Sara's journey to lucidity

**Sara** · 03-20-2008 09:31 AM

Originally Posted by mark

crap sara you are a legend!

well, what can I say... I'm on a roll again I guess. And you inspired me to do many RCs during the day, which certainly helped!

shame about not being able to eat the M&Ms and even being able to do the hand stands. Its mad how much our confidence effects our dreams.

Jep, things don't automatically go well in a lucid even though you know it's just a dream...

Cool that you got to see moonbeam to!

Yeah, I was happy to see her in my dreams.

Did it really hurt when you fell into that tree? thats not nice.

Well, if you can get wet from the rain, you can feel pain from cactus needles in your skin

But the pain was only as long as I saw them in my skin, it disappeared after I removed them.

It appears you confidence in these dreams seem to be down. You seem to have alot of trouble flying rescently, its probably best not to think to much about doing it and just do it kind of like that quote from the matrix "dont think you are, know you are"

I completely agree. But you cannot fool your mind! You really have to be convinced that you can. Just saying 'I know I can' is not enough.
I practise imaginary flying during the day (down from the stairs, visualise myself taking off) but that's not enough. I suppose, just like with the TK and electrical shocks, I have to start really small and 'foolproof'.

he he I am beginning to find you destrustion ofthe dream environment massivly amusing ha ha

. lol at the cute comment

and brilliant you managed to kick some arse in your dream

Haha, I don't know where it comes from. I'm not violent IRL

Maybe it's some kind of frustration that needs to come out

ah I would so love to be there in a dream! although I cant say I would like to see that goat

poor thing sounds like a very sad scene

I assumed you would have liked that indeed. Well, there's always a chance for you of visiting Old Faithfull in your dreams. But for me, the goats were more interesting than this big natural fountain

ah that is brilliant I love the way you took that blokes attention away from his girl ha ha thats just cool lol

I didn't even mean to! I just wanted to see the effect of 'buzzing' someones mind

great idea to, what did it feel like ?

No feeling, just the image of a blue electrical power. And just 1 'wire' of electricity. No wild lightning yet. I hope to increase my power next time, so I can shoot lightning towards something. Maybe I can even light a bulb with it

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

Wow! What a night! And I was there!

Indeed, longest night I've ever experienced. Seemed even longer than when I would have stayed awake all night.

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[/color]Why do we always try that?

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No idea

But the responses are funny

That's a good idea! But maybe in a dream I could understand.

And I did!

Yeah, you could understand dutch in my dream. You have hidden talents

I love you, you can kiss me anytime.

I don't hold you responsible for any dreams that you have about me, especially when you dream how pretty and young I am.

thank you, I love you too!
Hope to see you again, we can go on a man-hunt together next time

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Prunes...better than M&M's....

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I'm sorry, Prunes WITH taste are better than M&Ms without, but IRL, I'd know what to choose

That's still a lot for a drink of water!

Yeah, it is. But see, it was also for charity

since the water was free and you could 'choose' to make a donation. But if you donate, make it big

Don't tell me!! I haven't seen it yet. That's cool tho.

I won't, season 2 is great as well!
New abilities and stuff.
Too bad it's only 11 episodes, I've finished them already

Wow! That was amazing! Don't feel bad, you got a lot done!!

Thanks

But I'm still a bit bothered by doing only 'fun stuff' in my dreams, no meaningful things. Well, with more lucids, this will probably change.

Originally Posted by Caradon

Amazing!

I've been working towards having a night like that, for the last three years!

It was a complete surprise for me too. A very welcome surprise

It's cool you got Lucid in an elevator, That's always fun. Not even sure why I think that lol.

Well, a falling elevator was scary! And for a while, I didn't know how to get out of it. I should have rocketed it into the air

**Sara** · 03-20-2008 10:02 AM

Dreams on 20 March 2008 - Beginning of Spring

Only 1 week left to 'daylight savings time'. I envy you guys in USA who have early DST this year!

Horse exam
I'm doing exam for a certain level of horsemanship. It's done in a quiz format. In the meanwhile, I'm busy with my phone (can't get any signal) and am waiting for an SMS from my boyfriend.

Money in the swimming pool
I'm swimming in a tropical indoor swimming pool with my little brother (I don't have one IRL, only a sis). The water is shallow and I see coins on the bottom. (like you often see in public fountains). I pick up a few 50 and 20 cent coins. My brother sees what I'm doing and starts looking for money too. Then I find a 2 euro piece. Wow, this is going to pay back for our entrance fee, I think. We look further and both have a hand full of coins.

Ignoring ex
I'm working in a cubicle/cabin. A very small one (more like a long desk with walls between people). I have a big pile of books next to my chair. My ex sits in the cabin on the left. I want to bring him something, but he refuses to talk to me. I feel a bit sad that he doesn't even want to see me, so I switch places with a girl on the right. I move all my books and the pile is much smaller than it was before.

Flying and checking reality of places
I get lucid (don't know from what) and am outside, just somewhere unimportant. I want to see if the environment looks like it does IRL. I look on Google Maps to find a place I want to check. I zoom in on Amsterdam and then on a neighboring city. This is called 'Oldenzaal' (which is on the other side of Holland

) I zoom in to an area that looks familiar, all the way till I find myself on about that spot. I recognise part of the environment. I'm on a school ground, with many teenagers around. They can't see me flying, so I walk away casually. Behind a fence, I dive forward and float just inches above the ground. This works well and I gradually increase height until I can fly over the trees. I don't care now that people see me.

The environment doesn't look like I remember it, so here's my proof: we do not visit real life places in our dreams

I land near a playground with several small kids (age 6-7). Some of them run away scared, but I get to talk to 1 little guy. Time for some questions about the meaning of life... but what can this young guy possibly tell me.
'Are you smart?' I ask him. He nods. He leans against a fence as I ask him 'tell me the name of a person'. And in my mind, I repeat 'Oma Dini, Oma Dini' (=grandma Dini). To my surprise, the kids starts making sounds oooaaa iiii, ooowwaa iinniiii, until it sounds like Oma Dini. Wow, how nice, I can influence little kid's minds

I leave the kid alone as I see a stone carving in the wall. It has the shape of a sun, with an open mouth and it represents my friend S. I walk over to 'her' and ask 'what is the meaning of small animals that often appear in my dreams?'. No answer. I repeat my question, cause I know it was talking before, but no reply

Well, I guess I have to find another DC for asking deeper questions

Re-starting my 'evaluation' of lucids again, to keep track of any progress.

Lucidity: high
Control: medium
Abilities: flying (medium), telepathy/mind control (low)
Time lucid: about 10 mins

RCs during the day: a lot on stairs/elevators. Some in the car, on reading about lucidity. None on horses...
Should RC on money as well, cause finding money is a typical dream sign for me (doesn't happen often though)

**Moonbeam** · 03-20-2008 12:48 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

Thanks

But I'm still a bit bothered by doing only 'fun stuff' in my dreams, no meaningful things. Well, with more lucids, this will probably change.

You know that used to really bother me too. I think over time I've gotten enough "meaningful" things that I don't worry about it as much. Or else I've just gotten used to the fact that I'm hedonist.

And you got lucid again already! Good job!

Originally Posted by Sara

The environment doesn't look like I remember it, so here's my proof: we do not visit real life places in our dreams

See, you already did something important--disproving astral projection!

Oh yea I forgot to tell you; you didn't dream me right either. The day before I had chopped off all of my hair, and I already dyed the top part blond.

**Sara** · 03-20-2008 01:23 PM

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

You know that used to really bother me too. I think over time I've gotten enough "meaningful" things that I don't worry about it as much. Or else I've just gotten used to the fact that I'm hedonist.

Oh, I can live with that also

See, you already did something important--disproving astral projection!

Yes, very important

Yesterday I tried to prove from the dreamworld to the real world (smashing things) and now the other way around. Google maps worked pretty well in dreams though. Ideal way for transporting yourself somewhere!
Ahhh, I need to remember that! Next time I'm going to USA

Oh yea I forgot to tell you; you didn't dream me right either. The day before I had chopped off all of my hair, and I already dyed the top part blond.

Ohh, well, then I got the color of your hair wrong

But the rest was correct, right

**mark** · 03-20-2008 04:08 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

Horse exam

another exam eh? still atleast it didnt seem like a bad one

Originally Posted by Sara

Money in the swimming pool

he he there is something good about finding money ha ha. It is mad in dreams when we have siblings which we dont in real life, did you feel close to him?

Originally Posted by Sara

Flying and checking reality of places

he he nice one on the idea of disproving Astral projection, I have noticed how things are just different in dreams from real life.

As you know I am a fan of asking those deeper questions in dreams (atleast when I remember lol) I am looking forward to any answers you get from them.

Good to see you keeping an evaluation again

**Burned up** · 03-20-2008 06:24 PM

Great questioning. I'd love to meet an old sage in my dreams. But perhaps a young child can also provide "truth"?

**Moonbeam** · 03-21-2008 12:49 AM

Originally Posted by Sara

Ohh, well, then I got the color of your hair wrong

But the rest was correct, right

Oh yes, yes, everything else was exactly like me!

I guess that's why I didn't notice the little hair thing at first.

**Pancaka** · 03-21-2008 04:16 AM

AHH! I missed so much again! I need to remember to NEVER miss a day on your DJ.

NICE job on all the lucids

. There was some hilarious stuff that went on while I wasn't reading, especially that clip of that dumb girl. LOL! Europe a COUNTRY?! LOL! I hope I'll gain some influence from all this and get lucid again tonight (please oh please oh pleeeaaassseeee!).

KEEP IT UP!!!!

**Sara** · 03-21-2008 11:21 AM

Thanks Pancaka!
Hehe, yeah, that blonde girl was so stupid, still makes me laugh.
Well, I'm not good with states in USA either, never learned them. I only know where Wisconsin and Minnesota are because I learned that here on DV

Dreams on 21 March 2008

3rd lucid night in a row

Don't forget your shoes in the train!

I'm in the train with my family. We're going on holiday to Texel, the biggest of our islands. Once in the train, I realise I didn't pack enough clothing and also forgot my sleeping bag. "Well, there's probably a shop on the island," I think.
When the train stops at it's final station, we get out and start walking through the dunes. I realise I forgot my shoes, they are still in the train! My sister has 2 pairs of shoes, but doesn't want to share them.

So, I go back to the train and even after half an hour, it's still on the station. I find my shoes, they were in a hidden luggage space. As I put them on, the train departs and I can't get out. Well, I'll just wait for the next stop and take another train back. But on this station, again I'm too late to leave. I'm putting on other shoes now (colorful ones, hehe) and my granny has gotten into the train to help me not forget my next station. I get out and am almost too late for the next train back. I get in and meet my parents at the final station and all turns out to be OK.

Lucid tasks and almost-sex

I find myself lucid in this dream and have no idea how/why it happened. I'm in my room (as many lucids start here) and remember a task from Nothin7 (before sleep, I tried to induce 2 tasks and I remembered both). First was to draw the outline of a cube. I found a small paper on my desk. It was full of written text, but the backside was empty. I quickly drew a cube. Well, that was easy! The other task was 'say a sentence you've never said before'. I left my room and saw a guy in the corridor. He looked like a combination of my flatmate and my ex (the not-nice one). First thing that came to mind? 'Hey Mattie, would you like to fuck me? ' (well, Ican't say I never said that to Tobby

)

I expected to be turned down, but no, he agreed

He took me to his room. He stood close to me and said 'you know this is a dream, right'? I said 'of course, I am dreaming now, but how do you know that?. Well, it's my dream as well. And I can see when people are dreaming. They get this typical expressionless look on their face.
He undressed himself, or just instantly lost his clothes, cause I can't remember him actually taking off his clothes.

Wow, he was really muscular. Not in an extreme big muscle way, but just nicely toned with yummy abs

We were in his bed, but then he jumped up and made a phone call. I was a bit disappointed, I thought we had agreed on something

But I kept staring at his nice body, which was slightly sweaty and had a nice tan. I could clearly see the outline of all his muscles. Then, he got back to bed, I touched his back, all the way down to his shorts. Those were wet, yuck! It felt like he just had a wet dream. He confirmed this, but wasn't ashamed about this. With a last glance at his perfect body, I woke up at 5:40h

Lucidity: high, well aware that this was a dream, but not considering anything that happened IRL.
Control: medium (could do my tasks, but no other activities planned)
Abilities: none
Time: approx 5 mins

Biggest WTF moment ever

I'm on my corridor with my flatmates. We're planning on a field trip to go fishing. Outside, it's just me, the guy I from my lucid (M) and a random girl. We sit down on the bank of a river. I sit next to M, quite close, and he comes to sit even closer to me. The girl that's with us, has a box of DVD's and we're now watching a movie (yeah, on a TV that is in the grass). When the movie is finished, we walk to sort of open air cinema, where we watch another movie. Well, I don't get to see much, cause I'm constantly focused on the guy. It's like he KNOWS we did something, while I'm sure it was only MY dream.

Then I ask him if he knows about lucid dreaming. He doesn't, but he did know that we had sex yesterday night

. I'm like "Oh nooo, he knows " so I question him "did you really have a wet dream, just before we started". He confirms, and says "yes, and there was many more that could fertilise a woman".

It seems that he knows even more about this 'adventure' than I do. Now I'm totally confused... Was I in HIS dreams, or was HE in MY dreams, or were we dream-sharing? I thought that was nonsense... He smiles at me a bit sarcastically, like he knows I don't like it that he knows my dream. Then I say "well, you had a great body in that dream".

And then I wake up and am REALLY relieved this was just another dream (and WHY didn't I do a reality check when we spoke about dreams

)

**Moonbeam** · 03-21-2008 12:44 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

3rd lucid night in a row

OK, it was fun at first, but this is just getting to be too much! C'mon everybody--let's get her! We shall tickle the secret out of you!

Originally Posted by Sara

First thing that came to mind?

This is pretty cool, we've got this reinforcing cycle of having sex dreams, posting sex dreams, reading sex dreams, having sex dreams...

Originally Posted by Sara

Wow, he was really muscular.

As a dream-guy should be.

Originally Posted by Sara

Now I'm totally confused... Was I in HIS dreams, or was HE in MY dreams, or were we dream-sharing? I thought that was nonsense... He smiles at me a bit sarcastically, like he knows I don't like it that he knows my dream.

Isn't that weird? I get confused like that when I'm dreaming too.

**Sara** · 03-21-2008 02:15 PM

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

OK, it was fun at first, but this is just getting to be too much! C'mon everybody--let's get her! We shall tickle the secret out of you!

Uh oh, I'm outta here!

This is pretty cool, we've got this reinforcing cycle of having sex dreams, posting sex dreams, reading sex dreams, having sex dreams...

Ohhh, we are really bad...

Let's break the cycle. No more sex dreams for me!

As a dream-guy should be.

True, he had all physical characteristics of a dream-guy

You can't find one that perfect IRL.

Isn't that weird? I get confused like that when I'm dreaming too.

It was freaking weird!

And I saw this guy on my corridor this morning, creepy déjà vu

**raklet** · 03-21-2008 02:18 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

[B]Lucid tasks and almost-sex

Haha, great dream! You got closer than I did. I tried having lucid sex and was thoroughly rejected by my DC.

**mark** · 03-21-2008 05:37 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

Don't forget your shoes in the train!

ha ha BU would be proud of this one...see not only did you use a train but you actually got stuck on one so you couldnt get off lol

Originally Posted by Sara

Lucid tasks and almost-sex

Nice one on doing Nothing7s task I am sure he will be very very happy

lol with the attempted sex, I laughed at his wet shorts lol

Originally Posted by Sara

Biggest WTF moment ever

ha ha ha that really would be a WTF moment! I would crap myself if someone I had dream sex with actually knew it! lol so embarrassing!

Even worse is his comment about fertilzing women ha ha if I were you I would have immediatley thought he was attempting to get ya pregnant lol!

on the plus side atleast he told you you were sexy

thats always a good thing

**Pancaka** · 03-21-2008 11:24 PM

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

OK, it was fun at first, but this is just getting to be too much! C'mon everybody--let's get her! We shall tickle the secret out of you!

Yes...tickle her and then slap her with a wet fish!

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

This is pretty cool, we've got this reinforcing cycle of having sex dreams, posting sex dreams, reading sex dreams, having sex dreams...

Myeh. I'd rather have dreams about having super powers and destroying things any day...or should I say EVERYday!

**Burns** · 03-22-2008 12:55 AM

Originally Posted by Sara

Biggest WTF moment ever

haha I can see why you were relieved that it was a dream! I love that feeling when you wake up and are like, "phew! OMG I'm sooo glad that was a dream!" That's freaky though!

**Sara** · 03-22-2008 08:19 AM

Originally Posted by Pancaka

Myeh. I'd rather have dreams about having super powers and destroying things any day...or should I say EVERYday!

LOL, destroying dreams seem to be a favorite for me too, but only when lucid.

Besides, I read some more sex-related dreams and guess what: more sex in my dreams last night. *sigh*

Originally Posted by Burns

haha I can see why you were relieved that it was a dream! I love that feeling when you wake up and are like, "phew! OMG I'm sooo glad that was a dream!" That's freaky though!

Hey Burns, thanks for your visit

Yes, that feeling is good

Experiencing it DURING the dream is even better.

**Sara** · 03-22-2008 08:40 AM

Dreams on 22 March 2008

Only fragments, cause they were totally random and I can't make a story out of it. Long night, but no lucidity this time.

In France

- I brought my 2 horses to France and have a discussion (in french or english) with 2 girls about where I can sleep. They act like I'm a newbie, but I know the place better then them, cause I've been there last year.

- I'm making fruit-pie and the girls feed it to my horses. My older horse has gotten really fat

- My older horse is scared and jumps out of the paddock. I'm totally surprised, cause the fence is over 1m high and he NEVER jumps that high. I'm proud of him.

- I'm watching a girl training a horse on high level dressage. She gives quite rough aids. The horse tries his best, but doesn't understand it all. Now I totally understand the importance of never punishing your horse for 'mistakes'. It's not his fault if our aids are unclear.

- I open a fence for a creepy guy in a white car. He wants to speed through, but can't, cause I hold the fence only partly open till he says 'thank you' to me

- At the house, I need to re-dress and put on something 'high class'. But I don't have a fancy hat, like the others do. I feel left out.

The Witch and the Virtual Sex

- I'm with my boyfriend and he's massaging me, to get me in the mood, but he's acting really rough

Then I explain him he should breath in my ear. I do this with him and that turns ME on. He's very surprised how this works.

Spoiler for Explicit content. Really, DON'T read if you can't handle it...:

- I see a guy standing at the fence. He warns about a witch that is supposed to show up. I see the inside of a cave, where a woman is making a secret deal with someone. I assume she is the witch.

Killer pigeon
I'm at home, looking in the chicken shed. Two chickens have little chicks, 2 very young (still yellow) the others are older and look like miniature adult chickens. Mum warns me for the 'bomber pigeon' that has killed several chickens the night before. I look around and see a small black pigeon hiding in the corner. I pick it up and say I'd never expect this small pigeon to be dangerous. But just to be sure, I kick it outside.

LOL, that last one was induced by Mark's Chav movie about Devvo kicking a pigeon

**Moonbeam** · 03-22-2008 03:28 PM

Are you trying to get rid of your sex dreams!?

Do pigeons kill chickens? I never heard of that.

**Sara** · 03-22-2008 05:51 PM

Originally Posted by Moonbeam

Are you trying to get rid of your sex dreams!?

Yeah, well, I try to break the cycle, but I'm not very successful so far

Do pigeons kill chickens? I never heard of that.

Haha, no, they don't. But this was a dangerous terrorist pigeon

**mark** · 03-22-2008 07:37 PM

it always seems that when you have horse dreams there is someone there to critises you like them girls who think they know the place better, its a shame and I hope it doesnt afect ya at all

. It must have been cool to see the horse jump the fence like that

Originally Posted by Sara

The Witch and the Virtual Sex

he he thats a funny one, I wounder why the last 3 sex dreams have spoken about fertilization? are you thinking of kids at all?

wooohooo with the witch! witches are cool

Originally Posted by Sara

Killer pigeon

ha ha thats great! I cant believe that devvo influenced your dream lol what do you think of him, strange eh?

**raklet** · 03-23-2008 04:22 AM

Originally Posted by Sara

- I'm making fruit-pie and the girls feed it to my horses. My older horse has gotten really fat

Can you really feed your horses sweet treats IRL, or is that a no,no?

Originally Posted by Sara

Now I totally understand the importance of never punishing your horse for 'mistakes'. It's not his fault if our aids are unclear.

Was that like an epiphany or did you already know that?

- I open a fence for a creepy guy in a white car. He wants to speed through, but can't, cause I hold the fence only partly open till he says 'thank you' to me

- At the house, I need to re-dress and put on something 'high class'. But I don't have a fancy hat, like the others do. I feel left out.

Originally Posted by Sara

The Witch and the Virtual Sex

Originally Posted by Sara

'filling me up with fertilizer'

First thought that came to mind....horse manure. Sorry, I couldn't help myself.

**Sara** · 03-23-2008 11:57 AM

Originally Posted by mark

it always seems that when you have horse dreams there is someone there to critises you like them girls who think they know the place better, its a shame and I hope it doesnt afect ya at all

. It must have been cool to see the horse jump the fence like that

Damn Mark, very well noticed!
I think this has to do with how I view myself with horses. Always criticising myself on how I train them, expecting me to do better every time...

he he thats a funny one, I wounder why the last 3 sex dreams have spoken about fertilization? are you thinking of kids at all?

Wow, you're on interpretation-track

Hmm, there's 3 women/girls my age that announced they are pregnant, all within 1 week. This indeed makes me think about kids, but I don't want any in the next couple of years

wooohooo with the witch! witches are cool

In a lucid maybe, but in a normal dream, I'm afraid of them

ha ha thats great! I cant believe that devvo influenced your dream lol what do you think of him, strange eh?

Too much credit for him! He doesn't deserve that

And yeah, he's strange. Is that the 'typical' chav?

Originally Posted by raklet

Can you really feed your horses sweet treats IRL, or is that a no,no?

Nah, it's not good for them. They might enjoy an apricot pie, but too much sugar is not good for their digestion system.

Was that like an epiphany or did you already know that?

I already knew, but I've never 'experienced' it from the horses point of view. In this dream, it was like I was feeling what the horse felt.

First thought that came to mind....horse manure. Sorry, I couldn't help myself.

Hahaha, that's because you are into growing crops

We had a BIG pile of horse manure in our pasture. (like 60 cubic meters) and recently had it spread over a neighboring field. But that has nothing to do with this scene. Sometimes my DCs conversations are a bit difficult to translate to English correctly

**Sara** · 03-23-2008 12:30 PM

Dreams on 23 March 2008

Sad night Several disturbing dreams, with pain, guilt, annoyance and feeling sad on awakening

Caught by the police

I'm driving on the highway in my van, Tobby is next to me and says 'watch out' as I almost hit the car in front of me. I'm sitting sideways on my chair, with my legs near the door. It takes too much time to put my legs back and brake, so I pass the car on the left. Suddenly, a police car passes me and shoots at me! I'm scared, I follow the police and pull the car over on the right side of the road. The police is very angry at me, shouting and telling me they were behind me for 10 minutes, showing me a STOP-sign. I truly hadn't seen this and I wonder, was I really driving like crazy? I didn't remember any mistakes I made.

I explain to them, I was just driving along with all other cars. In the east of Holland, they drive 130 on average (limit is 120) and I just followed along. Well, that was VERY WRONG of my, said the officer.

Now my boyfriend was also angry with me, for being such a reckless driver. I felt helpless, since I didn't know what I had done wrong, but he was right, I'm a bad driver

I woke up feeling very sad, almost crying

New building area and glass in my hand

I'm in a village, on a large construction site. It's empty land where they put many many houses made out of polystyrene foam, to give an impression of what it was going to look like when finished. I look at them up close and see they drew doors, windows etc on them, and even the view you have when you look through the windows

On the first house in a row, it says 'Cancer'. A builder explains me this is the name for the new 'district'. A very weird name, we both agree, but that's what politicians have decided. As I walk further, I see names of types of cancer on several houses. The builder explains with pride that they only use 5 materials to build the houses. I try to imagine how this is possible.

I'm at a hill now, looking out over the new 'district' under construction.

*scene shift* I'm in a classroom setting, a teacher is asking questions, in a quiz-style. He asks what the first letter of the new district is going to be. I'm eager to answer it in full, but I'm not allowed to

*scene shift*
My hand hurts and I see pieces of glass laying on my skin. I try to wipe them off, but it doesn't work. I pull on 1 piece and it comes out of my hand, it was in there for over a cm deep! It really hurts and feels disgusting, there are many more pieces in my hand. I run around, outside, looking for someone who can cure me. The top of my thumb is seriously injured and has several deep cuts.

Back in high school

I'm back in my high school, two or three years after I left. I keep running into people I know were in my year, but I don't recognise them. I ask them, do you still have contact with people from our year? They say they don't and I think this is strange, cause there are so many of them walking around in the school. Or they tell a name of someone, but I don't remember the names. I feel a bit like a stranger in my own school.

Then, I'm having dinner in my school, with some teachers. I poor wine in my glass, but the glass is broken and wine runs over the table. What a waste of wine! A nice guy offers me his glass. The wine tastes good

I have a cardboard box with 1 or 2 little mice/hamsters (they change, sometimes it's only 1, the next moment there are 2) I try to take care of them, put them in a small house, but an annoying girl is preventing this. She's really physically annoying me. And making bad remarks and such. (this continues for quite a while).

I'm trying to find the classroom for my next course. Something about Worldwide Science. There is no schedule and the building is like a maze. I'm lost and looking for help. A friendly guy shows up, it's Exobyte. He wears a sweater from school that has an explanation of all classrooms and subjects. My subject is not in the list, but we agree it should be somewhere between geography and physics.

It's still lunch break when I want to go to my classroom. There is an inventive system for storing valuable items: it's an 'air shaft' in the floor, when you type your code, your 'secret locker' is blown up and you can take it out of the shaft. I need to retrieve a letter, I scan the bar code on a letter I received and *wooosh* my special letter appears.

The annoying girl is back, but she's with her 'coach' now and acting very sweet to me. I tell her all the nasty things she just did to me, but she denies them. I know, because her coach is there, she wants to make a good impression. The coach starts painting the girls toe-nails in fancy colours (hehe, never a dream without colours

). I leave her, cause I know I'm never going to win the argument.

Well, that was a night of randomness

**mark** · 03-23-2008 03:57 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

Wow, you're on interpretation-track

Hmm, there's 3 women/girls my age that announced they are pregnant, all within 1 week. This indeed makes me think about kids, but I don't want any in the next couple of years

phew lol kids are hard work ha ha ha you make a good choice lol

Originally Posted by Sara

Dreams on 23 March 2008
Caught by the police

dam what a insane police officer lol! Thats sounds like a bad dream and even more so when tobby agrees with the officer

those guilt dreams are not nice and its a real shame that youwoke up almost crying

Originally Posted by Sara

New building area and glass in my hand

wow can you imagine the reaction if the government decided to call a new estate after different types of cancer! there would be hell on!

ouch! the glass in the hand thing sounds nasty I bet that hurt!

Originally Posted by Sara

Back in high school

nice one on securing some more wine lol always a must ha ha

hmmm there is that annoying girl again I really do wounder why she seems to hate you so much? on the other hand maybe you should do a RC everytime you critisize yourself

**Moonbeam** · 03-23-2008 04:49 PM

Originally Posted by Sara

Sad night Several disturbing dreams, with pain, guilt, annoyance and feeling sad on awakening

Oh darn, I hate nights like that. I wonder what caused that.

Originally Posted by Sara

I explain to them, I was just driving along with all other cars. In the east of Holland, they drive 130 on average (limit is 120) and I just followed along. Well, that was VERY WRONG of my, said the officer.

Now my boyfriend was also angry with me, for being such a reckless driver. I felt helpless, since I didn't know what I had done wrong, but he was right, I'm a bad driver

They shouldn't have shot at you for that. And then your BF doesn't stick up for you.

Originally Posted by Sara

I woke up feeling very sad, almost crying

That is surely a dream that has another meaning, if only you could figure it out.

Originally Posted by Sara

I'm in a village, on a large construction site. It's empty land where they put many many houses made out of polystyrene foam, to give an impression of what it was going to look like when finished. I look at them up close and see they drew doors, windows etc on them, and even the view you have when you look through the windows

Weird.

Originally Posted by Sara

On the first house in a row, it says 'Cancer'. A builder explains me this is the name for the new 'district'. A very weird name, we both agree, but that's what politicians have decided. As I walk further, I see names of types of cancer on several houses. The builder explains with pride that they only use 5 materials to build the houses. I try to imagine how this is possible.

Even weirder.

Originally Posted by Sara

My hand hurts and I see pieces of glass laying on my skin. I try to wipe them off, but it doesn't work. I pull on 1 piece and it comes out of my hand, it was in there for over a cm deep! It really hurts and feels disgusting, there are many more pieces in my hand. I run around, outside, looking for someone who can cure me. The top of my thumb is seriously injured and has several deep cuts.

Oh no, I bet I know why you got cut again--Cusp's questions.

Originally Posted by Sara

I'm trying to find the classroom for my next course. Something about Worldwide Science. There is no schedule and the building is like a maze. I'm lost and looking for help. A friendly guy shows up, it's Exobyte. He wears a sweater from school that has an explanation of all classrooms and subjects. My subject is not in the list, but we agree it should be somewhere between geography and physics.

What a geek! Wearing a shirt with classrooms on it!

Originally Posted by Sara

It's still lunch break when I want to go to my classroom. There is an inventive system for storing valuable items: it's an 'air shaft' in the floor, when you type your code, your 'secret locker' is blown up and you can take it out of the shaft. I need to retrieve a letter, I scan the bar code on a letter I received and *wooosh* my special letter appears.

Hmmm, good idea...

Originally Posted by Sara

Well, that was a night of randomness

Yes it certainly was!