Joey11223's dream journal!!

[joey11223]

Well i thought since i often write down dreams in notebooks, i'd save space and just do it here.:p I will put (LD) if it's lucid and (SLD) if it's semi-lucid( what i mean by that is at a certain point in the dream i will see a dreamsign but it doesn't occur fully to me to try any powers, so say my friend gets shot but it doesn't hurt them, it dawns on me slightly that this isn't reality, but fors ome reason i still fear the monster in the nightmare, and i dont try to become fully Lucid. These first entries may not have accurate dates, i have dozens if not hundreds of dreams recorded from my earlier childhood,8-12 mainly, where i hadn't written exact dates, but i can remember roughly from memory. I will also put in the heading if it was a nightmare, the majority will be. I will also put a small intro about the dream, stuff like my thoughts on it. It's content I will write a few of my worst/best dreams from earlier childhood then go on to present ones.

[joey11223]

1.Talking Curtain rail(Nightmare), 1995 Intro: I mentioned this dream to my mum along time a go, it was when i was on a trip to a town called Loo, she told me i was four at the time, so im surprised i remember it to this day. The dream is short, i counted it as a nightmare although if i had it now, it would be highly interesting. Dream: I wake up in the hotel bed. I hear talking and i look to the window. The ends of the curtain railings are large wooden knobs. They have faces which point toward each other and are engaging each other in conversation. Their voices are that of adult men, quite normal, although the left one has a deeper voice then the right. They are suddenly aware i am awake and can see them. At first they continue their discussion, which i can't remember, but both look at me. It isn't long until they start questioning me with quite direct voices. I can't remember which one said what, but i remember the majority of the questions came from the left "head". He asked me my name, but i was to scared to answer, he didn't seem to notice i hadn't and so asked more. He asked my age, what i was doing here, where i was from, my mums name and what year it was. I was to scared to answer him, he didn't seem to care. They were whispering about me as well, examining ma and commenting i think, but i couldn't hear them well enough. Then i woke up, i was very scared and went to go sleep with my mum because i was to scared to stay in the room.

[joey11223]

2. Chocolate bar, 2001 Intro: The dream is very short, a neutral dream, not a nightmare but not exactly happy. Dream: I am in a large indoor swimming pool, the buildings lights are off and it is quite dark, i am alone. It is very deep but i am resting my head on one side of the pool and i seem to be very buoyant. I am eating a penguin chocolate bar. I can taste the chocolate very strongly, i have no thoughts running through my head, but i am not exactly happy. It was unusual, not exactly first person, to hard to describe in words really. I finish the chocolate bar, i wake up.

[joey11223]

3. Swallowed by death(nightmare), 14th April,2002 Intro: I chose this dream but it actually occurs in the same swimming pool as the chocolate bar dream, i start at the same side of the pool to. This was unusually gory considering i hadn't really watched horror movies yet. Dream: I am back in the swimming pool. It was dark like before and i am alone, or at least it appears that way. I am floating yet a don't seem to have to tread water to stay afloat. I can't see the bottom of the pool well, it is dark down there. I am looking towards the other end of the pool, when the darkness at the bottom seems to dissipate enough for me to make out a figure of a man chained to the bottom. There is a lot of blood coming from him, turning the water around him red. I am not scared at this moment, unsure why. The man is limp and shadowy, i cant make him out apart from his clothes are raggy and it is obvious he is dead already, although still bleeding. Suddenly the chains dematerialize and he floats quickly, almost purposefully, to the surface. His head is down, but he sharply lifts it to stare at me. It looks horrible and i can make it out easy even though i'm so far away. I am very scared now. He tilts his head back and zooms through the water toward me, however he is limp still, like he is being pushed through the water by an invisible force. He is now face to face with me, he seems unconscious. Suddenly his arms come to life and grab my shoulders. He opens his eyes and his mouth slightly. He tilts his head very far back, facing away and to the left. Then his face snaps up and forward and his mouth is huge, he swallows me. I wake up very scared.

[joey11223]

eh we're gonna forget that and skip to the present from now on:p, so here is my dreams from the last week..., both of these were on Tuesday 17th of July 1. Nightmare within dream sleepover( Nightmare, FA) Intro: This dream was weird because the dream sleepover felt real but the nightmare i had, i realized wasn't Dream: The dream begins with a sleepover at a friends house( not his, looked totally wrong). It's dark and we are getting to sleep now, i fall asleep and dream some kind of creature is on my sleeping bag, trying to bite my face. I push it away a few times then wake up in the sleepover. Everyone asks whats wrong and i said i had a nightmare, they comfort me and tell me it's wasn't real or anything. We go back to sleep then i wake up in real life. 2. Mother dieing( Nightmare, and 2 FAs) Intro: This dream is the second worst i've had i think, it was confusing because i didn't know what was real by the end. Dream: The dream begins with me and my mum in the living room, watching TV. We hear a loud bang at the door, someone has broken in. A man enters the living room with a gun, he shoots my mum 4 times. She looks at me, she is bleeding badly, however she looks like she has been dead for longer, her skin has that blueish tint, as does her eyes, her skin also looks dry to. I wake up in my room really freaked out. I want to check on my mum to make sure she's ok. I go into her bedroom. She is dead! She is covered in blood, again it looks like she died maybe a week or so ago, not right then. I wake up again in my room, i'm totally freaking out now, i sit up for a few seconds when my bedroom door opens. My mum walks in, she is dead! She stands at the other side of the bed, she is covered in dry blood this time, her nightgown looks old, raggy almost. Her face is expressionless, she is dead but standing, this time she looks more rotten, not like a zombie, but slightly decayed. I wake up again, this time i don't know what to do, i sit in my bed literally shaking. I am more aware this time and so do reality checks, turns out this is definitely reality, i manage to settle back to sleep.

[joey11223]

Only one dream tonight, Friday 20th of July. 1. Failed Lucid(LD) Intro: My first non semi-lucid for a while, i was fully aware to use my powers but they didn't work. Dream: The dreams begins in my house, it is dark and i am near my front door. I feel there is something wrong, something evil. Suddenly without any real dream sign i am aware this is a dream. I try to run outside to escape what ever is in the house. The door opens but an invisible barrier is pushing me back. I manage to grab the outer door and pull myself , their is much resistance and often i lose my grip but i manage to get there. Then i grip the sides of the porch and pull myself out. It is nice and sunny outside, but i seem to be in the middle of a town. I instantly try powers, firstly i try to make a friend appear, i concentrate hard but it doesn't work. Then i try to make fire appear, again i concentrate on a tree thinking fire but it doesn't work. I look to my hands, they are shaking( if you have watched the sci-fi series, "heroes" then the guy that could make energy which started in his hands is the perfect visualization here), they are turning red and whitish, they are hot. They are full of energy. I feel it grip my body, i try and calm down and stop myself. My hands are really shaking now and a ball of energy is appearing between them. I try to control it, it wont leave my hands but i also can't cancel the build up. The light turns very bright and i just see white, i have exploded from the energy. I wake up.

[joey11223]

Ok just one very short dream last night.. Saturday 21st of July 1. Friend phoning Intro: Unusual dream, somewhat a future vision. The day after the dream(today), the same friend rang at around 3pm to ask if i wanted to come to his house tomorrow, i told him i was busy so i wasn't sure, Occurred to me as i was saying it i had had this conversation before, write next to me on paper in my rough dream journal. Dream: It is day and i am on my computer, on DV no less! The phone rings and it is my friend ringing. He asks whether i want to come to his house tomorrow, i say probably but i am a bit busy so i'm not sure.

[Hazel]

Wow, you were right when you said you had really disturbing dreams! I've never heard of anyone having so many false awakenings from a dream (on your dream where you mother died) exept in movies. But they are interesting!

[joey11223]

Ok two dreams last night, one longer, one amazingly short. 1. Bank robbery Intro: This dreams was unusual as we actually had superpowers in a way, so even though it wasn't a lucid, i was still choosing which cops to blast with my various powers. Dream: The dream begins with me and my apparent gang of bank robbers driving down a motorway in a large van, like a police surveillance truck. We are discussing the final plan of the robbery and looking at some blueprints of this bank, although it looks more like a large complex with many different buildings. We have to get to a small building around the left side of the main building. We arrive and park in the large car park at the complex. Although it doesn't occur to me as a dream sign, one member of this gang is my friends mum. She seems to be hacking with a wireless network or something, she finds out the codes to open the bank room and says it's the same code to open the safe itself. Me and another man run out of the truck and around the edge of the car park, we are running VERY fast, im talking like 60-70km/h. We manage to get to the bank room, which is actually two small huts, without any opposition. We use the code on the doors to get it, but when we try it on the safe, an alarm goes off and it doesn't work. We hear sirens and lots of armed police come out of a door from the main building. We have to get out of here. We start running back to the van, for some reason we only seem to be able to run around twice as fast and a fit athlete, rather then way fast. We run back the way we came with the police firing shots at us and police cars following us too. I charge up a a ball of electricity in my hand and stick my arm out behind me, electric bolts come of my finger tips and random zap the area behind me, taking down a few cops. Unfortunately it seems as they die, more come to replace them. I put my two hands together to create a ball of energy this time( like radiation guy in "heroes", like my failed lucid dream), my hands shake as i charge it up and the ball gets bright and spins erratically. I turn around and put my palms flat against one another and use it as like a continues beam of energy and sweeps across the cops. It blows up two of their cars and knocks down/kills 10 of them. We manage to get to the van and jump in, we tell them about how the code on the safe failed and apparently how our powers couldn't have broken it. We drive off and one of the crew offers us some prawn toast and chicken chow mien, turns out they ordered take-out while we were risking our life's! We drive back down the motorway and i wake up. 2. Friends computer Intro: Nothing much to say here, really short, really pointless... Dream: I am at my friends house, we is on his computer and i am in a chair next to him. He seems to be writing in some code or something( i'm not good with computers, only with games..). My foot accidentally hits the power button and the computer turns off. He then continues to type like it's turned on. I wake up..

[Hazel]

turns out they ordered take-out while we were risking our life's! Hehe I literally LOL'd at that!

[joey11223]

a bit of a gap dreaming, but i had three last night, July 29th 1. Paradise Lucid( LD!!! yay) Intro: Just before this a dream i had a tiny 10second long dream of swimming in a dark seas with a zombie looking shark. Dream: The dream began with me on a waverunner. It instantly occurred to me that this wasn't at all real. Since i hadn't been on a waverunner before i had some fun then headed to a small port( very nice group of tropical islands). I got off and walked up a cobbled open street. I thought i'd try the method of making an object/person appear by thinking they were behind me then turning round, it worked. I started getting excited so i stopped and took deep breathes while looking into the distance. I saw a huge waterfall , it actually seemed the waterfall might go on in a circle, making this place closed off. I tried flying, i jumped up VERY high but unfortunately that woke me up, grrr 2. Trapped girl, nightmare Intro: Interestingly enough i haven't had this style of dream before, as in not being able to save someone. Dream: The dream begins with me in a dark hallway with a half open door at the end. I hear some muffled cries and go to investigate, i pause at the door because i thought i heard something behind me, so i decide not to go in yet and to check out my surroundings first. Turns out it was also a closed room just large. I entered the room with the muffled cries and i saw a girl on a chair, probably 11-15( she wasn't short but had a very young face, could be 15 though.). She had large black tape over her mouth, going all the way round, her arms and legs were tied to the chair with rope. Her hair was quite long, seemed kinda messy, she was wearing pink PJs. She had blue eyes, not deep but patterned. She looked at me, didn't try to say much, she was just crying. I looked around the room, it was small with black tinted windows, a bit like a police questioning room. I felt someone was watching through the windows at me. I tried the door which i assuming would lead to them, it was locked. Suddenly the dream re-started. I was back in that first room. I ran into the room with the girl in. A man was there, i cant remember the details of him apart from he had almost no hair. He was pulling her hair back and was in her face. He had his other hand on her side, trying to get into her PJ bottoms. Obviously she was crying loads and trying to kick out. I tried to run but it was like i was frozen on the spot. He suddenly turned to look at me and smiled evilly, like he knew i couldn't do anything to stop him. He turned back to the girl and started threatening her, he said " this is gonna hurt" and " ready to cry!". He looked at me desperately but i could do nothing. Then i woke up, i was actually really angry at myself, that i took so long checking out the room for traps the first time i hadn't saved her quickly. Although in the second part of the dream, i had the feeling it had happened before, more like i was watching a flash back of earlier. 3. Rainbow cement Intro: Really meaningless dream here! Dream: I am sitting on a chair, facing a cement mixer. I can see inside it, the cement being mixed. The cement changed colour, made swirly patterns, changed it's viscosity. Many, many interesting things. I watched it for seemed like 5 minutes then woke up.

[The Cusp]

Lol that rainbow cement dream you labeled as meaningless would get a high importance rating in my DJ. There was something interesting enough to make you stare at a vortex for 5 minutes.

[joey11223]

eh it just seemed trippy:p no dream last night, didn't go to bed at all.:p

[joey11223]

well i wasn't going to put this in but i guess i will... this was actually on Friday 13th of April( second week of easter holidays).. 1. Rape(NIGHTFUCKINGMARE!!) Intro: This dream was the most upsetting I've had and caught me completely off guard, it was the holidays, i was enjoying myself and I'd never felt pain this strong in a dream. Dream: I jumped into the dream quite fast, though it seemed i had entered a scenario that was already unfolding. I opened my eyes and instantly i was filled with fear, even before i had done anything. I realised i couldn't move my limbs and i could only turn my head slightly and raise it a tiny amount, not enough to see much. It felt like some weight was on my head causing this, like i was tied down. I looked to my left and i made out a wooden door, i realised i was on a bed also. The bed had red sheets and the wallpaper was a pale cream colour, it seemed like a hotel room to me. After this it suddenly hit me that i was in a females body, i could see enough of myself to note a did have breasts and i felt physcially different, though this didnt make me think i was dreaming, i was to scared. Suddenly i felt a sharp pain coming from my groin, unusually this was actual pain, it actually enforced the believe i wasn;t dreaming. It felt horrible, it was a pushing pain, like something trying to get inside me that was to big. I tried to move again but all i could do was move my head side to side, i was crying at this point. The in and out motion created waves of pain, this lasted for what seemed about one and a half minutes of real time. After this time the pain stopped, though i was shaking and crying intensly. The room suddenly darkened and my vision blurred. A man walked into my field of vision at the door. He was shadowey and i couldnt make out much. All i know is he was tall and had short hair, i think he also had blueish eyes but im not certain. After about three seconds of him looking at me the dream ended. I woke up and sat up instantly , i was sweating badly and at tears but there was no pain at all. I couldnt get back to sleep that night, the feeling of helplessness and pain wouldnt leave me.

[The Cusp]

What can I say?

[joey11223]

yeah well i have to remember it's only a nightmare, but it's given me more respect for rape victims and hella more hatred for rapists. Anyways.... here's my one dream for the 2nd, having a friend with me did indeed stop nightmares and i only had a dream that i can't recall well. Joey likes friends there cos it means no nightmares. 1. Mixture Intro: Weird dream, i might have actually been remembering small parts from multiple dreams though. Dream: The dream began at a large circus, there were big tents and clowns and such. Everyone was looking up at a big roller coaster and shouting something. Suddenly i am flying through the air on an unusual craft, it is made of wood and looks rather like a simple bat, it has large white material covering the frame and seems almost weightless. We are quite high in the sky, not cloud level but still very high. i don't see how the craft turns but somehow it does. Now i am at my friends house, we are playing halo 2, though it's my 360. Now i am at school in a maths lesson, there is a small purple orb at the front of the class. It is making very complex and pretty patterns, changing colors and stuff while spinning. Then i am back in my bed in my friend has rolled over so i don't have like any blanket but also they are squishing me( this was like a third person view). Then i woke up and they were indeed in that position.:p

[joey11223]

well i 48hr sleepover with friends turned into more of a 85hr sleepover, my hypothesis that when i sleep with someone i don't dream seems to be correct, as i remember no dreams over the past few days.