the stairs. I walk over and look down and two giant turtles are making their way up. I start freaking out when the turtles talk and it's my mom. All of a sudden they transform into my mom and another lady. My mom says she figured out a way to alter our appearance at night so that the zombies think we are animals and won't mess with us. I remember thinking it was a genius Idea. She said you have to prepare a drink and once you drink it a few minutes later you transform.

      So she starts working on my brothers and my drink. She starts adding all these powders and what looks like rocks. Nightfall is coming and fast so I start panicking. I start yelling that we won't have time to change. She finally hands me the drink in a paper cup and I bring the cup to my mouth. I look down and inside the cup it was like divided into sections. ONe had liquid, the other little stones, the other a powder. So that when you tilted the cup you got a little of all the ingredients in your mouth. So I chugged the drink as fast as I could. Then I could see little spots on my body turning green and rough. Only small patches though and I could already hear the zombies outside clawing at my entrance. All I could feel was panic. My mother sensed this and said, "Here you might need more of the potion," and handed me more of it. I drank and suddenly I could feel my chest turning into the hard like bottom of a turtle. I remember my mother passing a hand over it saying, "Almost just like mine." ( WTF? lol )

      But I wasn't turning fast enough so I said "Fuck this, Grab the knives!!!" So everyone starts running around upstairs looking for knives. I remember picking up a few then shaking my head thinking they were not sharp enough. So I went through about 5 knives before sticking with two that I thought were good enough. Then again the zombies came in and my mother, brother, mystery lady and I started stabbing away. The zombies came in all shapes and sizes. From men, to women, to children. I was just stabbing away. We made it down the stairs and stabbed all the ones who tried to enter our house. I remember we fought all the way till morning.

      Once the sun came out we made our way outside. I remember having to step over the bodies which is different because in my other dreams and just ealier in this same dream once stabbed the zombies would disapppear. But this time it looked like a massacre. So we went outside and I see my front neighbor lounging on his front porch with his mother. I remember thinking how come he is not stepping over a body pyramid? So I asked him, "How do you hide? What do you do?"

      He replied, "We hide in the secret basement compartment"

      All of a sudden my uncle shows up on my driveway and tells me that he has a secret compartment at my house that he never told me about. He supposedly used to live at my house before I did and made one. So we follow him in my house up the stairs into the room where we were. He starts looking up at the ceiling and finally jumps on the bed and punches right above the middle of my bed. It immediately breaks and he keeps punching away until there was a rectangular hole big enough for a person to fit through. Nightfall was again approaching so we all start scrambling to get through the hole. I finally get through and its a small little room decorated with football team posters and a small bed. Above the small bed is another hole in which everyone started crawling through. This lead to the inside of my house's roof. Some what like an attic with many beams and yet for some reason I could see the sky?

      All of a sudden I look down and we are no longer in my house. We are dangling from a wooden contraption made of beams and chains from somewhere in my back yard and I could see the grass below me. The chains were kinda like a pulley (sp?) and I could grab and pull them to take my beam higher or lower. So I took myself as high off the ground as possible thinking the zombies would be able to grab my feet if one of them was tall enough.

      Then I looked to my right and noticed the beam I was on was too close to my backyard fence and any smart zombie would be able to climb it and jump onto my beam so I swung the beam with my feet far from the fence. Then I start looking around and I noticed all the children of the neighborhood were now on this wooden contraption scared to fall but even more afraid of the zombies.

      Then I noticed my mother and I yelled at her "Your potion sucks!" and she replied "Well tonight it's the werewolves not the zombies!"

      So just like that a million werewolves started coming into my backyard, followed by zombies and then even vampires, fangs blaring! They started trying to grab at us but we kept pulling the chains going higher right out of their reach. I remember stepping on fingers and stabbing anything that got too close to me.

      Then the scene changes and my brother, mother, mystery lady, uncle and I are staring out of my living room window seeing the last of the zombies/werewolves/vampires scatter aimlessly into the night. My brother asked "Where did the vampires come from?"
      and I remember replying "It doesn't matter, look at their complexion, they are drained"

      "Yeah you're right" my brother responded. ( WTF lol )

      And that's all I remember. And I have not been able to stop thinking about this damn dream for the last hour that I have been at work so I had to come write it down in hopes that it could leave me alone lol.

      I really dislike my zombie dreams UGH!
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      Theme Park Horror



      So I usually have Zombie dreams in which it’s the end of the world and everyone has been turned into zombies. I always end up hiding in a house or place as I hear them outside trying to get in. They eventually do and I fight them all off before I almost die and at that moment I wake up.

      This dream was similar but this time it was no zombies…

      I can’t remember too much but I know that I was with my family at a theme park. ( I didn’t know in the dream that I was at a theme park I am guessing that now from what I remember of the setting. ) So it’s my dad, his new wife, myself and my two half sisters which are ages 4 and 5. We are walking down a cartoonish cobble road, when all of a sudden I see a huge explosion or FEEL one I should say in the distance. I remember seeing a blinding red and orange light all around to the point that I could not see anything in front or to the sides of me. The light fades and my family and I take off in a car towards the direction of the blast. Along the way we notice disoriented people stopped and hunched over on the road. Up ahead, where the blast took place, I could see little specs of black in the sky which upon closer inspection looked like people flying around. I remember thinking at this point something’s wrong? As we turn the bend of the road my eyes landed upon a scene straight out of a comic novel.

      Apparently, whatever the blast was, turned everyone near it into comic book villains. They were everywhere!! Crazy with power they started attacking everyone around them. Slicing people in half with laser vision, flying people into the sky and then letting them drop to their deaths. And the animals were no exception. The dogs turned into huge rabid beasts and the cats into huge fire breathing dragons. In a panic, my dad drives the car through the chaos into what looked like a service garage. Inside there was a villain waiting for us. Perched on a beam up in the roof he stared down at us and raised up his hands. On his left hand was a gray glove. The same gray color that covered the left half of his face. I couldn’t recognize him from any comic though for some reason I thought modern terminator. He raised his left hand and pointed it at our car and beams of light shot at us. We all jumped out of the car and took off running as the car exploded behind us.
      We then gathered behind a shelf in the garage and it seemed there was no way out as he made his way towards us. All of a sudden a really really built man wearing a white shirt pops up next to me and just with his eyes tells me to run. I look to my right and suddenly a hidden door opens up and I grab my family and head that way. I could hear the villain fighting with the mystery ‘hulk’ savior.

      Then the scene changes and we are miles away from the chaos. We are in what looks like the main tourist spot and lining the street where we are all huddled, are a number of high-rise hotels. There is a leader in the group and he is barking out orders. I can’t see his face and I could still hear all the destruction headed our way over his commands. As he is giving out orders My family and I think of food all of a sudden. We turn around and make our way to the gift shops behind us but as we get closer we see we were not the first to think of food. The windows had been broken and there were cops now standing guard at the entrance. The woman cop in front of the giftshop we were approaching shouted ‘Don’t even think about it, all the chips are gone’

      My family and I then turn around and head back towards the massive group in the center of the street. I can hear the man saying that he spoke with a hotel owner, the biggest hotel there, and he said we could all hide out there. As he said 'there' I could see everyone’s head turn to the right. As I followed their gaze I saw a huge hotel that reached up almost into the clouds. My mind screamed don’t follow them. I guess my father felt what I had felt as he grabbed us all and said we were going to another hotel.

      The group started to take of in the direction of the high-rise hotel and we made our way in the opposite direction towards a small hotel hidden at the end of the road, farthest from the destruction going on.

      The scene changes and I am now in the room with my little sisters and my dads wife is telling me to take them a shower. I agree and take them into the bathroom. There is a tiny window above the bath and through it I could hear all the chaos and screams from outside. I place the girls in the bath and leave the water running as I start to soap them up. As I am washing the younger ones hair, all of a sudden the water just stops running and I hear a gut wrenching roar from outside. I slowly rise and stand on the bath to peek through the small window above the tub. As my eyes adjust to the sight I scream! There were two huge dragons just barbecuing everything in sight. People were burning into ashes in seconds in front of our hotel and they were just making cookie crumbs of buildings underneath their huge legs. I jumped down and yanked the girls out of the tub. I sloppily wrapped them in towels and darted into my father’s room. We all jumped in bed the 5 of us and just huddled as we waited our demise. I remember thinking this is it. I’m going to die.

      Then I woke up.
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      Hotel Weirdo?

      So as of last night and after reviewing my Dream Journal I have notcied that for the past months I have dreamt with #1 Zombies and #2 hotels? I wonder???


      Hotel Weirdo

      I don't remember much of last nights dream because I forgot I even had it until right now, minutes before leaving work.

      What I do remember is that I woke up in the middle of the night sweating and I tried to repeat the dream to myself so I wouldn't forget then went right back to sleep.

      Here are the pieces:

      I remember I was staying at a very old hotel/motel whatever. It was old and wooden and decaying and most of the guests were old as well. I was laying in bed in the hotel when I noticed an extra wooden door in the hotel room. Upon approaching it I noticed it had two pieces of wood in the form of an X infront of it and a padlock on the right hand corner. I tried opening the door but it was locked shut. As if to keep something from getting in the room.

      I awoke the next morning in the dream and I remember waking up in the dream frightened and almost feeling violated. Then the hotel keeper came into my room, an old sick looking man , and upon seeing his face my mind was flooded with visions of him coming in through the locked door in my room and doing things to me that I couldn't remember. I know it wasn't sexual or at least didnt feel that way but I knew it was something wrong.

      I didn't speak to him and then the scene changed to recalling the previous nights events to my roomate in the hotel. Telling her about the old man, and the door. When all of a sudden something told me to be quiet. I looked down and a dog was sitting at my feet. I bent down to pet the dog and the minute my hand made contact with it's fur again my mind was flooded with images.
      These images were of the old man placing small cameras and microphones on the dog in order to record what I was saying. The visions showed me, the old man sitting in a room replaying the tapes of when I first arrived to the hotel.

      Then I woke up.


      Weird stuff. I have no dog, I don't ever usually stay at hotels. I dont watch horror movies and I don't play video games. I don't know where these dreams are coming from??
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